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Purely personal journey; no security. Role of teacher in loneliness. Commitment and openness; teacher's message becomes relevant to you. The sangha and its role for practitioners. How we try to hide from loneliness, but loneliness as \"goal\" of the dharma. Meditation as bringing these issues to surface. In Q\u0026amp;A, [Q1] shamatha and vipashyana going against grain of habit; [Q3] distinction between usual idea of loneliness and on Buddhist path; [Q4] role of awareness in not getting sidetracked; [Q6] loneliness and love relationships; [Q8] how loneliness brings compassion; [Q12] loneliness and enlightenment.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Path is the Goal","BOOK: Collected Works Vol 10"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: THE PATH IS THE GOAL: Part Two: Chapter 6: Loneliness\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-path-is-the-goal-1146.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 2 (in contained book THE PATH IS THE GOAL)\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-383.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eSep 09 2024 to Mar 31 2026 Transcribing: Ella Milligan Checking: JP Glutting Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1974"]}},{"label":{"en":["Release"]},"value":{"en":["2026-R6"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eHow journey is up to us; nature of loneliness on Buddhist path. Purely personal journey; no security. Role of teacher in loneliness. Commitment and openness; teacher's message becomes relevant to you. The sangha and its role for practitioners. How we try to hide from loneliness, but loneliness as \"goal\" of the dharma. Meditation as bringing these issues to surface. In Q\u0026amp;A, [Q1] shamatha and vipashyana going against grain of habit; [Q3] distinction between usual idea of loneliness and on Buddhist path; [Q4] role of awareness in not getting sidetracked; [Q6] loneliness and love relationships; [Q8] how loneliness brings compassion; [Q12] loneliness and enlightenment.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20260519-574702-moxa6a.mpga"]},"duration":3648.10644,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/309/206/original/open-uri20260519-574702-moxa6a.mpga?1779234450","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":3648.10644,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19740912VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"﻿[19740912VCTR1 - Public Seminar - Karme Choling - Vipashyana Insight Meditation - Talk 6] \r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled Vipashyana, Insight Meditation, held at Karme Choling, Vermont. This is talk number six, September 12th, 1974. This is an ARP digital remaster made May 2007.\r\n\r\n\r\nORIGINAL SLATE: Seminar on Insight, Tail of The Tiger, September 1974. The following is Talk Six.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=0.0,34.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think we should realize that the practice of meditation is a journey that's very personal, and very lonesome. That only one person, or inner individuals knows that what they're doing. And it is a very lonely journey. At the same time, if one is doing it alone, without any reference to the lineage, and without any reference to the teacher, and the teachings, that this wouldn't be lonely, because that there would be a sense of that you are in the process of trying to develop self-made man. So one feel less lonely. You feel like that you are on your way to become a hero. But particularly because of the commitment that one makes to the teachings, and lineage and the teacher.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=34.0,160.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that commitment is not so much of protection, or not so much of companionship, as to give you some kind of feedbacks; that your doubts been cleared, that your loneliness been solved -- the problems of loneliness be solved. But in some sense that exaggerate the sense of loneliness, because of one's commitment to the path. That path has been built, and you start to take the journey. And the journey become up to you. You can read the map, how far you are. And you can stop at various places for rest, refreshment, food. But still it's *your* journey.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=160.0,250.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Even if one is sharing the journey it's-- at once at the same time with other people, that individuals' experience are different, totally different, in terms of really how it's affecting you. So it's a lonely journey. That there is no support, that there is no particular guideline. That you have been told to do this and that, but those are just at the beginning -- that you know how to be lonely. So the question of loneliness is one of the basic point, which is not having any security in this path of meditation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=250.0,308.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You can't even say that you are having moral support, you're getting moral support. For one thing, as we have discussed already, early stage, is that you don't exist. And because of that that, the security doesn't exist. That only thing that seem to be apparently visible or existence is the journey, the loneliness itself. And that's very important point for us to look at, and realize.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=308.0,354.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That we are not looking for grace of God, or some kind of saving grace. That we are going to be saved, that somebody is keeping eyes open to us. That if you're just about to make a mistake, that somebody's going to fish you out, so therefore that the tendency is the journey becomes very sloppy journey, because you can afford to play around. And in case if you do the wrong thing then you'll be fished out, or saved. And in this case, this impetus had to become-- had to be very personal impetus. That nobody's going to save, and nobody's going to protect. That this journey had to be very personal journey, individual journey. That's very important point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=354.0,422.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And now, the next question is the role of a teacher, role of a guru. How this going to affect to this particular process? Is there's no contradiction at all, none whatsoever. That the role of the teacher is to teach students the directions, how to take directions, how to take certain attitude, and point out certain existing attitude might evolve within your development. And the role of teacher is to show you that the path is lonely.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=422.0,463.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"At the same time, that in order to *hear* the clear message without misunderstanding, from the role of-- from the teacher, is that you have to have some sense of commitment and openness to the teacher, which is in this case is known as a \"spiritual friend.\" The teacher is not particularly regarded as a learned professor, mad scientist, but the teacher is this case regarded as -- for that matter, not magician. So teacher in this case is a friend who has the conviction, and enough openness to himself or to herself. That because of that that teacher can be blunt and direct in pointing out the disciplines of the path.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=463.0,530.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In order to hear the clear message from the teacher, you have to have some sense of openness, surrendering from that point of view. But not worshiping, not a sense of adoration particularly. But a sense of basic openness. That the teacher's approach to the teachings are accurate. Not purely in the sense of that *should* be accurate, have to be accurate, but happens to be accurate because that there are certain relationships, certain commitment between you and your teacher has been developed, evolved. That the teacher's words become real to you, and you are not purely listening to a tale, or myth, of anything. That what teacher has to say become relevant to you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=530.0,591.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So therefore, that's what's called meeting of the two minds. In the sense that what you experience and what teachers have to say makes sense. And there is a definite link, understanding developed: that the dharma may be partially understood, but still makes sense, still becomes some kind of truth.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=591.0,649.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And particularly that teacher had to be somebody who lives on this Eearth, at this very time. And one can't kick around the idea that, \"I have a heavenly teacher who tells me when I'm in trouble, gives me messages in my dreams, in my fantasies and daydreams. That I get these messages flickering through my subconscious jingle bell. [Laughter] That the teacher is always there when I am needed, because this teacher is a heavenly teacher, celestial teacher.\" That is becoming a deceptive level, in the sense that you always want to hear what you want to hear. You always hear what you want to hear, and nothing's been told that things maybe need corrections. Or certainly that such teacher of heavenly teacher wouldn't talk about loneliness and aloneness, the teachings of aloneness and loneliness. Because of such heavenly teacher is production of your mind.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=649.0,757.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So from that point of view it is necessary to have person who lives on Earth. And person who is your contemporary, shares the same world, world of human being. It is necessary to make a relationship with the teacher, in terms of understanding each other.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=757.0,785.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And at the same time there is another notion, is the sangha, which is a group of practitioners together, working together. And in this case the sangha or the group of practitioners working together is also part of the teaching and the teacher's creation in a sense. That you get a certain sense of information, message, from-- by being with among friends who is also doing the same practice at the same time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=785.0,818.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you might say that you feel that you could take off whenever you want, and you can maintain yourself without being hassled by the sangha, without going through the painful problems of dealing with the sangha, dealing with the rest of the community, rest of the friends around you. Which is also partially the not accepting the world of the teachings. And you want to have just a summit meeting with you and your teacher, and then you try to avoid those other flock. And you go off, so you be saved from being hassled by relating with anybody else. Which is also partially looking for other than loneliness, looking for security as well. Although you are dealing with whole thing in a very lonely style. But at the same time that dealing with the sangha makes you feel more lonely. And that is being very painful.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=818.0,896.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the sangha carries atmosphere of the teacher and the teachings of lineage, at the same time. And the sharing the experience together makes sense more. And the relating with the teacher becomes also relating with the community of sangha, at the same time. But however, those processes are very necessary, but at the same time, this should not be regarded as security. That if you feel you're strange and odd, you feel better by looking at somebody else being strange and odd, so therefore you have misery loves company. That everybody is made-- there must be a hundred people who are doing the same thing or a thousand people doing the same thing, or a million people doing the same thing; you feel secured because you don't feel you are odd man out. This is not the quite way.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=896.0,954.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But the way is that because that you are odd man out in any case, there are lots of odd men out together. Which doesn't confirm with each other's paranoia, or shyness, or sense of insecurity. But it helps, in the long run, or even in immediate situation, that if you want to chicken out from your sitting practice, that in the midst of seventy people, or hundred people sitting together, and if you feel you want to get up and walk out, you feel somewhat strange, uncertain. And that kind of encouragement is necessary, in the very literal and very simple sense.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=954.0,1001.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That people have that kind of attitude that, \"Well I am beneath them. And I have special credentials, special intelligence. That I don't want to be completely associated with the mass, or the flock. And I would like to, when I feel bored and lonely, chat with them, be nice to them. And they're interesting people to talk to. But when I feel really edgy, and needy, the sangha freaks me out. So I should avoid them; I should have a summit meeting with my guru only, then.\" That's the kind of problematic situation. And avoiding pain, avoiding loneliness, is a problem actually. A great deal problem comes, avoiding the sense of loneliness, sense of aloneness, sense of loneliness, and sense of losing a ground of ego.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1001.0,1090.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, it is necessary to relate, or have person who is known as spiritual friend, who can work with you, who could be your own spiritual friend. And also around you and your spiritual friend, the other, so to speak, lesser spiritual friend, or known as the sangha. Who is not taking the role of instructor, but they're taking the role of friends. Who are not sometimes particularly overwhelmingly friendly. [Laughter] Or sometimes they are rather good. But that kind of relationship is necessary.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1090.0,1138.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That the whole point is that we have grown up ourselves in a very strange society. That sometimes we like society, and try to get into society, and try to become just a replica of everybody else. Do the exact same thing, and it feels good. And you have a social standard, and you have your MA, PhD, whatnot. And you are professional person, and you have this and that, and you have a car of your own. And you know how to put up your tent, and you know how to cook food, entertain friends. And are humorous and entertaining, and also being very elegant and entertaining, a good host, good driver. Acceptable, and nice guy.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1138.0,1222.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But at the same time we don't want to be like that at all. That's the complex of society has give us all kinds of way. Sometimes we want to be above that, all those. So that you can bring up the other society into your level. That you are exclusive lodge, you have exclusive lodge, or club. That certain particular highly evolved, so to speak, people can work with you, deal with you. And your approach is not like the rest of the world, not like the others. But we are special, very special. We eat different food. We drive differently maybe. We break law in a different way, with conscious effort. [Laughter] And we cook meals specially, and we talk special way, in a different kind of articulation, an accent on a metaphysical or mystical, or being zany, or whatever. That society pushes a lot of people to do that, because of such repetitions taking place.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1222.0,1303.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And some point the people have a feeling that they can't make it to the even the repetitious level. And feels belittled, and feels being uneducated or belittled or whatever. But then, once you've got to that level, then you feel that you are just like anybody else, so you want to rise above it, and try to do special things. And you can show your special art treasure that you have, art treasury you have, special handicraft that you have done, and a special talent that you have, which is out of the ordinary. And the selling point there is that this is very special, unlike anything else. That, \"I have discovered, or I have read somewhere, and I'm a very special person.\" Which is another kind of neurosis that goes on in the society. To try to be ordinary, first, trying very hard. Then become this ordinary. Then trying to rise above it, above the ordinariness.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd there's all kinds of levels of that, of different heights, different levels, of trying to ignore the loneliness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1303.0,1383.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"If you be like the ordinary person in the ordinary street, working nine-to-five job, and just be ordinary person, you feel very lonely. And also you feel very lonely, before you got to the ordinary level, you feel also very lonely. You have to struggle, and you feel that you are wretched, outside of the society, the cultural level. And also, that when you try to step out of that ordinariness into the extraordinariness, you feel also lonely. Those attempts are made out of loneliness. But at the same time the goal is trying to be not lonely, trying to be-- have enormous security: that you have your credentials, which draw a lot of people's interest. That you could live in society in the grandest level. So, there is constantly the inspirations coming out of a sense of loneliness. But at the same time the sense of loneliness is rejected. That trying to be the opposite of loneliness -- looking for companionship, and the world would take-- keep us as companionship; that seem to be the problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1383.0,1468.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, now that we have two kinds of processes happening there. The rejecting loneliness, by using media of loneliness; and at the same time that we have also the other problem, that trying to use the media of lonely, media of friendship, and media of companionship, and then arriving at the goal of loneliness -- which is the dharma way. At the beginning you have your spiritual friend, your sangha working together. It feels good, and fantastic, which is group work together. But then once you have initiated into the situation, and path and style, practice of meditation for one thing and everything, then your goal is loneliness. You begin to realize that. So I think this is sort of the opposite way of involving into the society of this type. Seem to be the dharma's way.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1468.0,1544.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And obviously, the conclusion that you realize you are lonely person, is that not lonely in the sense of that you feel alone in an empty room with one mattress, particularly. But when we talk about loneliness here we are talking about a fundamental starvation of ego. That there is no tricks that you can play; there's no one that you can talk to, make yourself feel better. Unless you give up the group, of that particular famous group that you have. So there's nothing else you can do about it at all, none whatsoever. So therefore there's need for teacher, need for sangha, need for practice. But the basic idea is that it is not based on a theistic situation, theistic argument, of need for protection, need for savior. And everybody's their own savior, from that point of view.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1544.0,1598.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, that seem to be one of the basic point:; that the practice of meditation brings all kinds of experiences, all kinds of uncertainties, discontentment, and all kinds. But those things seem to be absolutely necessary. In fact those are the seem to be the signs of that you are on the path at last. So, we can't have a testimonial publicity, for meditation practice. If somebody did, it would be disastrous. [Laughter] But however, such things been said many times in the books and the teachings. That this is not particular pleasant, you have to shed your ego.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1598.0,1649.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And still, at the beginning there's a fascination to it, and one begin to think, \"I wonder how it'd be like without ego. And that's another point of view; let's try it. And it might be exciting; we try all the other things.\" [Laughter] Maybe such inquisitiveness is necessary. We have to start very primitive level. At the beginning such inquisitiveness is absolutely needed. And one begin to think, \"I wonder how it would be like to have spiritual friend. Seem to be very exciting. I'm going up to Vermont, to Tail of the Tiger, and pack my bag and whatever. And coming up, and it feels exciting. Having a nice time in the summer,\" and so forth. But then the truth of the matter is begin to dawn on us. That when we come back, \"What did you get out of this? Did you learn anything? Are you enlightened now?\" [Laughter] Well... [Laughs; laughter] We could have discussions. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1649.0,1740.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: It seems that meditation is a means for us to recognize habits and deal with them. Is that correct?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. What do you mean by \"deal\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Acknowledge them.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. [Laughter] Yeah, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Is our samsaric mind simply habits?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, well habit is-- habit cannot exist without a reference point, a reference point being duality. That: if \"that\" exists, \"I\" exist. If \"I\" exist, \"that\" exist. That's ba-- that basic split begin to happen, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Could you describe the way that shamatha and vipashyana practices respectively relate to habit?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it's-- habit comes from habit, obviously. That you'd be told how to do it, and you would develop some new habits. Some new style, obviously developed. But at the same time, that habit is not so much habitual-oriented. And in fact that's why it's very difficult to make meditation into a habit. And although you may be doing for twenty years but still there's a certain sense of struggle is involved, constantly. Which denotes that meditation is rest of-- different from the rest of the habitual things that's happening. Still requires to have some kind of challenge, constantly.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1740.0,1858.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: The loneliness that you've described is really nothing more than the leaves and-- or I'm sorry, the root of the tree, except viewed from a slightly different perspective right?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What you mean \"nothing more than\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: It's-- okay, well, nothing really is, and so nothing can really be any more, can it?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's right, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: But you're describing the same thing but in different ways, when you talked about the root of the tree and then when you talked about the loneliness.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Okay.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I think it's the-- as you go on, the rug's pulled under your feet. So there's different stages of that.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Okay, but the thing that occurred to me that, it's kind of cute, is that the root of the tree *is*. I mean there's just no condition under which the root of the tree *isn't*. Which means that everything is the path. Okay?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: If the root of the tree equals loneliness, and loneliness equals the path--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: --then you can't really fall off.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's right.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Okay?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see, that then gives the understanding, so to speak, that once you are on the path already, you can't shake it off.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It becomes part of you, all the time, whether you like it or not. Once you begin to join in, you can't undo it, because you can't undo your basic being.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: So there's no need for looking for security particularly.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: It's not there, I mean-\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It's not there, that's-- SPEAKER2: --there's [laughing] no security anywhere.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's right, yeah. That's good one. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1858.0,1992.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: My connection with the word \"loneliness\" has a lot to do with different emotional states, like sadness and all of that sort of thing. And I know that you're talking about something much different than that, but I don't quite understand it. Could you define it some more, what you mean by the term \"loneliness\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it is... maybe emotional state of some kind, but not emotional state in a level of when you are emotionally in the peak period. But it's self-existing situation. That whenever there's uncertainty and threat, there is loneliness, which is the fear of no companionship, and the fear that nobody understands you -- which is, you know, very simple. At the same time that fear of that you don't exist, eventually, possibility; and there's nothing to work on, nothing to work with. And a sense of total nonexistence, and a total -- as far as we can go and say a total deprivation. That wherever you face your directions, you feel you are facing the wall, rather than, you know, path, as things been pushed back to you. And some subtle state of wretchedness. [Laughter] I mean, it's a heavy one. [Laughter; laughs] But it's very total wretchedness, you know, all-pervasive. Not just one direction, \"Because he treat me wrong, therefore I feel lonely, I'm sobbing.\" Not him alone, but the whole orchestra, it doesn't play music for me. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [Laughs] You're welcome. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1992.0,2145.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Just to develop this question of not falling off the path once you're on -- but it's true though that you can get sidetracked, you know, as you've written. Especially more so as you go on the path, so... You know, you always have to have that discipline and the teacher and so on. And so in a sense it could be said that, you know, you can fall off the path, in that you can become sidetracked for, you know, for a long time.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You could, I think, if you are distracted unconsciously, without help of awareness meditation. But on the other hand if you deliberately trying to give up the path, very consciously you couldn't.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: So therefore need for awareness practice, you know. Constant awareness practice, is a way of checking, so to speak. Not checking for a particular purpose, of security, but just to be there, you have to be there. And if you're fed up with that, you decide to give it up, you can't do it. But at the same time you are quite right, there are sidetracks, which usually comes as unaware, product of not being aware of it. That's why, you know, everything's been thought about that situation, that meditation is prescribed, you know, mindfulness prescribed, awareness. So awareness is a way to keep straight in the path, so to speak.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: So you'd have to keep coming back to your original practice.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, not in order to be good boy or anything like that, but just in order to be yourself, properly.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: So then the practices are simultaneous, or incorporate one another as you go along.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=2145.0,2273.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: During this week I've been wondering how to apply vipashyana meditation to action, to daily life situations. And, as you talk about the sangha I'm wondering how, when there are hassles, or the kind of situations that develop, how to approach this in the meditative way. You know, I know that you can't give a simple instruction about it, but I wonder if you could give some hint about that? [Laughs; laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I wasn't quite clear.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Well, situations in the sangha. For instance, discomfort -- people ask you to do things and you don't do them right or you don't do them the way they want you to, and they're angry with you, and you feel bad. And you know, things like that that happen every day, you know.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: So how to approach this in an awareness state?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I think there's no way to how to do them particularly. The idea's being that you are not supposed to try to work very hard, so that you can win the sangha over your side, particularly. Well that would be sort of recruiting army or something, you know. That you have everybody behind your back and you would be supported by the sangha. Like running for presidency or something like that. And on the other hand, that there is also problem of that if you regard it as your hassle and problem, that you become so... what's the word?\r\n\r\n\r\nAUDIENCE: [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, that... revolutionary. That you would like to set up a reactionary's group among the sangha, schisms in sangha. That, \"This particular sangha is fucked up and I'm going to set up a better one. And we-- our friends, we talk together and there's a better way to do the whole thing.\" Which is another kind of problem that will come up. And idea is being that the sangha is not regarded as just-- the connect-- the existence of sangha is not exactly the same as the mass collection of the Communist idea of people. Or it is not particularly that idea of the Mexican Army either. [Laughs; laughter] So it's a question of sangha is being that self-existing situation. That if hassles come up, they are, some point of view, some are negative maybe, some are positive, but whether they're valid or not it doesn't really matter. One doesn't have to stand on your feet and say that \"I'm going to fight, and certain things you've said is wrong. Because this is not the truth.\" Maybe that's the case, but one doesn't have to be so righteous about that; by doing that then you can create a further echo. Which will eventually bounce back on a loud noise.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo the idea is being that whatever's available, whatever's applicable, we just work with it. And if there's room, that act yourself as sangha to somebody else. And then open that attitude to somebody else as well, you know. I mean you are not you little sangha, the rest are the big sangha. But you are part of the big sangha as well yourself. So there's no question of me and the others particularly; it's everybody's doing at once. Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=2273.0,2549.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: I'd like to ask a question about loneliness and love. In my experience, the kind of love where you're trying to, by being together -- I'm talking about the kind of love between two people, in a sense -- by being together you protect yourself from that loneliness, hasn't worked out too well. And in the-- when you're in contact with that loneliness, it seems to destroy a lot of the kinds of things that you try and pull off on that level. But is there still love in that sense, between two people, while you're still working with that loneliness? Or are you, basically-- well, can you-- perhaps you understand my question from that much. I don't want to go into it too deeply.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think so. I can understand your question. [Laughs; laughter] Well, that's interesting point actually. That... I don't think anybody can fall in love unless they feel lonely. And nobody can fall in love to somebody else unless they know that they are lonely, and they are separate individuals. And if you, by any misunderstanding, by any strange coincidence, that you think you are the other person already, there's no one to fall in love to. And it doesn't work that way. So the really idea of union -- the word \"union\" or \"united\", \"joining together\", which makes the sense of being two, being together. I mean one and one being together is union. Otherwise if it's just one, you can't call that union. And zero is not union, one is not union, but two is union.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo I think the question of love is that the sense of desolateness, which inspired the sense of warmth, when you're in love. And the more you feel the sense of desolation, that much you feel the warmth at the same time. And like, you can't feel the warmth of a house unless there's a higher temperature outside, you know -- it's cold, is cold. And more outside is cold, you feel that home is more cozy. And it's that kind of a reference point situation is taking place, that level.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: What is-- what would be the difference between any two particular people being together, and your general relationship to the sangha as a whole, which is like sort of a whole bunch of people feeling desolateness in different-- to different degrees?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think that's a question of that if you are-- two people are together, and the types of loneliness may be a similarity. And the fact that one person reminds other person more of their loneliness. That you feel that your partner feels of you-- seeing you, are more lonely. Whereas in the sangha that it's we could share somewhat. There's all-pervasive loneliness, ubiquitous loneliness, that's taking place all over the place. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You're welcome.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=2549.0,2783.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: But would you say that loneliness is love?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think we could say that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=2783.0,2796.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: In your answer to my previous question, you indicated a lot of wretchedness would be around as we passed on this, into the loneliness, and would get into different kinds of states in dealing with loneliness. I'm wondering where the concept of compassion fits into-- how does one practice compassion with that loneliness? Or how does that concept fit in?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I think loneliness brings a sense of compassion, automatically. That the compassion is, according to the scriptures, that compassion is consist of that of shunyata, and knowledge, wisdom. That com-- the ingredients of compassion is that of experience of no ego, non-ego, and a sense of precision at the same time, which often called skillful means as well. So otherwise you can't have compassion if you don't have egoless and a sense of precision at the same time. So the sense of egolessness obviously comes with loneliness. Sense of precision is also seeing the wretchedness, at the same time seeing through oneself, so that everything's been examined and looked at. So that *becomes* compassion that sense. That's unconditional love, unconditional loneliness. But still, the loneliness concept goes on, the principle goes on. But not being alone-- not be lonely anymore. It becomes alone, aloneness, opposed to loneliness, which brings a sense of space.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=2796.0,2906.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: You were saying the other day that if you were not bored, you were stupid. And then in an answer to a question you said that if you meditated for twenty years, it would always be a challenge. And I'm not-- I guess I'm trying to understand what you were talking about in terms of boredom. Because if-- is the boredom the kind of touch and go you were talking about last seminar, or is-- where sometimes you're bored, and when you're bored it causes you to act, and then you act for a while and get bored again? Or is it-- was it a continual boredom you were talking about?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We are talking about a continual boredom.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: And then where-- what about the challenge you spoke about that would constantly keep coming up while sitting?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's-- boredom has different textures. Sometimes a challenge, but at the same time it's challenge rather than anything extraordinary. That a challenge in the sense of that you have actual demon coming to you and try to attack you, you know, in your vision or whatever, mystical experience. And we don't-- we are not talking about challenges those-- in those ways. But we are talking about very ordinary challenge, is very boring challenge. But at the same time you have to do something about it. It's like if you swallow a bug in your soup, it's a challenge -- afterwards. [Laughter] But it's not extraordinary that the bug is in-- you know bugs for long time. [Laughter] You know soup for a long time as well. Which is very boring thing. But the combination of the two makes interesting boredom. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Well, is it then the word \"boredom\" itself that I don't understand? Because like is that interesting boredom the same thing, like, if you're working on a building or a piece of sculpture every day for six months, every morning there's something -- there's a bug. But that's-- if you look at it from a large level just the same boring challenge every day?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, [laughter] yeah, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: And then you-- so in other words you could be-- that that could be the same as a nine-to-five job, and you'd get fat and stupid like that, or you could look around.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, yeah, yeah. I think so, yeah. I mean we can't sort of carve out something extraordinary out of boredom. And we'd better not do that.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: And, yeah. So then is the problem is just not-- perhaps not seeing that as boredom, which means you're not looking?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's right, yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=2906.0,3098.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: You're recommending that everyone here find a teacher for themselves that they could have personal relationship with. How do you go about identifying a person who would be a good teacher?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't know. It's not question of finding a good teacher, like buying good horse. [Laughter; laughs] But it's a question of that-- the relationship. That if a teacher actually speaks in your style, your approach, has some bearings in your own state of mind, understand your type of mentality, then obviously, you know, it's a worthwhile teacher. Because you don't try to understand what the teacher has to say. That's become a lot of hassle at the beginning. And then after he said, and then you have to interpret the whole thing. Which led into a lot of misunderstanding. It's sense of clarity of the teacher, and a sense of that there is some link between you and that teacher. It's the type of mentality, type of style, in some sense. And it had to be synchronized at that level.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: But also the teacher has to have something, that-- like you could have a good communication with a member of the sangha maybe, but you're both in the same boat. [Laughs] Whereas a teacher has to have some-- something else [laughs], some learning to give you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, the teacher has to be, obviously in that sense, a leader, obviously. You know, otherwise you couldn't keep up with the sangha; if sangha goes above over teacher's head, and teacher's going down. [Laughter] Obviously, yeah. But there is-- is teacher also should be a traveler at the same time; that's very important. Rather that he's stuck with enlightenment, he can't go beyond. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=3098.0,3230.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93904/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Oh there's gentleman over there? [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: In a very practical way, how can we all get enough of you as a private-- as an individual teacher? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I think we discussed that already in anyway. Basically speaking, it's-- I'm not particularly trying to run for this teacher [laughter], as a vote of president or whatever. But it's question is that, that we have sangha, very strongly established and very stable sangha. So I think that's basis of the working with the teacher at the same time.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: But I mean, really, how can any of us consider you our teacher -- if we want you to be, if I want you to be? And there just doesn't seem to be the facility for it; time and space just don't allow it.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well sometimes we can stretch time and space. I think that's possible. That always possible. 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And if you feel sweet with somebody when you're in love, that's very fishy. [Laughter] Whereas if you feel slightly painful with somebody when you're in love, that seem to be the guts of it. And I-- when I fall in love, and I'm still in love with my wife [laughs; laughter], and I feel slightly painful. [Laughs; laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nAUDIENCE: You're really in love! [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think that's-- there is a different kind of level of loneliness there, you know, that you could be lonely, but the romantic, and like distant flute. [Laughter] And then you can be much closer to that. And when you come to the reality, like your own kids running around, and calling you \"Daddy,\" you know, \"Mommy,\" and you know, round and round. [Laughter] And they're banging their heads on the floor [laughter] when they feel pissed off and they doesn't get what they want. And you think -- at the beginning you think they're very cute and fantastic, entertaining. 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And if you're going to plan your-- at all, if you plan your scheme of next ten years, next five years, next six months, and you can only plan and you can make only decisions is your present version of the future.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER14: It seems that the society we live, you know--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Decide what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER14: The society we live in demands that we take that step into the future all the time.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think there is the case histories also that goes with that, is that people made the decision for the purely sake of future alone. Then actually when the future came as the present situation, the decisions never met, you know. The situation's never accurate. Whereas if you made decisions connected with the future in terms of present situations, there's obviously good stepping-stone, and things function, things worked out beautifully. And which is the best decision to make is to sit and meditate, right way. 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Rinpoche,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=0.52,4.27"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/43","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"seminar entitled\nVipashyana, Insight Meditation,\nheld at Karme Choling,\nVermont.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=4.27,9.28"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number six,\nSeptember 12th, 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Which means\nthat everything is the path.\nOkay?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1922.61,1927.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/387","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1927.25,1928.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/388","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER2: If the root\nof the tree\nequals 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Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1931.8,1933.04"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/391","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER2: --then you can't\nreally fall off.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1933.04,1936.42"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/392","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's 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Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1955.72,1956.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/397","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It becomes\npart of you,\nall the time,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206#t=1956.95,1960.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170325/file/309206/transcript/93905/annotation/398","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"whether you like it or not.\nOnce you begin to join in,\nyou can't undo 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