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Physician (hinayana), spiritual friend (mahayana), vajra warrior (vajrayana). Guru functions differently from Christian notion of Christ; connection is to you rather than higher source of divine power. Guru as having power of the lineage. Seriousness of the commitment, surrendering, every gesture of devotion or interaction with teachings brings more deeply-rooted connection. In Q\u0026amp;A, in-depth discussion about commitment, relationship with the guru. Closing remarks include longish presentation by Jonathan Eric on purchase of Marpa House, financial needs of the community, plan for a new meditation hall. Trungpa Rinpoche talks about relationship with money as not problematic, but still necessary in order to bring living Buddhism to America, rather than keeping it in university libraries or as sociological, anthropological study.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Myth of Freedom","BOOK: Collected Works Vol 03"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: THE MYTH OF FREEDOM: Part 7: Devotion: Commitment\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-myth-of-freedom-and-the-way-of-meditation.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 3 (in contained book THE MYTH OF FREEDOM)\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-1863.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eJun 23 2020 to Feb 15 2021 Transcribing: Ella Milligan Checking: Leandra Ziegler Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1973"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eIntroduces idea of devotion in three yanas as not entirely progressive -- whatever student needs at a given moment the guru manifests that way. Physician (hinayana), spiritual friend (mahayana), vajra warrior (vajrayana). Guru functions differently from Christian notion of Christ; connection is to you rather than higher source of divine power. Guru as having power of the lineage. Seriousness of the commitment, surrendering, every gesture of devotion or interaction with teachings brings more deeply-rooted connection. In Q\u0026amp;A, in-depth discussion about commitment, relationship with the guru. Closing remarks include longish presentation by Jonathan Eric on purchase of Marpa House, financial needs of the community, plan for a new meditation hall. Trungpa Rinpoche talks about relationship with money as not problematic, but still necessary in order to bring living Buddhism to America, rather than keeping it in university libraries or as sociological, anthropological study.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - 1769643231_19730511vctr2-audio-prod-ctiautormstr-access.mp3"]},"duration":3804.23837,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/301/088/original/1769643231_19730511vctr2-audio-prod-ctiautormstr-access.mp3?1769643232","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":3804.23837,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19730511VCTR2-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19730511VCTR2 - Public Seminar - The Devotional Buddhism of Tibet - Talk 6]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar on The Devotional Buddhism of Tibet, held in Boulder, Colorado. This is talk number six, May 11th, 1973. This is an ARP digital remaster made December 2006.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=0.0,19.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What we have discussed yesterday on the idea of a warrior, and the becoming apprentice, novice warrior, by trust and faith, devotion. And it seems that we have to combine all the approaches, of different types, different styles of devotions. That there is the devotion as physician; devotion as teacher; and there's also the sense of devotion as the warrior. That we have to bring all these together, in our life situations. That each of those categories are not necessarily regarded as purely progressive or gradual thing, but things could flip in and out, as the development takes place, as we grow along. That one minute you might need parental figure, another minute you might need warrior-like encouragement, and another minute you feel sick and you need a physician. Those situations comes constantly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=19.0,149.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the whole thing is, boils down at this point, is that the sense of devotion does not imply that the guru is acting as a channel, in which that divine wisdom could be poured through, as a media, that is being widely known, particularly a great deal of influence of Christianity. Without having faith in Christ, that you cannot communicate to God. That seem to be a problem there. In this case, there's no channel, but at the same time there *is* channel. That channel is your existence. The channel is your behavior, which invokes the guru's attention, so to speak.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=149.0,234.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Approaching from another angle, that a spiritual friend who holds the wisdom of the lineage has tremendous power. His power is power of transformation, power of development, and also his power is deathly rejection, which could destroy you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=234.0,288.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So it seems that the reason why it is told, that guru should be regarded as like fire; if you get too close you get burnt, if you get too distant, you don't get warmth, but you have to keep your reasonable distant, is practicable one. When you get too close, which means that you would like to get some kind of acknowledgment as to your neurosis are valid, and a serious matter. That they should be included as part of the bargain of spiritual unification with the guru and your-- and student. And such bargain does not exist, because for the very reason that your guru decide not to sign his and your name on the dotted line. There's no agreement. We don't need a notary public to validate that your commitment. [Unknown gesture or incident;  laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=288.0,391.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"One of the important point about devotion, that we do not know, when we talk about devotion, we automatically feel it's something very safe thing to do, something very pleasant and harmonious thing to do. Almost next to getting married. But not quite; in terms of marriage that you might have some doubt. That this relationship may not continue, and this relationship may continue, and you wish you could keep secret your relationship, of your wedding. In case it didn't work that you can't cop out, in public, anyway.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=391.0,452.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In the case of devotion, there's still greater deal of mystery, mysteriousness of the teaching and the teacher. Whereas in terms of relating with your wife or husband, there's no mysteriousness anymore. You know each other, you've been courting for some time, you know each other's background and everything, whole thing is clear. So that's why you begin to suspect possible boredom. But in the case of the teaching, that very subtle wedding. That you can't even suspect possible boredom, or you could suspect tremendous failure, as well. So there's sense of distrustful, which you regard as your problem, and whenever there's distrustful is come up you begin to give up, give in. And you begin to cultivate, the only thing what you are doing is you are trusting your putting your effort and energy into the unknown. That seem to be one of the big problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=452.0,541.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Nevertheless you regard whole thing as something that you're doing is good, that you are putting your effort towards. In spite of being unknown, secure and safe, absolutely safe and secure, that you are on the side of goodness or the god, that you're willing to defeat enemy or the vice of the devil; that you are linked with goodness. But at the same time one of the problems that we do not realize the goodness, the *wrath* of the goodness is tremendous powerful one, with could strike on us, is unknown. That we could get hit by any little deceptions, which to you is just a matter of a way of speaking. But in actual fact it seem to be much more than that. And you even don't have to say that \"I'm bending the law, but I'm trying to find *my* existence, accordance with the law. That how I could exist, along with the law and order.\" And that in itself is bending the law, going against the law. Particularly from spiritual point of view, it is very acute, very immediate, very sensitive. You can do it with your tax payment, or you can do it with your plea for traffic highway code offense, but not with spirituality, which is something much more subtle than the tax payment, or that of the traffic offense.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=541.0,688.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"When our minds tune into subtle situations, that the consequence becomes also subtle as well. That usual expectation is that when we tune in our mind into subtle situations, that we get subtle pleasure out of it, but the-- but on the other hand the subtle pain that we ignore altogether. Hopefully that the consequence become crude. That what we are been saying the other day about the sense of consequence in connection with the getting message, is very subtle, and very precise. That there is a situational message, as well as intellectual message happening at the same time. And you could find such as like in Don Juan's book, the last one, that he talks about a coffee percolator agreeing with him. Or that sudden wind blew in certain point of a conversation, agreeing-- the coffee percolator was agreeing with him, the water element is agreeing with him, the wind was agreeing with him-- the wind element is agreeing with him.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=688.0,794.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We could say the same thing. With any situation, that there is always guideline. And if you go against that particular thing, you could get hurt. Quite possibly you could say that, \"Of course I'm following my logical situations. What I am doing is right, or what I am doing is what I'm supposed to be doing, although I don't know fundamentally if I'm making mistakes or not. But superficially I'm following the whole thing. That I'm going to sue my guru, by publicizing my weakness, and telling the other people how fucked up I am.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=794.0,863.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I hope, very sincerely hope, that this is not-- this particular process what I'm talking, is not particularly trying to secure my ground, in my student situation. That nobody can sue me, nobody dare to sue me at all. If they decide to do so it seem to be okay. It's another human situation. But what I'm trying to say here is that there is such situation involved -- tremendous consequence. That sitting here, and hearing and listening is in itself a very dangerous thing to do. That you are surrendering yourselves, you are acknowledging that you do have some kind of commitment, at least to sit here for an hour and a half and wait, is signs of commitment. If you feel hot, you purely remove your coat, and you prefer to sit here, rather than go out and have fresh air. That is in itself signs of commitment.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=863.0,960.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That when you begin to do that you are not only committing that how good student you are, how keen student you are, but how much you are getting yourself deep-rooted, and more and more deep-rooted yourself into the teaching. That you can't pull yourself out say, \"I'm going to split, and I don't want anything to do with this scene, or this trip, whatever.\" It's impossible to do that. And reason why is because that we can't undo our past.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=960.0,1007.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So this point is devotion is not trying to just be pleading acceptance, forgiveness alone, but devotion is also embedding yourself into the root of the soil, each time, constantly, on and on and on. You're making yourself, digging your ground and soil, committing yourself into it, constantly each time, on and on. So devotion has two fact. That usually devotion is handled as very easy matter. That, \"You should devote your guru. That's good thing to do, is good manner. You should do the all the protocols, and be artful, and go ahead and do it. And what you going to get out of this is only goodness. And that's super.\" Sounds good, that you can do something pleasant, without experiencing that the consequence of the indulgency, which is a misunderstanding, *mis*-understanding.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1007.0,1105.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Each time you fold your hand, and make any gestures of devotion, each time the teacher acknowledges your commitment, that much you are more deep-rooted -- *yourself* deep-rooted. It's like planting a tree. Each time you water, you feed plant, that root is growing further and further. If you want to run away of your plant you can't do it. You can't say that was a rehearsal. [Laughs] That was very... maybe that was a very serious rehearsal, which might result your reincarnation, if it *was* rehearsal.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1105.0,1180.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So what I would like to present this case, is that usually devotion is regard as un-consequential. That something you do, and you bow, and then you get what you want; if you didn't get it, you could walk out, without cutting the umbilical cord. No no, oh no. [Laughter] Each bow means more creation of umbilical cord, more deep-rooted into the teaching, and more deep-rooted into the debt that you had to pay back to the all sentient beings; you have to work with them. It's very heavy, extraordinarily demanding.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1180.0,1251.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It is comparable to saying that, \"I'm doing favor to the landlord, by moving into his property. And signing contracts, is doing favor to him, so that he makes money out of me.\" But you do not realize the consequence, that you are committing yourself in it. That until your lease run out you cannot get out of it, or at least you have to make some monetary arrangement, so that the landlord has been paid. I mean that's very ordinary common logic. We know that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1251.0,1302.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And it's the same thing, happens. Each bow, each step, that you light the candles in the shrine, you light the incense, each time you sit there, acknowledge the existence of shrine, existence of meditation hall, each time when you sit on your cushion, zafu, is *further* commitment. You are extending your tentacles, out into the commitment into the teaching.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1302.0,1340.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, I feel that I should let people know, this point, and there *is* another way of looking at, that devotion-- \"If I devote enough, would my teacher accept me, then would he free me?\" That's not the only thing, that's the one side of story. The other side of story is that, \"If I devote much more I get more deep-rooted into *him*, or the teaching.\" And if paranoid person approach that would say that, \"I shouldn't even go into it, try and do to it because I want to get *out* of it.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1340.0,1398.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Karmically, you could regard that what we are doing here is fundamentally captive audience, because we have no choice. Even somebody rose in the middle of the crowd, saying, \"That's bullshit. And fuck you.\" [Laughter] And decide to walk out. That in itself is sowing the seed, and that seed that that person is created, is become monumental to him, as well as the rest of the people. So still, you can't really split. You can't really split. It's a very terrible thing, particularly if you are contemplating of splitting out. It becomes extraordinarily haunting thing, extraordinarily paranoid.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1398.0,1482.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Whereas if you want to get into it more and more, you don't realize your commitment. And that seems to be the problem that I'm trying to say. Is that when you begin to commit, realize how much you're committing yourself into, it's like equivalent of committing into a mental institution. You would like to commit yourself, you sign your name, everything. When you want to get out of it you have tremendous legal problems. The commit*er* has to sign you off, and you have to signed off, and doctor has to signed off that you are sane. You could be afford to be living in the ordinary world. And we have big problem there. It's very easy to get in if you pick up that mentality, but *very* difficult to get *out* of it. Extraordinarily difficult to get out of it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1482.0,1566.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There is a good example of devotion for you. You are devoted to the whole course, the whole thing. You prostrate yourself, you plea that you are fucked up person, you want to be accepted, you're offering everything, But supposing if you want to get out of it. We could ask the teacher to destroy the records, in the file. We could. Or at least we could break into his office, and destroy them. But we cannot destroy his memory of *you*, which means you have to kill him. That he knows how fucked up you are, how pleading you are, and how desperate you are. It's very difficult, very complicated, from that point of view.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1566.0,1665.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Spiritualists of Christian sects talk about Akashic records. Maybe there's something in it. Maybe there *is* some Akashic records, divine Akashic records, divine file, divine library, that the hellish people cannot destroy, cannot reach. Maybe that is true. There is divine file. You can't blackmail somebody, by saying that, \"Unless you forget me, I'm going to kill you.\" The person could stop talking about your names, your name. And moreover, beyond that, person would more haunted, because you been blackmailed by asking you to forget him. Which makes you more that he is threatening person. \"If I didn't forget he was going to kill me.\" So his death will be reminder of the person, possible consequence. We cannot get out of our problems from that point of view, and also we cannot get out of our problems of commitment, and consequence of commitment, into the teaching, which is deep-rooted. Nobody can change-- in other word, nobody can change the past, therefore nobody changes the present situation; it's too bad. We are stuck together together. [Laughter] Personally I welcome. I like it! [Laughter] It's fine with *me*. [Deadens gong]\r\n\r\n\r\nMaybe we could have a discussion on that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1665.0,1822.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Rinpoche, well why are the teachings so claustrophobic, and un-spaciousness? And so they are haunting, are demanding, they're relentless. And there's that pressure. Heavy, heavy.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, because of possibilities that you might be spacing out, into the six realms, and dreaming all about, and in order to bring you back you have to be put into a compassionate jail. [Laughter] That's what the teaching means. That you are in the compassionate jail.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1822.0,1877.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: How does this inability to get out relate to one teaching to another teaching?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [Quietly] What did he say?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: How does this inability to get out relate to one teaching--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: --and another teaching?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: How does this inability to get out relate from one teaching to another teaching?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Inability to get out?]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: This inability to get out, how does it relate to other teachings?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: The inability to get out...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: To extract yourself from the devotional situation -- how does this relate from going from one teaching to another teaching?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Same thing. As long as you are interested in any kind of commitment, same thing. That is why that all the teachings have a sense of sanity. That all the teachings speaks of sanity, and what you are trying to get out of is the get out of *in*sanity -- get out of the sanity rather, to get back to your world of insanity. You can't get out. Absolutely not.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1877.0,1960.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Rinpoche, is the guru the same as the mandala?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I suppose so. But mandala means that you are taking part in it, and the guru is one of the reflections in the mandala. Basically seem to be the same thing. That guru is the creator of the mandala.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1960.0,1989.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: That means would you have to start within yourself, start teaching yourself, on the inside so to speak, pretty much, before you can get into anything else.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: With help of the guru, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: The guru being-- before I can realize what the guru is saying, would I have to teach myself inside? Before I can understand the guru, would the guru teach me how to teach myself inside?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Guru what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Teach you how to teach yourself--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Would the guru teach me how to teach myself inside?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, yeah, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Or would I teach myself to decide how to relate to the guru?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. Yeah. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=1989.0,2047.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: How does what you said yesterday, about being the background of the arrow and target, relate to the mandala?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: How does what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: What you said that you were the background on which the arrow and the target took place -- how does that relate to the mandala?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well they seem to be same thing. That activities of the mandala cannot play itself without some kind of energies happening. That the mandala does not necessarily mean just whole thing's organically passive, that there's no activities.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: But is there a smaller mandala you can place inside a larger--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2047.0,2100.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Rinpoche, is there any distinction you would make between the guru himself and what you referred to three days ago as the \"guru principle\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, preferably this point, with such audience, I prefer to not speak of too much of the guru principle, and more emphasis on the guru itself. Because the guru principle could be interpreted by you. And whereas guru itself cannot be changed by your wishful thinking.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2100.0,2156.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: Is the inability to get out, is that associated only with guilt, of feeling guilt, or is it also, is there something else, maybe people pull you out, and you're committed by situations?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It seem to be fundamentally by fear. That you don't want to really do it. So that you regard yourself as inability, unable person, which is excuse.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2156.0,2198.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: Rinpoche, could you talk about that commitment that there's no getting out? Do you mean that in a sense that you don't have to formally let's see-- let's say be in a spiritual scene but that commitment for the search of sanity -- there's no alternative, there's no choice, but that you keep continuing in that way? That there's no possibility of blocking [UNCLEAR: out?]?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: When you commit yourself into something, and you can't undo *that*. That's very simple. Even if you try to do it, it's impossible.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2198.0,2242.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nDAVID DARWENT: Rinpoche, how is it that that commitment seems to-- I mean when one always seems to recognize it in retrospect it you know, when it's too late, kind of thing. Well, you know, there doesn't seem to be some decision, or anything as simple as that. It's just at some point, you know, one realizes that this can happen. I mean, how does that come about? What is that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sorry, didn't pick up your question.\r\n\r\n\r\nDAVID DARWENT: That, it-- commitment doesn't seem to be a question of a simple decision. It's something which you realize, you know, quite a time after it's kind of happened.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nDAVID DARWENT: How is that? What-- why is it that way? How does that come about?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Because, that commitment means committing all kinds of things. If you decide to kill somebody, you're going to kill him. You have that plan. Then you begin to-- fantasy of that begin to bring about: how his father is going to react or mother is going to react, how the friends going to react, and relatives, all kinds of generations going to react, business partners, all kinds of things. That you begin to realize original impulse to kill somebody doesn't seem to be all that simple, because you begin to realize the consequence of the whole thing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2242.0,2358.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Herbert?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED HERBERT: Well how about that as an act of devotion? To stand in that expression? I mean, there seems to be a tremendous solicitation in the involvement, and what could be more absurd? I mean not absurd, but what could be-- [laughs; laughter] what could be [laughter] it starts-- it starts with Don Juan, and if Don Juan is sitting across the table from me and the coffee percolator is gurgling, and he says to me, \"There, it agrees with me.\" Well now, there's a certain seduction. I mean I feel there's an integrity, which would almost express itself in defiance of such an absurdity, you know. I wouldn't even be talking about it [laughter], I mean. And so we knock over the coffee percolator. Then there is the-- I mean the ultimate absurdity would be the act-- I mean there seems to be some antithetical expression of the--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sure.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED HERBERT: -- assassination of the guru.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, sure.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED HERBERT: Now what-- as a devotional expression, to stand in that mess.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. But the whole point is that you begin to watch yourself all the time. That you're doing it. That you begin to watch, what you're doing. And you could watch in all kinds of levels, that you going to watch yourself be famous man in America who assassinated their guru. [Laughter] Or you could watch yourself as being that famous disciple who give himself in his aggression. The guru is the only solution on-- in spite of that, that he made love to guru instead of killing. That killing guru was equivalent of making love to a guru. And another one is that he is *so* confused, he wants get immediate reactions, so he killed the mirror. All kinds of things could happen. But all thing is watching yourself all the time. That seem to be a problem. That you have developed your own mass medium, all the time. And you watch yourself doing that, so you become the entertainer and the television or the radio, newspaper, as well the reader and the watcher, and listener as well at the same time. [Rings gong]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2358.0,2533.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER14: Is that what you meant when you were talking about the fact that the warrior fights what he doesn't have to fight?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Something like that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2533.0,2552.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We might have end of our discussion this point. You have a chance tomorrow to discuss. We might have to end up at this point. We have something else happening tonight, which is that somebody is going to announce the First Aid program in our scene. Jonny?\r\n\r\n\r\n[Audience chatter; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2552.0,2626.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: DISCUSSION ABOUT MARPA HOUSE PURCHASE] \r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: If I can't see you, you can't see me. I'm \"Jonny\". [Laughter; applause] [Unknown incident or gesture;  laughter] All right. But seriously, I'm part of the First Aid program, and I'm going to talk a little bit about Karma Dzong and how we got here, and what we need to keep going. And there are a lot of people here who aren't part of the community, so I'm going to go back a bit. I-- and even for the community members, they may not know quite how we wound up in this general situation in this hall [1111 Pearl] in particular. And roughly what happened was that last October or so, the people who own this building told us that they were-- basically what happened was it was a very complicated legal thing, and we thought we had about a three or four year lease, and we were leasing from someone else who was leasing from the owners. And the owners managed to negate our lessor's lease, and we were out. So we found ourselves in a situation where we were going to be asked to leave this place in a few months, they told us we had to be out around December. So...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [Quietly] Hold up your microphone.\r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: [To Trungpa Rinpoche] Am I too low? So-- is that better?\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, we began to look for a new meditation hall, and at the same time we thought why not combine it with a new townhouse, and get the whole thing in one place so that it would be more economical and so forth? And we thought we'd have to sell the house we have now. [Broadway townhouse] And we went out and we began to look. And we found one possible townhouse that was for sale. [Marpa House] And we found a few places where we could have a meditation hall but all of them had drawbacks; none were quite as good as this place.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, things went on that way until about a month ago. And what happened was that we had worked out a deal with the owners of this townhouse, this new townhouse [Marpa House], where he wanted a lot of money from us to buy it, and we said, \"Well we can't give you any money unless we get our land refinanced up in Fort Collins, because it's too pressing a financial commitment.\" And he said, \"Okay, I'll get it refinanced.\" Which seemed fairly incredible to me, that he would take it so light-heartedly. And in fact when it came right down to it he said he couldn't do it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo about a month ago we'd pretty much given up on finding a new meditation hall, *and* on getting that townhouse. And then all of sudden within about the space of a week, it became clear that the Paddocks, who own this building, were going to be willing to rent to us, and not only were they willing to rent the place we had, but they were willing to rent this place, which we didn't know about; they were supposed to be selling the building or something. And then on top of that the people who owned the townhouse came to us and said, \"We'll give you a lease option. You can lease it for five years, and you can move in for 2,500 dollars.\" Which is incredibly low; it's a 150,000 dollar house. So all of a sudden we were presented with this incredible situation where instead of being out on the street, we were being offered this place, the other place, all the apartments in this building, and a 150,000 dollar townhouse, and it was going to take us 2,500 dollars to move into the townhouse, and a 200 dollar security deposit to move in here. And I guess the situation just seemed too ripe. It seemed as though we were being offered something that was really beautiful.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd that it seemed just a touch ahead of us, in terms of, you know, the people that we had in the stage of the community. But we talked about it, and it felt like, you know, it was just right. So we did it. And right now we've got the lease option on the townhouse, and we can buy it in five years for about 5,000 dollars down. And we've got a lease that's probably going to be signed on this place in the next couple of days. And the lease on this place is going for five years and maybe ten, we've got options for ten. And this thing on the townhouse is going to go indefinitely, so we're really committed. And it's taken an awful lot of work on the part of the people in the community. You can see what's been done here. This place was full of junk about ten days ago. It was full of-- it had everything from fire hydrants to bicycles wheels to klieg lights, to huge canvases with backdrops painted on them, and it was literally packed with junk. And the whole community came together for two days the weekend before the seminar, and people for two days just came and cleaned the place out, and then people continued to come all week, and working until eleven at night, twelve at night, and got the place really beautiful.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd again with the townhouse, it's going to take a tremendous amount of work, just to move in there, because it holds forty-five people; it's a very large house, it's an old fraternity house. And the people who've been living there were a student co-op, and they've just wrecked the place. The building is still good, but they just didn't keep it clean, and it's a mess. One person told me that nobody ever really cleaned the place but every once in a while when the mess got *too* unbearable *somebody* would pick up a broom. So that it's just littered with garbage and so forth.\r\n\r\n\r\nBut the problem we face now is that while this whole thing is basically self-supporting, we can pay the rent here with dues, and the townhouse is-- will generate enough money to pay our commitments and then to keep financing improvements as well for about three or four hundred dollars a month on top of it, that we can put into it. We need some seed money.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd in addition to that, we have the summer seminars which are going to take place up on the land [Rocky Mountain Dharma Center]. And we think that they'll probably make a fair amount of money for the community. But we need setup money, which we would get back in the seminar fees. And we figure that we need about 5,000 dollars to move into the townhouse, and about 10,000 dollars to set up the summer seminar, because we have to buy a large circus tent to accommodate all the people, and we have to construct a kitchen, temporary kitchen, and then use the lumber from that kitchen later for the retreat center, and we have to do a lot of things to accommodate people, like putting in water tanks, and another latrine and improve the roads and so forth. Just an endless list.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo what we've done at this point is that we figure, this is outside of our ongoing operational money, that we have that. And that outside of that, we figure we had about 1,300 dollars with which to play, and here we've got 15,000 dollars worth of extraordinary expenses. So, at this point, someone in the community, a friend of the community, not in the community but a friend, has agreed to lend us 8,000 dollars which gives us about 9,300 we figure, so that we need about another 6,000 dollars to make the whole thing click, and we've got to start spending money immediately.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, what I'm up here for is the first aid program, and we're looking for contributions, which are tax deductible, or loans under just about any kind of condition, short of death. And if there's anyone in the audience who feels that they could help us in this way, they could speak to myself, or Fran [Lewis], or Marvin [Casper]. And Fran or Marvin, could you stand up so people can see who you are, if they don't know already? That's Marvin. [Laughter] Marvin up. [Laughs] And that's Fran over there, in the red skirt and gray hair. [Laughter; laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, if there are any questions, I'd be happy to answer them.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER16: What about GARUDA [journal]? Is that going out pretty soon?\r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: That is. I mean I'm not-- or I *am* allowing for that expense. We've got that covered. And that will be bringing money in, but basically that's a-- another self-sustaining operation, that we figure that the money coming in from that will go back to paying off the money invested in it, which has been lent to us by the Lama Foundation, very generously.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER16: [INAUDIBLE] the land [INAUDIBLE]?\r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: End of June.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: How do you propose [INAUDIBLE] that the Lama Foundation [INAUDIBLE] [UNCLEAR: give you money [INAUDIBLE]?\r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: Well, we have a certain amount of leeway, and this-- the question is, how do we pay back loans? That we do have ongoing income coming in from dues, townhouse rents, donations, GARUDA sales, and all these kinds of things. And at this point, we feel we have enough leeway to take some more loans. There's a limit certainly to how much we can take. But we feel that we could. Also, hopefully what's going to happen is that that seminar is going to generate, you know, a fair amount of money, and that we could pay back any loans we get with that.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER18: [UNCLEAR: I've heard that well?] it seems that the signing the lease to this place there seems to be [laughter] some kind of procrastination in it, kind of a-- some kind of procrastination in signing the lease to this place on I don't know whose part?\r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: It's on the part of the landlords.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER18: Well can is-- is it likely that we're going to sign the lease to this place?\r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: Yes, it is. I just spoke to the lawyer today, and it should be signed by the landlord over the weekend and then hopefully we'll be signing it Monday.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER18: Why were they-- why was the [UNCLEAR: attributing?  contributing?] procrastination to them, why were they hesitating?\r\n\r\n\r\nJONATHAN ERIC: I-- it's very hard to tell. I mean basically it's just that for one reason or another they didn't want to deal with us directly. Perhaps they're not-- people who are afraid of bargaining. So, they went through their lawyer to our lawyer, to us and then back and forth and every little change took three days, because our lawyer would contact their lawyer and he would contact them, and back and forth. So it's taken a long time.\r\n\r\n\r\nThank you. Should I put this in here?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088#t=2626.0,3375.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165484/file/301088/transcript/89250/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: REMARKS ON MONEY]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We usually don't regard money as dirty. Maybe that is our problem. And we regard what we are doing is recreating accidents which need a bandaid. And we need bandaid, and we need all kinds of things to save ourselves being killed, infected.\r\n\r\n\r\nOne of our approach is that money is regarded as something that is workable, and it comes and goes. [Laughter] And if it comes, beautiful, but we would like to let go as well at the same time. So, any donations become good. We are broke. To the point of being unable to maintain our organization, but we would like to maintain our organization. So any kind of help is extraordinarily valuable, infinitely valuable. But at the same time, money is not regarded as indispensable, particularly. Money is regarded as one of the kundalini forces that exist in our scene. Money *is* kundalini force. [Laughter] So you give more money, you create more kundalini force, in our scene. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nDoesn't matter how many times the bank note says, \"I trust in God. [Laughter] We trust in God.\" How many Washingtons there, doesn't matter how many Jacksons there, doesn't matter. But still it's workable.\r\n\r\n\r\nAt this point, we been following our process purely by faith, but consequently reminded that after all faith may be fake. What you teach, what you work with this country should be stopped, and purely live back in the suburbs, or the go back to Tibet, go back to Japan, go back to wherever, university libraries, where Buddhism belongs. [Laughter] But we feel that is too humiliating; we don't want to do that. We feel that Buddhism does not belong to the libraries, or the books in the universities -- Columbia or Yale, Harvard. That we shouldn't be locked in a little cabinet. That we feel we should come out. [Laughs; laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nFor that matter Buddhism shouldn't become sociological survey of the Tibetans or Japanese, or the Chinese or the Thais or the Burmese, but Buddhism should become everybody's piecemeal sandwich, good picnic.\r\n\r\n\r\nIn order to do that, we need money. [Laughter] It sounds good, but we need money. 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