{"@context":"http://iiif.io/api/presentation/3/context.json","id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/iiif/3b5w66b34n/manifest","type":"Manifest","label":{"en":["1976-08-03: The Yogic Songs of Milarepa: Talk 5: Ego's Deception"]},"logo":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","metadata":[{"label":{"en":["Date"]},"value":{"en":["1976-08-03"]}},{"label":{"en":["Format"]},"value":{"en":["Video"]}},{"label":{"en":["Location"]},"value":{"en":["Boulder, Colorado, USA"]}},{"label":{"en":["Event Type"]},"value":{"en":["Course"]}},{"label":{"en":["Seminar or Series Title"]},"value":{"en":["\u003ca href=\"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/playlists/230/show\"\u003e1976 Naropa Institute: The Yogic Songs of Milarepa\u003c/a\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Talk Title"]},"value":{"en":["Talk 5: Ego's Deception"]}},{"label":{"en":["Theme"]},"value":{"en":["Tibetan Buddhist Lineage","Buddhist Foundations"]}},{"label":{"en":["Summary"]},"value":{"en":["An illuminating talk on Buddhist conceptions of ego and how to work with it. \"Ego\" In Buddhism as entirely different from concept in Western psychology, where ego needs to be strengthened in order for us to function successfully. In Sanskrit ego known as  \"alaya\"', in Tibetan \"dak\" -- \"I\" or sense of \"this.\"  A sense of fixation, holding onto something vague and embarrassing  that one wants to keep hidden, even from oneself. This leads to deception on many levels. Difficult but necessary to break through this by acknowledging, being honest about \"private part.\" Exemplified in Milarepa's life through story of Trak Sinmo, \"demoness\" who appears as red dog and bites him, revealing aspects of his ego he hasn't  renounced even after studying and practicing with Marpa. Renunciation as possible only by teacher exposing ego's \"dirty tricks\", and student's willingness to let go of deceptions."]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Milarepa"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: MILAREPA: LESSONS FROM THE LIFE AND SONGS OF TIBET'S GREAT YOGI:\u003cbr\u003e\nChapter 11. Exposing EgoÕs Dirty Trick \u003cbr\u003e\n-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/milarepa-3865.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["Dec 29 2018 to Apr 03 2021 Transcribing: Daniel Nguyen Checking: Matilda Perks Final Proof: Travis May, Ella Milligan Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved. Not to be Distributed or Reproduced."]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1976"]}}],"summary":{"en":["An illuminating talk on Buddhist conceptions of ego and how to work with it. \"Ego\" In Buddhism as entirely different from concept in Western psychology, where ego needs to be strengthened in order for us to function successfully. In Sanskrit ego known as  \"alaya\"', in Tibetan \"dak\" -- \"I\" or sense of \"this.\"  A sense of fixation, holding onto something vague and embarrassing  that one wants to keep hidden, even from oneself. This leads to deception on many levels. Difficult but necessary to break through this by acknowledging, being honest about \"private part.\" Exemplified in Milarepa's life through story of Trak Sinmo, \"demoness\" who appears as red dog and bites him, revealing aspects of his ego he hasn't  renounced even after studying and practicing with Marpa. Renunciation as possible only by teacher exposing ego's \"dirty tricks\", and student's willingness to let go of deceptions."]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved. Not to be Distributed or Reproduced."]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/164/183/small/thumbnail_164183_1664723675.jpg?1664723776","type":"Image","format":"image/jpeg"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - 19760803VCTR1-Video-Prod-CTIRmstrSD-Access.mp4"]},"duration":2622.29333,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/164/183/small/thumbnail_164183_1664723675.jpg?1664723776","type":"Image","format":"image/jpeg"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/164/183/original/19760803VCTR1-Video-Prod-CTIRmstrSD-Access.mp4?1659463719","type":"Video","format":"video/mp4","duration":2622.29333,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19760803VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19760803VCTR1 - Naropa Institute - Yogic Songs of Milarepa - Talk 5]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=0.0,57.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: ANNOUNCEMENTS]\r\n\r\n\r\nKARL SPRINGER: If there are -- as I'm told there are -- people here, students this summer, who are also elementary or secondary school teachers in public schools. We are working this week on looking into the possibilities of designing a teacher training program and would like to have your involvement in discussing that from your experience as elementary or secondary school teachers. So anyone who is currently employed as such, and would be willing to spend some time talking about it, could you please come here to Sacred Heart tomorrow, Wednesday, seven o'clock, in room 204? That's on this floor, down that way. So it's, once again, tomorrow at seven o'clock for public school teachers who would be willing to give us a little of your time.\r\n\r\n\r\nNow before the lecture begins, I want to talk to you a little more about fundraising. Try not to take too much of your time tonight. But I imagine everyone here was--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=57.0,164.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Good evening. We are continuing what we been doing in discussing songs of Milarepa -- since there's no other choice. Well, last time we discussed sufferings, samsaric problems of that nature, connected with that. And this time, maybe we could discuss that of ego and renunciation of ego, is becoming a topic.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=164.0,246.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The word \"ego\" -- is English as you know -- but there's another word that conveys that which is called \"alaya\" which is Sanskrit. And third language, Tibetan, which is word called \"dak\", which means \"I\", or \"thisness\", which is also refers to ego. The notion of ego, from this point of view, as we begin to talk about meaning of ego, that we are not discussing ego from the point of view of Jungians, Freudians, and other types of psychology approach, psychological approach, but we are talking ego, in this case, is entirely, exclusively Buddhist way of seeing the ego. At that point, ego, from the Buddhist approach, is a nuisance. It is obstacle. Whereas the Occidental cultures, that we talk about \"have some ego. You should have a better ego, so that you can function your business world,\" and so forth. On the top of that, you might have a \"divine ego\", which might take care of your spirituality, whatever that is.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=246.0,358.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But this case, when we about talk about ego, atman, dak, alaya, all those point begin to come together. When we talk about ego, dak, ego, is we are talking in terms of some kind of fixation, basic fixation that you are holding onto certain particular thing, which you don't want to actually let go, at all. You're hanging onto something. And that something is also questionable. What is something, hang onto something? What is the something? That something is very embarrassing. And maybe I shouldn't discuss at all, [laughter] for the sake of saving everybody's faces. But then maybe I should discuss the sake of this particular course of discussing Buddhism. I'm afraid I had to be... savage. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=358.0,434.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"When we discuss, it's very embarrassing. It is something that we do not actually want to face to begin with. It is something that we actually disgusted with what it is. We are talking about ourselves by the way; we are not talking about \"them\". We are talking about ourselves. It is something that we feel that we can actually win the war by successive continuing deceptions of all kinds. That we could finally may able to win the war of some kind. It is something that we don't want to actually smile, but we give a pretense of a smile. [Rinpoche smiles widely; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=434.0,496.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"On the whole, we have a private parts-- private *part*, one singular, which we don't want reveal to others. Goodness knows, certainly we don't want to reveal to ourselves. It actually embarrasses ourselves in a dream, in a sleep, while we sitting on a toilet and having nice shower. We still embarrassed by ourselves, constantly. That *thing* which makes us proclaiming that our privacy. \"I need privacy, can you just leave me for a minute? I need privacy. I need to think about a certain things. I have to read book. And can you leave me just alone for a minute? Oh, how nice meeting you. Goodbye.\" [Laughter] And all those games we go through is *actually* we want actually percolate our ego, our privacy problem. Which is it's very smelly mustard and brewing all the time, but at the same time it helps us. Helps us? Sure. It makes us to sustain our whatever it is. So that we have a double-game going: that a game going onto others, game going to yourself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=496.0,599.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That's what's called ego, this point. That we have our here and there various experience of embarrassment, hesitations. But we really don't want anybody to expose that at all. We would like to keep extraordinarily secret, keep within us all the time. So we try to hold back all the time, even to ourselves. Sometimes you find it very hard to look at yourself in the mirror and to cheer yourself up or make funny face to yourself. It doesn't seem to be all that funny. It's depressing, embarrassing, revealing everything at your face. The mirror begin to throw things back on our face. You are embarrassed all over again. There's that kind of private part.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=599.0,695.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That particular private part is not really necessarily \"private parts\". The conventional idea of you don't want to expose your body, your genitals, your tits, and your funny body with its freckles and pimples, hairs growing all over, whatever you have. [Laughter] And those things already-- those kind of embarrassed being broke through already by the so-called American culture. There's nude colonies all over the place. And often husbands and wives don't feel embarrassed undressing front of their particular spouse, anymore. If they did, it regard as old-fashioned thing already, anyway. So exposing private parts not so much of just taking off your clothes. But there's something more than your clothes. There's something behind the whole thing. You could take off all your clothes, say, \"Hey, I'm free.\" Fine. Fantastic. \"Do you see I'm careful-- carefree, and I can do what you want, and take off?\" [Rinpoche opens his suit; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=695.0,779.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But somehow, that's not the quite the point. It's not quite creating the social nuisance will be expression of freedom, necessarily. And last year, I think it was last year, we had this plague going through the universities of everybody running around in the street, the college students, naked. So what? Streaking. That didn't create any breakthrough, any honesty; in fact, create further deception, actually.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=779.0,829.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So breakthrough and acknowledging one's dirty parts, private *part* is very subtle actually, very subtle. There's no such thing as private parts, but only private part. It's singular thing. That is always our own mind, which is so screwed up and confused. At the same time, it's so tricky, trying to be so tricky all the time, as we know. That we try our best to keep up to it, and afterwards, we say it was just a rehearsal. But somehow, it doesn't quite work that way. There are also a lot of further problems with that. That we have no sense of dignity, therefore the only dignity that could only occur in our life, in relationship with other people, and your world, and yourself, is to be deceptive. That is always happens, that is *always* happens. Every one of us have our particular version of certain kind of style of keeping a secret, secrecy of all kinds, which is quite unspeakable. It's utterly shocking. You might be appeared as such well-groomed, well-behaved, and such a reasonable person, but behind the whole thing, there's loads and loads and loads of garbage. That we don't want to actually throw out, we want to manufacture again, again. So that by producing greater deal of dozens and millions and millions of maggots, you get high on that in our brain, in our hearts, in our stomach, whatever. Wherever you keep your maggots, which makes you high.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=829.0,980.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Somebody has to be honest about that whole thing, otherwise everything is down the drain. And spiritual discipline is supposedly to keep or maintain people's sanity. And particularly, like life example of Milarepa, is supposedly to help us to maintain our deception, our embarrassment to ourselves. In the songs that you have read already -- who haven’t, or I have no idea -- but the Trak Sinmo who appeared in Milarepa's story, and the red bitch finally who caught on toe of Milarepa, is precisely that kind of manifestation of that kind of sense of confusion. Sense of you don't want to give in into any kind of messages coming from outside, particularly, but you want hold onto that. That let world be confused, and hopefully that they may not catch me anymore. And they may think I'm-- they might think me as being good man, good person, reliable person, and they might save me. So the problem lies in that particular kind of approach.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=980.0,1092.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Having already practice as such as Milarepa, previously, and studied with his teacher Marpa, for so long time, such long time, received all kinds of teachings from Marpa, but still that he was unable to let go that particular type of embarrassment in him, which is we could call ego. And basic constituents of ego consist of three types of things, which are very simple ones, obviously. One is passion, and another one is aggression, and third one is being ignorance. And passion meaning, this case, of trying to actually suck things in, collect things for yourself. And aggression, this case, meaning anything against your particular scheme is exorcized and pushed out. And ignorance, this case, meaning that if anything comes up which makes you put on the spot is ignored as because it is too embarrassing to look into it. So those three types of things always operates in our basic ego, what's known as basic ego; actually takes place all the time. So that's what's known as ego, fixation. There's nothing respectable about that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1092.0,1216.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Renunciation of ego is only that when somebody in the form of teacher, guru, master, or friend, whatever, who actually begin to expose your dirty trick, which hasn't been all that clever at all. It's a known trick. That of in the 2,500 years of Buddhist practices throughout the lineage, that as long as real practitioner is concerned, everybody in the Buddhist tradition knows all those tricks, including the twentieth century tricks. And there's no way that we could get away and say, \"Don't you think I'm enlightened?\" And the teacher wouldn't say, \"Sure, go ahead,\" but teacher would say, \"Well, it looks like you're freaked out. Looks like you're kidding yourself.\" [Rinpoche fans himself; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1216.0,1308.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Renunciation of ego can only take place if there's some sense of willing to give up our own deceptions. Sometimes the people extraordinarily dedicated to the practice, extraordinarily dedicated to the practice, and want to do everything, what's been taught. But at the same time, they have their little scheme going through their head. And, \"If I do the whole thing as prescribed apprenticeship, then one day, I will be ruler myself.\" That is precisely what's known as spiritual materialism. Absolutely.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1308.0,1372.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well, if you have any questions, you're welcome. And as far as question is concerned, please try to be up-to-date on the particular topic. Thank you very much.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1372.0,1449.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: I wondered if you could talk a little a bit more about the renunciation of ego, which you first said comes through your relationship with another who begins to expose your trick -- or your tricks. But then you went on to say, we must be willing to give up our own deceptions. So it suggests more of an interaction. And I was wondering if you expand on that? The interactive--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What's the problem there?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Well is that correct, that it's the interaction? The interactive-- I wonder if you could talk more about the interactive aspect of it?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1449.0,1500.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well there's not very much interaction aspect. You see that's very-- becomes very tricky. It's like become group encounter, where how much you should react to certain things that's taking place. It's not so much of interaction, particularly, at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1500.0,1518.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The whole question is: to expose one's own deception. Having exposed one's own deception, already, then there's nothing very much to keep secret, and therefore that you've already begin to feel yourself pretty shitty. And nothing to do but renounce. Nothing other than but renounce. You know, it becomes obvious. And somebody keep on telling you're full of shit, you may not believe it, but when you begin to smell your own shit -- that you're actually *full of shit* -- then you begin to realize it is the case.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1518.0,1560.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER1: So again, it's something you have to do yourself, it's not--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1560.0,1564.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Absolutely. And as far as teacher and sangha participation is concerned, they can suggest, they can say, \"You are full of shit.\" But still, they may not make sense. Any of them may not make any sense, until you smell your own shit in your body, completely. And that is renunciation of ego.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1564.0,1588.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And in the case of Milarepa, for instance, these ghost that come to him, is not so much of that external person come to him, but his own manifestation of himself came to him. So he begin to realize he himself is being deceitful to himself. So he begin to give in to that kind of situation. That's why it's called a \"wise demoness\". The situation is wise. [Speaking French] Ca va?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: [Speaking French] Oui.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Trungpa Rinpoche laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1588.0,1646.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Does the wise demoness kind of represent the cynical aspect of our mind that sees something wrong with ourselves?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, not necessarily. And wise demoness represents just things doesn't get across to the situation, what we want, when we begin to play tricks on the situation. Do you see what I mean? It's not necessarily a cynical aspect of it. But if you run-- if you are so speedy, you can run yourself into lamppost. The lamppost will be, this point, it could be said as wise demoness; wise lamppost. And that's kind of situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1646.0,1719.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: White T-shirt and what it does it say there?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: [INAUDIBLE]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Whatever.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Rinpoche.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes, indeed. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Okay, got that right. [Laughs; laughter] In our daily life, you would say that meditation, sitting, is a way of exposing ourselves. How do we avoid-- or how do we deal with deceptions in our sitting practice with our ego?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1719.0,1762.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Usually, sitting practice you don't. Just sit. And obviously, that you're sitting with artichoke in your heart with lots of layers. But nevertheless, you just sit. You can't actually make sitting respectable, at all, other than sitting itself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1762.0,1789.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That's the interesting trick actually that developed by the Buddha himself. And we can't argue that. Not because he's Buddha, but it's so right; he's right on. That we just sit. And we sit. We find our sitting is-- we are not really sitting, we are acting sitting. And we are not here at all -- we are miles away. So what? 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And there's begin to develop some problems, which seem to be necessary.\r\n\r\n\r\nMaybe you should ask another question.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1819.0,1852.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER3: [Laughs] You mean -- you were saying that, at some point, when sitting becomes a home ground, then it becomes deceitful? I didn't--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: --quite understand that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1852.0,1867.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: When sitting becomes a home ground, you begin to realize you're also on the foreign ground, already, at the same time. So you begin to ask yourself twice, thrice. 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It should be from sitting practice is concerned. You sit, you wake up. You sit, you wake up. You sit, you wake up. You sit, eat, sleep, and wake up, eat, then sleep, sit, whatever you have. [Laughter] And it is vicious circle, obviously.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Yes.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1897.0,1918.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: And that is part of the sanity is sometimes vicious circle has something about it. As long as regular, it's very sane, vicious circle. That you have rhythm, that you have sanity, that you are not freaking out, anywhere else; trying to take off to the moons, or the Mars, or whatever, or the flying saucers. Trying to tune into any of those far out things, anymore. But you tune into far *in* things, of your own being.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=1918.0,1961.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Anybody in the back there, in the spectators in the back? 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[Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Well, I thought, I mean, if you could say something about that point and the problems that normally come up that, you know, people could make some map of that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Between what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Between the-- finally making some peace with sitting practice and then the disruptions that seem to come up?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=2066.0,2106.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see, that there's no particular peacemaking situation involved there. It's already harmonious situation, nevertheless, in any case, already. So the sitting practice already has become basis of one's own backbone, back spine, already. And beyond that, it's you have a daily life to handle, daily life to work with, which is also very ordinary as well, very simple as well, at the same time. Which might provide you with some kind of conflict that you have to go to job at certain particular point, and you have to sit certain particular point. But nevertheless, that both situations are within the realm of basic sanity of your whole being. So if you're *there* already, there's no problems, particularly, at all. It seem to become a very natural process. That sitting is connected with breathing. As long as you breathe, you sit. 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And from that point of view, there's no such thing as privacy. Everyone knows what you're doing, who you are, in any case. Don't you think that's terribly claustrophobic? [Laughter] But it's true, by the way.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=2193.0,2253.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER4: Is that then a problem that might come up when you have made that relationship? That it's the possible feedback from that and your outside world, not willing to accept that?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=2253.0,2267.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. If you trying to find something other than what you are, obviously, you have a problems of some kind of things. Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [Speaking Hebrew] L’chaim. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=2267.0,2294.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: One last famous question. [Laughter] Okay.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: In dismantling his ego, Milarepa extracted himself from the society and went up in the mountains and spent years in isolation. And it seems to be very difficult to-- seems to me, for me, to be very difficult to deal with a city kind of structure without the defense of an ego. 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I don't think Milarepa was very fortunate either, really -- [laughter; laughs] to start with, anyway.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's starting point, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: What?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's the starting point. Okay? What comes after? What comes next?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=2353.0,2416.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER5: It's just really, I-- every time I try to do without my ego, I just get really trashed out, [laughs; laughter] you know? I just end up feeling really shitty.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's good--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Yeah-- [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's good.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Yeah?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=2416.0,2432.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/46","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, when we talk about spiritual materialism, that all these other trips trying to build your ego, you feel great and fantastic. You may be shit, but you're still chocolate mousse. [Laughter] And such politeness doesn't work. If you really want to practice real spirituality and it had to be honest and real. If you're shit, you're shit. Nothing to do with chocolate. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: I can dig it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=2432.0,2476.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40174/annotation/47","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well ladies and gentlemen, maybe we should close this point. And thank you, taking part in this. And again, fail-- without failing, I would really like to encourage you to sit a lot. And I begin to see a lot of signs of that you people not be sitting, actually. And it's-- it disappoints me. And you're wasting your time coming here, Naropa Institute, if you don't sit, particular taking this particular course on studying Milarepa. And if you don't sit, you don't hear. And you begin to collect a lot of little dust, here and there, but so what? And doesn't particular work. So, I expect a lot of things out of yourselves, towards the end of our course. I expect you be really glowing. [Laughter] If you don't sit, that doesn't happen. Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n[Copyright Diana J. 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summer,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=57.02,59.3"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/51","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"who are also elementary\nor secondary school","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=59.3,63.44"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/52","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"teachers in public schools.\nWe are working this week","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=63.44,68.35"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/53","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"on looking into\nthe possibilities","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=68.35,71.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/54","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"of designing a teacher\ntraining program","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=71.2,74.87"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/55","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and would like to have\nyour involvement","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=74.87,77.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/56","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"in discussing that\nfrom your experience","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=77.66,80.1"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/57","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"as elementary\nor secondary school teachers.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=80.1,83.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/58","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So anyone who is currently\nemployed as such,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=83.76,88.27"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/59","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and would be willing to spend\nsome time talking about it,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=88.27,92.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/60","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"could you please come here\nto Sacred Heart tomorrow,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=92.95,98.96"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/61","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Wednesday, seven o'clock,\nin room 204?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183#t=98.96,103.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76148/file/164183/transcript/40175/annotation/62","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That's on this floor,\ndown that 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