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How we now have a choice of the work we choose, based on its perceived creativity, excitement, profitability. Discusses how to approach situations when our attitude toward the work we do changes over time. Differences in working for a spiritual organization. In long Q\u0026amp;A, highlights include [Q3] How to approach working at a job you don’t like; [Q5] How to work with wanting to switch jobs; [Q15] Discussion of nature of laziness; [Q21] How work situations always become vivid reflection of ourselves.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["UNPUBLISHED"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eSRCBOOK: SELECTED COMMUNITY TALKS: Talk One: Work (Kalapa Media, out-of-print)\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eMar 21 2024 to Feb 23 2026 Transcribing: Ella Milligan Checking: Final Proof: Ruth Veleta Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1972"]}},{"label":{"en":["Release"]},"value":{"en":["2026-R5"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eThe involvement of administration in one\u0026rsquo;s work, whether we work for a company or ourselves. How we now have a choice of the work we choose, based on its perceived creativity, excitement, profitability. Discusses how to approach situations when our attitude toward the work we do changes over time. Differences in working for a spiritual organization. In long Q\u0026amp;A, highlights include [Q3] How to approach working at a job you don\u0026rsquo;t like; [Q5] How to work with wanting to switch jobs; [Q15] Discussion of nature of laziness; [Q21] How work situations always become vivid reflection of ourselves.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/233/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1777399940","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20260428-880-ad6zir.mpga"]},"duration":5306.38513,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/233/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1777399940","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/308/247/original/open-uri20260428-880-ad6zir.mpga?1777399714","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":5306.38513,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19720421VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19720421VCTR1 - Community Talk - Boulder - Work]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, community talk entitled Work, held at Karma Dzong in Boulder, Colorado. This was held April 21st, 1972. This is an ARP digital remaster made July 2006.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=0.0,20.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: PRE-TALK DISCUSSION]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What should we talk about? Any suggestions? [INAUDIBLE]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: [INAUDIBLE]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: [INAUDIBLE]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: [INAUDIBLE How about emotions?]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Emotion? [Laughter] Emotion in relation to what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Ego, I suppose.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: I've been reading Milarepa and he has a lot of Sanskrit words I don't know. Tell me, what is dharmakaya? I just thought that would take a little while to answer. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What isn't? [Laughter; laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: That's why I asked you.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: How about space? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's going to be next topic when Ann gives a talk. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: I was keeping that a secret. But why don't you talk about space? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [INAUDIBLE]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Rinpoche?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Could you talk a little bit about working? [Laughter; chatter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Working, yeah, that sounds more...\r\n\r\n\r\nAUDIENCE: Yeah, yeah. [chatter, laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: How it relates to path.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=20.0,176.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Okay. I suppose we could begin at the beginning, so to speak. Work, working, means administration -- either related with work that involved with situations in terms of relating with a certain firm, certain company, corporation, or working by oneself. In any case, there is some hierarchal structure where administration is involved. And that administration is not something that you should look down upon. But it is a factual situation that we have created in our society. And that we are going through it, we are actually using it, we're getting the products of that administration, we're getting milk, eggs, what have you, vegetables, meat -- those who eat meat -- and all kinds of things we get out of it. And it's result of administration.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=176.0,287.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That generally what happens is that we're extremely overwhelmed by the administration of our projection that the firms, corporations, put out. That we get extremely critical about the red tape, so to speak, as they call it. Overwhelming, and it seems to be unnecessary. Often it is referred as dehumanizing situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=287.0,326.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But on the other hand, that we have also set up that red tape as well in ourselves. That we have administrative things happening within ourselves constantly as well, which I suppose is communication in some sense. That we decide to work, to begin with, and then we decide to choose what kind of work we could work on. And certain jobs doesn't interest us; on the other hand certain jobs does interest us. If you look closely that the work interest us or doesn't interest us, is purely to what extent we get feedback. To what extent we have fun, or to what extent we don't have fun, or it's purely obligatory.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=326.0,409.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I suppose this particular type of work that we're discussing is associated with particularly young people, rather than those people who have already thrust themselves into a situation and they never think about it, just go through. When we were in San Francisco, we were having a seminar with Professor Guenther and he was expounding the dharma in his way. And he's been asked by someone, \"Do you think you are on the path?\" And his answer was, \"I never think about it.\" That wasn't joke. It's serious matter in that sense, as far as Dr. Guenther is concerned. That's another style of work -- you're thrust upon, you take interest in something, but you never think about it personality, individuality as such, at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=409.0,494.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But in our case, of a different generation, when we take a job, we have a-- we feel that we have a choice. We feel that we have-- we could make adventure about, some way or other. We begin to feel that which particular job would be exciting, creative, or for that matter what particular job would be profitable, so \"having made enough money so I could have fun.\" Those kind of situations are very general type of work.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=494.0,542.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then there are another kind of job that is involved with the spiritual organization or religious organization, such as like Karma Dzong corporation, or Tail of the Tiger corporation, or Zen Center corporation, Integral Yoga Institute corporation, whatever have you. That those officials are usually inspired at the beginning, extremely inspired. They're willing to give up their preconceptions of they don't want to get into business at all, for the sake of dharma. \"Although it is opposite of my philosophy, but I get into it nevertheless, because it would be good for it. And I been convinced by my master, my teacher, my guru,\" what have you. And we get into it, this kind of situation of religious scene.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=542.0,619.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So we could say there is a job, work, as actual work, as job, working in the factory, or work in the restaurant, or working as a receptionist, or what have you. And then there is another type of job that should be in force long term, before you thought of possibilities of negative situations, but you are interested and you just got hold of it. Ten years ago, thirty years ago, that you got yourself into it. And you had a delayed reaction to the work. That later on that you dissatisfied with your work, your job, that we want to quit the work, job. In the case of the religious organization is concerned, that particular situation we could say is one of the sensitive situations of work. But on the whole that all of these different types of work: working for already involved situation, continue it; and working for excitement in some sense; and working for moral obligation, spiritual obligation. Three types of work involved in that sense situation, basic.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=619.0,725.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In the case of the work that is involved already, and we retaliating that commitment already, and begin to think, \"How stupid I must be at those days, get into such mess, and now I'm trying to get out of this mess. That I get into this job, and I've got a position, and a job, and now I try to get out of it.\" And those situations is seem to be quite ironical. That getting out of the job doesn't seem to answer any question at all, none whatsoever. It's picking another occupation, it's same as what you have done. So you might be disappointed that another ten years' time. And we have established some relationship with our department or our work or what else it may be. [Laughs] That we have committed ourselves into that particular knowledge. Which doesn't mean to say complete lost of-- complete meaningless at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=725.0,803.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That we have gained certain amount of knowledge from that, and we-- in the basically speaking that we should stick to that particular type of work. That work was before we knew anything about the world, or the psychology of our basic existence, or teaching, or anything like that. And that work was the instigator to get into the teaching, so we should be thankful to such situation that was presented. And because those situation we got into such scene, so there's no point of getting out of this job, but use that as a continual discipline. Not rejecting the past, not blaming ourselves, but just work on that. [Laughs; laughter] We do not want to leave unfinished business. [Laughter] If you reject the past, if you reject your childhood, you wouldn't be here at all. So the work that we were presented before we know where we are going was good one. And it's sense of developing ourselves. So that seem to be very definite situation from that point of view.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=803.0,912.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then we have the other situation of the apply for a job at which it would be fun to work. In the case of a lot of our people here, getting into it, constantly look for a job, suitable person, suitable situation, and relatively some kind of fun that we could have by working. Either immediate situation of fun of the time of the job, or else there may be an implication behind the whole thing: that having worked in such situation we could make lots of money so we could have fun. But fun, this case, doesn't necessarily only mean just having fun and taking trip to Hawaii as such at all. But fun in the sense of having freedom, that we could meditate more, we could read more books, that we could build wood cabins up on land or whatever else may be. [Laughter] Those situations it's rather tricky to answer, at this point, give an example, a definite one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=912.0,990.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But however, nevertheless, that such work is not regarded as any purpose behind it as such. But just work in the sake of working. The basic qualities of neurosis of human mind contains ignorance, and ignorance not *of* something but ignorance *of* ignorance. So doesn't have an object work with. So work is a counteraction of that-- counterreaction of that is: work just because you work. That we don't have to have a particular aim or object or goal or moralistic situation of anything at all. Just purely relate with the physical being of existence as part of our work process, which means also communication with actual, realistic living world as such. So work in that sense is not for purpose of anything at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=990.0,1065.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Usually that we are only involved with the spiritual matter, and life related with the spiritual matter, that we become extremely philosophical. That we begin to think, \"What is it for? Who is doing it? What's going to be end up as what's the ecology of it?\" and all the rest of it. And somehow these logics doesn't apply in terms of related with the nowness of the work. That work is just work. And we have to related to it, get into it. Just purely trying to bring us down from the dream of ecology, or the dream of philosophy, dream of theology, and etceteras.\r\n\r\n\r\nPhew. [Laughter] Take away quickly. [Laughs; laughter] [INAUDIBLE]\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd then we have the third one. [Laughter; laughs] Do you remember what was the third one? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Religious work?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Huh?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Religious work, work for Karma Dzong?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1065.0,1156.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, you got it. [Laughs; laughter] Which is related with, in some sense, officialdom. That the case history of such people, at the beginning opened their mind towards some kind of search, spiritually. And the search went on and all kinds of alternatives begin to develop. But nevertheless, by succession of coincidence, that you happen to find your relationship with certain particular spiritual institution and certain spiritual teachers at that particular given moment. Quite possibly that you've been hanging around your friend in San Francisco and you bump into a certain person in cafeteria or cafe or bar or nightclub or what have you. And person begin to talk about his commitment to a certain particular place, which is interesting place to go. You might have fun of going onto it, and you say, \"Okay, sounds groovy.\" [Laughter] \"I'll come tomorrow.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1156.0,1274.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You go to it. You go to the place called Zen Center or what have you. And then that bouncy quality of having fun begin to reduce into solemnity of self-consciousness. Practicing meditation and working with oneself become extremely self-conscious one. But still that you feel, underneath your mind, there's something in it, that worthwhile being-- going through that pain, that solemnity of that looking for something, that continues in that situation. And because of your coincidental situation of relating with such way, that your process becomes-- process of working with the situation becomes a more realistic one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1274.0,1337.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you work with-- either you work intellectually or practically, that you work with the teaching constantly. And you have no dream of that you going to be-- you're going to run this place at all. That you are just one of the insignificant flea in the whole thing. Because you feel you are free of attachment in some sense. You are just about to split somewhere else and look for other possibilities, therefore you feel sense of freedom at that point. That this is just purely vacation or trip, but presently you are enjoying it. And presently you are learning something, and you feel sense of freedom, superficial freedom from that point, and you get into it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1337.0,1396.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But then, because of your openness, because of your freedom, sense of freedom, that in some sense, that your commitment seem to be more serious. That you're getting into the situation much more than the other of the older students who have been struggling along all the time, on and on and on. And you have a quality of freshness in you, and at the same time you're able to relate with the situations around that center, what have you. And officials of that particular place begin to talk to you and begin to take interest in you: \"You seem to be bright guy,\" [laughter] not knowing that person is just about to split. [Laughter] But because of his freedom of that he is going to split therefore he seem to be bright guy, he is a free person, [laughter] he's just \"on it, right on.\" [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1396.0,1472.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Make friend with the officials, and you begin to talk about -- at the beginning, of course -- spiritual matters. [Laughter] And talk about your case history, what have you. Begin to make friends, so you cease to become-- you cease to relate with that person as official of that particular center, but you begin to feel that person is actually a person. You cease to relate with that person relate with the organization. After all, this person not one of the furnitures of the center, but he is individual human being who can relate with the thing, whatever it may be.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1472.0,1523.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then you begin to get into yourself, into the situation, much more seriously. And at the beginning, because you are awe-inspired of the officialdom, organization is too complicated, too: \"It's not my scene. I don't want anything to do with the organizations. That I just manage to escape myself from that particular thing,\" if you dropped out of university or whatever have you. That at that point, you're begin to cease to relate with organization as fixed one. But after all, they have some purpose in that situation. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nCould we have the other microphone? [Unknown gesture or incident;  laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1523.0,1596.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The whole psychological state that contains with those process is: First there is fear of the organization. But you're attracted by fascination or some coincidental rumors, whatever it may be. And then you begin to associate that situation, is officialdom and organization becomes suddenly as a practical situation. You begin to relate with organization is a functional thing rather than officialdom. And beyond that succession of coincidence takes place. Of course, we can't be accurate in description, but each person run into all kinds of different situations. That you begin to relate with the whole thing as a personal feeling to that place, or personal feeling toward it, and we begin to get into the administration of that place.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1596.0,1655.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"At that time there is no self-consciousness of this being a body of corporation or whatever have you. Those things doesn't apply anymore, because we begin to relate the thing as personally. Having related personally, then you are willing to take any kind of risks that's involved in terms of running the place. If you have to run the business, that you detest before you get into it, but after this point you had some inspiration of the whole thing, therefore running business seem to become insignificant from that point of view. It's sacrifice. You are giving in because you're inspired by the master, and you're inspired by the companionship of these people on the scene. Somehow you get together completely, so your philosophy begin to change completely. On the basis of that, you are working on it, you are still studying it. Quite possibly that student might think that process of getting into working with the business is also continuity of your practice, still goes on. And work situation from that point of view is an organic one, it's naturally related with our psychological makeup.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1655.0,1757.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Another situation that involved with that kind of work is that there's a tendency to-- since we are all involved with such matter already in our community, so we might point out of the possible dangers of that situation, whether we are officials or whether we are one of the officials, whether we are subsidiary officials, or what have you. But there is some kind of responsibility of working with the big body of organization of spiritual scene. That some stage we begin to relate with whole thing as our way of life. Completely tune into it, and we begin to forget the basic space that we originally inspired to it. That we begin to relate with a more claustrophobic way, but this case the claustrophobia becomes speed. That we want to accomplish something, we want achieve something constantly, all the time. That somehow the original inspiration begin to diminish, purely from the point of view of ambition of the particular organization.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1757.0,1864.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And it seems that kind of situation seem to be a rather healthy thing, actually, and from the point of view of teaching. By working with the basic idea of spiritual practice, with the idea or the philosophy of it, or the intellectual understanding of it, as well as administrative work, in combination with those two, produces all kinds of sensitive-- provokes all kinds of sensitive areas in ourselves, constantly, on and on and on. That you are working for this good cause, therefore you afford to be aggressive. You're working for this particular good purpose, since it is nothing to do with personally, so therefore we could leap more than our limitations. And that kind of limitation process is-- the extreme bravery from that point of view is… in some sense, provocation of operation that we were discussing the other day, about spiritual friend who will perform operation on you without anesthetics.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1864.0,1990.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And generally that we can't bring a person out by changing their whole style of life, or giving them certain job to do. But basically work situation, on the whole, and the spiritual situation like that, is that person would have some process of working with themselves, continuous on and on. But at the same time, their domestic neurosis begin to develop, as their usual styles begin to use more and more of dealing with the world. So their usual style of dealing with the world becomes more and more obvious from that point of view, and easy to perform operation from that point of view.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=1990.0,2042.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So that work that use administration seem to be one of the most sensitive situation. And work that is associated with just earning money, a job in the ordinary sense, also had-- has possibilities of working with one's basic situation, but it is a secondary one. That work that associated right at the beginning as your-- before your understanding why you are at, terms of spiritual practice, is the least situation in some sense.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=2042.0,2087.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But of course one cannot make really general remarks on these things, or general assumptions on these things at all, because it had to be related with the chemistry of individuals, the personalities, and their relationship to the practice and teaching as well on the whole. So therefore work is not regarded as just purely trying to survive, at all. I think everybody had a clue of that in anyway, needless to say. That work is a spiritual practice plus survival process at same time. So in other word, that working with certain situations is a training ground in some sense. That you have all kinds of unexpected situations happening constantly, all kinds of irritations begin to develop. It depends on what work that we are using it.\r\n\r\n\r\nCould stop here. Discussion, if you like.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=2087.0,2182.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED MICHAEL: Yeah, well I find myself in a situation of having a certain job, and I was getting very speedy, you know, and very frustrated, just a total drag, completely. And it got to the point where it was-- the speed, just the job was-- involved a lot of speed, you know. I was a busboy in a restaurant, and I'd get so wired that the next day, and when I wasn't working it just continued; it would sort of be like an aftereffect. And at a certain point I said to myself, \"Well,...\" -- or you said to me actually, I think, that it was good situ-- you know, it was an interesting situation to be in... [Laughter] But then it began to take on a masochistic quality because there was an option, you know there was an option of -- at this point I was making coats -- I'm doing something myself that I enjoyed doing and had stopped it to do that. [Laughter] So, I'm in a situation like that, where there just seems to be a more inspiring option.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: More inspiring?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED MICHAEL: Yeah, inspiring in the sense of sort of working for myself, and having the space, having a lot more space in the whole situation, you know.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What about it? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED MICHAEL: Well I got hung up, you know, on the situation, because it seemed-- there also was a cop-out quality to it. It seemed like it was a very rich situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see the point is that if you begin to examine in a moralistic sense, or if you begin to examine in terms of what is the most healthy thing for me to do, what's the best thing to do in terms of practice, then you have to go through whole list of prescribed good things for you to do. And we haven't got such a book, that manual book, of lists of probably right thing to do. But at the same time, if one is able to relate with the work situation as just purely work situation, in your interaction with the situation, simply, not implication behind it, that somehow there is some guidelines happens in between the two. If you find yourself speeding, that's also discovery. If you find yourself into a new style of working, that's also discovery. And nothing is particularly evaluated in terms of organic sense.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=2182.0,2364.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Rinpoche, does that mean you can't really waste your time? Is that what you're saying?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you can't waste your time. It's-- I mean, in any case we don't waste our time at all. But that doesn't mean to say that we should just sit around and take faith in that. [Laughter] But we have to, somehow or other, relate with manifestation of that we can't waste time, which is work situation. That continual interaction is necessary all the time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=2364.0,2412.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STEVE: Rinpoche, what do you do if you're in a situation, that it becomes increasingly uncomfortable? Like Michael's job, and I did the same job, where you're just speeding so much, I just don't know how to stop or how to step out of it. Or how to do the job in such a way that you're not speeding through it? I mean, how do you do a job that's completely unpleasant to you, and do it with the idea of meditation in action?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well the whole point is that if you evaluate that in relationship to the teaching, then you are begin to miss the point of working as it is.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STEVE: Well even if you don't evaluate it in relation to the teachings but it just makes it feel like a drag all the time. You say, \"Yick.\" I mean you just feel bad all the time you're doing it.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: And you say what? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STEVE: Yick! [Laughter] With feeling.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well from that point of view there doesn't seem to be any particular prescribed things, how to do. [Laughs] Maybe you should write a book on it. [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nPrescriptions of different types, different types of jobs [laughter], when you should leave. But on the other hand, writing book doesn't seem to be particularly wise. It's a question of... the whole point is that it's not a masochistic approach is necessary, but at the same time there had to be some discipline. But usually what happen is that because we can get out of this job quite easily, \"I have freedom to quit my job,\" that's back of in our mind. And therefore irritation becomes much greater, because we could get out of in any case. Therefore we tend to relate with the whole thing as-- we regard it as a more and more, worse, worse thing to do. Each day whole thing becomes more and more irritating. For the comparison of when you leave the job it becomes more and more luxurious. And that kind of tendency goes on always. So from that point of view, quite recommended, in a sense, that give a second try, or try to go through the irritation. That supposing if you are trapped in this job, rest of your life. If there's no alternatives, then probably attitude will be quite different. And usually irritations comes from sense of the opposite attitude, that you can get out of this, therefore it is more irritating.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STEVE: And you can [INAUDIBLE]?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You can get out of the pain, therefore the pain becomes more painful.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STEVE: Well I mean, you could also stay in a job like that saying, \"Well, this pain is very painful, but this pain is good for me.\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, I wouldn't suggest any kind of moralistic.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STEVE: But that's-- I mean, how do you just-- how can you just-- how do you just do work without having any-- I mean most of us regard ourselves as on the path, and either we think of something as we're doing as not related to the spiritual path, or we think that everything we're doing is related to the spiritual path. I mean it seems a very difficult thing just to do something that you really detest, and just to do it, without putting any moralistic judgment on it. I mean how do you avoid that tendency to say, \"Well this is terrible but at least it's good for me because I hate it\"? [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=2412.0,2690.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: What about when you *can* put some kind of moralistic thing on it? Like, my job's catering to the rich and laying down laws to their children that I don't believe in, whole structures, you know, that I don't dig. It's like, you know, I know maybe dealing with my moralistic statement is more important than dealing with the job, you know. And it's sort of what I--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that seem to be the problem, yeah. That-- I mean, the moralistic actually becomes just unnecessary detachment.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Unnecessary detachment?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. Accessory.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: To the job?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: From the job. Usually philosophy is always hang-up. In the case of what Steve had said, is that there is a sense of-- somehow there's sense of a gap somewhere. That work situation not actually-- working situation hasn't been related properly. And there's too much aware of the implication behind the work, and somewhere there's a gap somewhere. I mean I can't exactly pinpoint that, but there's something, there's some kind of dream is involved somewhere. It's probably only thing we can do is we can examine it, quite possibly start all over again and look into it, and there's some kind of gap somewhere. The gap between the body and mind, or the intellect and intuition -- there is some kind of gap somewhere. Something is missing -- otherwise the whole thing doesn't make as much gross as just simple as that, at all.\r\n\r\n\r\nIs the pain of the work, we could say, becomes a game in some sense, or dance in some sense. Quite possibly this could happen. Because you're irritated, therefore irritation makes you much high-- more high. And you begin to become more communicated with irritation. It doesn't have to relate with the path necessarily at all, but there had to be some kind of actual involvement with the work. And something hasn't clicked. Probably there's possibilities of two alternatives: eitherinterpreting the work as part of the path, although you are irritated by it -- it's \"good for me\"; or else that work is enjoyable, that you like doing it. These are two gross situations. And there's no transformer, so to speak, of anything as-- something is missing in those two situations. And probably we can't actually pinpoint that out but had to be experiential level -- something, very interesting thing to work on it. I mean both cases are two extreme cases that hasn't been resolved. In the actual thing is that you could be aware of the teaching but you could be aware of the pain as well at the same time. That there's some kind of subtlety is involved which is not-- which is missing, somewhere.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=2690.0,2914.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Is all pain due to feeling inadequate?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Feeling of?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Inadequate?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Seemed that way, yes. It's inadequacy. That pain is that you are not fulfilling your function, or you have to get to next topic, next subject, that you must rush yourself, therefore you're frustrated that you can't rush anymore.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: How do you stop doing that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it's not question of stopping. You see, whenever we find something is not quite healthy situation or not quite all right from that point of view, we don't immediately jump at the gun and say, \"Stop that.\" We don't try to stop it on the spot, we don't try to stop it. But try to make a relationship to it, and trying to work with the pain as much as we can. If you try to stop it that is another way of exaggerating the pain.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: But is the only way of working with the inadequacy then to work with the pain?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well inade-- if you work with inadequacy you also work with efficiency at the same time, because they're-- those both situations are polarities of one thing.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: I don't understand.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you don't have to give up the pain of inadequacy which presents pain. That means you're searching for pleasure.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Where does the ignorance come in?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not knowing what to do. Possibly a sense of giving up is ignorance. That not knowing what to do, having found something, therefore take the first chance to get rid of it, is not knowing who is actually giving up, what is giving up. And you haven't got a chance to relate with it at all. That sense of bewilderment, ignorance.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=2914.0,3060.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: How do you avoid getting stuck in that pain when you're working with it?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What did you say?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: How do you avoid getting stuck in that pain as you're working with it?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: If you work with the pain, you don't get stuck at all. Whereas if you try to get rid of it, you get stuck with it, [laughs] because you're struggling with it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: It's like a tar baby. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It's what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: You don't think you can work with pain without getting stuck in it?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: By working with it. Whereas if you trying to force yourself get rid of it, like you feel stuck in the mud in a motorcar -- the more we're trying to get out of it, more you sink in.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=3060.0,3126.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: That's not necessary.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: That's not necessary.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What is, the motorcar?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Well, I am doing some work, it probably doesn't suit my interest, and I will try to find better work. What you are saying is try to adjust to the same work and suffer, enjoy the pain.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not necessarily. It's not question of enjoying the pain. Just the opposite. You can't enjoy pain -- it's a contradiction in terms.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Right.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: But you have to become the pain, which is quite different from enjoying it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: So, the individual himself would become the pain?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: So the pain-- there's no one to inflict pain on anyone, if you become the pain.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: That's pretty abstract.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, you have to work on it. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=3126.0,3189.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: It seems that-- as soon as it looks like there's an alternative, you know--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Seems what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: As soon as a thought pops into your head that there's an alternative to what I'm doing, you could do something else, that immediately there's two reactions to it or the minute you react to it there's either, \"Well I'll follow that\" or \"I won't follow it.\" And it looks like either one is very sticky. And-- I mean, is there a question of-- is there in a real sense, no alternative? Would that be sort of more to the point?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Is there any sense of alternative?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Well, is there no actual [INAUDIBLE] involved in what you're doing?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Is there what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Is there no alternative?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You see alternative, looking for alternative is giving up where you are now, and starting new. That seem to be the idea of alternative. So alternative from that point of view is extremely... what could one say? Extremely impatient. It's like you can't get through today, so therefore you take sleeping tablets and go to bed in the midday, and hoping to wake up tomorrow at midday. [Laughter] That's alternative from today to tomorrow. [Laughs] And when you look for alternatives, you're looking for some areas you hope you'll forget, so you could begin with the next situation. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Well, you know, because the ideas as alternatives seem to arise, more or less, you know just being in the situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well naturally, yes, because we don't want to watch through the whole thing, and we expect something more luxurious situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: So it seems that idea arises [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I mean that's always general quality of mentality, that you don't want to watch the growth of the whole thing, that you want to get the better result. Like you want to be father but you don't want to go through the painful process of bringing up your child. You want to see them when they are grown up and ready for you to be entertained. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=3189.0,3415.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: The way you're speaking of alternatives, at least the way I understand it, it seems to have a-- depend on a past and-- seems to depend on the past. But the way I might see it is-- or, when you wake up in morning, or actually every new moment, there isn't an alternative without an idea of the past. In other words, this is like-- this is what I've been doing up until now, and so this is my alternative, on the side. Whereas the way I might understand it, from my maybe perverted idea of Buddhism, would be at each moment now, there are a number of possibilities, and only with an idea of consequences of the past would one necessarily be an alternative to what I'm doing now. At that present moment I'm not doing anything, so why can't I decide-- I mean, in that present now should I decide to, you know, like I could decide to seek pain or hit my foot. If I see one area that I don't like-- Let's say I'm a busboy. Okay, I wake up in the morning-- I'm not a busboy by my really deepest self-nature a busboy. [Laughter] I mean I wake up in the morning and I say, \"Well what am I going to do today?\" I can decide to make coats or I can decide to be a busboy. And only with a concept of the past of what I did yesterday, which really doesn't exist, [laughter] do I say, \"I've got to do that.\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mmm. [Laughter] Did you say there's all kinds of alternatives in the present moment? Quite unlikely. *Now* is the only now. You can't find different kinds of nows. Maybe you could find a now which is related with the past, now might be related with the future -- but that's not now, that's belong to the past or the future. But now is only one thing. So in nowness situation there's no alternatives, there's just now. And you have to use stepping-stone, whatever come there. And maybe you could mold them into different situations by creating, readapting to gradually nowness becomes different terms of-- types of situations but you can't stop one thing and start on new one. Because now is always one thing. If you are busboy now, you are busboy, and you can't pretend to be policeman because you're simply not. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Except when I wake up I'm not a busboy. I'm just me. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well yeah, I mean--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: What I do is--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: --always! You are not a busboy never. Because you are always you, [laughter] *as* busboy.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Right. But I don't-- but the way you're explaining it seems to me, kind of that fixed-- a fixed concept of what our-- I worked as a busboy, I got a job as a busboy now. When I wake up, I don't feel like a busboy. [Laughing; laughter] I don't want to do what a busboy has to do. I feel like a coatmaker and I want to do that. So why should I be restricted by what I did yesterday and say, \"Well I've got to work that out,\" I mean that-- you know. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well the whole situation is that you're still haunted by the idea of a busboy [laughter] when you're just about to become coatmaker. So, the whole thing is you have to relate with that ghost feeling of being busboy, which happens right now. You see you can't leave whole thing, you can't switch off your past and start a new career. It's impossible always. You somehow have to make a transition. It's in fact dangerous. And we can't just change the whole thing into another situation. And you have to work with the present situation to the-- what you might be. So therefore one had to be gentle with oneself. It's like suddenly the baby is being fed by adult's food suddenly. That you need a transition of something, you have to adapt yourself to the situation. If you are busboy in yesterday, or if you being busboy for last year, and you probably wouldn't make a good coatmaker at all, because you still have same quality as being busboy. So one-- if you wanted to relate with next situation you have to gradually get out of it rather than change into something else.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo you see the-- what happens generally, past is very powerful, as well as future is very powerful, which overlaps the realization of the present situation. So therefore we have to see the present situation in turn to gradually transcend the memories or the concept of the past, what you were, and that's-- that takes long, long time. And that takes a long, long time. It's like person get out of prison suddenly and trying to get a job, you know. It would be very difficult to adapt yourself being a workman, have a job. And often, many cases, as you know, that people rather go back to prison. So because that being in a prison is more luxurious than taking job. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=3415.0,3771.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: My situation is that I haven't worked in so long that I have to do a gradual transition back into working. [Laughter] Economic necessity forces me to plunge into it, you know. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: So?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Oh, just sharing it. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well said. [Laughs] Often the idea of resolution doesn't really work in a general case, that \"I'm going to be good person tomorrow\" [laughter] because tomorrow is New Year. And usually it is very impractical. We have all kinds of memories and all kinds of hang-ups of getting used to such situation, not only psychologically but psychosomatically. Our body's hang-ups be transferred into physical living situation as well. So sudden impulse from that point of view is not particularly advisable.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Oh, well frankly, I owe 800 dollars. And-- [laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: I say, frankly, I owe 800 dollars and the first of the month is coming up in about ten days. I have nothing towards the rent, so from my point of view I don't really see a choice. But-- other than the fact that possibly I do because I haven't made very many efforts to work. So I must, somewhere, have some dream of a choice, or some dream of money arriving in the mail, one of the two. [Laughter] But frankly, you see, that's-- there is that real situation. I mean that's--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I mean that's real situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The situ-- yeah. The situation overlaps the hang-ups of the past, from that point of view.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: So that in a sense I have to do something inadvisable.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well if you are hungry, you still have to eat, and it's natural thing. But it's quite different from choosing jobs, from being busboy to coatmaker, that kind of situation is different.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: No-- well I imagine that, no, it's pretty much like the first situation you described. I'm sure others are in that or of you're at that juncture of having to start to work again, and I have very much that choice of coatmaker or busboy, you know. Do you see what I'm saying there? That it is the same situation in fact because I can begin--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, I mean changing from--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: It's a transitional thing-- well, it is transitional thing anyway.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, well, you see as long as there is a situation where the past memories and hang-ups doesn't become a sense of deception to your present situation, and if you face the reality. I mean like if you are being attacked by enemy, although you could say that you are not used to attack by enemy in the past, [laughs; laughter] but when you-- but attacked by enemy you just run. You don't just try to adapt yourself to the situation [laughs; laughter]. You get killed on the spot. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=3771.0,4016.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: Rinpoche, what do you do with like laziness and psychosomatic illnesses when they come? Do you just like give in to them, say, \"Okay, you're sick,\" or you know that it's all in your head?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well usually laziness is very fertile ground. That you have all kinds of excuses and usually very intelligent state of mind. When you're lazy you have all kinds of way of excusing yourself or justify yourself. So if one can be able to use the stepping-stone [unknown gesture or incident; laughter] of laziness, of its inquisitive mind as a stepping-stone, so the intelligence of laziness begin transform into vigorousness. It seem to be using everything what happens in terms of problems is stepping-stone and leap over it. I mean that could apply to anything, doesn't matter necessarily purely laziness or whatever it may be.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4016.0,4093.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 12]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: How does that begin to happen, Rinpoche?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, to have the real feeling of laziness, as actually laziness, and actual understanding of laziness it-- as it is. And then you begin to sense that laziness is a very solid thing, you can walk over it, step beyond it as stepping-stone.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4093.0,4116.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 13]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Well laziness, I think for me anyway, has so many attachments.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: So many what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: So many feelings of guilt attached to it. It's hard to separate the actual feeling of laziness from guilt, as well.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well laziness usually holding back or slowing--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Holding back?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Holding back or slowing down, in some sense. But it could be guilt -- that doesn't seem to be particularly lazy. Usually when person is ideal lazy state, and there is no guilt at all. [Laughter] There's all kinds of excuses to be made. I mean that's more like hesitation than laziness.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Guilt, right.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: On the whole thing.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: What I was describing?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4116.0,4197.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 14]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: Is it as bad as all that to be lazy, if there's something to do? [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Something to do?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: Is there-- well if you say-- if-- oh well, if you say to yourself-- if you think that I'm lazy, then presumably this means there's something you ought to be doing.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's the--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: [INAUDIBLE] ought to be doing?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's the sort of Western interpretation of moralistic way of getting out of misgivings. And laziness is regarded as one of the misgivings. And you had to be-- instead of being lazy you had to be energetic, or had to be doing something being with yourself useful. But in this case, it's not so much of trying to do the opposite, but just purely relating with the laziness as stepping-stone. And beyond that you could see some more inspiration, some more creative situations.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4197.0,4275.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 15]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: It doesn't seem to work, because laziness is so enjoyable you can't possibly expect to see beyond it, when you're in it. It's only after...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That sounds like meditation. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: I don't see how you get the inspiration. I mean how you-- obviously a lot of energy is going into enjoying the laziness, so it's not that there isn't energy there. It's that I don't see how you can--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well usually there's all kinds of situations comes to you, but you want to cover over that possibilities of getting into anything because you are absolutely absorbed into laziness. And you have appropriate excuses to justify these things not being indulged in. Like if somebody rings the doorbell, because you are lazy to answer it , therefore you will say that, \"Oh, this is not important thing and let's take it philosophical attitude. Nothing matters.\" And all kinds of things like that could happen. And usually laziness not really lazy. In order to maintain its laziness you have to have a very active justification. Unless that person's life doesn't contain enough energy at all, which is quite unlikely. There is something constantly happening all the time with life situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: So how do you move it into another direction?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well the actual laziness as it is -- just relate with that. It's not question of another direction. But it's the undercurrent of laziness is very active, because you are being very-- you are extremely being busy being lazy. [Laughter] So one can use the undercurrent of that energy. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: One could [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, what shall we say? [Laughing] Nothing do about that. [Laughter; laughs] Big problem, eh? [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4275.0,4435.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/43","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 16]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Like when you change, like there were times in my life where it seems conscious decision could make what would I relate to as being a complete about-face from what I was doing. Is that just a transformation of energy, like--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Conscious decision?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Yeah. It would seem like I would say to myself, \"Well, I decided I'm not going to work, but it-- or something. Or like I might go through a phase of laziness. And then all of a sudden I'd say, \"Well, I'm kind of being lazy,\" and then I'd do something about it. I'd jump in and start doing a whole bunch of activities. Is that just a transformation of energy? Or is it... it seems like there's a conscious choice that [INAUDIBLE]--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well there is a conscious choice of some kind, but that conscious choice is generally related with some intelligence that happens with the choice. And it doesn't just happen by will, by making decision. From that point of view the decision, choice, seem to be different, altogether: the choice is seeing the situations and getting into it, and a decision is just making some kind of move no matter wherever you are going, trying to do something. So choice is more intelligent from that point of view rather than decision.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Unknown gesture or incident;\r\n\r\n\r\nlaughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4435.0,4615.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 17]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: There seems to be a negative aspect at work sometimes, called \"getting fired.\" And I've run into this many times in my life, [laughter] or getting busted, you know they all seem to work together. I was wondering if you could say something about the negative aspect of work.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Negative aspect of work--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: In terms of getting fired or--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: --getting busted or--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it seem to be there is always the three types of work situation we discussed already. That there is always that quality in all of them. That there is a sense of too much speed or too much ambition. That if you are be too ambitious, in terms of your job that you've got already a long time ago, that too much ambition begin to become like a maggot in your body, begin to eat you up. And in terms of job that you take, in second case of the work, that if there's too much ambition is that you begin to ignore the actual organic situations of your job. You don't begin to relate with it, so you're just thriving on the speed. In the terms of third type of the spiritual organizer or whatever it may be of centers, that if there is too much speed also again at same time, ambition, that you begin to forget the implication behind that particular organization altogether.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, it seem to be basically negative aspect is speed and ambition. That not developing enough sense of accuracy, so to speak, precision, or the awareness of panoramic situation, but you are just simply working on one point of view alone, and you think that one point of view is the everything. So quite possibly you will be slowed down by all kinds of forces, like getting busted or arrested by the police or whatever it may be, you will be slowed down naturally, of course. That's the natural function of cosmos, always: if you run fast, too fast, you will be slowed down by something; if you run too slow, be pushed by something else -- that's always happens. If you're angry with somebody and had a quarrel, and you slam the door and you caught your finger in the door. [Laughter] It's the message of slowing down. But depends on how sensitive you are -- that you sometime you may pick up something you don't pick up that. Then you have further, greater things happen in order to slow you down.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Yeah, no, this is-- [laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Just goes on and on and on, unless you pick up the message on the spot.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Yeah, that's what I'm wondering. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: I'm getting tired, you know--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: From too much message. [Laughter; laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Pretty soon I'm not going to have any fingers left. [Laughter] It's true.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4615.0,4810.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 18]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: How do you work-- I'd like to look more closely at that ambition, I mean how do you-- how do you slow down? It seems like--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you slow down, usually depends on the message. When the message is received, there is a-- it's definite message. It's period. And unless you are still ignoring the whole thing, you can't really miss the whole thing at all. I mean life situation always work that way. So it's a question of being perceptive to the situation. And the question of how to slow down is you can't teach how to do it, but it's question of like how to balance on the bicycle, is you can't exactly teach but you can help person to do it, and the person begin to pick up the whole thing. So it's question of learning how to balance by yourself. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: My daughter thought that when you get fired it means you're burning up. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4810.0,4887.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/46","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 19]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: [INAUDIBLE] well, one reason I asked this question about being lazy is that it seems to me that one of the hardest things for Westerners to accept actually is the idea that you might-- is that-- is the idea that you might some day, some time, actually do nothing. [Laughs] Like I'm not regarded as particularly very energetic [laughter], [INAUDIBLE] difficult for me because of the idea that I'm supposed to actually sit down and do nothing at all [laughter] and not occupy myself with anything. [laughter] Well, all through childhood we're told that about-- that one of the worst things that could happen to anybody is they have nothing to do.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's very difficult to do, usually. Very energetic. If you don't have anything at all, that's very energetic thing to do. But usually we don't have that kind of abilities. So in some sense that we have to-- I mean that's just more judgment, there's no meaning. And it's just purely our state of lost, that fear of losing some occupation, fear of losing one's basic, solid situation. In a sense that it is better that you don't have anything else to do at all. That you begin to realize your occupation of ego is begin to diminish. If you don't do anything at all, none whatsoever, in the fullest sense, that's fantastic.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=4887.0,5044.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/47","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 20]\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: How-- Rinpoche?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes?\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: How is the [INAUDIBLE]?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: How what?\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: --have nothing to do?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: How what?\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: When you said that [INAUDIBLE]. Well, you go to the rest room and sit a couple hours, and come back... [Laughter] [INAUDIBLE] How is that energetic?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you are doing something -- you're resting. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: Well that-- that's doing something?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, you are resting.\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: [INAUDIBLE] [Laughter] Of course, I suppose when you're out walking, you're doing something.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, definitely. You are walking.\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: [INAUDIBLE] Anyway, that's better than nothing I guess. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: If you are doing nothing, also you are doing nothing. So you are doing something.\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: Of course, you can think all the time. I suppose that's--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's thinking. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: [INAUDIBLE] using your mind...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's doing something as well. Think about that, Cyrus. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nCYRUS CRANE: [INAUDIBLE].","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=5044.0,5141.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/48","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 21]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: A lot of times I have the attitude that I really don't dig the fact that I have to work, you know? That I feel like this trip is being laid on me. And not only is it being laid on me but I don't [INAUDIBLE] [laughter] what job I can, you know-- and what jobs I can take. So along with that attitude I feel, well, I mean this is drudgery-type work. And then I feel that, \"Oh, well, at least I'm handling it. you know, at least, you know, I've gotten--\" I have this attitude that [INAUDIBLE] you know, work is a drag. And I don't know, can you say anything about that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well usually work is a drag because we begin to find ourselves in our work. And there's constantly we have to face ourselves in our work. And all kinds of impatience and all kinds of things begin to come out in the work. And if we don't have a job, usually what happens is that whenever there's irritation of you might discover ourselves, but we can turn into talking to friends or reading book or you can turn into something else, because we could entertain ourselves or escape ourselves. But in the case of job, that you've been given certain tasks are your tasks, in a sense, that you have certain responsibilities. And you begin to find that these responsibilities are extremely sensitive responsibilities, begin to reflect ourselves, constantly all the time. If we made-- usually what happens is that we don't want to make mistakes on the job, we want to work properly. And usually when we're trying to think we want to work properly, so there's always a reflection ourselves begin to shine out. So in a sense it's a drag, because we constantly discovering ourselves and we begin to constantly look ourselves as a mirror reflection constantly happening with job. No matter what job we do, it's always that is the case -- that we begin to see our own handiwork.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247#t=5141.0,5278.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2233/collection_resources/169602/file/308247/transcript/93256/annotation/49","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Perhaps we should stop there, end our work tonight. [Laughter] Thankyou. [Laughter; chatter]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. 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