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Describes practical steps: importance of not struggling to achieve it, but rather \"giving up.\" Begins process of self-awareness. Working with flickers of doubt, facing all experience with honesty. Faith and simplicity described as key to transforming confusion in vajrayana tradition. Not giving in to flickering mind. In Q\u0026amp;A, describes further notion of honesty and \"inner truth\"; not putting up facades. Vajrayana world of unlimited \"oxygen\" puts minor obstacles in perspective. Role of humor in transforming confusion into wisdom. Dignity according to Shambhala tradition. \u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["UNPUBLISHED"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eApr 14 2020 to Jan 21 2021 Transcribing: Leandra Ziegler Checking: Ella Milligan Final Proof: Ruth Veleta Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1978"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eA talk that lays the groundwork for how to transform confusion into wisdom. Describes practical steps: importance of not struggling to achieve it, but rather \"giving up.\" Begins process of self-awareness. Working with flickers of doubt, facing all experience with honesty. Faith and simplicity described as key to transforming confusion in vajrayana tradition. Not giving in to flickering mind. In Q\u0026amp;A, describes further notion of honesty and \"inner truth\"; not putting up facades. Vajrayana world of unlimited \"oxygen\" puts minor obstacles in perspective. Role of humor in transforming confusion into wisdom. Dignity according to Shambhala tradition.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/210/645/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1698779122","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - 1698779103_19780530VCTR1-Audio-Prod-ARCHRmstr-Access.mp3"]},"duration":2304.60881,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/210/645/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1698779122","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/210/645/original/1698779103_19780530VCTR1-Audio-Prod-ARCHRmstr-Access.mp3?1698779105","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":2304.60881,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19780530VCTR1-Transcript-Timed [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19780530VCTR1 - Public Seminar - 1978 - Boston - Transforming Confusion Into Wisdom ATS I - Talk1]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled Transforming Confusion into Wisdom, held at the Boston Dharmadhatu in Boston. This is talk number one, May 30th, 1978. This is an ARP digital remaster made October 2007.\r\n\r\n\r\nORIGINAL SLATE: This is the Vajracharya, the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, the first talk of the ATS, Transforming Confusion into Wisdom, May 30th, 1978.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=0.0,41.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Welcome, ladies and gentlemen. This is a very auspicious occasion, that we have just concluded the seminary up in Balsams [Dixville Notch, New Hampshire], and that both teacher and the students are in a raw state. And we had extremely good seminary, I think. And it is very inspiring, say the least.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=41.0,95.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In continuing the theme -- transforming confusion into wisdom, right? We have a difficulty in understanding how to go about, or rather than what is all about. I think how to go about is more important than what is all about. But on the other hand, one never knows what you're going to get at, where you're going to get into, what you're going to get out of, so you might had to be cautious where you get into. [Laughs] But, at the same time, as long as we know who we are, in the intrinsic sense of the meaning, on the top of that as long as we know *what* we are doing, there shouldn't be any difficulties at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=95.0,184.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Transforming confusion into wisdom is a very heavy subject, but on other hand it could be extremely simple. We just have to live it as we are. We breathe, we fart, we eat, we sleep, we wake, we go through procedures of our everyday life situation, very simply, extremely simply. So the whole point seem to be is to find out, and come to some kind of conclusions as to, at which point we would find the way of transforming confusion into wisdom. Usually when we look for it we wouldn't find it at all. More we look for it, we become more confused. It is very helpless situation; we might as well give up the whole thing. Don't you think that's much better? [Laughter] And we don't have to go through that kind of strain, struggle -- just give up the whole thing. Forget it altogether. You can have your money back and go home. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=184.0,291.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Interestingly, when you begin to think that way, at that moment of giving up, and that moment of taking on, there is a little flash which takes place, where we begin to find ourselves, completely, fully. What does that mean, \"finding ourselves\"? We usually find ourselves between light and dark, and up and down. We begin to find ourselves when there is some kind of course that's taking towards hopelessness and hopefulness. And we usually find ourselves when we go up the apex and about to come down we find ourselves. Or else we begin to find ourselves when we are all the way down and about to go up, we find some little cracks there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=291.0,368.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That particular point has a lot of name for it, but we don't have to say that this point, unless everybody knows, or some of them knows. It's the turning point. Usually we supposed to conduct ourselves a straight and narrow lane, narrow line, all the way through. And when we are [UNCLEAR: tempted? attempted?] to turn around -- when the signpost says \"No U-Turn\", \"U\" with a red slash over it -- we might find some answer there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=368.0,413.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"When we are dead serious on the spot, we become so *solemn* and so solid that it's very hard -- it is very hard, to find answer. But that solemn straightforwardness and something still flickers in your mind. When you look out your car as you're driving, when you noticed passenger next to your car, at minute when you look over and see who is there, that is kind of turning point of psychologically that our seriousness be relaxed, so we could find something is actually taking place there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=413.0,467.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You might think all this is nonsense, which might be the case, but please pay attention, there's some truth in it, a small truth in it which will help you to go a long way, I'm honest. It has been done in the past, and it shall be done in the future, and we are doing it, so, it is a tradition -- what we call it a system which has been transmitted throughout lineage of 2,500 years of. That kind of twist is not so much of a *flip* from the point of view of you didn't quite make it from the this side, so you might jump to the other side of the road and be opportunist. But that kind of flip is basically what we call honesty -- honesty, genuineness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=467.0,551.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In both cases, there might be some situations where you have become too serious and solemn, so confused, not knowing what to do. And also not knowing what to do if he got to the other side of the road, so to speak. There is a flicker of doubt takes place -- whether what one is doing is right or wrong, whether you are what you are or not. At that *very* moment, that very moment when you flick, when you have a change of shift in your state of mind, you find some kind of honesty, which is usually painful. It's usually shock, and you go like this: [gasp]. [whispering] \"What's that?\" But shock of who -- yourself or the other world, or your projections, is uncertain. We don't have to make that whole thing completely clear, necessarily, here.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=551.0,648.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That at that flip you begin to find there's some kind of a basic honesty involved. Which is the same as when you jump out of airplane, before your parachute is opened you just go down, before your cord's been pulled out, you have [gasp] \"Is it going to do it or not?\" And then, for heaven's sake, it did. Usually it does, always it does. And some people would like to go away all the way down, hoping it wouldn't open -- it would be too much nuisance to lead another life -- but it usually does, always opens up. There's that kind of place where you can actually catch yourself. At that point some sense of honesty begin to happen. That kind of honesty has to extend into our life, of course, the rest of our lives. Even at the situation when we are about to eat hamburger or hot dogs, one of those places you stand and eat, there's always flickering of thoughts: \"Should I cheat myself and my world, or should I try to be genuine?\" You might ask, \"Cheat what? Genuine what?\" Doesn't really matter, there is that kind of qualities of the attempted playing game other than yourself, or go with whole thing, properly and fully. Those kind of situations always takes place.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=648.0,810.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I would like to remind you again, we are talking about transforming confusion into wisdom. So please try to maintain that particular topic in connection with this particular talk. That might help. Basically, we always trying to cheat, we are always trying to be opportunist all the time, all the time, always. Whether we have a great, opportune situation even we don't have to do that, or maybe we are in a very poor situation where that is the only way of saving our face. But nonetheless, we trying to do it all the time. We always trying to cheat, by fake smile, by genuine looks, and trying to bring out everything we have learned, resources of all kinds of things, little wisdoms that we have picked up, including Polack jokes. [Laughter] Trying to shield ourself from not be caught by being liar, dishonesty. We been doing this so long, so long, since we born. Probably when, even when we are infants, we had to create the fake cries so that our mother would be so nice to us. We have done all those things, *all* the time. Don't you think that's terrible? [Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=810.0,926.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"First step seem to be is to realize the moment when we have actually cheated, of the world and yourself -- even before you have actually discovered so-called your teacher, your spiritual friend, your vajra master, or whatever you have, your parents. And then, we continuously trying to do that all along, until this very day, this very hour, this very moment, right here. On the one hand you could say, \"Baby, you came a long way,\" but on the other hand, \"Baby, you didn't come all that long way, [laughter] at all, you are still cheating.\" It is time to be honest, at this particular ATS. It could be the first -- the [in New York accent] \"foist\". [laughter] The \"foist\" time you could be honest to *it*. \"It\" means here and there, everywhere, and at the same time, time to smile, much more, and to raise one's confidence that you can actually do it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=926.0,1044.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that honesty also comes along with what's known as faith. In order to transform confusion into wisdom, there's need for faith. And that kind of faith we are talking here isn't-- not all that complicated actually, it all very simple. It is preventing psychosomatic stutter. Stutter? That is to say, usually you stutter because you are so much used to telling a lie, and that when you begin to change your gear shift, and you're about to tell the truth, you are stutter, because it's so embarrassing and it's so much on the spot. Not even embarrassing but self-consciousness, you begin to stutter. So in this case that kind of stutter has nothing to do with the speech, as such, necessarily, but we are talking in terms of stutter in psychosomatic level, psychological level. And there is lots of flickering back and forth, \"Y-Y-Yes,\" so forth. I think that is basic ground or foundation to understand the vajrayana's version of transforming confusion into wisdom.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=1044.0,1158.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And... are we having discussion groups tomorrow? Good. So, maybe you could work this logic out at the discussion group or, if we have the logic already -- if not, it is very logical, so don't get carried away and confused, which is unnecessary at this point. And please, reflect over. Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nHave microphones for the questions? Okay, you are open to discussion, and please try to keep to the topic if you can. All right?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=1158.0,1206.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Gentlemen in the back?\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: Hello Rinpoche. I have a question about this honesty with \"it.\" And when faced with the chaos of the situation, or the apparent senselessness of the situation, apparent...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: So what?\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: Yeah, that's the question. It seems unfair. I mean, it seems unfair that some old woman has to get cancer of the face, or that you're particularly paralyzed.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What's the problem?\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: It seems genuine to say it's unfair.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Unfair to tell the truth?\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: [Laughs] Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That kind of truth is always fair. When you are cornered at situation, you don't have to tell a lie; you could always be straightforward. Supposing for somebody says, \"Is this end of the day? It getting late. Sun is setting, and we need electricity.\" You don't say to that person say, \"No you don't need electricity, sun is always will be there, we could turn on the sun.\" That would be ludicrous. You couldn't feel-- you couldn't actually fool people that way. That kind of honesty is fine.\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: What the-- what kind of honesty is fine?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I beg your pardon?\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: You said, \"That kind of honesty is fine.\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes, it's fine.\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: But it seems to... If you're talking about the honesty I think you're talking about, the kind that I just mentioned, i.e., that there seems to be something unfair about the situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, the perceiver of the truth will figure that out. You could tell someone, \"I think you are dying out, if I-- if you don't mind me saying so. Sir, you are dying out-- you're dying, your body is falling apart. You better prepare for your death.\" We always encourage people to do that, our students' parents and things like that, just to figure it out. Very simple. And at the same time, also we did it with our students to-- these days, we always trying to tell them the truth. If they are neurotic, tell them that they are neurotic, they can't be meditation instructors, because they are too neurotic or they're too ambitious. Or if they're meditator, we tell them, \"You are still neurotic and don't try to become anything else, and including working for the organization, you're too neurotic to work for the organization.\" That's kind of outer truth.\r\n\r\n\r\nBut what we talking about inner truth, which is understanding ourselves quite fully, and acknowledging the bad news and good news at the same time. Usually always comes together, which sometimes people refuse to do. So-called positive thinking doesn't work, and so-called Jewish oy vey doesn't work. [Laughter] So we have to actually face the fact: if there's a problem, problem should be related and looked at, fully, without trying put any kind of facade; it's very simple.\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: So, it makes no sense to fight it obviously.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I beg your pardon?\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: It makes no sense to fight it, I'm think of the exis--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: \"Fight,\" did you say?\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: Yeah, the struggle, the existential tradition in France would say that it's the dignity of man to fight against it. I mean obviously I don't hold that but, it seems that that what's the ego-- it seem--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, according to our system, at least from the point of view of Shambhala Training, that we are talking in terms of dignity of man, it does exist spontaneously *in him*, already. And we don't have to trying to compensate anything for that at all. It is there, that's it. So, if there might be a problem, it is problem. If there might be promise, is promise. So whole thing is very straightforward. I mean like if it's daytime, it's daytime, if it's nighttime [laughing] it's nighttime, you know.\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: Okay.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [Laughing] It's very straightforward. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL CARROLL: Okay, thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: And very humorous at the same time. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=1206.0,1538.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nNORMAN CHAPMAN: I've heard you talk before of making the best possible job out of the past. And also--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Can you raise your hand? Yeah, yeah. Yeah?\r\n\r\n\r\nNORMAN CHAPMAN: And also, I think things-- teachings have been given regarding the necessary distortion in looking, when you look, it goes out and bounces back and is distorted in the process.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nNORMAN CHAPMAN: And there's some sense there of acts of tactfulness regarding your misunderstanding of the situation, my misunderstanding of the situation. What's the best way to deal with that line between honesty and, say, mercy-- mercifulness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, honesty, [siren outside] and some kind of alarm -- alarm, like we just heard -- that you are reminded if your presentation to yourself, to the world is distorted we get a so shock-- so shocked, alarmed. Do you understand what I'm saying?\r\n\r\n\r\nNORMAN CHAPMAN: [Unknown gesture or incident]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not quite. Can you ask me another question? Connected with that.\r\n\r\n\r\nNORMAN CHAPMAN: Well, I think that I understand the shocked aspect of truth of the unavoidable dignity of truth, unavoidable aspect of it. It's not clear in making a presentation where one should stop, or... but, yeah--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, excuse me, but world is not all that-- at least that the vajra world is not running out of oxygen. We have plenty of it. Nor we run out of gasoline, we have plenty of it. You should build up your confidence that when you begin to tune into that particular kind of world, to be honest and genuinely real, you shouldn't think terms of little cans of fresh air that you cherished at your heart. But you should actually think in terms of you can actually enter into our world or join whole, where you can actually *feel* and smell and breathe in, the fresh air and larger thinking, bigger-scale thinking. Which actually, then will show you the-- what you have gone through, what you're about to go through, what you are going through, of the smallestness of nuisance of the situation becomes irrelevant at that point.\r\n\r\n\r\nNORMAN CHAPMAN: So there are big cans of oxygen.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not even cans but an atmosphere of oxygen, whole world, giant world. It's possible -- not even it's possible, it is true, there is. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=1538.0,1783.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: Would you comment on humor within the path of transforming confusion into wisdom?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's good question. Would you say something yourself first? What you think?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: I feel in a sense to be limited within myself, I feel stuck without this particular aspect in my life. And I perhaps that's saying that I don't see things as they are, so I'm asking the means to humor.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, what you find, when you eat hamburger? Very simple. What you find when you brush your teeth, what do you find? Is it humorous, is it ordinary, or is it depressing? Any one of them. It could be extraordinary or it could terrible, or groggy -- how do you find it? I'm not particular asking you should make a public confession within the audience but, just you could give me some clue, so that everybody could understand from your point of view. All right? We're talking about terms of humor. In relation to humor, how do you find your world, in other word?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: I don't feel like I have a good handle on what you're saying. When I brush my teeth in the morning, it feels like a ritual, a common everyday occurrence, nothing special.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Don't you think terms of your teeth get cleaned? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: It feels better when I'm done, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, uh huh. Okay that's good humor. [Laughter] What else? When you eat your lunch -- how you find it?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: When I eat my lunch, it feels satisfying in my mouth and in my stomach. Uhmm, the preparation of the meal is somewhat satisfying.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What you usually eat for your lunch? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: I usually have grains and vegetable.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, what? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: Grain, grains like rice.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Oh, grains and vegetables. Rice and vegetables, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: And tea, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm, rice and dal. [Laughter] You find your life is humorous? PRASAD: I'm starting to feel that way sitting here now, yeah. [Laughs; laughter; Trungpa Rinpoche laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, sweetheart, [laughter] how to develop humor is impossible. Humor has to come about by something else. According to the traditional language, that the greatest sense of humor can only come about when you begin to mock your passion, aggression, and ignorance, right? And you begin to mock them: \"Ha-ha!\" [laughter] \"There's passion.\" \"Ha-ha! There's aggression.\" \"So foolish, there's ignorance!\" [deep voice] \"Fuck them!\" [Laughter] And then, you begin to find the funny side of it, and usually when you assume a serious face to reality. [Laughter] You always do that in your life. You have a great chat with your best friend and most fantastic experience you're having, and then, suddenly you think of yourself. [Unknown gesture or incident; laughter] You look out of the window, or articles in the household: one little sad moment. And that very sad moment can be actually transform into humor, because you are so sad therefore that sadness is very humorous. At the same time not so much of trying to boycott or trying to give up, give in, or anything like that. But you begin to find... [unknown incident or gesture; laughter] self-liberate itself, on the spot, which is very funny, it's actually hilarious. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: I'd like to go a little bit further, how-- with this sense of humor, how do we know that, or how do we deal with it in [mispronouncing] sha*ma*tha practice, when we take it our humor--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What practice? [Laughs; laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: *Sha*matha practice.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Oh shamatha, [laughing] I thought you say \"schmuck\"! [Laughter; laughs] Well, just go-- keep going, your breath. Important thing is your posture. When you have that kind of posture, okay, do it right now, hold your posture. Yeah, that's good, now you feel like king. You breathe, you feel joyful, good, that's it, keep going that way. It's very cheerful, right? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What's your name?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED PRASAD: Prasad.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Prasad? The food? [Laughs; laughter] You are truly Prasad.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=1783.0,2208.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60658/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, maybe we could close this point. Thank you ladies and gentlemen. I would like to actually encourage you to sit a lot at this particular period. And otherwise you can't hear the teachings, at all. And also, sitting practice is regard as a celebration, and group put together and having their particular sense of sanity, is shared with the rest of the community. And it's wonderful, it's good, it's very honest thing to do, genuine thing to do, is sit together, is good. So, please keep that in your mind.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, we should probably close at this point tonight. And please try to be genuine and honest, with cheerfulness. It's-- it isn't bad news that you had to be constantly genuine, honest, without being solemn. But being genuine is good, you relieved from your secret lies, including secret truth. Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=2208.0,2304.60881"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19780530VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE:\nThis is the Venerable Chogyam\nTrungpa 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Boston.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=7.01,9.059"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number one,\nMay 30th, 1978.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=9.7,13.08"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is an ARP digital remaster\nmade October 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ATS,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=23.44,25.36"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Transforming Confusion\ninto Wisdom,\nMay 30th, 1978.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=25.36,29.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE:\nWelcome, ladies and 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state.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=57.75,65.63"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we had extremely\ngood seminary, I think.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=70.77,74.57"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And it is very inspiring,\nsay the 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right?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=110.28,117.47"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We have a difficulty\nin understanding\nhow to go about,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=128.93,136.28"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or rather than\nwhat is all 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We're talking\nabout terms of humor.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=1882.95,1885.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/341","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In relation to humor,\nhow do you find your world,\nin other word?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645#t=1887.12,1890.94"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/109176/file/210645/transcript/60659/annotation/342","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"UNCONFIRMED PRASAD:\nI don't feel like I have a good\nhandle on what you're 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