{"@context":"http://iiif.io/api/presentation/3/context.json","id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/iiif/db7vm44x55/manifest","type":"Manifest","label":{"en":["1973-05-19: Nine Yanas I: Talk 2: Competing with Our Projections"]},"logo":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","metadata":[{"label":{"en":["Date"]},"value":{"en":["1973-05-19"]}},{"label":{"en":["Format"]},"value":{"en":["Audio"]}},{"label":{"en":["Location"]},"value":{"en":["San Francisco, California, USA"]}},{"label":{"en":["Event Type"]},"value":{"en":["Public Seminar"]}},{"label":{"en":["Seminar or Series Title"]},"value":{"en":["\u003ca href=\"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/playlists/646/show\"\u003eNine Yanas I\u003c/a\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Talk Title"]},"value":{"en":["Talk 2: Competing with Our Projections"]}},{"label":{"en":["Theme"]},"value":{"en":["Buddhist Foundations"]}},{"label":{"en":["Summary"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003ePratyekabuddhayana, the second of the nine yanas, is the vehicle of self-enlightenment, or working with oneself first. Can be described as the yana of psychological understanding of life. The approach to this understanding is that of the five skandhas: form, feeling, perception, intellect, and consciousness. Development of these psychological states leads to competing with our own projections because we are uncertain of what we are, who we are, whether we exist or not. The five skandhas, as the internal view of the meaning of life, are complemented by the three marks of existence as the external view of that. These first two yanas encompass the hinayana and establish a relationship with oneself and a foundation for meditation practice.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Lion's Roar","BOOK: Collected Works Vol 04"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: THE LION'S ROAR: Part Two, Chapter 2: Competing with Our Projections\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-lion-s-roar-921.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 4 (in contained book THE LION'S ROAR)\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-385.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eApr 23 2025 to Nov 22 2025 Transcribing: Ella Milligan Checking: JP Glutting Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1973"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003ePratyekabuddhayana, the second of the nine yanas, is the vehicle of self-enlightenment, or working with oneself first. Can be described as the yana of psychological understanding of life. The approach to this understanding is that of the five skandhas: form, feeling, perception, intellect, and consciousness. Development of these psychological states leads to competing with our own projections because we are uncertain of what we are, who we are, whether we exist or not. The five skandhas, as the internal view of the meaning of life, are complemented by the three marks of existence as the external view of that. These first two yanas encompass the hinayana and establish a relationship with oneself and a foundation for meditation practice.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - 1766080406_19730519vctr1-audio-prod-cticustrmstr-access.mp3"]},"duration":3551.3885,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/299/050/original/1766080406_19730519vctr1-audio-prod-cticustrmstr-access.mp3?1766080407","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":3551.3885,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19730519VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19730519VCTR1 - Public Seminar - San Francisco - The Nine Yanas I - Talk 2] \r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nCTI SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar on The Nine Yanas I, held in San Francisco, California. This is talk number two, May 19th, 1973. This is a CTI custom remaster made April 2025.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=0.0,19.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: As we have discussed yesterday the first-- or first vehicle of shravakayana is a starting point. And starting point in the sense that begin to realize the meaning of life... or the-- we could almost say that discovering the stuff that lives contained, consist of. Life consist of pain, transitoriness, and non-substantial. And that could be said as discovering the first truth; the truth about life. You might find it is rather depressing, but nevertheless things are in that way. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=19.0,120.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The first step of shravakayana is a step of realizing the form, or manifestations; realize the nature of manifestations. Sound, objects, colors, and movement, space. Realization of the nature of shapes, the nature of their characteristics. And then the next yana is what's called \"pratyekabuddhayana.\" And the pratyekabuddhayana mean that the \"vehicle of self-enlightened,\" \"self-contained enlightened\" or \"self-enlightened path.\" That is to say that in some sense that starting on oneself before we get anywhere. As the saying of, \"Charity begins at home\". That one had to start on oneself. That is why in fact the whole approach of hinayana is referred as self-centered approach. And Christianity has looked down upon Buddhism in many situations; that the Buddhism is being too self-centered. And there wasn't enough charity in Buddhism, or there's not enough charitable organizations in Buddhism. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=120.0,277.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In some sense that that has become the shortcomings of hinayana, that too much emphasis on oneself. But on the other hand that's the virtue of hinayana; that there's no fooling around with anything else. One does not need any encouragement, or any reinforcement from anywhere, any foreign element. We don't have to introduce foreign elements to prove our existence. But simply just working with the stuff what we have, starting right on the point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=277.0,324.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the pratyekabuddhayana could be said as yana of psychological understanding of meaning of life. The first one is we had the physical structure of meaning of life, or physical effect of meaning of life, is the impermanence, and dissatisfaction that produced by impermanence. And basically things are-- have no substance; they are empty. Or there is no watcher, observer; therefore it is egoless.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=324.0,383.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In the pratyekabuddhayana, the approach to psychological development is that of five skandhas. The skandha of form -- form in this case is the basic being. Which is ignorant, from the samsaric point of view; that which cause duality, that which cause the split. Split between subject and object, a split between projector and projection. But at the same time that kind of ignorance is also very intelligent, and very definite; full of all kinds of tactics, schemes. That schemes-- the policy is already developed in other word, to ignore any possible threats. So that seem to be the meaning of ignorance here, is to ignore any possible threat, to realize the egolessness. To ignore that the game is a foolish one. So, in other word ignorance is effortless from that sense, that it becomes natural kind of ape instinct. In which that if we wanted to hang on to something, that even we don't have to think about hanging on to it but you automatically holds it. And there is a sense of-- sensing that there is possibilities of letting go. But doesn't want to face it. If you let go, then you don't have pain or the pleasure to occupy oneself with. So just being in the edge of the straight path, straightforwardness, is seen but you-- instead of going through the straightforwardness, one would like to stay-- prefer to stay at the edge. Which is basic ignorance.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=383.0,586.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It seems that we all have that kind of tendency, that we want to-- we know that there is possibilities of loosening up, or freeing ourselves, but at the same time, we don't really want to give into it, because it would be too humiliating. Too humiliating in the sense that we don't have any more weapons to wave. Or we don't have any stuff-- more stuff to entertain ourselves; sort of hunger for pain. And usually when we think terms of pain that we don't regard it as something that is-- we want. The conventional idea of pain is something that anyone, any sensible person, would have experiencing pain is something that is happening to the person which is undesirable. But actually and fundamentally, that that's not true. There is a very profound unreasonability, which is the ignorant has created, is that we would like to hang onto pain. At least having experienced pain reassures our existence. And we have a chance to play with it, as if we didn't want it. Which is a game-- we are playing game to ourselves.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=586.0,699.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And all those schemes and projects that involved in maintaining ego and pain is an unconscious one, or subconscious one. It is an inbuilt reaction that happens; even the watcher does not see that. That it's become sort of instinct level. And therefore it is ignorant. Self-contained administration.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=699.0,740.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then we have the other skandhas begin to develop, which is skandha of feeling. And feeling in this case is, again, somewhat semi-conscious level. We begin to aware of ourselves, our existence, and because of that we begin to survey our territory, and security, whether the environment around us are solid or threatening or welcoming, or indifferent. Surveying the area around us. Area around us in this case is the basic fear or paranoia of possibly losing grip upon one's ego, which set out kind of a magnetic field. And the feeling is the messenger which tests the-- within the magnetic field of ego. That whether the mechanism would work or not, whether we are able to survive or not.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=740.0,852.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then, beyond that is more, cruder version of, from the subconscious mind, that actual manifestation into a solid level. Is perception, is another form of feeling, but in the more active level of perception, perceiving, sharpening our sense consciousness. Having developed way of detecting desirable or undesirable area. And now we have to survey more the projection, or that there is any way of seemingly change the projections into a favorable situation, perceptions, is kind of intuition, highest form of intuition, in which that whether we can maintain ourselves or not in terms of relationships.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=852.0,942.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And next skandha is the intellect. Intellect in a sense that trying to label things, give them name, and put them into certain categories. That these categories do fit what we checked by feeling, studied by perceptions, and now finally we make official statement, that things do fit into this category or that category, in relationship to oneself and in relationship to one's productions... work of art. Which is a intellectual one. So the intuition is the general sensing, and the intellect is finalizing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=942.0,1030.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then the fifth skandha finally is consciousness. Emotions, thought patterns of all kinds. The emotions comes from frustration. Meaning of emotion is that frustration in a sense that we are unable to fulfill what we wanted, so we begin to sharpen our tentacles, or sharpen our claws, to the extreme. And discovering the possible of failure in a sense of pathetic. That's the mechanism of emotion, is frustration -- unable to fulfill possibilities, unable to fulfill what you want. Is kind of a sense of competition, with the projection. And the whole point is this case the projections have been our own manifestations; naturally we have put our own projection, we put them as our ally, our subject. Our gods. To tell us the message, and let us know what's happening. But at the same time, the ruler is very suspicious of anything other than himself. There's possibilities of that your ally might turn into your enemy, and your closest friend might become enemy. Your bodyguard might assassinate you. That kind of suspiciousness is constantly happening. And because of uncertain relationship with projections, then emotion begin to arise. Another way of undermining projections. In other words the ruler himself has to have a weapon, in case that he's been-- if he's been attacked. That's the emotion.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1030.0,1259.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Emotion is uncertainty with the projections. And the projection in this case is also what we put out, what we label things, are the projections. Rather than the buildings or the houses or the trees, or people being projections as such, and they are not regarded as particularly projections. But what we made out of *them* is projections: our versions of buildings, our versions of landscape, people, tree. That new coat of paint we put on them. The reproductions we made out of them, are the projections.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1259.0,1325.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And there's possibilities of not able to relate with those, since we are uncertain of ourselves basically. In fact we are uncertain who we are. So there's a huge, gigantic fear, back of our mind, which is hidden very neatly behind ignoring or ignorance -- veil. But still we are uncertain. As there-- as if there is a huge cosmic conspiracy is happening. That whether bombs are going to explode from inside or from outside, is uncertain, but we don't talk about inside ones. We regard is as if nothing's gone wrong at all. At least we have to have some place to sit or live, dwell. So then we decide to blame the outside ones.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1325.0,1391.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, that's the psychological state, of a pratyekabuddha's view of world, view of life. There seem to be two aspect of meaning of life. From the exterior's point of view of meaning of life, which is three marks of existence: the pain, and impermanence, and egolessness. And internal way of seeing the meaning of life, which consist of five skandhas.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1391.0,1435.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It seems that we can't be charitable to anybody. Even to ourselves, if we did not know the... what we are, who we are. Or if we-- who we are not, what we are not. Or whether we exist or not. That's a very important point to know, before we actually-- in fact before we practice anything. That we have to find out who's actually practicing, and what for we are practicing. So that seems to be one of the very important point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1435.0,1478.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, those two aspects are hinayana category, level of hinayana practice, hinayana philosophy, is the hinayana's role in the dharma, is to define life. Or, to produce ground, establishing a foundation. That real understanding of the practitioner, and real understanding of the practice, the basic meaning of practice.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1478.0,1534.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In connection with the meditation practice that involved with the hinayana's approach, is also goes with the same thing, what we been saying, philosophically. That meditation practice in this level is that of... establishing a relationship to yourself, is the starting point of meditation. That's the aim of meditation, object of meditation, is establishing relationship with oneself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1534.0,1596.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And this relationship, developing relationship with oneself, has various techniques of doing that. It's not so much of looking for a state of trance, or mental peace, or manufacturing a higher goal, or higher state of consciousness as such, at all. It's simply, we haven't acknowledged ourselves before. We been too busy. So finally we stop the physical activities and we decide to spend time -- at least twenty minutes or forty-five minutes or one hour, it depends on duration of the sitting -- we decide to spend that much time with ourselves. And the technique is using something that happens in your basic being, just choose something very simple. And traditionally it's the-- either the physical movement -- walking, or sitting, with breathing. That breathing seem to have closest link with your body and also influx of your emotions and your mental activities. So the breathing is used as a basic crutch to work on. This is hinayana approach, of relating with oneself, first of all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1596.0,1723.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That it seems sound-- sounds quite simple when we talk about making relationship with ourselves. But in actual fact it's a very difficult one. That the reason we are unable to relate with ourselves is because there is fundamental neurosis, which prevented ourselves to acknowledge that our existence-- or our nonexistence rather. That we be afraid to ourselves. How confident you may be, how clever or how self-contained we may be-- might be, but still there is some kind of fear behind the whole thing, paranoia behind the whole thing. That's called neurosis. And neurosis in this case is unable to face the simple truth. And in order to forget the simple truth, introducing all kinds of high-floated ideas, and cunning, clever, depressing. Trying to just purely bring as stuff as much as we like. And those stuff that we are-- we being bombarded with have the qualities of neurotic element. And neurotic in this case is-- finally comes down to is that the false is regarded as truth. The illogical pattern, illogical approach is regarded as logical one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1723.0,1890.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, just relating with ourselves in terms of meditation practice is exposing all the hidden neurosis. And it may sound fantastic. We might think that unless that we have some secret teaching, some semi-magical methods, that we can't just expose ourselves by doing something simple as like breathing. Or just sitting and doing nothing. But strangely enough that the sim-- more simpler way our techniques are, that much effect is begin to come out.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1890.0,1956.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, the sitting meditation practice is called -- in the hinayana practice is called \"shamatha.\" Which literally means \"dwelling on peace,\" or \"development of peace.\" But let us not misunderstand the meaning of \"peace\" in this case. It's not so much of tranquility in terms of a peaceful state, but its simplicity of its uncomplicated-ness is simply peace, peaceful state, uncomplicated. And the meditator will just work with, or just become, or relate with walking or breathing, just simply be with it, very simply just be with it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=1956.0,2014.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This technique is especially-- specially designed to produce exquisite boredom. [Laughter; laughs] This is not particularly designed to solve problem as such necessarily. It's very boring to just watch one's breathing. And sit, do nothing. Or walk. Even not run but just walk slowly. It's-- we've done that for many times we think, anyway. But usually we don't just breathe and sit and walk. We have so many other things happening at same time. Millions of projects on the top of that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2014.0,2080.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, in fact the boredom is the first message of nonexistence of ego. That you feel as if you are in exile. You are a great revolutionary leader, had a lot of power and schemes and everything, and now you are in exile in a foreign country. You be bored. So ego's manufacturing administration has no place in the boredom. So boredom is first starting point of realization of egoless state. Which is very important. And then some point, within the state of boredom, that one begin to entertain oneself will all kinds of hidden neurosis. And that's okay, let them come through. *And* let them come through; let's not push it away or sit on it. And some point even those entertainments becomes absurd, *and* bored again.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2080.0,2179.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then you begin to pull up not only the discursive thoughts of hidden neurosis alone but you begin to become so emotional about the whole thing. You're angry at yourself or the situation that you managed to get yourself involved in. \"What the hell am I doing here? What's point of just sitting here and doing nothing? It feels foolish, embarrassed. That image of myself sitting on the floor, and just listening to my breathing. And get myself humiliated this way is terrible.\" That you are angry at the teacher, and the circumstances. And question about the method altogether, the teaching altogether.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2179.0,2265.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Then you begin to ask questions about entertain-- another form of entertainment, is believing in mystery. That, \"Maybe there's something behind the whole thing. If I live through this simple task, maybe I would be able to see a greater display of higher spiritual consciousness.\" Frustrated donkey trying to visualize a carrot. [Laughter; laughs] But even then some point that's becomes very boring as well. How many times you can talk yourself in? Ten times, twenty times? By the time when you begin to repeat the same thing seventy-five times, then whole thing becomes meaningless, just mental chatter.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2265.0,2332.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"All those things that happens in the sitting a meditation is relating with ourselves, working with ourselves. Exposing the neurosis of all kinds. By then you have mastered the experience of your breathing, in spite of the interruptions. And you begin to feel that you actually have real life. Instead of trying to escape or trying to speed, that one doesn't have to do all of these things, but you can be sure of yourself, you can really settle down. And you can afford to slow down. And you begin to realize the meaning of pain, and meaning of egolessness, and one begin to also realize the tricks of ignorance, or the first skandha that's been played on you. So shamatha practice of meditation is extremely important. It is the key practice to further development of all the yanas of Buddhism.\r\n\r\n\r\nWe could have discussions on that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2332.0,2425.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Rinpoche, when the boredom is being experienced, you said it's an experience of egolessness--?\r\n\r\n\r\nAUDIENCE: I can't hear you over here..\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Well my question is the experience of the boredom, if it's an experience of egolessness.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it is experience of egolessness; experience of egolessness, rather than being egoless state.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: The ego's experiencing the boredom.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, ego's experiencing its own hollowness. It is still experience, it's not achievement. So if there's achievement you don't experience egoless either. But this is experience of egoless.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Well, is the boredom just another thing of entertainment than it itself?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: I mean it's gotten something in it, still.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't think so. I mean it's too straightforward, too frustrating to be entertaining. I mean the idea might be entertaining, but when you are actually experiencing it...\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Well I mean you're-- like pain is entertaining because it helps [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, but that's different. Because in the pain something is happening. In boredom there's nothing’s happening.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Just boring. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2425.0,2512.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Sometimes I'm sitting in meditation, I notice some strange neurotic thing in my body, and I wanted to try to understand it. As soon as I try to understand it, I get confusion, and sometimes even forgetting where I started out from. Better to just drop it, or should one want to follow through with something [INAUDIBLE]?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you don't have to try to do anything with it particularly, you know just let it rise and let it fall, in its own accord. And the-- one of the important practice in meditation, attitude of meditation is, that this is the very simple process, which does not have any schemes in it. Of course the sitting and breathing is a scheme, but-- and we have to remove the dirt by putting soap on our body, so you have to apply some kind of-- have to put another dirt in order to remove the existing dirt. But at least that's the closest we can get to. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2512.0,2596.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: What should we do with the emotions at the time that they arise? And particularly like anger; at the time when it arises, what is the best way to deal with it?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see the thing is that if you-- when you're angry, that if you went out and had a fight with somebody, that's also a... cop out, copping out. And that's another way of suppressing your anger, in fact. That you can't handle it, therefore you know you try some other way. Whereas if you suppress really and didn't go out and talk to anybody, or had a fight with nobody, that's also suppressing. So both are just copping out. And you are not relating with your emotions completely, in *other* ways.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd the real way of relating with the emotions are just watch its arising, and experiencing its crescendo, and find out whether this emotion is threatening to you in any way. You *can* do that, if you are willing to do it. Of course you can say that \"I didn't have time to do those things, I just exploded,\" but that's not quite true. If you're willing to do it, you can relate with the emotions. You know, the real way of experiencing-- the emotions are not regarded as something that you should throw it away. But emotions are regarded as very precious thing that you can relate with. That's the final frustration of the ego, is emotions. Is that it can't cope with itself, therefore it had to do *something*. Be extremely jealous or be extremely angry, or... something. So that... if one can really watch, one can really-- instead of relating with the end results of the emotions, relating with itself.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: In other words not blocking the emotion but the object of emotion?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: In other words not watch-- what it does to the object of the emotion.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes, that's right, yeah. That's-- usually when we talk about emotions, we completely misunderstand the whole thing. We are talking about just, you know, the end results, which is also a result of frustration. Which doesn't solve your problem; doesn't release. It recreates further chain reactions.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2596.0,2801.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: How does that relate to action and meekness, in the sense of-- I have a sense of emotions and feelings sometimes being a source of energy, a source of action. In December in the seminar you were talking-- you mentioned something once about meekness, where a kind of derogatory-- not well, maybe not derogatory but... I'll use derogatory for lack of another word. You're using that-- you used that in relation to Krishnamurti after you had had to talk with hi-- or a television show with him.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd it seems like, what's the difference between relating to your emotions and not acting physically on them, and getting into an atmosphere of docility and meekness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well if you act out your emotions, well that's-- by no means that's a relief. And that's exactly the same as, you know, suppressing it, holding back.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Your emotions can be telling you things.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Your emotions will--?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Can be telling you things.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, but you know you don't actually listen to it, you be just hypnotized by it. That's the problem. That emotions telling *you* things but you don't talk to *it*. You be just, you know, become another remote control, by the emotions. You don't have access back to its headquarter. That's the problem always. That's why emotions so frustrating. That it finally got hold of you and controlled you completely; you are reduced into a just, you know, animal.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: That's fucked up.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's why you find uncomfortable, usually.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2801.0,2970.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: I think the question may be, that if you don't use the energy from your emotions, do you succumb to a sort of passivity? Do you lose the energy that you would use, and like just become unable to act, or docile, passive?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I don't think you lose energy; in fact you gain more energy. You see that there's two way of using energy, is you built up energy then you spend it. Or you built energy and you regenerate by acting out. So this one is the second one: that if you are able to relate with its emotional qualities, of the emotions, completely, then you still retain the inspiration of the emotions. But at the same time you see through the neurosis as blindness.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo I mean, fundamentally speaking, emotions are not regarded as something one should get rid of. Particularly in the tantric teaching, that emotions are *necessary*. And also in the bodhisattva paths that emotions are necessary; these are the seeds of the paramita practices of bodhisattva are based on the different chemistries of emotions, are transformed into different things. In the tantric emotions are transmuted into different inspirations. Emotions are sword of-- or the seed of the compassion and wisdom, having attained enlightenment. So one doesn't-- one wouldn't try to get rid of them, but one would try to relate with them, so that's the whole point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=2970.0,3095.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: When you mentioned relating to the emotions, is that, in other words, saying that you create a space so that, since there's still a very s-- a very strong watcher, even at the crescendo of the rise of emotion? It's like you've created space at some distance, like you're outside of yourself [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I suppose you could say that but it's not so much of looking at, but it's embracing together, with you. In other word trying to build bridge -- there's big gap, that's why emotion becomes uncomfortable. There was a tremendous gap, that emotion becomes separate entertainment, going to separate entity, which is going to hit you back. And you become smaller, and emotion becomes huge and emotion begin to manipulate you.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: So in other words when it's a larger gap, it's more out of control?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, yeah, more frustrating anyway. Because you can't even reach it, you know. But still you be controlled by it. So the idea is you know, build bridge, or take down the barrier, between you and your emotion.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Just to use an example, of let's say at the point, quote of \"reliving like the Primal Scream\" point. Do you feel that there's a great distance between [UNCLEAR: the still breathing here?]?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well as long as you regard your problem is separate than yours, you know, there's no way of solving the problem. Because you are actually contributing towards the separateness. And your enemy becomes more and more terrifying, when you begin to relate as enemy; what the enemy could do to you. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3095.0,3218.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: I find meditating, that pain and boredom seem to be very similar. [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Pain is what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Pain and boredom. Pain comes very boring--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: --and boredom becomes pain. Does that the same for you, in that [INAUDIBLE]?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well than means that you're relating with the pain properly, that until it's go-- get bored, you are relating with the pain completely.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: What about when boredom becomes painful?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that sounds good! [Laughter] There's no problem with that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3218.0,3266.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: I also felt that in meditation my experience of boredom is very close to that of panic also. Like panic and the boredom is the other side of panic, that's how--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, obviously boredom is panic in that you may not have enough supplies of entertainment. That's why you panic, yeah, sure. But that sounds very good sign in fact. [Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3266.0,3297.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Rinpoche, how do you-- does one transform emotions?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Transform? You don't do it, but it happens. If you're willing to do it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: If you relate to them then[INAUDIBLE]--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, and that happens, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: It has an [INAUDIBLE]?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3297.0,3317.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: When you talk about relationship to emotions, is it the attention, with the meeting of the emotions?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it seem to have some kind of feeling of you know, you put out a sympathetic attitude towards emotions, as being yours.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Is that what they call attention? Or is it awareness? Or is it something that's neither one of them?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think you could call this awareness, yeah, yeah. Yeah, it's awareness.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: It's [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. And often in the texts referred as \"self-liberated\" practice, you know. In fact there's no difference between you and emotion. So emotion is liberating *itself*. The sense of separateness is just illusion.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3317.0,3371.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: It seems like working with your emotions as long as you to still have the-- or it seems there's a place where you realize there's a certain amount of interrelatedness, between yourself and the object of which you're dealing with. Like, as long as you hold those emotions to be just *you*, you're just like, \"Well this is happening to me, it's being done to me.\" Then you accept, then you accept that, you know, that consequence, feeling that that ego, that sense of the ego is still remaining there, and it’s happening to you. Or with the sense of sitting, that there's a certain amount of interrelatedness that goes on, as you examine your emotions. That maybe it's not just happening to you, that maybe there's a certain amount of play, you know, that's going on. And it seems like that fits in to where you're talking about, like the subject and the object, duality. Then it seems like there's a certain amount of merging between those two, that you’re no longer seeing you and your emotions as being separate, that duality--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: --isn’t necessarily fixed.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think so, yes, definitely. That's-- I mean one of the biggest problem is that because we are unable to develop compassion or sympathetic attitude to the projections. Let alone to, you know, outside of projections, or other people, and other life situations, but even to ourselves -- our own projections. And that cause a lot of frustration and complications. That seem to be the whole point. And the boredom of meditation demands your attention. In other word boredom becomes the sympathetic environment for your compassion, to develop compassion that-- and you have no choice rather than just relating with what's happening, right with you.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: You said the boredom also brings out a certain amount of order that [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, it does. Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Things get done in spite of, you know --\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: --you being there, you're still being there.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3371.0,3518.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: You said about this sense of \"*I* am sitting here meditating,\" \"*I* am experiencing these parts of myself.” And \"*I*--\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's doesn't sound like you haven't got bored enough. And you have to meditate more, until you get bored with even that dialogue. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3518.0,3546.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87896/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Okay, perhaps we should close at that point, and next thing is what, discussion we're having, or meditation? What is that?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Discussion.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Discussion. Okay!\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3546.0,3551.3885"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19730519VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"CTI SLATE: This is the Venerable\nChogyam Trungpa 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Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3511.35,3512.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/629","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER6: --you being there,\nyou're still being there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3512.58,3515.52"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/630","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3515.52,3518.07"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/631","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER2: You said about\nthis sense of \"*I*\nam sitting here meditating,\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3518.07,3523.02"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/632","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\"*I* am experiencing\nthese parts of myself.”\nAnd \"*I*--\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3523.02,3529.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/633","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's\ndoesn't sound like\nyou haven't got bored enough.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3529.58,3536.64"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/634","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And you have to meditate more,\nuntil you get bored\nwith even that dialogue.\n[Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3536.64,3544.512"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/635","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Okay, perhaps\nwe should close\nat that point,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3546.88,3549.12"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/636","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and next thing is what,\ndiscussion we're having,\nor meditation? What is that?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3549.12,3554.85"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/637","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER7: Discussion.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3554.85,3556.1"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/638","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Discussion.\nOkay!","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050#t=3556.1,3559.54"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["English [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/164312/file/299050/transcript/87897/annotation/639","type":"Annotation","motivation":"subtitling","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/087/897/original/19730519VCTR1-Captions-ForAudio.vtt?1766081042","format":"text/vtt","language":"en"},"target":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/087/897/original/19730519VCTR1-Captions-ForAudio.vtt?1766081042"}]}]}]}