{"@context":"http://iiif.io/api/presentation/3/context.json","id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/iiif/df6k070236/manifest","type":"Manifest","label":{"en":["1974-03-01: Dhyana and Samadhi: Talk 1: Dhyana: Why We Meditate"]},"logo":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","metadata":[{"label":{"en":["Date"]},"value":{"en":["1974-03-01"]}},{"label":{"en":["Format"]},"value":{"en":["Audio"]}},{"label":{"en":["Location"]},"value":{"en":["Berkeley, California, USA"]}},{"label":{"en":["Event Type"]},"value":{"en":["Public Seminar"]}},{"label":{"en":["Seminar or Series Title"]},"value":{"en":["\u003ca href=\"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/playlists/682/show\"\u003eDhyana and Samadhi\u003c/a\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Talk Title"]},"value":{"en":["Talk 1: Dhyana: Why We Meditate"]}},{"label":{"en":["Theme"]},"value":{"en":["Meditation and Mindfulness"]}},{"label":{"en":["Summary"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eDhyana, samten, or zen is presented, fundamentally, as a method for recovering trust in the already-existing enlightened state. Trungpa Rinpoche distinguishes the meditation tradition (shamatha) from the contemplative tradition (vipashyana), the latter involving visualization and dwelling on themes or ideas. Dhyana uses exertion of the inquisitive mind (also called devotion or faith) to work with oneself and one’s phenomenal world. Discipline is vital to open the path to practice in life, to openness itself. Effort is required to break established patterns and develop openness.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Collected Works Vol 10"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 10: Selected Writings: Why We Meditate\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-volume-10-15032.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e(originally published in Shambhala Sun magazine, July 2014)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eARTICLE: Lion's Roar Online: \u003ca href=\"https://www.lionsroar.com/the-view-why-we-meditate-your-guide-to-buddhist-meditationjuly-2014/\"\u003eWhy We Meditate\u003c/a\u003e\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eDec 07 2020 to Apr 12 2026 Transcribing: Sophie Perks Checking: Al SanValentin Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1974"]}},{"label":{"en":["Release"]},"value":{"en":["2026-R6"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eDhyana, samten, or zen is presented, fundamentally, as a method for recovering trust in the already-existing enlightened state. Trungpa Rinpoche distinguishes the meditation tradition (shamatha) from the contemplative tradition (vipashyana), the latter involving visualization and dwelling on themes or ideas. Dhyana uses exertion of the inquisitive mind (also called devotion or faith) to work with oneself and one\u0026rsquo;s phenomenal world. Discipline is vital to open the path to practice in life, to openness itself. Effort is required to break established patterns and develop openness.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20260519-574702-xzza9.mpga"]},"duration":2767.85633,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/309/195/original/open-uri20260519-574702-xzza9.mpga?1779234396","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":2767.85633,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19740301VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19740301VCTR1 - Public Seminar - Berkeley - Dhyana And Samadhi - Talk 1]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled \"Dhyana and Samadhi\", held in Berkeley, California at an unknown location. This is talk number one, March 1, 1974. This is an ARP digital remaster made May, 2007","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=0.0,20.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I hope during this particular seminar we could discuss different levels of meditation experience and techniques, disciplines, which is being uncertain, or unfamiliar to a lot of people. The basic notion of \"dhyana\", and the basic notion of \"samadhi\", is-- seems to be important point to discuss, and talk about.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=20.0,80.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"To begin with, practice of meditation is based on... not so much of becoming a better person, or for that matter, becoming a enlightened person. But the basic notion of practice of meditation is that how one can relate one's already existing enlightened state. There is a notion of trust, there's a notion of openness, in which that practice of meditation could be related as development of trust in oneself, which plays extremely important part.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=80.0,145.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Trust we could see here as trusting someone as security, and trusting someone as object of inspiration. But those kind of trust that generally known to us is forgetting oneself and trying to purchase something from outside. That you want to be, or you want to become secured, or you want to be like that particular person, or principle. The whole thing is highly extroverted, in-- externalized, that the meaning of trust being lost.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=145.0,236.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That when we talk about trust in this case, it is somewhat trust on something. But not trust in the sense of outward trust, as if you are completely poverty-stricken. That you don't have any materials, so therefore you have to copy somebody else's success, or somebody else's style, somebody else's resources. So from that point of view, Buddhism is known to be a nontheistic or atheistic tradition is precisely that point. Is that trust had to be *recovered*, rather than trust had to *developed*. And there are all kinds of mental, psychological conceptualization, attitudes of all kinds, that prevent us to develop that basic trust, which is what's known as veil of conceptualization.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=236.0,324.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Meditation practice is to recover, or rediscover the hidden neurosis *and* hidden sanity at the same time. So we adopt this term which is common to all Buddhist meditative traditions, \"dhyana\" or \"zen,\" which is commonly used for practice of meditation. And we have to know what does mean by meditation at all? Unfortunately we don't have adequate translations for \"dhyana\", or Tibetan word for \"samten,\" adequate word in English language to express the meaning of that particular approach. Sometimes \"emptying out\" or \"letting go.\" And also sometimes word \"relaxation\" is used to convey this particular term. But basic approach here is that not so much of that one had to become trained. Or for that matter one had to become toilet-trained, as become good person, that you could behave in the certain enlightened style so you are acceptable among the buddhas and bodhisattvas. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=324.0,477.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But the basic question here is the notion of *intense* lightness. Intensely light is the meaning of meditation. It is intense because you are demand-- you be demanded by commitment, practice day after day, sitting practice of meditation. It is very *intense*, it is very demanding. But at the same time it is very light, because you have nothing to do when you do that. So intense lightness, intense freedom is the meaning of meditation this case.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=477.0,539.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That then there's another tradition of meditation practice, which is contemplative tradition, which is contemplating on certain particular themes, subjects and ideas. Visualizing that this crescent moon, full moon, flickering candle. Visualizing raindrops. Imagining oneself glowing with light. All kinds of visualizations, using symbols and signs of all kinds. Which is in the category of contemplative tradition, rather than meditative tradition; you are contemplating on something. And such practice of meditation is categorized, according to Buddha, as still mental gymnastic -- for the beginners at least.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=539.0,627.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The problem seem to come about is, when we are completely enriched with all kinds of techniques, and all kinds of approaches, possibilities, that we have so many things to try, that when we get half tired, or half even uninterested in what we are doing, we try something else. And that in itself become source of entertainment, and also *further* encouragement of one's patientlessness [sic]. That you have so many things to try that if you're tried with one-- tired with one, that you try something else, at the same time. That becomes a problem. It becomes a problem in a sense because that it's like frustrated millionaire kid, that who has money to spend on anything he wants, or she wants. Never sticks with one thing, keep on spending your money. And the consequence of that is furthering one's neurosis *completely*, and so the spiritual discipline that you have gone through becomes, instead of enlightenment, it becomes further neurotic development. It does disservice rather than it does any service to us.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=627.0,737.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"According to buddhadharma, the simplicity is important. Therefore dhyana, samten, which is reliance in the simplicity, is the first starting point. We will discuss about samadhi as we go on with this particular seminar. But at the beginning I would like you to get very clear idea of what particular approach we're taking, this point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=737.0,794.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Discipline is equal to openness. But that does not mean allowing one's frivolity as part of the path. Discipline is very *severe*, extremely severe, extremely demanding, highly demanding. And because there's so much demand that is required from your part, that you be expected to take part in this severe discipline of to be, and to sit, and to practice, and completely involve your attitude, conceptualization, subconscious mind, emotions, and domestic affairs, whatever, that *everything* that you have in your life situation becomes part of meditation, which is enormously demand. And such demand consequently begin to open up some kind of gate, some kind of huge door. That before we open this big door, heavily built, we have to *pull*, and pull, and pull. And we slowly open this door, listen to the creaking sound of that wood rubbing with each other. We open this huge door, which is enormously demanding.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=794.0,899.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So openness is-- from that point of view is not so easy, at all. It's opening a heavy wood-- wooden door, which is very difficult to handle. And as you open, you first you have to touch the handle of the door, and then you have to pull. And not succeeding properly, then you have to pull *further*. And then finally when you begin to make sounds of creak, which is the signs of that you are finally able to open this heavy wooden door. And then that creak is encouragement, then you *can* open. Something's actually happening, this is not artificial door. And then you slowly open, and open and open, and you finally open the whole door. Phew! [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, discipline equals openness from that point of view; it is very deliberate, *extremely* deliberate. Nothing comes free, as we know. Nothing comes easy, either. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=899.0,989.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Dhyana, this case, is exerting and using one's inquisitive mind as a part of the practice. Unless you are highly inquisitive, you will become bad student. If you're highly inquisitive, that informations becomes no longer foreign element. They become part of furthering your inquisitiveness. And that inquisitiveness is referred in the traditional term, as faith, devotion. That you want to find out something more, because there's something about it, something to it. Itches you. It sucks you into. That you want to find out more and more. There's-- there got to be something. There's some-- there *feels* to be something behind this whole thing. So you explore more and more and more, *and* more and more. That you begin to feel that you are never tired of this whole thing, but you are highly inquisitive about it. Each time when you discover something, you begin to feel *more* inquisitive.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=989.0,1075.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Devotion is very contagious from that point of view -- or faith, if you like to call it. But at the same time practice of meditation breeds further neurosis. That neurosis that you've been trying to hide underneath your carpet, your pillows, underneath your seat, underneath your desk. That you don't want to look into that, but you're trying to always slip underneath somewhere. And trying not to think about it at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1075.0,1136.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Unless we are face-to-face with those neuroses that we've been hiding underneath, concealing to ourselves... Well, we'll say \"Oops, that's not so nice. But never mind; there's something else comes up which is maybe good. And let's take advantage of *that*, rather than that other thing. Which is [makes sound of disgust] nothing. It's... just forget it.\" We been doing that for long time, we become so *professional* at it. And we even don't question ourselves with that, because we've become so professional at it. So meditation is uncovering those tricks that we have developed.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1136.0,1186.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So beginner's sitting person feels extremely clumsy, extremely embarrassing. That even you question whether you are actually doing something worthwhile or something maybe unnecessary, wasting your time and money and effort.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1186.0,1218.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That is the meaning of dhyana, samten, which supposedly related with two factors: dhyana is relating yourself with your world, and dhyana is also relating yourself with yourself. And able to synchronize both your world and yourself together, working with them, then you develop spark, like rubbing two stones, two wood, two sticks. That you begin to develop-- some kind of spark of light begin to develop. And that is what's called \"karuna\", \"compassion.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1218.0,1267.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So practitioner cannot develop liking oneself at the beginning. One probably hate oneself, or hate one's world, whatever. But still must go on, relating with your world and yourself at the same time simultaneously, in the sitting practice or everyday life situations, whatever. And having done so properly, thoroughly, completely, *then* we begin to develop, there is some kind of warmth is developing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1267.0,1309.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The phenomenal world is after all, workable. Not quite lovable yet, but at least workable, manageable. And maybe *you* are workable and manageable. And as we develop we go on that way. So dhyana or samten practices comprise of these three elements: working with oneself, working with the phenomenal world, working with warmth. That you begin to take liking in your frustration and pain and boredom. Everything's part of your world.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1309.0,1370.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There seem to be no other way to develop basic trust in oneself and the world, and develop openness and potentiality of realization of enlightenment, except the practice of meditation. That is the *only* way, that's the only key to it. Without that, that you will begin to collect all kinds of side-tracking, entertaining process of all kinds. Which you feel quite good for three months, if it last. That's great. You feel high and good, because you've been doing something or other. Walking across the country in the desert. Feels good and real, and *fantastic*. Extremely good. And crossing these ridges and snow mountains, experiencing snow and cold. Or sailing on a boat for ten months: you don't see any land, but the ocean and the ocean and the ocean. Or reading a book: that you see these very beautiful things written by various wise people; you see page after page. That you not only learn to read the black lines-- black prints that we printed on the page, but you also learn to read the white lines that goes between the two lines, as part of the wisdom.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1370.0,1480.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"One can do all kinds of things, which is very exotic and seemingly fantastic, *fabulous*; [laughs] mind-blowing. [Laughter] But still, at the same time when you are going through these trips, your vessel has hole somewhere or other. Somewhere still you're leaking. You are not able to hold the whole thing properly. And your fascination, and your sense of impatience, that trying to make the best of the whole world, by entertaining oneself. Which is in the heart of what's known as the spiritual materialism. That is always the problem. And spiritual materialism in this case has not only exist in the twentieth century, alone, but it did exist in the past, before 2,500 years ago, of Buddha. Spiritual materialism is constantly there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1480.0,1563.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So dhyana, this point is, as I mentioned already, comprise working with oneself and one's phenomenal world. And working with those two then brings spark of light, which is warmth, trust -- in the world, and you, *and* other, everything. That there is some sense of workability is begin to develop. And that seems to be the problem that we are facing, that we begin to feel that everything's fucked up in our world, in our life. That we're trying to blame the president or the police force, or our boss. And somehow or other, that we miss the point there. We don't blame our own leak, that takes place within ourselves. And nobody regarded they are-- their vessel is inefficient. They miss the point, that actually *their* vessel is leaking, their pot is leaking. And that becomes problematic. And meditation is to *exaggerate*, maybe the beginner's point of view, that there *is* such leak is taking place in your world, your vessel. That vessel that you have is not complete, not proper. And we should look into it more and more, and find out more of that leakage.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1563.0,1658.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Having realized that, then the whole thing becomes real, and workable. Because it is real and workable to begin with, you have discovered that that leakage. You keep on pouring all kinds of goodies in your cup. But still, somehow it doesn't come up. And there must be something wrong with that. [Laughter] It's not all that magical.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1658.0,1690.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We could have discussions on that, if you like, if you like to ask any questions about that. And I would like to at this point, as I said already, I would like to give you some basic ideas of how actually meditation practice works in our everyday life situation. How it's workable, and how it functions scientifically, so to speak. So if you have any questions you are welcome. I'm glad to answer them.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1690.0,1722.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Is the leakage the place where you don't accept yourself, and don't accept your feelings?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The leakage could be said is distrust. Yeah. I think so. Distrust. That one is somewhat rejecting basic sanity. That you have basic sanity. You have to purchase your basic sanity from somebody else. And then transplant on you. That is the general problem.\r\n\r\n\r\nI remember some time ago when I was in India, meeting Indian person who was involved in Theosophy. We had a meeting, very cordial, and very nice. And at the end of the meeting, as it closed, that he suddenly approached me, pronouncing publicly, \"You must tell us the *thing*. *Please tell us*. The-- the-- 'the what'? Or the-- please tell us 'the.'\" [Laughter] And I didn't know what he was talking about. [Laughter] \"The what?\" [Laughs; laughter] And that kind of distrust in-- that you have to be *told* \"the\", rather than you *have* the \"the.\" [Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1722.0,1825.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: So then the distrust is looking for \"the\" out there, in another person and somewhere else, rather than looking for it inside, trusting that--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, yeah. If I may say so, that has become the weakness of the theistic traditions, of all traditions. And that there is some security, that you are not good enough but there is a better one; you have to become like *that*. Which is *emulate* your basic sanity. Somebody has sanity, but you are fucked up. Therefore you should become like *him* rather than you should become *yourself*. That has become the problem of theistic traditions.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Somehow *he* can give you something.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. Which is usually foreign, in nature.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1825.0,1884.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Doesn't this happen also in any tradition where you have a teacher? You can sort of say that, \"He is sane and I am not sane?\" A teacher or guru?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's very tricky in some sense. That, depends on how the guru handles himself. By saying that, \"I can give you good bargain if you studied with me.\" Or else that, \"I can only help you, but you have to work on yourself.\" Yeah, that is become the problem. Whether guru becomes a salesmanship, or salesman, or whether guru becomes a doctor, physician. That, \"I can give you pills, but you have to take the pills yourself.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1884.0,1945.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: If you look into yourself, sometimes I try to see what are the messages I'm getting from myself. And I often think-- I try to think in terms of what are my tendencies and what is my mode of expression that is inappropriate because it's constant. But then I also think, you know, is it just a matter of peeling the onion because I have this suspicion that it's not a matter of peeling the onion, because that can go on forever. And I just have suspicions it's just not peeling the onion. [Laughter] It's something else.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What you say? Or what *are* you saying?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: I don't know, it's just a question that I have with myself. That I'm still... Sometimes I think it's a matter of doing both.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Matter of what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: It's a matter of-- well you know you have so many influences, Rinpoche, coming in all the time. And you can read Milarepa. I can sit here and be influenced. I can-- I'm constantly being influenced. And some kind of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see the point is, that when you're influenced, whether it is influenced from the outside, or whether you are influenced from the inside, that's the very important point. It have-- you have to be very honest with yourself; obviously otherwise there's no help. And it concerns *you*, and your mental health, so you are better to be honest. [Laughs] You can't lie to the physician. Otherwise whole thing would fucked up. So, it had to be-- whole thing had to be really genuine, very direct, very simple. That interest in the work of Milarepa, or his teachings, are they coming from outside, or they are blossoming from inside. That's worth looking in. And then the truth of the matter, so to speak, will present themselves.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd you can't have nontheistic religion or spiritual discipline *at all*, basically, because somebody will make a cult out of something or other. Like we have the same problem with the humanistic psychology, for that matter. They're developing humanism-- humanistic pride. They-- the message becomes external, that you should become a good human being, and human beings have potentialities. Is approached from *outside*, rather than who you are. \"Am I human being?\", has never been questioned properly, thoroughly. That has become always the problem.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo there is always the problem of a theistic tendencies, because we have our father, we have our mother, we’ve been brought up on that warmth and security. That is already, in some sense, is theistic upbringing that we have. \"We could worship our father, how great he was-- he is. How great our mother is.\" We have already developed that kind of tendency. So that becomes a problem, some point. And, in other word that basically that even true believers in the nontheistic traditions of Western people, in the Western world, that they are all-- their approach is very much of theistic style. Which is culturally seeped into the society way of thinking, constantly. That nature of worship, nature of authority, has become very powerful.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1945.0,2251.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: I don't think I understand the difference from recognizing the self we have to learn to trust, and the ego which...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: The difference between the self you said to trust, and the ego, which, you know, is not to be, which will trip up.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well the notion of ego is distrust. And notion of learning oneself, who you are, *is* trust. The ego's tendency is always looking for problems. Supposedly if I can't secure my territory, how might be get destroyed, is always a problem. Always-- ego contains notion of all constantly a threat. You're trying to fight. And the notion of knowing oneself, relating with oneself is the other way around. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2251.0,2323.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: You say meditation is intense lightness. But what do you do when you're meditating for a period of time and you feel heavy. Heaviness and heavy--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You're having what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: You feel more heavy, and more heavy all the time.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, sounds like something wrong with your practice. [Laughter] That meditation is regarded as-- *if* meditation practice is regarded as therapy, or hope potentially that you might become great of something or other, then it becomes a problem. If meditation is regarded as purely that you should stop, and when the red light in the-- means stop, green light means go. And quite interestingly, that very few people question about that. In the middle of night, there's no traffic at all; you could quite safely go across the green-- across the red light. There's no oncoming traffic from the other end. People still stop. [Laughs] That might be said the dharma.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2323.0,2399.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: One of the problems that I'm facing now is trying to decide for myself which is the way that I want to go and involve myself in. I think I very much feel the truth that to play with many ways is to increase the neurosis. But it seems to be that somewhat-- something of that process is what you have to do in order to find a way. What do you think?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well what you mean by defining the way?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Finding the practice that's right for me. Or the teacher, or whatever.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: From what? What purpose? What is it behind all that?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: For me it's to get the closest to myself.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. But who are you?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Right. [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I mean, things are not as simple as that, you know. Often very complicated, but extremely simple at the same time. And often, serious thinkings and plannings don't work. That you have to abandon the serious thinking and planning and... calculations. Don't work. So, there is need for hopelessness. Which we will discuss tomorrow, in extensively I hope. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2399.0,2530.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Yes, Rinpoche. You spoke of the leaks before. So is the process just more of an awareness of our leaks and our neurosis, rather than fundamentally trying to change our behavior at all? Is kind of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The process of what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Is more being aware of it, rather than worrying about changing--?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, yeah it is, if you begin to realize your leakage. You are already concealing your leakage at the same point. It's not a problem, it's not hassle. When you realize your leakage, that you're not containing that particular things pouring into you. If you realize it, that *is...it*. [Laughs] I think. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2530.0,2586.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: The leakage is looking for answer for \"the\" or \"it\" somewhere else other than in myself?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: That's what you call the leakage?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, leakage is a foreign element. Which is unusual to that particular vessel.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Uh huh.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2586.0,2609.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: Sometimes when I follow what feels right to me, when I trust myself, particularly when I did a retreat recently, I came to the point where I felt that I didn't want to meditate for a while. I really wanted to stop. And at that point I became very confused, whether I could trust myself or [laughing] whether there was something sneaking into me that was trying to help me cop out. I wonder if it's ever right to stop meditating for a period of time. If that's what it feels like I want to do.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, the interesting thing about meditation is when you want to stop, that meditation *haunts* you. Keep on coming back to you. You can't give up. [Laughter] It's always the case. Whatever you do you can't get rid of it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: But I can stop sitting.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I mean still, you know, something is coming back to you, constantly. That's always the case. In fact that point in the usually you get the best sitting practice, when you give up sitting, and sitting haunts on you. [Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2609.0,2694.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93882/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Maybe we should stop our discussion tonight, here. And has anybody announced the programs tomorrow? Not yet? Could somebody? Mr. Granelli?\r\n\r\n\r\nJERRY GRANELLI: Tomorrow morning will begin at ten o'clock, with meditation, till one o'clock. There will be a lunch break after that. Then there will be a replay of this evening’s talk, followed by discussion. And then there will be-- Rinpoche will talk later in the afternoon, probably around three or four. Rinpoche has asked that everyone who is attending the seminar, please take part in the meditations that happen daily. I think that's about everything.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2694.0,2767.85633"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19740301VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa Rinpoche,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=0.5,4.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"seminar entitled\n\"Dhyana and Samadhi\",","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=4.76,7.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"held in Berkeley, California\nat an unknown location.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=7.25,10.48"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number one,\nMarch 1, 1974.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=10.48,14.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is an ARP\ndigital remaster made May, 2007","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=14.58,20.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I hope during\nthis particular seminar","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=20.32,23.64"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"we could discuss different\nlevels of meditation\nexperience and techniques,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=23.64,33.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/43","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"disciplines,\nwhich is being uncertain,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=33.37,41.99"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or unfamiliar\nto a lot of people.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=41.99,51.39"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The basic notion of \"dhyana\",\nand the basic notion\nof \"samadhi\", is--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=53.84,63.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/46","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"seems to be important\npoint to discuss,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=63.01,67.55"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/47","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and talk about.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=67.55,72.61"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/48","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"To begin with, practice\nof meditation is based on...","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=80.17,87.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/49","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"not so much of becoming\na better person,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=90.19,97.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/50","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or for that matter,\nbecoming a enlightened person.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=100.55,106.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/51","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But the basic notion\nof practice of meditation\nis that how one can relate","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=106.09,116.18"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/52","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"one's already existing\nenlightened state.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=116.18,124.48"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/53","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There is a notion of trust,\nthere's a notion of openness,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=124.48,130.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/54","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"in which that practice\nof meditation","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=130.09,131.94"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/55","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"could be related as development\nof trust in oneself,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=131.94,140.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/56","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which plays\nextremely important part.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=140.25,145.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/57","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Trust we could see here\nas trusting someone as security,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=145.76,159.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/58","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and trusting someone\nas object of inspiration.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=163.01,175.08"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/59","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But those kind of trust\nthat generally known to us","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=183.59,191.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/60","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"is forgetting oneself","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=191.0,198.91"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/61","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and trying to purchase\nsomething from outside.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=198.91,206.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/62","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you want to be,\nor you want to become secured,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=206.0,210.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/63","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or you want to be like that\nparticular person, or principle.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=210.76,219.59"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/64","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The whole thing is\nhighly extroverted, in--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=219.59,224.98"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/65","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"externalized, that the meaning\nof trust being lost.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=224.98,233.77"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/66","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That when we talk about trust\nin this case,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=236.13,239.72"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/67","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"it is somewhat trust\non something.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=239.72,245.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/68","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But not trust in the sense\nof outward trust,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=245.09,249.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/69","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"as if you are completely\npoverty-stricken.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=249.66,253.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/70","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you don't have\nany materials,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=253.58,255.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/71","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so therefore you have to copy\nsomebody else's success,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=255.33,259.11"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/72","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or somebody else's style,\nsomebody else's resources.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=259.11,264.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/73","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So from that point of view,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=264.6,267.92"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/74","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Buddhism is known to be\na nontheistic\nor atheistic tradition","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=267.92,272.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/75","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"is precisely that point.\nIs that trust had\nto be *recovered*,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=272.23,277.71"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/76","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"rather than trust\nhad to *developed*.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=277.71,283.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/77","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And there are all kinds\nof mental,\npsychological conceptualization,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=283.76,290.42"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/78","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"attitudes of all kinds,\nthat prevent us to develop\nthat basic trust,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=290.42,296.8"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/79","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which is what's known\nas veil of conceptualization.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=296.8,302.15"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/80","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Meditation practice\nis to recover,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=324.81,329.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/81","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or rediscover\nthe hidden neurosis","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=331.48,340.18"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/82","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*and* hidden sanity\nat the same time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=340.18,345.05"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/83","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So we adopt this term\nwhich is common to all\nBuddhist meditative traditions,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=345.05,351.73"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/84","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\"dhyana\" or \"zen,\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=351.73,360.87"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/85","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which is commonly used\nfor practice of meditation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=363.25,368.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/86","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we have to know\nwhat does mean\nby meditation at all?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=370.22,378.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/87","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Unfortunately we don't\nhave adequate\ntranslations for \"dhyana\",","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=378.83,385.75"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/88","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or Tibetan word for \"samten,\"\nadequate word\nin English language","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=385.75,391.68"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/89","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"to express the meaning\nof that particular approach.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=391.68,397.68"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/90","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Sometimes \"emptying out\"\nor \"letting go.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=419.59,429.79"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/91","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And also sometimes\nword \"relaxation\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=429.79,432.67"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/92","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"is used to convey\nthis particular term.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=432.67,442.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/93","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But basic approach here\nis that not so much of that\none had to become trained.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=442.83,451.75"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/94","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Or for that matter one had\nto become toilet-trained,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=451.75,455.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/95","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"as become good person,\nthat you could behave\nin the certain enlightened style","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=455.95,463.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/96","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so you are acceptable among\nthe buddhas and bodhisattvas.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=463.43,470.323"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/97","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But the basic question here\nis the notion\nof *intense* lightness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=477.07,490.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/98","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Intensely light is\nthe meaning of meditation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=490.82,497.07"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/99","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It is intense\nbecause you are demand--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=497.07,502.35"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/100","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you be demanded by commitment,\npractice day after day,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=502.35,508.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/101","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"sitting practice of meditation.\nIt is very *intense*,\nit is very demanding.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=508.95,515.19"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/102","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But at the same time\nit is very light,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=515.19,518.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/103","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because you have nothing\nto do when you do that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=518.0,522.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/104","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So intense lightness,\nintense freedom","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=522.2,530.65"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/105","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"is the meaning\nof meditation this case.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=530.65,535.14"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/106","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That then there's\nanother tradition\nof meditation practice,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=539.03,541.8"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/107","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which is contemplative\ntradition,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=541.8,546.38"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/108","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which is contemplating\non certain particular themes,\nsubjects and ideas.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=546.38,553.42"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/109","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Visualizing that\nthis crescent moon,\nfull moon, flickering candle.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=558.1,568.22"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/110","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Visualizing raindrops.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=570.53,574.11"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/111","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Imagining oneself\nglowing with light.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=578.27,583.38"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/112","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"All kinds of visualizations,\nusing symbols\nand signs of all kinds.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=583.38,589.14"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/113","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which is in the category\nof contemplative tradition,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=589.14,592.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/114","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"rather than meditative\ntradition;","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=592.33,594.54"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/115","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you are contemplating\non something.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=594.54,598.81"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/116","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And such practice of meditation\nis categorized,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=598.81,602.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/117","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"according to Buddha,\nas still mental gymnastic --","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=602.33,607.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/118","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"for the beginners at least.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=607.9,611.35"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/119","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The problem seem to come about\nis,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=627.2,630.5"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/120","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"when we are completely enriched\nwith all kinds of techniques,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=630.5,635.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/121","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and all kinds of approaches,\npossibilities, that we have\nso many things to try,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=635.83,644.14"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/122","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that when we get half tired,\nor half even uninterested\nin what we are doing,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=644.14,651.65"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/123","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"we try something else.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=651.65,655.04"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/124","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that in itself\nbecome source of entertainment,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=660.03,665.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/125","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and also *further* encouragement\nof one's patientlessness [sic].","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=665.09,678.75"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/126","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you have so many things\nto try that\nif you're tried with one--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=678.75,681.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/127","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"tired with one,\nthat you try something else,\nat the same time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=681.95,687.22"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/128","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That becomes a problem.\nIt becomes a problem in a sense","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=687.22,693.17"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/129","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because that it's like\nfrustrated millionaire kid,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=693.17,701.7"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/130","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that who has money to spend\non anything he wants,\nor she wants.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=701.7,707.28"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/131","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Never sticks with one thing,\nkeep on spending your money.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=707.28,713.18"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/132","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the consequence of that\nis furthering one's neurosis","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=713.18,718.5"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/133","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*completely*,\nand so the spiritual discipline","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=718.5,722.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/134","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that you have gone\nthrough becomes,\ninstead of enlightenment,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=722.76,726.24"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/135","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"it becomes further\nneurotic development.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=726.24,730.51"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/136","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It does disservice\nrather than it does\nany service to us.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=730.51,737.7"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/137","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"According to buddhadharma,\nthe simplicity is important.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=737.7,744.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/138","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Therefore dhyana, samten,\nwhich is reliance\nin the simplicity,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=744.83,758.52"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/139","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"is the first starting point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=758.52,760.86"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/140","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We will discuss about samadhi\nas we go on\nwith this particular seminar.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=760.86,765.19"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/141","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But at the beginning\nI would like you\nto get very clear idea","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=765.19,768.59"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/142","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"of what particular approach\nwe're taking, this point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=768.59,774.21"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/143","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Discipline is equal to openness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=794.11,798.75"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/144","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But that does not mean\nallowing one's frivolity\nas part of the path.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=798.75,811.17"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/145","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Discipline is very *severe*,\nextremely severe,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=811.17,815.61"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/146","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"extremely demanding,\nhighly demanding.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=815.61,821.22"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/147","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And because there's\nso much demand\nthat is required from your part,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=825.48,832.05"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/148","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that you be expected\nto take part in this\nsevere discipline of to be,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=832.05,839.44"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/149","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and to sit, and to practice,\nand completely involve","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=839.44,845.44"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/150","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"your attitude,\nconceptualization,\nsubconscious mind,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=845.44,850.68"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/151","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"emotions,\nand domestic affairs, whatever,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=850.68,854.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/152","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that *everything* that you have\nin your life situation","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=854.95,858.45"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/153","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"becomes part of meditation,\nwhich is enormously demand.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=858.45,863.78"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/154","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And such demand consequently\nbegin to open up","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=866.15,870.52"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/155","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"some kind of gate,\nsome kind of huge door.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=870.52,876.93"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/156","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That before we open\nthis big door,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=876.93,879.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/157","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"heavily built,\nwe have to *pull*,\nand pull, and pull.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=879.9,887.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/158","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we slowly open this door,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=887.37,890.56"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/159","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"listen to the creaking\nsound of that wood\nrubbing with each other.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=890.56,894.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/160","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We open this huge door,\nwhich is enormously demanding.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=894.6,899.72"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/161","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So openness is--\nfrom that point of view\nis not so easy, at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=899.72,904.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/162","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's opening a heavy wood--\nwooden door, which is\nvery difficult to handle.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=904.2,911.97"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/163","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And as you open,\nyou first you have to touch\nthe handle of the door,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=911.97,916.67"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/164","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and then you have to pull.\nAnd not succeeding properly,\nthen you have to pull *further*.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=916.67,923.46"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/165","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then finally when you begin\nto make sounds of creak,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=923.46,926.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/166","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which is the signs of that\nyou are finally able to open\nthis heavy wooden door.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=926.9,931.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/167","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then that creak\nis encouragement,\nthen you *can* open.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=931.01,934.69"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/168","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Something's actually happening,\nthis is not artificial door.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=934.69,937.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/169","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then you slowly open,\nand open and open,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=937.84,941.44"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/170","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and you finally open\nthe whole door.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=941.44,944.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/171","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Phew!\n[laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=944.6,950.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/172","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, discipline equals openness\nfrom that point of view;","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=958.38,961.93"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/173","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"it is very deliberate,\n*extremely* deliberate.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=961.93,967.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/174","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Nothing comes free, as we know.\nNothing comes easy, either.\n[Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=967.23,977.193"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/175","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Dhyana, this case, is exerting","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=989.5,1000.85"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/176","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and using one's inquisitive mind","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1000.85,1007.26"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/177","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"as a part of the practice.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1007.26,1010.68"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/178","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Unless you are\nhighly inquisitive,\nyou will become bad student.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1010.68,1017.47"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/179","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"If you're highly inquisitive,\nthat informations becomes\nno longer foreign element.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1017.47,1024.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/180","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"They become part of furthering\nyour inquisitiveness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1024.82,1029.4"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/181","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that inquisitiveness\nis referred\nin the traditional term,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1029.4,1033.93"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/182","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"as faith, devotion.\nThat you want to find out\nsomething more,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1033.93,1039.44"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/183","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because there's something\nabout it, something to it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1039.44,1042.68"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/184","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Itches you. It sucks you into.\nThat you want to find out\nmore and more.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1042.68,1049.8"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/185","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There's-- there got\nto be something.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1049.8,1052.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/186","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There's some--\nthere *feels* to be something\nbehind this whole thing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1052.01,1055.74"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/187","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So you explore more\nand more and more,\n*and* more and more.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1055.74,1059.93"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/188","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you begin to feel\nthat you are never tired\nof this whole thing,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1059.93,1065.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/189","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"but you are highly\ninquisitive about it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1065.16,1067.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/190","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Each time\nwhen you discover something,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1067.66,1069.38"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/191","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you begin to feel\n*more* inquisitive.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1069.38,1075.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/192","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Devotion is very contagious\nfrom that point of view --","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1075.32,1078.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/193","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or faith,\nif you like to call it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1078.33,1082.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/194","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But at the same time\npractice of meditation\nbreeds further neurosis.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1092.87,1102.24"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/195","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That neurosis that you've been\ntrying to hide\nunderneath your carpet,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1102.24,1112.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/196","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"your pillows,\nunderneath your seat,\nunderneath your desk.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1112.9,1122.79"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/197","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you don't want\nto look into that,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1122.79,1124.55"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/198","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"but you're trying to always\nslip underneath somewhere.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1124.55,1128.04"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/199","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And trying not to think\nabout it at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1128.04,1133.13"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/200","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Unless we are face-to-face\nwith those neuroses","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1136.13,1139.53"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/201","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that we've been\nhiding underneath,\nconcealing to ourselves...","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1139.53,1146.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/202","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well, we'll say \"Oops,\nthat's not so nice.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1150.1,1153.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/203","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But never mind;\nthere's something else comes up\nwhich is maybe good.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1153.82,1157.52"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/204","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And let's take advantage\nof *that*,\nrather than that other thing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1157.52,1160.55"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/205","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which is\n[makes sound of disgust]\nnothing.\nIt's... just forget it.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1160.55,1166.864"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/206","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We been doing that\nfor long time, we become\nso *professional* at it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1167.94,1173.65"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/207","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we even don't question\nourselves with that,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1173.65,1176.98"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/208","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because we've become\nso professional at it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1176.98,1181.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/209","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So meditation is uncovering\nthose tricks\nthat we have developed.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1181.2,1186.71"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/210","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So beginner's sitting person\nfeels extremely clumsy,\nextremely embarrassing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1186.71,1196.15"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/211","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That even you question\nwhether you are actually\ndoing something worthwhile","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1196.15,1200.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/212","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or something maybe unnecessary,\nwasting your time\nand money and effort.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1200.66,1207.62"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/213","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That is the meaning of dhyana,\nsamten,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1218.23,1223.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/214","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which supposedly related\nwith two factors:","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1223.58,1229.13"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/215","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"dhyana is relating yourself\nwith your world,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1229.13,1236.89"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/216","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and dhyana is also\nrelating yourself with yourself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1236.89,1242.65"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/217","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And able to synchronize\nboth your world\nand yourself together,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1242.65,1248.64"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/218","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"working with them,\nthen you develop spark,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1248.64,1253.45"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/219","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"like rubbing two stones,\ntwo wood, two sticks.\nThat you begin to develop--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1253.45,1259.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/220","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"some kind of spark of light\nbegin to develop.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1259.6,1262.94"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/221","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that is what's called\n\"karuna\", \"compassion.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1262.94,1267.79"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/222","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So practitioner cannot develop\nliking oneself at the beginning.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1267.79,1273.24"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/223","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"One probably hate oneself,\nor hate one's world, whatever.\nBut still must go on,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1273.24,1281.26"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/224","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"relating with your world\nand yourself at the same time\nsimultaneously,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1281.26,1286.56"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/225","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"in the sitting practice\nor everyday life situations,\nwhatever.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1286.56,1291.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/226","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And having done so properly,\nthoroughly, completely,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1291.6,1295.3"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/227","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*then* we begin to develop,\nthere is some kind of warmth\nis developing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1295.3,1306.15"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/228","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The phenomenal world is\nafter all, workable.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1309.25,1314.47"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/229","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Not quite lovable yet,\nbut at least workable,\nmanageable.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1314.47,1322.77"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/230","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And maybe *you* are workable\nand manageable.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1322.77,1327.72"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/231","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And as we develop\nwe go on that way.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1327.72,1331.96"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/232","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So dhyana\nor samten practices comprise\nof these three elements:","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1331.96,1337.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/233","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"working with oneself,\nworking with\nthe phenomenal world,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1337.32,1341.63"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/234","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"working with warmth.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1341.63,1344.7"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/235","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you begin to take liking\nin your frustration\nand pain and boredom.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1344.7,1351.13"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/236","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Everything's part\nof your world.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1351.13,1354.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/237","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There seem to be no other way\nto develop basic trust\nin oneself and the world,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1370.98,1382.92"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/238","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and develop openness\nand potentiality\nof realization of enlightenment,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1382.92,1391.31"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/239","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"except the practice\nof meditation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1391.31,1394.67"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/240","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That is the *only* way,\nthat's the only key to it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1394.67,1398.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/241","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Without that,\nthat you will begin to collect\nall kinds of side-tracking,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1398.66,1404.03"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/242","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"entertaining process\nof all kinds.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1404.03,1406.59"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/243","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which you feel quite good\nfor three months, if it last.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1406.59,1409.69"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/244","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That's great.\nYou feel high and good,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1409.69,1414.77"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/245","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because you've been\ndoing something or other.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1414.77,1419.45"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/246","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Walking across the country\nin the desert.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1419.45,1422.52"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/247","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Feels good and real,\nand *fantastic*. Extremely good.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1422.52,1427.53"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/248","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And crossing these ridges\nand snow mountains,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1427.53,1433.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/249","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"experiencing snow and cold.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1433.83,1439.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/250","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Or sailing on a boat\nfor ten months:","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1439.09,1443.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/251","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you don't see any land,\nbut the ocean and the ocean\nand the ocean.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1443.6,1447.13"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/252","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Or reading a book:\nthat you see these\nvery beautiful things","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1447.13,1453.47"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/253","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"written by various wise people;\nyou see page after page.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1453.47,1458.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/254","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you not only learn\nto read the black lines--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1458.95,1462.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/255","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"black prints that we printed\non the page,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1462.43,1465.44"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/256","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"but you also learn\nto read the white lines\nthat goes between the two lines,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1465.44,1470.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/257","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"as part of the wisdom.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1470.9,1474.1"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/258","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"One can do all kinds of things,\nwhich is very exotic\nand seemingly fantastic,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1480.96,1487.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/259","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*fabulous*; [laughs]\nmind-blowing.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1487.33,1495.957"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/260","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But still, at the same time\nwhen you are going\nthrough these trips,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1504.2,1508.55"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/261","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"your vessel has hole\nsomewhere or other.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1508.55,1513.46"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/262","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Somewhere still you're leaking.\nYou are not able to hold\nthe whole thing properly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1513.46,1519.55"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/263","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And your fascination,\nand your sense of impatience,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1519.55,1527.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/264","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that trying to make\nthe best of the whole world,\nby entertaining oneself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1527.83,1532.39"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/265","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which is in the heart\nof what's known\nas the spiritual materialism.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1532.39,1537.79"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/266","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That is always the problem.\nAnd spiritual materialism\nin this case","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1537.79,1543.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/267","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"has not only exist\nin the twentieth century, alone,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1543.25,1548.5"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/268","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"but it did exist in the past,\nbefore 2,500 years ago,\nof Buddha.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1548.5,1558.4"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/269","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Spiritual materialism\nis constantly there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1558.4,1563.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/270","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So dhyana, this point is,\nas I mentioned already,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1563.37,1567.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/271","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"comprise working with oneself\nand one's phenomenal world.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1567.43,1572.31"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/272","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And working with those two\nthen brings spark of light,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1572.31,1575.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/273","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which is warmth, trust --\nin the world, and you,\n*and* other, everything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1575.84,1582.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/274","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That there is some sense\nof workability\nis begin to develop.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1582.58,1586.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/275","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that seems to be the problem\nthat we are facing,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1586.37,1588.86"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/276","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that we begin to feel that\neverything's fucked up\nin our world, in our life.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1588.86,1597.22"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/277","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That we're trying to blame\nthe president\nor the police force,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1597.22,1602.57"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/278","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or our boss.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1602.57,1607.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/279","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And somehow or other,\nthat we miss the point there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1607.25,1611.45"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/280","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We don't blame our own leak,\nthat takes place\nwithin ourselves.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1611.45,1618.03"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/281","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And nobody regarded they are--\ntheir vessel is inefficient.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1618.03,1624.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/282","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"They miss the point,\nthat actually\n*their* vessel is leaking,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1624.33,1628.42"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/283","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"their pot is leaking.\nAnd that becomes problematic.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1628.42,1632.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/284","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And meditation\nis to *exaggerate*,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1632.84,1636.18"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/285","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"maybe the beginner's\npoint of view, that there","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1636.18,1638.73"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/286","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*is* such leak is taking place\nin your world, your vessel.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1638.73,1643.34"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/287","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That vessel that you have\nis not complete, not proper.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1643.34,1647.73"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/288","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we should look\ninto it more and more,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1647.73,1649.57"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/289","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and find out\nmore of that leakage.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1649.57,1653.57"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/290","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Having realized that, then the\nwhole thing becomes real,\nand workable.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1658.07,1668.7"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/291","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Because it is real\nand workable to begin with,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1668.7,1671.52"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/292","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you have discovered\nthat that leakage.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1671.52,1675.44"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/293","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You keep on pouring all kinds\nof goodies in your cup.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1675.44,1679.87"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/294","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But still,\nsomehow it doesn't come up.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1679.87,1682.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/295","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And there must be\nsomething wrong with that.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1682.43,1685.04"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/296","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's not all that magical.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1685.04,1688.86"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/297","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We could have discussions\non that, if you like,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1690.88,1694.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/298","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"if you like to ask\nany questions about that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1694.95,1697.64"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/299","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I would like\nto at this point,\nas I said already,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1697.64,1701.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/300","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I would like to give you\nsome basic ideas","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1701.58,1703.94"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/301","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"of how actually meditation\npractice works\nin our everyday life situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1703.94,1709.7"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/302","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"How it's workable,\nand how it functions\nscientifically, so to speak.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1709.7,1714.78"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/303","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So if you have any questions\nyou are welcome.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1714.78,1718.17"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/304","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I'm glad to answer them.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1718.17,1722.26"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/305","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER1: Is the leakage\nthe place\nwhere you don't accept yourself,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1722.26,1726.15"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/306","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and don't accept your feelings?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1726.15,1731.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/307","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The leakage\ncould be said is distrust.\nYeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1731.43,1739.99"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/308","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think so.\nDistrust.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1739.99,1745.7"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/309","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That one is somewhat\nrejecting basic sanity.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1748.06,1751.91"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/310","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you have basic sanity.\nYou have to purchase your basic\nsanity from somebody else.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1751.91,1757.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/311","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then transplant on you.\nThat is the general problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1757.37,1764.3"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/312","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I remember some time ago\nwhen I was in India,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1764.3,1767.57"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/313","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"meeting Indian person\nwho was involved in Theosophy.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1767.57,1773.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/314","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We had a meeting, very cordial,\nand very nice.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1773.43,1777.42"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/315","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And at the end of the meeting,\nas it closed,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1777.42,1780.41"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/316","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that he suddenly approached me,\npronouncing publicly,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1780.41,1785.53"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/317","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\"You must tell us the *thing*.\n*Please tell us*. The-- the--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1785.53,1790.69"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/318","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"'the what'?\nOr the-- please tell us\n'the.'\" [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1790.69,1798.02"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/319","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I didn't know\nwhat he was talking about.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1798.02,1802.08"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/320","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\"The what?\"\n[Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1802.08,1806.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/321","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that kind of distrust in--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1806.16,1808.8"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/322","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that you have to be *told*\n\"the\", rather than you\n*have*","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1808.8,1812.59"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/323","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"the \"the.\"\n[Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1812.59,1818.535"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/324","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER2: So then the distrust\nis looking","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1825.94,1829.71"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/325","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"for \"the\" out there,\nin another person\nand somewhere else,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1829.71,1835.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/326","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"rather than looking for it\ninside, trusting that--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1835.01,1837.72"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/327","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, yeah.\nIf I may say so,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1837.72,1839.53"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/328","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that has become the weakness\nof the theistic traditions,\nof all traditions.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1839.53,1846.27"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/329","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that there is some security,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1846.27,1851.67"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/330","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that you are not good enough\nbut there is a better one;\nyou have to become like *that*.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1851.67,1856.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/331","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which is *emulate*\nyour basic sanity.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1856.82,1862.85"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/332","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Somebody has sanity,\nbut you are fucked up.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1862.85,1865.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/333","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Therefore you should become\nlike *him* rather than\nyou should become *yourself*.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1865.23,1868.81"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/334","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That has become the problem\nof theistic traditions.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1868.81,1875.56"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/335","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER2: Somehow *he*\ncan give you something.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1875.56,1877.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/336","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\nWhich is usually\nforeign, in nature.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1877.2,1884.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/337","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER3: Doesn't this happen\nalso in any tradition\nwhere you have a teacher?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1884.09,1887.54"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/338","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You can sort of say that,\n\"He is sane and I am not sane?\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1887.54,1893.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/339","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"A teacher or guru?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1893.66,1897.14"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/340","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's\nvery tricky\nin some sense.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1897.14,1899.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/341","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That, depends on how\nthe guru handles himself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1899.76,1904.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/342","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"By saying that,\n\"I can give you good bargain\nif you studied with me.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1904.09,1912.74"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/343","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Or else that,\n\"I can only help you, but you\nhave to work on yourself.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1912.74,1918.62"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/344","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Yeah, that is\nbecome the problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1918.62,1922.99"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/345","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Whether guru becomes\na salesmanship, or salesman,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1922.99,1928.67"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/346","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or whether guru\nbecomes a doctor, physician.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1928.67,1934.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/347","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That, \"I can give you pills,\nbut you have to take\nthe pills yourself.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1934.76,1941.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/348","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER4: If you look\ninto yourself,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1945.16,1946.63"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/349","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"sometimes I try to see\nwhat are the messages\nI'm getting from myself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1946.63,1955.69"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/350","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I often think--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1955.69,1959.12"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/351","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I try to think in terms\nof what are my tendencies","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1959.12,1963.91"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/352","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and what is my mode\nof expression\nthat is inappropriate","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1963.91,1971.62"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/353","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because it's constant.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1971.62,1975.34"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/354","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But then I also think, you know,\nis it just a matter\nof peeling the onion","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1975.34,1980.97"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/355","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because I have this suspicion\nthat it's not a matter\nof peeling the onion,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1980.97,1987.15"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/356","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because that can go on forever.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1987.15,1991.31"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/357","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I just have suspicions\nit's just not peeling the onion.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=1991.31,2000.12"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/358","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's something else.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2000.12,2002.94"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/359","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What you say?\nOr what *are* you saying?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2006.36,2012.08"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/360","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER4: I don't know,\nit's just a question\nthat I have with myself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2019.73,2022.54"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/361","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That I'm still...\nSometimes I think\nit's a matter of doing both.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2022.54,2030.22"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/362","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Matter of what?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2030.22,2031.49"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/363","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER4: It's a matter of--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2031.49,2035.14"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/364","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"well you know you have\nso many influences, Rinpoche,\ncoming in all the time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2035.14,2039.87"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/365","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And you can read Milarepa.\nI can sit here\nand be influenced.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2039.87,2045.94"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/366","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I can-- I'm constantly\nbeing influenced.\nAnd some kind of--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2045.94,2052.89"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/367","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see\nthe point is,\nthat when you're influenced,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2052.89,2058.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/368","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"whether it is influenced\nfrom the outside,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2058.82,2063.96"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/369","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or whether you are\ninfluenced from the inside,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2063.96,2067.38"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/370","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that's the very important point.\nIt have--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2067.38,2073.36"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/371","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you have to be\nvery honest with yourself;","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2073.36,2077.05"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/372","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"obviously otherwise\nthere's no help.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2077.05,2079.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/373","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And it concerns *you*,\nand your mental health,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2079.76,2085.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/374","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so you are better to be honest.\n[Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2085.9,2089.175"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/375","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You can't lie to the physician.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2089.175,2092.45"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/376","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Otherwise whole thing\nwould fucked up.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2092.45,2094.685"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/377","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, it had to be-- whole thing\nhad to be really genuine,\nvery direct, very simple.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2094.685,2101.293"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/378","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That interest in the work\nof Milarepa, or his teachings,\nare they coming from outside,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2101.89,2110.71"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/379","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or they are blossoming\nfrom inside.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2110.71,2116.06"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/380","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That's worth looking in.\nAnd then the truth\nof the matter,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2116.06,2120.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/381","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"so to speak,\nwill present themselves.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2120.82,2125.39"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/382","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And you can't have nontheistic\nreligion or spiritual discipline","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2125.39,2132.22"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/383","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*at all*, basically,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2132.22,2136.42"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/384","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because somebody\nwill make a cult\nout of something or other.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2136.42,2140.8"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/385","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Like we have the same problem\nwith the humanistic psychology,\nfor that matter.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2140.8,2145.46"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/386","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"They're developing humanism--\nhumanistic pride. They--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2145.46,2150.36"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/387","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"the message becomes external,\nthat you should become\na good human being,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2150.36,2155.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/388","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and human beings\nhave potentialities.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2155.58,2157.65"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/389","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Is approached from *outside*,\nrather than who you are.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2157.65,2162.38"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/390","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\"Am I human being?\",\nhas never been\nquestioned properly, thoroughly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2162.38,2167.4"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/391","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That has become\nalways the problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2167.4,2169.99"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/392","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So there is always the problem\nof a theistic tendencies,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2169.99,2176.26"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/393","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"because we have our father,\nwe have our mother,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2176.26,2182.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/394","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"we’ve been brought up\non that warmth and security.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2182.32,2185.98"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/395","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That is already, in some sense,\nis theistic upbringing\nthat we have.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2185.98,2194.89"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/396","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\"We could worship our father,\nhow great he was--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2194.89,2198.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/397","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"he is.\nHow great our mother is.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2198.23,2202.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/398","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We have already developed\nthat kind of tendency.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2202.32,2206.14"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/399","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So that becomes a problem,\nsome point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2206.14,2209.46"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/400","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And, in other word\nthat basically","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2209.46,2214.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/401","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that even true believers\nin the nontheistic traditions\nof Western people,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2214.84,2222.32"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/402","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"in the Western world,\nthat they are all--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2222.32,2227.35"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/403","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"their approach is very much\nof theistic style.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2227.35,2234.06"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/404","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which is culturally seeped\ninto the society way\nof thinking, constantly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2234.06,2243.8"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/405","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That nature of worship,\nnature of authority,\nhas become very powerful.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2243.8,2251.73"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/406","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER5: I don't think\nI understand the difference","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2251.73,2256.31"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/407","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"from recognizing the self\nwe have to learn to trust,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2256.31,2261.05"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/408","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and the ego which...","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2261.05,2264.85"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/409","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mmm?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2264.85,2266.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/410","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER5: The difference between\nthe self you said to trust,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2266.09,2269.89"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/411","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and the ego, which, you know,\nis not to be,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2269.89,2275.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/412","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which will trip up.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2275.25,2279.85"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/413","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well the notion\nof ego is distrust.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2279.85,2284.92"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/414","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And notion of learning oneself,\nwho you are,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2287.14,2290.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/415","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*is* trust.\nThe ego's tendency\nis always looking for problems.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2290.43,2298.86"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/416","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Supposedly if I can't\nsecure my territory,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2298.86,2301.95"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/417","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"how might be get destroyed,\nis always a problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2301.95,2304.96"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/418","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Always-- ego contains notion\nof all constantly a threat.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2304.96,2310.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/419","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You're trying to fight.\nAnd the notion\nof knowing oneself,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2310.23,2314.47"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/420","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"relating with oneself\nis the other way around.\n[Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2314.47,2319.761"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/421","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER6: You say meditation\nis intense lightness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2323.56,2326.62"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/422","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But what do you do\nwhen you're meditating\nfor a period of time","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2326.62,2329.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/423","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and you feel heavy.\nHeaviness and heavy--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2329.01,2331.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/424","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You're\nhaving what?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2331.23,2332.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/425","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER6: You feel more heavy,\nand more heavy all the time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2332.6,2336.69"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/426","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, sounds\nlike something wrong with\nyour practice.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2336.69,2342.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/427","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That meditation is regarded as--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2342.0,2344.64"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/428","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"*if* meditation practice\nis regarded as therapy,\nor hope","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2344.64,2352.333"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/429","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"potentially that\nyou might become\ngreat of something or other,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2353.4,2359.48"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/430","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"then it becomes a problem.\nIf meditation is regarded\nas purely that you should stop,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2359.48,2366.39"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/431","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and when the red light in the--\nmeans stop,\ngreen light means go.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2366.39,2372.98"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/432","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And quite interestingly,\nthat very few people\nquestion about that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2372.98,2377.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/433","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In the middle of night,\nthere's no traffic at all;","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2377.82,2380.94"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/434","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you could quite safely go\nacross the green--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2380.94,2384.72"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/435","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"across the red light.\nThere's no oncoming traffic\nfrom the other end.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2384.72,2388.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/436","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"People still stop.\n[Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2388.83,2394.425"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/437","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That might be said the dharma.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2394.545,2398.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/438","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER7: One of the problems\nthat I'm facing now\nis trying to decide for myself","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2399.46,2407.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/439","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"which is the way that I want\nto go and involve myself in.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2407.0,2415.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/440","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think I very much feel\nthe truth\nthat to play with many ways","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2415.25,2421.48"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/441","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"is to increase the neurosis.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2421.48,2424.78"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/442","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But it seems to be\nthat somewhat--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2424.78,2427.96"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/443","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"something of that process\nis what you have to do\nin order to find a way.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2427.96,2432.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/444","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"What do you think?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2432.9,2434.18"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/445","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well what\nyou mean by defining the way?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2434.18,2439.54"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/446","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER7: Finding the practice\nthat's right for me.\nOr the teacher, or whatever.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2439.54,2445.67"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/447","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: From what?\nWhat purpose?\nWhat is it behind all that?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2445.67,2456.68"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/448","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER7: For me it's to get\nthe closest to myself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2456.68,2459.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/449","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\nBut who are you?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2459.84,2462.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/450","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER7: Right. [laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2462.84,2467.912"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/451","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I mean, things\nare not as simple as that,\nyou know.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2470.12,2473.41"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/452","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Often very complicated,\nbut extremely simple\nat the same time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2473.41,2479.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/453","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And often, serious thinkings\nand plannings don't work.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2482.69,2489.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/454","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That you have to abandon\nthe serious thinking\nand planning and...","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2493.15,2501.25"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/455","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"calculations.\nDon't work.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2501.25,2508.48"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/456","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, there is need\nfor hopelessness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2508.48,2516.38"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/457","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which we will discuss tomorrow,\nin extensively I hope.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2516.38,2527.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/458","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER8: Yes, Rinpoche.\nYou spoke of the leaks before.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2527.43,2530.41"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/459","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So is the process just more\nof an awareness of our leaks\nand our neurosis,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2530.41,2534.71"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/460","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"rather than fundamentally\ntrying to change\nour behavior at all?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2534.71,2538.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/461","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Is kind of--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2538.23,2539.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/462","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The process\nof what?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2539.66,2541.03"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/463","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER8: Is more being\naware of it,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2541.03,2542.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/464","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"rather than worrying\nabout changing--?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2542.37,2544.72"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/465","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, yeah it is,\nif you begin to realize\nyour leakage.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2544.72,2550.12"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/466","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You are already concealing\nyour leakage at the same point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2550.12,2557.82"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/467","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's not a problem,\nit's not hassle.\nWhen you realize your leakage,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2557.82,2563.11"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/468","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that you're not containing\nthat particular things\npouring into you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2563.11,2568.75"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/469","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"If you realize it,\nthat *is...it*.\n[Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2568.75,2575.72"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/470","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2575.72,2583.976"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/471","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER9: The leakage\nis looking for answer\nfor \"the\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2586.57,2590.4"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/472","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or \"it\" somewhere else\nother than in myself?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2590.4,2592.93"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/473","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2592.93,2594.23"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/474","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER9: That's what\nyou call the leakage?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2594.23,2595.97"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/475","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, leakage\nis a foreign element.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2595.97,2598.63"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/476","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which is unusual\nto that particular vessel.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2598.63,2601.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/477","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER9: Uh huh.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2601.33,2602.7"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/478","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2602.7,2605.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/479","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER10: Sometimes when\nI follow what feels right to me,\nwhen I trust myself,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2609.45,2616.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/480","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"particularly when I did\na retreat recently,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2616.2,2618.9"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/481","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I came to the point\nwhere I felt that I didn't want\nto meditate for a while.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2618.9,2622.99"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/482","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I really wanted to stop.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2622.99,2624.78"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/483","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And at that point\nI became very confused,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2624.78,2628.69"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/484","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"whether I could trust\nmyself or","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2628.69,2631.5"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/485","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[laughing]\nwhether there was\nsomething sneaking into me","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2631.5,2635.11"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/486","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that was trying\nto help me cop out.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2635.11,2641.06"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/487","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I wonder if it's ever\nright to stop meditating\nfor a period of time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2641.06,2645.91"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/488","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"If that's what it feels\nlike I want to do.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2645.91,2649.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/489","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well,\nthe interesting thing\nabout meditation","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2649.01,2651.49"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/490","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"is when you want to stop,\nthat meditation *haunts* you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2651.49,2655.92"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/491","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Keep on coming back to you.\nYou can't give up.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2655.92,2660.93"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/492","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's always the case.\nWhatever you do\nyou can't get rid of it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2660.93,2666.49"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/493","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER10: But I can stop sitting.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2669.0,2670.87"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/494","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I mean\nstill, you know, something is\ncoming back to you, constantly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2670.87,2676.781"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/495","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That's always the case.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2676.781,2678.73"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/496","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In fact that point\nin the usually you get\nthe best sitting practice,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2678.73,2682.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/497","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"when you give up sitting,\nand sitting haunts on you.\n[Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2682.6,2690.945"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/498","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Maybe we\nshould stop\nour discussion tonight, here.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2694.55,2699.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/499","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And has anybody announced\nthe programs tomorrow?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2699.16,2706.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/500","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Not yet? Could somebody?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2706.43,2712.26"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/501","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Mr. Granelli?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2712.26,2726.88"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/502","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"JERRY GRANELLI: Tomorrow morning\nwill begin\nat ten o'clock,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2726.88,2730.5"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/503","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"with meditation,\ntill one o'clock.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2730.5,2734.64"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/504","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There will be a lunch\nbreak after that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2734.64,2737.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/505","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Then there will be a replay\nof this evening’s talk,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2737.09,2742.69"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/506","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"followed by discussion.\nAnd then there will be--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2742.69,2746.71"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/507","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Rinpoche will talk later\nin the afternoon,\nprobably around three or four.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2746.71,2752.11"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/508","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Rinpoche has asked that everyone\nwho is attending the seminar,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2752.11,2756.28"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/509","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"please take part\nin the meditations\nthat happen daily.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2756.28,2760.01"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/510","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think that's about\neverything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195#t=2760.01,2763.33"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["English [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170314/file/309195/transcript/93883/annotation/511","type":"Annotation","motivation":"subtitling","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/093/883/original/19740301VCTR1-Captions-ForAudio.vtt?1779234397","format":"text/vtt","language":"en"},"target":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/093/883/original/19740301VCTR1-Captions-ForAudio.vtt?1779234397"}]}]}]}