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Starting point is relating with oneself. Spiritual path as new approach: Buddhist and American karma coming together. Key issues in America as speed and aggression; importance of reducing. Different types of aggression. Importance of compassion, idea that we are workable. Looking at our speed, chaos, seeing others also experiencing. America as needing more love, including toward oneself. Compassion as marked by doubt, uncertainty; opposite of aggression. Stepping out of comfortable nest important in relating with American karma. In Q\u0026amp;A, [Q1] relating with confusion; [Q3] approaching money and property; [Q5] whether to stay in touch with anger. Closing Remarks, encourages audience to sit.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["UNPUBLISHED"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eOct 13 2019 to Nov 30 2020 Transcribing: Leandra Ziegler Checking: Mary Beth Kean Final Proof: Travis May Other Contributors: Warner Dick, Lynn Friedman\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1973"]}},{"label":{"en":["Release"]},"value":{"en":["2026-R7"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eAmerican karma, how meditation practice addresses some of its issues. Starting point is relating with oneself. Spiritual path as new approach: Buddhist and American karma coming together. Key issues in America as speed and aggression; importance of reducing. Different types of aggression. Importance of compassion, idea that we are workable. Looking at our speed, chaos, seeing others also experiencing. America as needing more love, including toward oneself. Compassion as marked by doubt, uncertainty; opposite of aggression. Stepping out of comfortable nest important in relating with American karma. In Q\u0026amp;A, [Q1] relating with confusion; [Q3] approaching money and property; [Q5] whether to stay in touch with anger. Closing Remarks, encourages audience to sit.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20260703-3119242-p2xkm2.mpga"]},"duration":2862.47181,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/313/536/original/open-uri20260703-3119242-p2xkm2.mpga?1783093679","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":2862.47181,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19731109VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19731109VCTR1 - Public Seminar - San Francisco - Spiritual Materialism and American Karma - Talk 1]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled Spiritual Materialism and American Karma, held at the M. [Margaret] Jenkins Dance Studio in San Francisco, California. This is talk number one, \"Non-Aggression,\" held November 9th, 1973. This is an ARP digital remaster made March 2007.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=0.0,24.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: In this short seminar, since we don't have much time, we could try to look at the situations of American karma. Not only from a point of view of a pure surveyor of what had happened, but how we could deal with American karma in terms of practice, which seem to be much more appropriate and apt and workable.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=24.0,68.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, in connection with that, I felt that we could set pattern in this seminar of discussing the most needed help and contributions that we could make to this country and its karmic situations. Needless to say, that to begin with oneself. And we cannot view country, our country as just a hypothetical, possible place that has no association with us at all. But we have to relate with ourselves. And to begin with, realize that we are here Americans. And we have already American karma in us.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=68.0,147.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And also, further on, that we have chosen new direction to that particular approach. That is to say that we try new approach to somewhat direct our energy. Not only owning money, running the country, and being good husbands, good wives, good businessmen, good citizen, doesn't offend policeman or the state laws of all kinds. But we have taken a new stand at this point. Like particularly people who take part in the seminar, this case, that we have decide to work on a new approach. That is, we decide to follow spiritual path -- path of meditation, Buddhist approach or path connected with that, leading towards it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=147.0,228.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So we have taken double karma, this case: the karmic situation that we inherited from the Buddhist tradition; and the karmic situation that we inherited from our own life situation as American. So two confluences happened. That two rivers met in junction in the confluence. And quite possibly, both of those rivers are very turbulent and busy river. That busy trying to get to the ocean in the south. Fighting its way through the hitting of the boulders, rocks, gorges, and waterfalls. Not caring anything about it, but our goal and aim is to get to the ocean.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=228.0,298.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That's what we feel somewhat we are like, that we are river that is very busy one. And in fact, doesn't give much time to think about who we are, what we are, but we are just rushing towards something. And then, to one's surprise, we meet another river at the junction, at the gorge, at the confluence. And having met another speedy river, that we become further speedy. That we still busy trying to reach to the ocean. That is meeting point of Buddhist karma and American karma together. That still we find ourselves extremely aggressive, enormously aggressive. That we still feel that we want to get somewhere.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=298.0,365.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the directions way the river flows is already determined for us. It is already worked out for us. The only way to do is just follow that particular channel of speedy landscape or very rough landscape that we be put into that particular situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=365.0,405.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And seems that first consideration that we could make to make American karma workable, less speedy, is some kind of development of less aggression, less speed is the beginning point. That if there's any attitude towards becoming happier person, spiritually accomplished person, and all those approaches leads us to spiritual materialism. In which that we be saved temporarily maybe, few days, few weeks, might feel good. But then after that, our familiar ego comes back to us. And further resentment to the techniques that be taught and the promises be made. And that automatically makes us more angry, feel-- we feel be cheated. That we feel that we wasted our energy and money, whatever, effort.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=405.0,490.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So we constantly go on that way. So in order to prevent speeding, in order to change our characteristics, road runner into tortoise, is to realize that we have to work with our aggression. Definitely we have to work with our aggression. Our aggression, in this case, is not necessarily that somebody is losing temper or being extremely angry person, particularly, at all. But aggression in this case is one of the fundamentals of abstract resentfulness. Which is extraordinary the mystical experience to a lot of people, if we could use such word. That we feel tight, nowhere, it comes from nowhere. We feel just tight and somewhat really angry, or resentful to your children, to your guru, to your husband, to your wife -- there's no logic.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=490.0,583.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There's general abstract feeling of being angry at your one-- your life. Being extremely angry and pissed off, some without any reason. Boils and boils and boils like hot water. And just about to explode like pressure cooker. And there's another type of aggression, which is extremely logical, seemingly reasonable. That happened because of this. \"If that did not occurred, this would not happen. And I feel bad or resentful, totally beyond my control because that exist.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=583.0,640.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that exists because you exist, actually. But we don't go as far as that, but we just blame on that. That's another kind of aggression that is seemingly logical, seemingly sane and scientific approach, but still, nevertheless, it is illogical fundamentally, because that is due to this. And we never view-- review about this anymore at all in such circumstances. That we would like to make this situation is good and beautiful and settled and sane. And the disturbances is the problem, that we begin to look at that way.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=640.0,690.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then there is another type of aggression, which is simply that we begin to feel, fundamentally, there is something perpetuating the chaos and the problems of our life, as if we be haunted, fundamentally. For the minute that we be conceived, that our astrological chart is gone wrong. \"There is big failure that I shouldn't have conceived; I shouldn't have been born. There's fundamentally whole thing is absolutely, totally unworkable, helpless. And because of that, then my life as I go along has been also fucked up. And I do get confirmations of that original fucked-upness. Each time, when I tried adventure, new approach, new way of making, developing further happiness and somebody put lid on my life. And sometimes I do it myself, but sometimes somebody else does it for me. Nevertheless, there is something terribly wrong about the whole thing.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=690.0,802.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Or else the person would feel that, \"Life has been hassled, and there could be a moment of peace and quietness. Beautiful moments of peace and quietness, tranquility in our life here and there, visiting distant relatives, boyfriends, girlfriends, or master that we love, teacher we love. But all those long-term plans be destroyed by some sudden chaos, which is in me.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=802.0,851.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the person begin to feel-- whenever person begin to feel that kind of chaos and the only thing is familiar is one's own chaos. That one become oneself become like two person running around in the house. That your house caught in the fire; that you run around trying to calm down the fire. And you walk this way, you walk that way, you bang your head against each other and exchange your notes. And that the sitting room is in the fire now; we might put the dining room off fire.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=851.0,894.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we trying to do that, then we come around and around again, then we meet ourselves again in the toilet. [laughter] And the staircase in the fire, or the downstairs is in the fire, upstairs in the fire. That we bang our head each other. And each time there is some kind of reminder is happened, which is in the form of chaos, extremely familiar that we meet-- met-- meet ourselves again. \"Familiar me, who experience the pain and the chaos and the suffering. Good old me, still trying to be up-to-date or alive,\" [laughs] for that matter, whatever.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=894.0,945.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"All those aggressions, all kinds that we meet with ourselves is the first perfect example of American karma. We have to conquer them. Conquering necessarily does not mean get rid of it, but some kind of relationship had to be made. So that acknowledging that those situations does exist to begin with, rather than simply trying to forget whole thing. And there's some kind of gentle approach to our life seem to be necessary. And that particular gentle approach in our life is not great deal, not big deal, but it's just basic attitude that our life is worth exploring. Our psychological state is worth exploring, rather than looking for something else.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=945.0,1044.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that seem to be the problem. That we do feel that we are in trouble. We know that we are in good-- not in good shape and so forth. We are searching for something better than what we are, what we have. But at the same time, we are busy looking for something else, rather than who is actually doing the search. And the whole thing comes back to us. That is what's called compassion, \"karuna\" in Sanskrit, which means \"noble heart.\" Respecting ourselves. That after all, we are not all that bad and unworkable and fucked-up as we imagined by our paranoia.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1044.0,1099.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But there is some kind of seed in us that is actually workable. We can find ourselves highly workable, properly workable. Workable, in this case, could mean two possibilities. Either say, that, \"Everything is okay; don't worry anything.\" Or, else, \"How it is okay? Why it is okay? What is working situations involved?\" So the best choice is the latter, the second one. That working with ourselves, in this case, is to begin with the chaos and the conflict and confusions that we have experienced are the guidelines, speedometer to begin with. And also, to realize that a lot of our friends, people around us, have also fallen in that particular trap. Realize them as well. And by realizing other people's confusion is extraordinary powerful means to develop oneself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1099.0,1205.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then you begin to realize you are not fighting them, but they are also in trouble at the same time as you are. And everybody is not trying to kill you, not trying to destroy you, which you-- we might think that they were. But let us look it again. That those who try to kill us, destroy us, are also in tremendous pain, misery of confusion. They're just doing their best to maintain themselves rather than to destroy us, particularly. And that kind of relative reference of compassionate attitude is extraordinarily important and very powerful.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1205.0,1249.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You might say this is an approach of the \"love and lighty\" department, but that kind of approach is necessary for American karma to deal with. That we don't have any soft spots at all including the what's called traditionally love-lighty trips that be around are purely confirming themselves, they got the best. And if you don't have it, you are in bad luck. Only thing to do is that you have to join our group, our camp. And otherwise it's out.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1249.0,1289.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Also, extraordinarily aggressive attitude. And nobody has really worked on that taking the pain of rest of the humanity, rest of the confused people at all. Nobody actually has to look at that possibilities that people are confused, the whole world is confused. And moreover, it is not particularly ugly anymore. It is their home. That they managed to make their confused home as comfortable as much as possible. There's nothing wrong with that. It's very beautiful. But it's very moving that how many people manage to make their confusion, their aggression at home. And make into their surroundings and comfortable as much as possible.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1289.0,1364.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But problem there is that they haven't acknowledged their confusion as working basis. They only just give up or give in. And the new approach to relate with our American karma is to relate with our own confusion. And try to work with the other people's confusion, which they finally give into is also workable the same time. So sense of idea of warmth, compassion plays extraordinarily important part in this.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1364.0,1416.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"At the same time, it is worthwhile to raise one's neck and take further steps, try to reach people, communicate with them, rather than those people are pure object of contemplation, alone. One doesn't just sulk and meditate in your bedroom. [laughter] But you step out into the street. Everybody, most of them, I suppose, here have some kind of jobs or other. That they have to relate with the world outside. And those jobs, those communications are the only way that you could work with American karma. In fact, you could solve American karmic problems, we could say as far as to-- we could as far as to that level.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1416.0,1496.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"One should be prepared to become a warrior. And hesitation that come up within ourselves, stepping out and talking to somebody, trying to help somebody is purely trying to maintain one's own integrity with oneself. Or rather than the compassionate action. So, according to Buddhist scheme of path is concerned, that America needs lots of love. American karma needs a lot of love. Relating with that. We could call it compassion, whatever you like to call it. Maitri.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1496.0,1544.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's question of some kind of openness is the basis of all. That when person develops openness to possibilities that you might be able to work with the society, work with your friends, work with neurosis of oneself or others, you begin to feel all kinds of doubts. At the brink of trying to step out, there is hesitation. That your right foot is outside of the doorstep and your left foot is inside of the doorstep. You begin to question: \"Am I being, am I tripping, am I imagining? Is the integrity that the energy that move me to do this, take this step, also maybe phony? Maybe whole thing is a huge, imaginary circus. Is there any truth in this? Should I or shouldn't I?\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1544.0,1621.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Those doubts regarded as extremely good, actually. And it's good, because you are doing it with intentionally. Your are taking your step so methodically and so far as to concern with yourself. And you begin to develop softness for yourself, which is the last thing that we have faced problem is that we are not able to love ourselves anymore. But, at the time we begin to take that step, our right foot is outside the doorstep and left foot is inside the doorstep when we have a doubt. And we begin to develop some kind of softness in us that we begin to care about us, our sanity.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1621.0,1667.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that is first step that we could actually do something about it, which is really beautiful. Then the only thing to do is to take your right foot outside the doorstep and pressed hard, so you have your weight put on your right foot. [Laughter] And then you release your left foot and swing over and [laughter] and take next step. At that point, the doubt is one of the most intelligent thing that we recommended. In the scriptures, it’s saying that the doubt is the wisdom-- the seed of wisdom. That you have those doubts, and this is the seed of your wisdom that you begin to see panoramic view of the whole situation. And later on the doubt begin to turn into compassion. That the doubt and uncertainty brings a softness in oneself. The aggression has no doubt; it's just one mind. The one directedness is blind. So compassionate mind has doubt and intelligent and wisdom at the same time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1667.0,1751.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So that is starting point of-- starting with the compassion, is that we begin to learn how to step out of ourselves and walking into the street by putting your right leg and then lifting your left leg and walking out in the street. Then, you’re ready to march. We could discuss about how to march tomorrow. [Laughter] That seem to be hard to get out of our familiar home and to street is the first practical advice how to deal American karma. How to get out of this nest is the starting point.\r\n\r\n\r\nWe could have a discussions on that if you like.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1751.0,1822.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: What are ways for relating with our confusion, if confusion was--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: How practically do we relate with our confusion if this isn’t [INAUDIBLE]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Our confusion? Well, confusions should be regarded as good news. It is workable. If you begin to look at as thrilling situation, then the confusion becomes obscured. That nobody knows about confusion anymore, what it is actually.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo the idea is that confusion is good news and workable. If you have open-minded situation to the confusion, then whole thing becomes workable. Like, if you don't want to hear the traffic or the airplanes flying above your head, then you have no hope of listen to the sounds.\r\n\r\n\r\nWhereas, if you begin to relate with the traffic sounds, airplanes flying above your head as music that you environment is good around you. Then you begin to compose all kinds of tunes of the traffic and tunes of the airplane flying above your head. So they become entertainment from that point of view.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo the confusion is also entertainment from that point of view, rather than nuisance. You see, whenever we regard anything is nuisance, that we are manufacturing enemy on the spot. So confusion is workable.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1822.0,1948.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Is that the same way to deal with one thing at a time? Like, if the thing that seems to happen to me is that my sense of openness is-- seems to be related to the rate of speed that I'm going. Like, I can relate to one thing at a time or a couple things, but then I-- something happens and I get overwhelmed by the amount of things, and I can't see the traffic as entertainment.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I mean, that's the beginner's point of view is to not trying not to make big sweep of anything. But just to that which is a prominent highlight. Maybe next door neighbor's music is too loud, and start with that.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd then you begin to work with the traffic afterwards, or the rest thing afterwards. But as long as there is that tendency to work with, is starting point. That one wouldn't expect to conquer the whole thing, but begin to work with the highlights, what goes with oneself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=1948.0,2038.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Living in this situation in America, it seems to me like it's necessary to value property or-- and money.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: To value money and--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: --property.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Take care of those things. And sometimes, to take care of those things, it seems necessary to take action that may cause someone else pain.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: And could you comment on that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, that's-- I experience that constantly, because we own lot of properties [laughs] ourselves. You see, the point is that there's constant reminders to people of all natures. That if you are relating properly, maybe somebody could interpret that as being highly neurotic and unreasonable.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd one cannot preach them by saying that, \"I'm in the right. You are in the wrong.\" And one has to go along with what is actually is workable. And people could be caught out of frivolousness, their own frivolousness. And in turn, it bounce back on you if you approach them say, \"You're frivolous.\" Which makes you also frivolous way you approach the whole thing. And then both looks ridiculous from that point of view. But depends how you approach that frivolousness. Is frivolousness is relate with the panic, the idea of great mythology of Pan. God Pan possess you and then you become panic.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo you are possessed by Pan. It’s very dangerous, very frivolous. That you feel that you are right, and you take the liberty of your frivolousness, because you are right, you are indestructible. And you accuse somebody else of being frivolous. In turn, you become one of them. So I think it is necessary to remind people of mistreating your property and not able to relate with respect of right you have on your property is good. One should remind people.\r\n\r\n\r\nBut it is no question of whether one should do it in the principle or not. It's question of *how* you do it. Whether it is approached as awareness practice in which that people could think twice, the other person could think twice. Or make other people pissed off and just be able to put you into the wrong compartment. Is not so much a fundamental right, legal right, or spiritual right, how you should handle it. That's not the point.\r\n\r\n\r\nOf course, you have right to do so. It is your property; it is your area that people should respect. But, nevertheless, how you do it is very important. And, if you do it wrongly, then you could perpetuate their further aggression and the further trips, so it's moment to moment exchange, which is very important, that point. So one cannot really rely on fundamental, you know, philosophical, metaphysical rights but how you handle the whole thing is the important point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2038.0,2279.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: When you say that relating to the situation by helping someone think twice is more of a risk... I mean, as you were commenting before, stepping out before, is it-- in other words, it's much easier just to piss off the other person, just to get angry.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, then, you see that's the whole point -- how you get angry. When you get angry, what you do? You just get angry. Okay, that's fine. But then, what you do when you get angry? That's also in consideration. Whether you get angry gracefully, powerfully, or whether you get angry so cheaply, terribly. That's also the point.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd the fundamental idea is that whatever manifestation you have to expose yourself to that particular person, not what you do but how you do. Even if you get angry, you could get angry beautifully. [Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2279.0,2353.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Trungpa, would you say that it's important to stay in touch with that anger, stay in touch with the energy of that anger? In the sense that there are many very legitimate situations I feel that anger is a very healthy and legitimate response. But there's talk before about a sense of nonaction that I think a lot of people-- it's very easy to misinterpret that as a type of-- as a type of repression--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The anger?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: --that denies the real energy of that anger.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, you see, the anger is usually one shot deal. It's like a cannon only goes that direction. Once you begin to fire, it only goes that direction. But anger could be related all kinds of ways. That it is-- there is stupid anger and wise anger from that point of view.\r\n\r\n\r\nThat if you watch yourself being angry and listen your talk and look at your actions on the process of being angry, that is the beginner's point. That you could make your anger a very dignified performance. It could be done. That is to say, still you are in state of anger, but still, you know, anger begin to look itself. Anger has some kind of wisdom in it.\r\n\r\n\r\nWhereas the anger is just purely blank, you forget who you're, what you're, what the whole environment. You just expose yourself, and only thing that you can experience is the rebounce [sic] back on you. And somebody has begin to hit you over the head with a bottle or something. And then it's whole anger is wasted. That there is the potential wisdom has not provoked properly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2353.0,2505.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Would you say that part of that wisdom has to do with a type of gut-level intuition, feeling that has a validity of its own that--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, it doesn't have to use logic, particularly, but state of the emotion itself. At that point, it doesn't matter who has the right to lose temper, particularly. But the nature of the whole thing. You see what I mean? It's the nature *how* you do it, rather than *why* you do it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: But what I was saying there was, I find myself getting very-- watching my anger and watching a lot of the things that I do. And I find lots of times very easy to get, you know, very heady, very intellectual trip like that tends to deny some of the just the gut level intuitive--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, that's right, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: --energy of those feelings.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, yeah, it's the--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: I get so wrapped up in watching things.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's right. It's the gut-level thing you are talking about. It's the actual flavor of the taste. I'm eating chili [laughter] or mustard or salt. [Laughter] Lemon. All kinds of modes of expression and modes of feelings that involved. You make different faces each time when you eat chili, mustard, lemon. [laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2505.0,2595.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Is that gracefulness you're talking about? Is that having some kind of sense of space in your anger?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Almost respect your anger. Not intellectually, as the gentleman pointed out, but gut level, personal level, there is some workable feeling that you are performing some emotional action and it is workable.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2595.0,2630.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Is this also compatible with the sense that we are nothing?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sense of what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: A sense that we are nothing. This respect, this grace, and also this awareness of our confusion, is this compatible with a sense that we are nothing?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Nothing in what sense?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: In the sense of nothingness, of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Like shunyata type?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: --nothing being there.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Like shunyata type?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Yes, nothing being there.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, that is everything. Yeah. Totality, sure, if you can swallow that. [Laughter; laughs] I mean, buddhas would say that.\r\n\r\n\r\n[gong sounds]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2630.0,2700.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95077/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Okay friends, we probably should close our thing tonight. Those who take part in the seminar, our short seminar, I would like to encourage them to sit. And the program begins tomorrow, what time?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Ten o'clock.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Ten o'clock? So I would like to encourage to sit, because the whole idea of the seminar opposed to just a series of talks is concerned is that there's some personal involvement with the letting go of subconscious gossip. Your mind is opened, emptied out, or filled, whatever. And that level that some kind of encouragement of that you are taking part in this seminar properly. Otherwise, become another cinema show or entertainment. So this is regarded as a workshop of getting ourselves into allowing more time to sit and practice, which is a great concern.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo, please try. And to those who take part in the seminar of this two days more to go, is if you can make your time in the sitting practice. And it's been scheduled, sitting and walking practice together, alternating. It would be good if you could join that kind of spaciousness. And in turn, that talks and discussions become more outstanding and workable and intelligent as we allow ourselves more space to sit, which is always best ideas. So I would like to encourage you that. Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2700.0,2862.47181"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19731109VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa Rinpoche,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=0.67,4.64"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"seminar entitled\nSpiritual Materialism\nand American Karma,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=4.64,7.74"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"held at the M. [Margaret]\nJenkins Dance Studio\nin San Francisco, California.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=7.74,11.58"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number one,\n\"Non-Aggression,\"\nheld November 9th, 1973.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=11.58,17.85"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is an ARP digital remaster\nmade March 2007.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=17.85,24.12"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/43","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: In this\nshort seminar,\nsince we don't have much time,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=24.12,32.75"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"we could try to look\nat the situations\nof American karma.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=36.22,48.15"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Not only from a point of view\nof a pure surveyor\nof what had happened,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=48.15,57.41"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/46","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"but how we could deal\nwith American karma\nin terms of 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seminar","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=68.92,82.97"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/49","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"of discussing the most needed\nhelp and contributions","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=86.38,97.49"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/50","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"that we could make\nto this country\nand its karmic situations.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=97.49,106.39"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/51","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Needless to say,\nthat to begin with oneself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=106.39,114.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/52","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we cannot view country,\nour country as just\na hypothetical,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=114.83,124.34"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/53","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"possible place that has\nno association with us at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=124.34,134.15"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/54","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But we have to relate\nwith 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anger?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2395.79,2397.13"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/448","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER5: --that denies the real\nenergy of that anger.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536#t=2397.13,2402.49"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/174119/file/313536/transcript/95078/annotation/449","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, you see,\nthe anger\nis usually one shot 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