{"@context":"http://iiif.io/api/presentation/3/context.json","id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/iiif/j678s4ks9t/manifest","type":"Manifest","label":{"en":["1975-07-24: The Iconography of Buddhist Tantra: Talk 2: Obstacles to Experiencing Symbolism"]},"logo":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","metadata":[{"label":{"en":["Date"]},"value":{"en":["1975-07-24"]}},{"label":{"en":["Format"]},"value":{"en":["Video"]}},{"label":{"en":["Location"]},"value":{"en":["Boulder, Colorado, USA"]}},{"label":{"en":["Event Type"]},"value":{"en":["Course"]}},{"label":{"en":["Seminar or Series Title"]},"value":{"en":["\u003ca href=\"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/playlists/227/show\"\u003e1975 Naropa Institute: The Iconography of Buddhist Tantra\u003c/a\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Talk Title"]},"value":{"en":["Talk 2: Obstacles to Experiencing Symbolism"]}},{"label":{"en":["Theme"]},"value":{"en":["Art and Aesthetics"]}},{"label":{"en":["Summary"]},"value":{"en":["Illuminating talk on obstacles to seeing the symbolism in our everyday lives. Described as \"ordinary pre-tantric symbolism, ordinary messages,\" the reminders that arise in our experience. Primary obstacle to seeing them is having constant framework of expectations.  Symbols in our lives usually interpreted through filters of passion, aggression, ignorance.  The governing principle of \"I\", \"me\", solidifies sense separation from reality. Describes ego as making us \"allergic\" to ourselves, by continually creating confusion through focus on \"I\", and unwillingness to let go. Experience of clear vision only happens through experience of some kind of gap, freedom from sense of \"this.\"  In order to perceive absolute ideal of symbolism, one must become completely \"that\" -- which are the events and colorful play of life.  In Q\u0026amp;A, questioner asks how to work with expectations.  Trungpa Rinpoche says if you see and understand how they work, then you see through them."]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: True Perception","BOOK: Dharma Art","BOOK: Collected Works Vol 07","VIDEODVD: True Perception"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: TRUE PERCEPTION (previously titled DHARMA ART): Chapter: Coloring our World\u003cbr\u003e\n-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/true-perception-1597.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\nBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 07 (in contained book DHARMA ART)\u003cbr\u003e\n-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-381.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\nVIDEODVD: TRUE PERCEPTION\u003cbr\u003e\n-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.kalapamedia.org/ProductDetails.asp?ProductCode=DVK421\"\u003eKalapa Media\u003c/a\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["Nov 07 2021 to Jan 08 2022 Transcribing: Jessyca Goldstein Checking: Sophie Perks Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved. Not to be Distributed or Reproduced."]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1975"]}}],"summary":{"en":["Illuminating talk on obstacles to seeing the symbolism in our everyday lives. Described as \"ordinary pre-tantric symbolism, ordinary messages,\" the reminders that arise in our experience. Primary obstacle to seeing them is having constant framework of expectations.  Symbols in our lives usually interpreted through filters of passion, aggression, ignorance.  The governing principle of \"I\", \"me\", solidifies sense separation from reality. Describes ego as making us \"allergic\" to ourselves, by continually creating confusion through focus on \"I\", and unwillingness to let go. Experience of clear vision only happens through experience of some kind of gap, freedom from sense of \"this.\"  In order to perceive absolute ideal of symbolism, one must become completely \"that\" -- which are the events and colorful play of life.  In Q\u0026amp;A, questioner asks how to work with expectations.  Trungpa Rinpoche says if you see and understand how they work, then you see through them."]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved. Not to be Distributed or Reproduced."]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/164/203/small/19750724VCTR1-Video-Prod-CTIRmstrHD-Access.mp4_1659494481.jpg?1659494489","type":"Image","format":"image/jpeg"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - 19750724VCTR1-Video-Prod-CTIRmstrHD-Access.mp4"]},"duration":3438.59664,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/164/203/small/19750724VCTR1-Video-Prod-CTIRmstrHD-Access.mp4_1659494481.jpg?1659494489","type":"Image","format":"image/jpeg"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/164/203/original/19750724VCTR1-Video-Prod-CTIRmstrHD-Access.mp4?1659494470","type":"Video","format":"video/mp4","duration":3438.59664,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19750724VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19750724VCTR1 - Naropa Institute - Iconography of Buddhist Tantra - Talk 2 - Obstacles to Experiencing Symbolism]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=0.0,80.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Good evening. I would like to trace back little bit of what we discussed the other night, in our understanding of symbolism that we discussed. The basic question of symbolism simply be based on something that we experience personally, directly, in our lives. Very personal and very direct. And that could possibly be the experience of pain or pleasure or whatever that is catches our experiences, whether pleasant or unpleasant, whatever may be.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=80.0,152.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So from that point of view the idea of symbolism is a state of mind; basically it's a state of mind. Our state of mind begin to relate with all kinds of experiences, and a wide range of perspectives of all kinds. From that perspective, that we begin to find some reasonable ground in which that we can actually communicate, we can actually feel the experience of life. A lot of these symbolism, so to speak, or the reminders and facts and figures, or the headlines for that matter. Or particularly this particular tune is begin to play in a different kind of role.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=152.0,217.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Sometimes we miss a lot of these, sometimes we experience a lot of these. And when we experience a lot of these we experience incorrectly sometimes, sometimes very correctly. It seems to be depends on the dogma of the situation is. So that might be the tonight's topic that I would like to discuss. The obstacles to realize symbolism, basically speaking.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=217.0,252.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And one of the important point of the obstacle of symbolism -- experiencing symbolism -- is that of expectations. That we have brought up ourselves in all kinds of reference point and framework of ideas of all kinds. We would like to recapture our lover, and we would like to identify our lover with that particular symbolism, that particular connotation, concept. We would be recapture our crucial experiences, that are connected with that highlight of our life, so to speak. And we would like to relate with our parents, our sisters and brothers, and our outstanding friends.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=252.0,310.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There is a constant attempt that's been made, that we be trying to make our life is worthwhile, and each particular highlight that comes up we would like to make that as the best of the situation, all the time. That, \"I had a certain particular experience. I had an accident. I had a certain particular experience when I was in hospital. I had a certain particular experience when somebody told me something or other. And I had a certain particular experience, that how I related with my teachers in school, and how I related with the certain particular experiences of when I relate with my children, and as they ask me the questions of all kinds.\" So those things become very interesting point and highlights. And actually that those are the symbolism that we are missing the point. And a lot of these questions and experience, the highlights, whether it is induced experience, such as like psychedelic drug. Or whether it is a natural experience of a personal dilemma. Whether it is experience of personal revelation, or personal tragedy. Whatever we go through we experience some kind of shift, and breakthrough. There is certain experience occur to us, constantly all the time. And one particular highlights becomes part of the crucial password so to speak in our life. There is \"that turning point of our life,\" \"this turning point in my life.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=310.0,422.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\"First time when I saw, or experience, this particular event, I felt fantastically extraordinary. In certain times when I've experienced in my life that something struck me. It is ordinary situation or maybe extraordinary situation.\" That all those experience are regarded as message. And not only message, like a telegram, by somebody's telling somebody's dead, somebody's getting married, or you would like to be in-- meet in certain, certain places. It's not commanding message, but it's a message of natural situation. It's a natural kind of message, therefore we decide to call it \"symbolism.\" It's not only the *word* that we see that is important, but it is experience that we felt at that particular time. We could almost vividly experience, or talk about it, in terms of vivid symbolism. There is visual experiences that at the time when we experience certain things, that we saw complete blue or complete red, complete white, complete black, complete green, complete yellow. That with a tone of certain particular messages that we got remind us that we got-- we change our perceptions. Accordingly we develop psychological color, psychological perspective. And maybe it is terrifying or pleasurable, whatever it's might be, but still we experience those very definite personal experiences all the time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=422.0,561.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But there is some problems goes with that, is the misconceptions of that. And that particular misconception is not particularly your fault -- but partially it is your fault. The fault arises from sense of understanding your expectations, your personal expectations. That the personal expectations are that you would like to see yourselves playing a certain particular role, in the society, or within yourself. That you would like to be a such and such person, or you would like to be a such and such-- playing such and such roles, and you have some kind of expectations. And sometimes quite easily you can say that, \"*I* didn't have any expectations.\" But not having expectations also becomes great expectations, because by not having exper-- expectations you begin to feel that's the best way to expect any kind of expectations. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=561.0,652.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Expectations become a stumbling block. We begin to color them, quite drastically. We begin to re-edit them, quite drastically. How we do it. What we do it. *How* we do it is with our sense of passion, aggression, and ignorance. And with passion, the expectations being colored by what is warm, what is connected with you in terms of warmth, in terms of friendly situation, a congenial situation constantly, and trying to mold your expectations in terms of what you *want*. So rest of things of what you hear is completely inaudible; what you see is completely invisible. That you can only accept, take in certain things that what you want to hear.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=652.0,718.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Another expectation is that rejection of completion. That whatever you see, what you hear, are constantly subject to rejection. That you would like to push off anything that be presented to you; that it is either logically or personally inapplicable. That you begin to reject all those facts and figures or presentations of logic, we reject all the time. So we can't hear, can't see.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=718.0,757.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Another form of expectations is what's known as \"ignorant\", according to the traditional language. Which basically is a sense of basic panic that we talked about the other day, basic bewilderment, basic pain. That we are completely *numbed* by the situation. That we can't hear or can't see, even can't reject or accept, that because the presentation to you from that particular situation is not particularly suited to what you want, so automatically you create mental blockage, all the time. So you are confused on all those situations, and terrified with all those situations, uncertainties, and everything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=757.0,812.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the reason why those three types of experience occurred in the mind, is because that behind the whole thing -- passion, aggression, and ignorance -- is that there is a governing factor behind the whole thing, is that believing in \"I\", believing in \"me.\" That \"me\" or \"I\", basically speaking, is not very visionary experience. It's very personal, very petty, and very domestic. That *I* would like to do certain things, *I\"* would like to experience certain things. Whenever that word \"I\" is flashed in one's mind at the beginning, that one has experience of willing to employ any possible convenient three types of tactics: either passion, aggression, or ignorance. Willing to employ any of those. So that \"I\" could be preserved, \"I\" cannot be challenged. \"I\" cannot be manipulated by undesirable situations, such as like non-existence of \"I\", or such as like possibilities of giving up territory *altogether*.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=812.0,903.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Which has been general problem that takes place. Whenever there is word \"*I*\", \"*me*\", \"I am\", whatever is taking place. Sense of *this-ness*, which is extremely strong. So therefore a sense of *that-ness* had to be conditional by the whatever experienced by \"this.\" So therefore we begin to have our problems with that. And we begin to quite appropriately either try to reject, which is expression of aggression; or either-- or else try to magnetize, or suck in, which is expression of passion; or ignore the whole thing, which is an expression of ignorance, bewilderment; the basic pain.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=903.0,954.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the experience of existence of \"I\", \"me\" -- \"personal existence\", \"ego\", \"self\", whatever you call it -- has a sense of immense fundamental pain. That you want-- you don't want to exist, you don't want to *be*, but still can't help it. And often children begin to complain to their parents, by saying, \"How dare you to bore me as your child; give me birth in this world. And what am I doing, who am I?\" There are a lot of resentment in the existence, self-existence, is a painful point. Sometimes the mystical traditions talks about experiencing or re-discovering who I am is a fantastic re-discovery of self. But if you look at from purely re-discovering one's identity alone, that that particular mystical experience I'm afraid, is becoming another push to play a spiritual game, in the name of spirituality. You manage to borrow spiritual lingo, so to speak, which \"made my existence valid. So now I can call myself, 'I am holy'.\" Which is very tricky, and karmically it's bad karma to do that, which you are begin to build castle in the air, in the name of spirituality, name of the holy truths that exist in all kinds of mystical traditions. And people like to use it and abuse that, immensely.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=954.0,1090.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That there is a fundamental factor is the hardened-ness, that you would like to *prove* yourself, to that particular situation. That \"finally I do exist, therefore I can proclaim myself all the time.\" Which actually prevents the sensitivity of experiencing total, complete reality of symbolism, the messages, of all kinds. Of course from the realm of ego, at the same time, that we could talk about that you can manufacture your own little symbolism, little messages. You can manufacture it completely. But that's just simply adding on your own confusion, rather than seeing the absolute ideal of symbolism as such, particularly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1090.0,1155.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So symbolism from that point of view, if we *are* able to perceive such symbolism, that we have to actually abandon \"this\", so then we become complete with *that* -- events of life, expressions of life, and play, colorful play of life, basically. That seem to be the basic point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1155.0,1192.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that somehow brings us into a very narrow situation, that we begin to realize what are the obstacles to appreciate let alone tantric symbolism, but even ordinary pre-tantric symbolism, or ordinary messages. That source of sophistication, to able to see messages coming here or there, had to be experienced by some kind of gap: that which is free from \"this.\" Otherwise we are unable to experience *anything* of that nature; everything is *me* all over the place, *I* am all over the place. So whatever you experience is \"me\" coming and talking to you-- back to you. Everything's okay, you could kill somebody, you could destroy somebody, you could actually confuse the whole world, as much as *you* are confused. So, that is towards-- journey towards making a cosmic garbage, rather than cosmic *vision* from that point of view, which has become always a problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1192.0,1267.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And one of this particular intention, that what we are doing together here, is not to create any kind of further garbage, other than necessary, by having lectures and talking, using languages. But beyond that, trying to minimize any kind of unnecessary garbages; that we could possibly make world very bad, and polluted. There has been constant garbages of all kinds have been exist in the past all along. That we don't have to reinforce that, there is enough problems exist, spiritually, psychologically, and so forth. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1267.0,1344.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So basically, obstacles to see the symbolism is that... we are allergic to ourselves, constantly. With our own ego. Therefore we can constantly create all kinds of sicknesses, pains. Even when we take medicines, that unless the doctor or the physician is completely wise and understanding, that the medicine doesn't take any effect on you, because you are allergic to yourself. That is-- nobody's thought of that to begin with. And, \"Are you allergic with penicillin? Allergic with aspirin?\" People can ask all kinds of things. But nobody will ask, \"Are allergic with yourself?\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1344.0,1405.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So that's basically what's happening, that anybody who is unable to see that particular clear vision of perception, is that you are allergic to yourself. Which is becoming big problem, always big problem. That before you take any antidote, that you are allergic to yourself, so any medicine seem to be unhelpful. That before we take any medicine, able to see any form of clear vision, clear perception, and clear symbolism as such, that there has to be a check on the process of how you're allergic to yourself.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1405.0,1467.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That seem to be very important question. You might take that particular question back home to your bed, and think about it. And, are you allergic to yourself? Which is very important thing. And we can't solve that question right now here, but you might have some kind of ideas, within several days. Until we meet next time, we could study on how we are allergic to ourselves. That's very important point. That because of our problems there, then we begin to see what is the problem of experiencing direct communication from the situation exist in the world. Certain messages didn't click us, certain messages *did* click to us. Certain things did work, certain things *didn't* work. That become a very interesting point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1467.0,1542.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"If you have any questions you're welcome.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1542.0,1574.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: A few moments ago you said if we are to see symbolism, we have to abandon \"this\" and be completely \"that.\" Following that, you said something about doing that brings about a narrow situation. I don't quite understand what you mean by a \"narrow situation\", or I may have misunderstood it.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well narrowness at this point is just, we don't have any choice. Everything is slowed down, simplified into one particular situation, completely.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Is that the \"this\" or the \"that\"? [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We narrowed into \"that.\"\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: So you're trying-- in other words, I'm trying to identify with \"that\" rather than \"this\", and that becomes a very narrow situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, but when we talk about \"that\", we don't really mean \"that\" -- *that*, particularly.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: What do we mean? [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it's simply just... things are projected onto experiences. Rather than \"that\" as your enemy, or \"that\" as your lover, or \"that\" as your god, particularly.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: So then is this narrowness is a sense-- is a neurotic thing we're talking about then?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: It's the opposite of that?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1574.0,1681.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: How do we deal with the problem of expectations?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I beg your pardon?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: How do we deal with the problem of expectations in any given situation, since they always seem to be present?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, actually we don't deal with them, in terms of like we have to deal with our terrible dog. You know, dealing means you have a hassle; at the same time you have to handle it. But this case, in relating with expectations is very simple. If you see the workings of expectations, then there's no problem. And one of the problems is that the workings of expectations are not very *clear* for us, so we have no idea how the expectations actually operate. So we jump to conclusion, that expectation is trying to take us over, or expectations demand a certain particular *further* expectations to us. That's become problem. Since the expectations are related with passion, aggression, and ignorance, and their particular games, so if you can see through, then expectations could become transparent. It's a question of self-confident, as well as clarity. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1681.0,1787.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Rinpoche, of what value are such collections of thought as the I Ching, in interpreting and understanding the daily symbolism or currents of our lives?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I'm sorry I didn't hear what you had to say.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: I asked, of what value are collections of thought such as the I Ching, in interpreting and understanding the symbolism in our lives?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I Ching? Well, it's interesting experience, that you can throw and throw again and again until once you-- you get what you want. [Laughter] And people have done that many times. But I think it's still it's a part of one's subconscious chatter. That when you open the book obviously when you throw a yarrow stick or coins, that you get what you wanted to experience. And automatically coincided quite accurately, because your state of mind is such, at that time. But, we are not talking about expectations of that kind, as purely taking a chance. But we are talking about something *more* than that actually. You *can* use I Ching in-- from its own point of view, and you can actually work with the I Ching quite easily. But once you begin to experience that you can manipulate, you can create your particular thought patterns to kind of cheat, and then somehow it doesn't work; whole thing begin to break down. You begin to play the aggression, passion, and ignorant game again. So, seem to be-- I Ching is seem to be a long-term experience, until that we get actually experienced in letting go and transparency of some part of ego, we can't use it properly. If we use it frivolously, that always will tell you what you want -- or sometimes it could be critical, but still at the same time it will be subtle gentleness, which would lead us into strain. SPEAKER4: Rinpoche, if --","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1787.0,1923.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Rinpoche, if one is able to see the symbols in our life from moment to moment, see the forms with more clarity, can then the symbols themselves be a vehicle to go beyond them?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Go beyond the symbols -- definitely, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That seem to be the idea. That's a very good question, sir. But we have to do the first step first, before we get there. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: What do you mean, \"step first\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well first we have to clear the-- prepare the ground so we are capable of accepting, experiencing symbolism in our clear thought, a momentary clear thought.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: You mean one has to stop all the confusing thoughts that constantly go through--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, well that doesn't mean to say that you have to be all the time in that state of mind, but at least there is some momentary experience, of that. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=1923.0,2035.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER 5: When you say that we're allergic to ourselves, are you saying that the ego is allergic to itself?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Precisely. That is the mess that we made, is because allergic to ourselves but still trying not to do anything that-- still trying to accumulate more and more, constantly.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: So the ego's busy trying to keep things together, but it's seeing through itself all the time?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Definitely. All the time. It's like something like keeping weight down if you are a compulsive eater, constantly. You know, you're going to do it next minute: \"Next time I'm going to eat less. One piece of pie won't hurt me. So let's do it.\" You know, there's all the time that begin to hunger begin to become more and more powerful to you. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=2035.0,2097.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Is there any way to protect a child from falling into this trap? Or is it a natural human trap? What can we do for our children?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I wouldn't worry too much at the beginning, to start with. I don't think we should be too worried about how we're going to deal with our children. That's important attitude to take to *begin* with. That goes with my own experiences, by the way. And then children bring their own baggages of neurosis of their past life, so they're not all that innocent, as been told by the Christian theological setup, so to speak. And they are not freshly made by God, particularly. [Laughter] They been around long enough, all along; thousands of years, millions of years. And they automatically will bring their own baggages, of their inheritance, along with you. As well as they're going to combine your own inheritance, of yourself and your husband -- or your wife, whatever is may be -- along together.\r\n\r\n\r\nBut I think that there is the fourth aspect, which is that your direct neurosis of the present situation can be avoided. So in other word the children can be saved only seventy-- only twenty-five percent from its neurosis, and the rest of it it's in-built already. So we can't do a great deal, but we can as much as we could. And children brings their own neurosis, which is twenty-five percent, and the father's neurosis another twenty-five percent, and mother's neurosis is another twenty-five percent. Then you left a gap is with the present situation: there is a little gate is possible.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd we can do our best. But still, I shouldn't expect too much from our children. Otherwise we be led to all kinds of Freudian trips of all kinds. Or self-punishing, that we didn't be-- we haven't been good parents, or that maybe children's mistreated, or if there is all the wrong, that since children was born that we made all kinds of mistakes. Which actually makes much more worse situations than actually we are dealing with the children directly.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: So is the best way perhaps the only thing we can do is to show them that they are responsible--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: --for their own reactions.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sure. And as much as we could our developed, you know, state of mind, sane state of mind, as much as we could contribute. But we can only influence them on twenty-five percent. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=2097.0,2317.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Rinpoche, could you say some words about how symbols function in our lives, or how we relate to them and their influence on us say, in our train of consciousness, or whatever? What happens if you experience the symbol for itself?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think it depends on how much we are in it, in the in contact with it, in contact with the symbolism. Definitely. And I don't want to repeat the whole thing what I've said in the past hour or so. But simply just, what we expected from ourselves is not true, and what we would like to see is not quite true; it's not going to happen that way with what *is*. It's very simple. But I wouldn't try to play games with it; it's very dangerous to do it. And there are no tricks. Quite safe; they’re no tricks. If you look for tricks, it wouldn't happen.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Right. I was thinking in the sense of that the symbol has a direct effect on us, if we experience it or some-- if you could do that perhaps, it would be like meditation? Or a constant comment on your experience of reality.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, sure. But that seem to be far-fetched, somewhat, at this point. Maybe, eventually. It could be fantastic -- don't you think so? [Laughter] We are guided by symbols. But that's too good to be true. [Laughs] And quite possibly we might end up by being purely guided by machines, you know like computerize the whole thing. It's not quite that. So the guided by symbolism also need lot of intelligence at the same time as well. It's not so much of that we are stopping at red light because there is no traffic on the other side, but still we accept the red light, as a moral obligation. That there's no cars coming on the other directions, but still we stop for-- until red light turns into amber and green. And it shouldn't be that way, otherwise we are turned into robots. [Laughs] Just in case.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=2317.0,2488.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: You talked before about clearing the field before one can really see the symbols clearly, or cut through the symbols. I've been listening to teachers at different classes, and they've been saying the same thing in relation to the shamatha practice. What is the difference between meditation of the shamatha practice and the vipashyana practice? I'm a little confused on that.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Vipashyana practice is experience of awareness in general, and maybe quite possibly free from techniques. But shamatha practice is definitely going along with a very precise, narrow, directive technique of sitting practice of meditation. That seem to be the differences. That you have to train; like it's learn to-- how to learn how to eat. We start with the milk, mother's milk, and then we start with the bottle. Then we begin to eat solid food, as we go on with the bottle. So vipashyana is more like eating solid food. So we have more idea of texture of food, and the possibilities of eating lot of other stuff: vegetables and meat and eggs and otherwise, fish also. But in the shamatha practice it's simply just purely your mother's milk.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: So the shamatha should really become-- practiced first, before the vipashyana according to--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Otherwise you get enormous stomach upset [laughter; questioner laughs], and it would be very dangerous. It's premature. [Laughs] So you stuck with your-- stick with your mother's nipple. [Questioner laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nThat's actually recommended by the Buddha himself, believe it or not.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Recommended by the Buddha himself?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. He did it himself. [Laughter] And he recommended to others as well.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: I thought that straight out of the Buddha's sutras, as far as the Satipatthana Sutra, where the Buddha talks extensively about the art of mindfulness, and about becoming aware of moment to moment symbols, and using them as a vehicle to cut through them. But I don't know may-- where in the Buddha's sutras just talks about the shamatha technique, or if it's coming from a different--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that is the sha-- that is the shamatha experience, actually. To keep simple everything, everything direct, all the time. There are a lot of -- something like ten volumes of further sutras that we haven't translated yet. I hope we'll do it in the next two years. [Questioner laughs] But it talks about actually how the practitioner should watch their breath, how should be, in going and coming like elephant steps, in the walk of elephant steps, which is very slow and very deliberate.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Well isn't that-- the second one you just described isn't that more of the vipashyana?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Shamatha, to begin with shamatha. Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: But the walking like an elephant and slowing down your movements.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's shamatha.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: That's also shamatha. I thought that was--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. No.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: --vipashyana.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No. No.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Well that's what it says in the Satipatthana Sutra, and that isn't-- I thought that was called \"vipashyana\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, Satipatthana Sutra is simply based on the development of mindfulness. And that seem to be based on the basically shamatha experience.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: But there is no-- it seems to-- from my experience of using the shamatha, there is no real conscious effort that one makes to be conscious of the symbols in the environment; it's more of when one starts to become aware of thought patterns or symbols in the environment, one can maybe be reminded at that moment that they're caught in it, and then at that moment they cut through it. But it seems that with using the vipashyana, or becoming aware of moment to moment consciously, of different stimuli that are hitting-- that is hitting us, that one-- I don't know there's-- it seems to be an extra shock, in a certain kind of way, to remember yourself and not to get caught in *that* so much, but to take yourself away from that.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think the whole thing is based on a very severe discipline, that you have to take everything very personally. If you-- as long as you begin to take everything personally, that everything's okay. If you begin to take everything as *any* of those things, as slight possibilities of impersonality, then there is going to be a problem -- of \"doctrine\" and \"you,\" \"sutra\" and \"the Buddha\", and everything begin to come up. So the idea is, you know, keep taking everything personally, and just sit a lot. [Laughter; questioner laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=2488.0,2832.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Gentleman with the glasses?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Would you explain a little more of what you meant last-- the other night when you said that we are symbols of ourselves?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We are what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Symbols of ourselves.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Could you explain a little more of what you meant by that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's simply by saying, that maybe we are nuisance to ourselves, or caricature.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: And what is the pain a symbol of?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Oneself.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: I thought the situations that we're in were as a symbol of the pain, or the symbol of our state of mind.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, that's it. There's no contradiction, is there? If you be you, you have your pain.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Well I generally thought of myself as separate. I mean not separate, but [laughs; laughter]--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You don't think you have any pain?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: No, I thought there was the pain that I have, and then there was myself. [Laughs] Some place they overlap, some place they don't.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it goes like oil and grease together. Whenever there is oil, there is grease. [Laughter] Whenever there is self there is pain.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: [Laughs] And the phenomenal world is also a symbol of ourselves.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I beg your pardon? I beg your pardon?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: The phenomenal world is also a symbol of ourselves. Is that correct?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. Sometimes very frightening, making a mockery of ourselves. Sometimes complimenting ourselves. But usually mockering [sic], in the early stages of a yogic's practice. But later on people begin to get into tantric practices, of course the phenomenal world becomes lover and entertainer. But that's a long way to go. Long, long way to go. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: The phenomenal world becomes-- mocks us you say?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mocking. Marxist? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Mock-- mock-- [laughter] laughs at us. Is that what you're saying?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mocking.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mocking.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: And the guru is also a symbol of the phenomenal world?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yep. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: [Laughs] Maybe I better quit, uh... [Laughter; laughs] Okay.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Good luck, sir. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=2832.0,3027.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well friends maybe we should close this point. But before you leave, there are some few announcement that I have to make personally, at this point, as it turn out.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The attendance of the discussion group that we have set up -- it is known as discussion group, I think it is, if I'm quite certain, it is. It is very important that you have more feedbacks and more chance to discuss what you've experienced tonight or the other day; what we discuss together here can be processed through, so to speak, and let out. And you can refresh memories and experience some kind of feedbacks and also exchange with a lot of my students, who are my old students -- they're not chronologically old, but they are spiritually quite aged in their particular growth. And maybe I would like to invite some of them here, if they are here -- I hope so. Could anybody would like to step back here, to introduce yourselves once more, so that we could have followup meetings with your people? And that is very important point. And I've been working with these people -- these guys, so to speak, in this American language. And they've studied, and sat, and fought with me for a long time, and-- until they've come to some kind of conclusion it's time for them to give up. So, it's interesting situation that these two--\r\n\r\n\r\n[VIDEO TAPE RUNS OUT, TALK CONTINUES]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=3027.0,3159.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39431/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Is the nyinthun taking on Sunday? Yes?\r\n\r\n\r\nSo I would like to encourage you people, in that situation as well. And we often feel that we are presenting too much good stuff, could turn into garbage. It's too good, therefore it could be good shit -- which is not so good. And interesting point is that, maybe before we eat and swallow and process through our body, is necessary to digest the whole thing, that what we are talking about in terms of sitting practice of meditation. So on Sunday there is extensive arrangement is made here to sit for \"nyinthun\", which is called -- \"nyin\" means \"whole day long\", \"thun\" means \"sitting practice.\" An all day long sitting practice. Time is divided, such as like the longest one will be something like an hour and a half or two hours, and there is walking and sitting practice taking place all along. That's been designed already a long time.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo if you can take part in that particular practice, which would be extremely helpful. That I think a lot of the misunderstanding and a lot of the problems that arises between us -- me and you people -- are lack of sitting practice of meditation. That you have no idea of actually being quiet and sitting nowhere, and sitting everywhere. And experiencing a sense of giving up entertainment for a solid period of a day, which is a very different experience. And if nobody had sat for a long period of time before, you don't worry. There's nothing to worry about that; you can do it. It's just a question of pulling up your socks. As we say in Tibet \"hitching up your chuba.\" [Laughter] And you can *do* it, you can personally do it.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd so everybody who are interested in continuing further understanding and dialogue with myself and you people together throughout the whole course, would be good to sit, so that our further communicational process could be more intimate, more personal, and more relevant in what you're doing. A lot of the question that come up tonight for instance, are very personal experiences. In order to experience personal experiences you have to do it somehow or other; and you have to sit and practice a lot. That seem to be the basic point of what we're doing. And if you are-- some of you are here, visitors, just observers and so forth, but it would be also good if you could observe, and take part in nyinthun practice on Sunday. If you can do that, that would be very good for you. If you want to understand the *whole truth*, that would be extremely important and necessary. And see what we actually *do*, what we *say* at the same time.\r\n\r\n\r\nThis particular discussion here is presenting what we have to say, but you have to experience it in some sense what we *do*, at the same time, which is very important. And at the same time, that my personal particular experiences, or concern so to speak, is that we do not really want pollute further this country. That's our duty, definite duty. Particularly, psychological pollution. And so sitting practice would provide some kind of cleaning up process. So at least at the beginning we begin to realize what are the garbages, what are the real things, to begin with. So for the sake of ecology, please try to come. Thank you. [Laughs; laughter; applause]\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203#t=3159.0,3438.59664"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39432","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19750724VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1943/collection_resources/76116/file/164203/transcript/39432/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Good 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