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Defines cynicism as a form of critical discernment that leads to clear thinking. Describes the important role this plays in working with a spiritual teacher, examining the interplay between wants and needs, and seeing our neuroses; also connects cynicism to traditional presentations of prajna (wisdom). Explores the quandary: how can we devote ourselves to a spiritual teacher before knowing who we are, what we are, and where we are on the path? And yet, if we already know the answers to these questions, why would we need anybody to help us?\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["UNPUBLISHED"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eApr 25 2020 to Dec 26 2020 Transcribing: Julia McKaig Checking: Leandra Ziegler Final Proof: Travis May Other Contributors: Ella Milligan, Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1975"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eExplores the relationship between cynicism and devotion on the spiritual path, with particular emphasis on cynicism. Defines cynicism as a form of critical discernment that leads to clear thinking. Describes the important role this plays in working with a spiritual teacher, examining the interplay between wants and needs, and seeing our neuroses; also connects cynicism to traditional presentations of prajna (wisdom). Explores the quandary: how can we devote ourselves to a spiritual teacher before knowing who we are, what we are, and where we are on the path? And yet, if we already know the answers to these questions, why would we need anybody to help us?\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20260128-3797118-w9ykus.mpga"]},"duration":2458.12244,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/301/077/original/open-uri20260128-3797118-w9ykus.mpga?1769642341","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":2458.12244,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19750411VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19750411VCTR1 - Public Seminar - Karme Choling - Cynicism and Devotion - Talk 1]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled Cynicism and Devotion, held in Karme Choling, Vermont. This is talk number one, April 11th, 1975. This is an ARP digital remaster made June 2007.\r\n\r\n\r\nORIGINAL SLATE: The following will be the Vajracharya, the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche. This would be talk one of a seminar entitled Cynicism and Devotion, given at Karme Choling on April 1975.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=0.0,37.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Welcome, ladies and gentlemen. Cynicism and Devotion. I think that's the title. And the question of both of them contains intelligence and perceptivity. In the question of mental openness, particularly, in relationship to the path and the spokesmen of the path, which is to say the teacher, that we have a lot of levels of intelligence. Some intelligence are premature, and some intelligence are completely matured situations.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=37.0,123.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That level that where the mind is begin to contact with certain things that is seemingly trustworthy, which is largely based on idea of security, of course. That when you wanted to feel that something is worthwhile in securing, basically, fundamentally, that you would like to contact that situation and make things further trustworthy situation. And possess it, and own it, label it, by saying, This particular situation is my way, my path, my teacher, my guru, my president, my hero, my wife, my husband, whatever. You would like to possess personally. And you praise up to the ultimate possibility by saying that, This particular situation that I have found couldn't be better than anything else. This is it. And we tend to bring our friends, and relatives, and whatever, who are willing to trust in us into that situation. And we bring them into that particular type of relationship as much as we could. Not because you want to purely overpower them, but you believe highly of that situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=123.0,229.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And, with that kind of a setup that we begin to feel, that the setup that is evolved is utterly securing. No question about it. You might ask questions about the material well-being, but, since we are such people particularly involved with spiritual quest, that we tend to think whatever we begin to look into, watch for, work with, is purely spiritual well-being. That is to say the highest of its security. That question about the path, and teachers of the path, are not only question in terms of being good business person or being good business system. How much money that particular system it made and worked, what particular key person, the guru or the chief, father figure of the business of that particular business world had attained great deal of reputation. But we go more than that in spiritually, which is-- become somewhat very tricky, extremely tricky. Because in the business world there is black and white; everything is ruled in the realm of figures and facts, and profit and success in terms of monetary and material objects, material goods, which are very workable, very simple and direct.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=229.0,361.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But, in the case of spirituality, that only thing that quite possibly you can talk about it is testimonial situation: how many people be saved from misery, from problems. And people's testimonial confession, so to speak, could be false at the same time, because they be indoctrinated. And they may not actually have been saved at all; they may be still in their disease. They may be still extremely sick, but within their sickness, they begin to enjoy their sickness. So they may be vomiting out these testimonial things, because the person would like to get sick, sicker, and sicker. Or, on the other hand, the person is actually been saved from sickness, and they begin to feel better and better. So we have no way of telling that particular situation, which is not particularly clean-cut and direct and simple and straightforward as the ordinary business situation that might-- we might experience. So we have a problem in the spiritual realm of that particular nature. That we might feel absurd later on. That when we begin to discover the whole thing completely and properly. And the question of cynicism and devotion is based on that particular area of spirituality. How much can we devote to somebody before we know where we are? But, on the other hand, that if we know who we are, what we are, we don't need anybody to help us.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=361.0,483.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But there's another direction. That is to say that, supposing that we have no way of knowing who we are, what we are, at all. We have to have someone to break the ice and surrender ourselves into that particular discipline, that particular energy, so that we could actually give in to, rather than holding egotistic territories purely for ourselves. So there are a lot of questions involved in this big bundle of how to handle, what is to handle, and what is the timing situation and everything. Usually, we take things as a completely random system, like an animal preying for its food. Whoever comes first, we take best-- makes best out of that. In this particular situation, that we can't actually afford to do that, particularly spirituality, world of spirituality.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=483.0,578.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"According to the tradition, there are two steps of prajna. And prajna is a Sanskrit word, which means supreme knowledge. Knowledge that can be experienced and felt properly. Two steps of prajna: prajna of seeing and prajna of knowing. Actually, at a matter of fact, the prajna of knowing comes first. That prajna of knowing begin to present a sense of reality in which that our desires are not particularly based on what we want alone, but our desires are purely based on what we need, instinctive level like birds. When they sick, they take certain, particular type of herbs and greenery to cure themselves. So does the insects. And a sense of sensing something is in the atmosphere in which you can relate with it, not knowing definitions of the particular herbs that we eat, greenery that we consume, but there's some sense of atmosphere that is created. You need that type of experience, that type of relationship. So we go ahead and do it. So the whole thing seem to be based on that kind of mentality, that kind of approach, fundamentally. That we do feel that we need to follow the path of spirituality, spiritual disciplines. That is to say that, physical, materialistic comfort, pleasure doesn't make any sense, doesn't bring any further happiness, further comfort. We have to look into something else, which is a higher realm of search, greater, much more potent, and so forth.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=578.0,780.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In searching that, we have to find out that what we are doing, what we actually looking for, what kind of relationship that we are making to that situation had to be extremely personal and real personal relationship. The relationship should be such way that we know exactly what we are doing, rather than we just jumped into conclusion. That this particular teacher is simply spokesman of the path, simply attractive person, intriguing personality, and simply has interesting characteristics, has interesting mannerism, has interesting way of behaving, carrying his body or dressing in a certain particular fashion, whatever.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=780.0,855.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Those things become the beside the point. There's something fundamental much more than that. That the question of cynicism, this point, comes very important here, that case, of the prajna of knowing is largely based on a question of cynicism. And cynicism here-- ordinarily, we are talk in terms of cynicism is that trying to make fool of somebody, cutting down somebody by saying that, That person is full of shit, and, That person actually has all kinds of misgivings. And when you say, I feel cynical about this person or this particular situation, that means automatically that you're going to attack or have negative experience, this case, in ordinarily. But in this particular reference, when we talk about cynicism, we are not purely talking in terms of cutting down and seeing the purely critical aspect of that particular situation, but we are talking in terms of both the critical aspect as well as the positive aspect. But both being very cutting, non-accepting, and taking some sense of pride.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=855.0,948.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That particular pride is based on a sense of wakefulness rather than just simply idealistic. From that type of pride and from that type of being choosy, so to speak, that one is able to fish out the element of one's wanting and element what one need is completely fished out, properly and clearly. In other word, that if you have what one needs, what we want is jumbled together, that we just blindly go on and we make mistake, big mistake.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=948.0,1009.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that is one of the situations in which that the-- that cynicism, in this case, provide immense-- provides immense sense of sorting out process. Sorting out in such very fantastic way, that what is actually neurosis, and what is actually organic, and what is actually personally needed beyond wanting. The interesting point is that when you want something, you feel you need that as well. But, interestingly, that our mind work in such way that when we feel we need something, we want something. And maybe what we need is very large program, a long-term program. But what we want maybe is a very short program to cure that-- trying to overcome the desire what you need.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1009.0,1104.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the question is instead of wanting to have, say, you need to feel that you need to get fat, taking example. Your being skinny is problematic, and spiritually feel you need to get fat. And, with that desire that-- with that wisdom, knowledge, your symptoms are that you have to eat fatty things, lots of sweet, starch, or whatever may be. So the consequent problem might be, is you're eating unbalanced diet [laughs] rather than gaining weight. You could be extremely thin, but still you have a sugar problem in your blood system. That is the kind of situation that we could make-- the situations are sick situations, wrong interpreting what you need, opposed to what you want, constantly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1104.0,1201.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well, you might say that you want feel you need lots of rest. You needs lot of rest. But the practice of getting lots of rest is maybe be lazy. So the consequently the problem is you become more lazy than getting rest. And all those problems applies, that what usually happens is that, when we feel we need something, the symptoms of need manifested in a certain way, direct level of neurotic symptoms of all kinds in a psychosomatic form many cases. So we jump to the conclusion, we do those things, and, consequently, instead of getting the whole thing solved properly, we end up by having problems of that particular sickness and problems of that particular mismanagement of our life becomes a problem. So that is always the case.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1201.0,1280.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, therefore, cynicism is very much of an important point here, to sort out critically what is actually needed, what is actually desired, so that what desired part could be looked upon, critically cut through; what is actually needed could be actually looked at properly, clearly. And that automatically cuts down the cultural fascination and doctrinal fascination and philosophical fascination, any kind of trip-oriented fascination completely. And we begin to receive the actual essence of the whole thing. That seem to the basis of particular idea of cynicism. In the heart of cynicism here is that clear thinking of clear thinking *of* clear thinking, in which that you do not particular fight for or advocate anything, but you actually see things as they are in their natural state of existence.\r\n\r\n\r\nWell, if you have any questions, you‘re welcome.\r\n\r\n\r\nQuestions? [unknown gesture or incident] Oops. Anybody would like to ask question, you are welcome. And please try and keep to this particular subject if you can, please.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1280.0,1388.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Could you say something about the relationship between cynicism and the fear of death?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't remember saying that.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Pardon me?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't remember saying that.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: I know, I'm wondering if you could say something about it.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Should I say something about it? You are asking?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Can you? Would you?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't see the particular connections. I'm sure there are lots of connections with the death.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Well, I find in my life, in my recent life, an intensifying of the fear of death. And, at the same time, a sense of being more cynical. And I have an intuitive sense that there's a connection there that I can't quite grasp.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, first of all, we have to understand what cynical means.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Pardon me?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Can you describe-- explain to us what you mean by cynical? In your view.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Please.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: That everything is bullshit.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's it? How about bullshit itself? [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: I missed that.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: How about bullshit itself? [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Yeah, I know that in my head.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What you mean by that?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: I mean, that I can invoke that idea very easily. Sometimes I can feel it.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Feel what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: That everything is bullshit, including bullshit.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Including bullshit. So you don't have anything at all. Or you have a lot of it. [laughter] Well, the question is whether bullshit is bullshit. Do you think it is?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: But, on the whole, you believe in it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Pardon me?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: On the whole, you believe in it. On the whole, you believe in the bullshit.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: On the whole, I don't believe in either. I just fall back into the fear.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, that is your belief in the bullshit. Right? By definition.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Pardon me?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: By definition.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Right.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Right. [laughs] We have a problem there. [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: I don't see the problem. I think, I see more the connection that I was looking for.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah? Well, the problem is a connection. You read me? [laughs] The question is clear-seeing, perception, is overall expansion, or it is zeroed in one particular area. Ideally, that everything should be clear-seeing perception of panoramic vision rather than zeroed in one particular idea, concept. Then you have a little entanglement of, by saying, Everything is bullshit,” therefore you believe in the bullshit. And everything may not be bullshit, but everything could be bullshit. So you have a very complicated problem happening there. Cynical, from that point of view, is not total cynical; you are not cynical enough. In order to be cynical, you had to be extremely open-minded. In order to be cynical, you can't just purely attack all the time, but you have to take lot of things in as well. Take lot of things in, *then* you become a good sinner, cynical person. [laughter] That seem to be the basic point. In order to be a super-cynical person, you have to accommodate everything, give and take at the same time. Otherwise, you are purely just living in New York City and attacking everybody. [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: [UNCLEAR: Okay, thank you?]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1388.0,1767.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Rinpoche, I-- Well, the ends are a little loose, because it came right at the end of what you spoke, but you said that the idea was not to abdicate from the situation but to accept it. And, in accepting that with a cynical attitude, you-- that does not-- am I correct in understanding that that does not imply a passive state, but an active state of give and take?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Includes everything.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: It *does* include everything.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Everything.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Yes.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That is the ultimate cynicism.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: I believe I understand, yes.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's good. [laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1767.0,1814.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Gentlemen over there?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Rinpoche, how can one practice an attitude of cynicism and devotion towards one's lama? That's the general question. In a more particular sense is, if one supposed to regard one's lama as a Buddha?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: At the same time, in the presence of one's lama, one often feels uncomfortable. [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, the question is we are not talking about of devotion yet. Maybe that comes later part of our seminar. But quite-- first preliminary step that we have developed here is the question of how to develop yourself as good listener of the teachings. That that's what we involved this point. In order to develop that, one has to understand one's critical aspect very sharply as well as the acceptance aspect sharply at the same time. So this is the first stage of preparation. It's like applying Q-tips to clean your ears. This point is the first level. We haven't discussed the others yet; they are yet to come.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1814.0,1899.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Gentleman in glasses?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: I'm interested in how cynicism applies to people's needs for other people, or wants.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, what do you mean? Your need for other people or people need for you?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Yeah, it seems to be such-- so hard to discriminate between need and want when it's the area of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [whispering] What are you doing?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: -- friendship, love.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, you see, the question is that you can't just be loving everybody to begin with. You have to be loving yourself, to begin with. That's what we are talking about this point. And it's not question of, this point, before we have good table table manners we have to learn how to suck our mother's nipple, to begin with. [laughter] [unknown gesture or incident;  laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1899.0,1991.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Young lady here.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: I find myself--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Just wait.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: I often feel a lot of confusion almost from the cynicism not being very developed at all. So, sometimes things seem one way, and sometimes things seem another way. And there's no sort of clarity of either openness or cynicism, but just a confused state. I wondered-- I mean, it's almost a question of how.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: There's no how, particularly. It's a question of not being panicked, undermined your existence in this world. And pull up your socks, and by experiencing that you are one of the people who living on this earth, occupy this earth, you can afford to have your share of celebration and dignity, and you develop your cynicism accordingly. It needs immense humor.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Isn't cynicism often a technique that can be used to disguise resistance to teaching, also?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Resistance in the sense that, if you have a bad experience of something or other, I suppose, preconceptions of all kinds. But even if there's a resistance of the teaching, that may be valid in some sense. If your real prajna is sharpened enough, that you have cynicism or rejection and acceptance are working simultaneously. That's regarded as a good one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1991.0,2107.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: I was thinking I would like you to say something about-- you were talking about material comforts, and you said that, if you come to a point where you feel that they are no longer meaningful to you, or no longer providing any further comfort, then maybe you feel a need to move on somewhere else. Do you feel that's a necessary preliminary to beginning on a spiritual path? For instance, I feel like I'm developing a professional identity, and there's plenty of-- in the material, ordinary world of my background, that I would still be very ambitious and involved in acquiring and getting involved in. And my cynicism is-- my question is, is it necessary to sort of feel satiated with that before you begin on a spiritual path, or--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Why not?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Hmm?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't see anything wrong with that. I don't see anything wrong with that. You need a car to drive here to listen to this, and money to pay for it, and a roof over your head, food to eat. And I don't see any particular big problem, unless the material worth begin to become another kind of weapon that you don't have to yield to anything else, but you have your glorious scene happening in you. Superpower kind of thing. That you have a portable atomic bomb all the time. Otherwise, I don't see any problems. You could have your credit cards, [laughs; laughter] and you could use them, and you have your motor car, and you have your roof, and good clothes. I mean, those are just incidental things that happens in life.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: I guess, I want to know further about the-- are you saying that you have-- there has to become-- there has-- you have to come to a point, in other words, to begin on a spiritual path, do you-- is it necessary to come to a point where you feel cynical about your material situation? Or can you go on doing both?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, you-- I mean, in order to succeed in even the ordinary material business world, you have to be your cynical attitude to make successful businessman. That is always, you know, taking granted, always. But this is not particularly big step. But you have overall step of that everything what goes on in life has its holes. Nothing is particularly foolproof at all, anyway. Think about that. But have humor with it. Have *humor* with it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=2107.0,2330.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [UNCLEAR: Chender?]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: I'm not sure if this is a problem, but I have a very hard time distinguishing what I want from what I need. And sometimes I find that what I want isn't at all what I need, and I get into a lot of trouble that way. And it just seems to be-- it just seems to keep on going like that.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I don't think I'm going to play psychiatrist at this point.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: [laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: But what you need is what you actually want. And other than what you need is just purely trying to buy popcorns while you watching movie, which you don't really need, but you have something to chew on. Do you see what I mean? [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: I think so.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=2330.0,2407.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Rinpoche, would you say that cynicism, does it have a texture that's like a spark, or mediocre approach, or neither, or both?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It has all of it. [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\n[BEGIN NO AUDIO - transferred from archival transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: In relation to the path, could you make a relationship to cynicism and making the leap along the path, or cynicism and the process itself? \r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well cynicism seem to be link from your ordinary everyday life that your sharp business mentality still operating. That you don't buy anything unless it's worth it to begin with. And you begin to see more than that beyond that. And you begin to see further cynical approach to real world. Real world of intelligence.\r\n\r\n\r\n[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: My question has to do with Ananda and his cynicism, or the nature of his cynicism. Even though he understood the teachings, yet somehow he wasn't able to make a connection. What-- What was the nature of this non-connection in that he left the sangha? \r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I think in the case of Ananda we have a problem child here. That he actually didn't have any cynical attitude at all. He's very naive. He enjoyed serving the Buddha, and when Buddha died, nothing happened to him. He heard all the sermons, every vocabulary become predictable, and understandable to him. He didn't understand anything at all. So he need big shock, that he should be kicked out of the sangha. And should re-enter. So I think in his case there is no cynicism happening at all. \r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: No perception?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: He become numb. Good old Ananda. Well, I think. \r\n\r\n\r\n[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: Oh, I have one more question. My perception now seems to be that cynicism is a feeling that you're hearing something for the second time, or the third time. There's a feeling of boredom about your own experience of something. Which is-- I find a little overwhelming sometimes.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I think it's a question of how much you are truthful to yourself. You know your trips, you know your hangups, you know your fascinations, you know your drive. And cynicism is to experience all of those, and make use of all those part of the path. Fundamentally.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: The part of it that is, particularly that I focus on is that when this awareness comes, it's often so overwhelming that there's a satisfaction in receiving the awareness, but not much power to do anything about it. \r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: All the time. Whole thing is not a-- whole thing is this particular case, is everything not extraordinary. It's very ordinary. And it's workable. And have some more humor, sir.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: Bit by bit.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: In the name of the lineage. \r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: In the name of?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The lineage.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: The ninnage? [laughter] \r\n\r\n\r\n[END NO AUDIO - transferred from archival transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[AUDIO begins again]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=2407.0,2439.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89234/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Okay. Well, sorry, but we have to close this point. Getting closely to early, if you sat long enough. Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=2439.0,2458.12244"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19750411VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa Rinpoche,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=0.51,4.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"seminar entitled\nCynicism and Devotion,\nheld in Karme Choling, Vermont.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=4.33,8.45"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number one,\nApril 11th, 1975.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=8.45,13.34"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is an ARP digital remaster\nmade June 2007.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=13.34,19.03"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ORIGINAL SLATE: The following\nwill be the Vajracharya,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=19.03,20.84"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"the Venerable Chogyam\nTrungpa Rinpoche.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=20.84,23.52"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This would be talk\none of a seminar\nentitled Cynicism and 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Including\nbullshit.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1523.28,1524.89"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/280","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So you don't\nhave anything at all.\nOr you have a lot of it.\n[laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1524.89,1535.83"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/281","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well, the question is\nwhether bullshit is 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Right?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1584.13,1589.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/290","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"By definition.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1595.23,1599.06"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/291","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER1: Pardon me?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1599.06,1600.27"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/292","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: By definition.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1600.27,1602.79"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/293","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER1: Right.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1602.79,1604.37"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/294","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Right.\n[laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1604.37,1611.88"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/295","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We have a problem there.\n[laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077#t=1611.88,1616.5"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/165486/file/301077/transcript/89235/annotation/296","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"SPEAKER1: I don't see the\nproblem. 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