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The relationship with the spiritual friend, \"kalyanamitra\", is not hero worship; they are regarded as a fellow human being. In the beginning of the relationship, there is still a desire to impress them and keep up a facade. The spiritual friend removes the student's mask of self-deception which is intensely exposing, but also takes away any self-consciousness. Afterwards there is a much deeper communication and understanding. Yet the student is not relating to the outside world, so there is a need to abandon the relationship. Then the guru becomes an absolute, cosmic situation of daily life experience. Also discusses teaching as a continuation of the learning process and the contrasting character of charlatans.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["UNPUBLISHED"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eSep 12 2024 to Jun 15 2025 Transcribing: Ella Milligan Checking: JP Glutting Final Proof: Ruth Veleta Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Blaire Martin\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1972"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eAbout the evolution of the guru relationship. The relationship with the spiritual friend, \"kalyanamitra\", is not hero worship; they are regarded as a fellow human being. In the beginning of the relationship, there is still a desire to impress them and keep up a facade. The spiritual friend removes the student's mask of self-deception which is intensely exposing, but also takes away any self-consciousness. Afterwards there is a much deeper communication and understanding. Yet the student is not relating to the outside world, so there is a need to abandon the relationship. Then the guru becomes an absolute, cosmic situation of daily life experience. Also discusses teaching as a continuation of the learning process and the contrasting character of charlatans.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/293/551/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1759344929","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20251001-2006876-ubafbz.mpga"]},"duration":4706.69061,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collection_resource_files/thumbnails/000/293/551/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1759344929","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/293/551/original/open-uri20251001-2006876-ubafbz.mpga?1759343382","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":4706.69061,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19720217VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19720217VCTR1 - University of Colorado - Boulder - Spring 1972 - Class 5] \r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, University of Colorado Classes, 1972, held in Boulder. This is class number five, The Role of the Guru, held February 17th, 1972.\r\n\r\n\r\nCTI SLATE: This is a CTI custom remaster made September 2024.\r\n\r\n\r\nORIGINAL SLATE: The following is Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, in the fifth class at the University of Colorado, given February 17th, 1972. The subject was the role of the guru.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=0.0,38.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: LECTURE]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: --karma is related with that of role of the guru. And the karmic situation of the person leads into all kinds of personal experiences. Generally, the karmic situation of the person find its way with intelligent mind, that certain external phenomena brings all kinds of different experience of daily living situation of the person. And that those daily living situations are not necessarily that of a pleasant one, or for that matter that of an unpleasant one. But nevertheless, person's life is, in some sense, molded with the external phenomena, the living situation. So we have the-- some source of inspiration in terms of daily living situation. And those daily living situations comes with individuals who grow up as an infant or child, up to old age. And that through that process that we gain all kinds of experiences, and those experiences are generally related with intellect or the emotions -- those two factors always there. Relate with emotions are generally that of primeval ape quality, acting by impulse. And intellectual side of it is that of underlying intelligence which is functioning.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=38.0,161.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So as life goes on that we constantly ask questions and seek for something more and something more intelligent, something more logical. Such as like we might ask, \"What is the meaning of life? Why are we here? What is the existence of God, or the idea of-- hypothetical idea of God?\" Or, \"What is the meaning of happiness?\" And all kinds of questions we begin to ask. We begin to ponder around it. As we grown up we take part in the schools, in universities, colleges, that we been taught to be intelligent. And because of that result the institutionalized education system could also be that of questionable, in many cases. So, we been exposed to all kinds of books and all kinds of theories and ideas, politically, sociologically, spiritually, what have you. In other word, the process of growth in the karmic situation as a human being is that we're exposed to look for further dimension, a greater depth and expansion of consciousness, or intelligence for that matter, to beyond some limitation. That we search further and further, we do research work, and we try to find answers for that or this, and the search begin to grow greater and greater.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=161.0,262.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In order to do that we generally have a sense of awe-inspiring quality of the depth of knowledge that we presented already. So many books written by great authors, and so many ideas been churned out so in the process of study that, in spite of our questioning mind, that we tend to get belittled by there so many informations there already, and hundreds of people already made the research work or whatever. And at the same time we feel that we would like to have someone to communicate to, someone to learn from. We have our professors and we have school teachers and etceteras. And usually people frustrated if the relationship of your professors or teachers are purely in academic level, and if they don't acknowledge your existence as a human being, and if you being judged by your hard work or your academic work, and frustrated that teacher basically ignores your existence as a person. But evaluation of you is made purely-- you are made purely by your products, your output, so to speak.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=262.0,339.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that kind of relationship is also could be said that of \"guru-chela\" relationship or \"teacher-student\" relationship. According to Gampopa, that he talks about guru is not so much of guru, but it is being \"kalyanamitra\", which is a \"spiritual friend.\" If we are working on an intellectual level, academically, alone, without personal feelings about the knowledge, then one could use external person who possess the bank of information as purely impersonal, human computer machine. But if we are working in terms of spiritual quest, so to speak, then spirituality or learning of spiritual matters does not purely mean learning of the academic or intellectual lists of things, or the philosophical implications of it, but spirituality is-- learning of spiritual matter is trying to get deeper. In order to get deeper that we feels we need-- there's a requirement of some who communicate to the-- from the intellectual level, at the same time somebody also-- that person also could relate us with intellectual, emotional level as well. So we feel we have to look for ideal father or mother. That's general tendency that appreciation of the knowledge, and knowledge is represented by person who represent the knowledge. And therefore we look for some personification of their knowledge, somebody who lived with that knowledge. That is generally the basically spiritual practice, is somebody who had practiced and studied and learned and worked through. So therefore we wanted to work that way as well.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=339.0,445.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And in terms of spirituality, it is largely related with dealing with one's basic makeup -- the spiritual aspect in individuals, or the anti-spiritual aspect in individuals. That we would like to associate ourselves with spiritual aspect of our being. And at the same time we would like to reject the anti-spiritual aspect in ourselves. And we develop all kinds of-- we begin to associate to all kinds of heroes, or the favorite person in the past that who had already done the commitment and also had achieved, accomplish their commitment, completely. So you might pick Christ, Buddha, Muhammadan, or what have you. That those great people who had already achieved something, and we would like to be one of them.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=445.0,500.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But somehow that there is-- something is not quite right with that attitude. The inspiration is fine, it's beautiful, appreciation of knowledge, which is precisely what philosophy means -- love of knowledge, love of wisdom. But at the same time, trying to become replica of Buddha or replica of Christ, or what have you, is bit too ambitious. And from that point of view that you need actually friend rather than hero to worship. The reason why spiritual friend is referred as \"spiritual friend\" is that in spite of the inspirations that we do need some personal feelings that we could relate with person in eye-level situations, regard somebody as a human being, lives on earth, eat food and sleep, and talk, breathe. That person possess same qualities that we have, but at the same time that person had accomplished, had gone through all kinds of trainings, but still willing to relate with us as equal friends, rather than looking down upon us as miserable, wretched person, completely stupid, doesn't know anything about it. So therefore at the beginning it is not so much of looking for guru, but it is looking for spiritual friend, kalyanamitra, which is extremely important.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=500.0,586.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And that from the point of view of like Milarepa's life story -- hopefully that you have gone through that, you have read it -- that Milarepa come across with this Tibetan farmer, farm house, a farmer called Marpa. He is a very efficient person, takes care his family, takes care of his dairy, takes care of his field. And he is actual householder. But at the same time he is spiritual person. And that kind of personal relationship is important. But at the same time that we cannot relate to friend unless we are willing to communicate to that friend. That is to say that in the process of communicate to friend, that we have to sacrifice something as well -- we have to give, we have to open ourselves, we have to be generous as well. As well as the other friend is relating to us as well. So, at that point the idea of taking refuge, that does exist in the Buddhist tradition of taking refuge, is important. The basic idea of taking refuge is the acceptance of phenomenal world and acceptance of spirituality or spiritual matter, practice does exist in the ordinary human conditions. Having accepted that we are willing open ourselves to that person, who also represent the spirituality, spiritual teachings.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=586.0,677.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, there seem to be some conflict or danger of such person, how far we trust, how far we should relate to it. And that trust in relating to spiritual friend is not matter of blind faith but it had to be a logical one, critical situation. That you suspect this friend may not be ultimate ideal friend, and one had to look and find out the attributes of spiritual friend, kalyanamitra. And it seem to be one of the basic qualities of this person is, fundamentally, only one thing is there, is that willing to acknowledge you as human being -- not as unlearned person or illiterate person, but willing to accept you into the family, so to speak, of friendship, respect your existence. How highly spiritually may be that person, but in highly developed spiritual person, from that point of view, is how human they are, how humane the person is, how compassionate, how ordinary, extraordinarily ordinary, how that person is. When you begin to find that personal spiritual friend is extraordinarily ordinary, intelligent human being, at the same time humble person who is willing to accept you as a friend, that's the first level of acceptance of seeing the spiritual friend as a competent friend.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=677.0,766.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And having discovered that situation, then there will be a certain kind of hesitations in our mind. That one is quite certain that your friend is ideal friend, but \"Would I got to be ideal friend to them as well or not?\" That's always question thing. That we want to preserve something apart from that person, and we have-- would like to have some privacy, terms of ego. That we would like to be-- have enough space to play the game of ego. At that point the idea of surrendering or taking refuge in [INAUDIBLE] is that revealing of all our hang-ups and problems, or whatever have you, to that person as gift. That \"Here I am, and this is my complete psychological portrait, psychological picture, and this is my makeup, this is my whole being. Whether I am extremely anxious person, whether I am extremely aggressive person, whether I am extremely passionate person, or what have you, but this is what I am.\" And introduction is-- of what I am is way of communicating way of opening to that person, spiritual friend.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=766.0,841.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the relationship of spiritual search from that point of view is very slow one, and one doesn't expect suddenly having made friend with a friend then he's going to impart everything that he knows, suddenly, to you, he's going to tell you how to become Buddha, so to speak. There is analogy used to attitude to spiritual friend, the wrong attitude, is that you regard yourself as a hunter, and your spiritual friend is a musk deer who has this musk which is very valuable perfume, that which is extremely expensive. So the process of learning or studying with this teacher or spiritual friend is finding out a way of killing this animal. You try to lay all kinds of traps, and you can sharpen your spearhead or your arrow, or you oil your gun or what have you. You do anything, everything possible that you could trap this animal. And then you come down and you shoot this animal. And finally that you just take out the musk and abandon the body of animal, and you exchange with the whatever have you, money or silver or gold.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=841.0,917.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But we haven't learned anything from that expedition and benefited anything, fundamentally. So we spend our silver and gold and then some stage we want to make further, more greater silver or gold, or we want to-- we are run out of those silver and gold we made. So then we set out another expedition, look for somebody else, some other musk deer who lives, who's alive. And it goes on and on. So the attitude of that is fascination to the wisdom, nothing more than that. The lifestyle of that spiritual friend is not important to you because you don't want to give anything out, at all. What you wanted to do is just would like to grasp and get hold of that valuable thing that the other creature possesses. So if a person is supposed to attain enlightenment from that way, it will take millions of lives, that we have to sacrif-- the-- we have to kill millions of musk deer, if we going to attain enlightenment at all, before that. And that's the attitude of extreme aggression, me-ness. That you don't want to give anything out, you don't want to have relationship with anything at all. But you still have the appreciation of the wisdom, but that again doesn't mean anything, because wisdom is related with, from this point of view, separate entity, apart from you. From that you can get benefit but you can't become completely indivisible with the wisdom.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=917.0,1020.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the role of spiritual friend, from that point of view, is equal level. That self-respect from our point of view as well as the self-respect to the spiritual friend as well at same time. That usually if we regard ourselves as poor and inadequate receiver of the teaching, that we may not be able to get the teaching because our attitude is so poverty-stricken. That we have no confidence to how to look after these gifts. Each time when we receive more valuable gifts, that much you feel more poverty-stricken, that you are inadequate, that you even don't know how to take care of those. Although you keep continuously keep on getting all kinds of valuable things, but still, we feel ourselves as very inadequate. So more richer things you get, more self-conscious you become.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1020.0,1091.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So therefore the attitude of spiritual friend has mentality of richness, that you are a respectable human being who has aggression, passion, ego, also etceteras -- knowledge, compassion, and so on, so on. But you are still respectable person, you are definite person in other word. That you are not feeble, insignificant person at all. You have your own character, definite personality as we are what we are. It doesn't matter about your goodness, your wickedness, from that point of view. But it is that you are definite person and you are willing to relate with a spiritual friend as equal level. You are willing to open, willing to impart with your possessions, as well as you are willing to exchange with the possess-- the gifts that you receive from your spiritual friend. So from that point of view spiritual friend is extremely-- the attitude of spiritual friend is extremely important, rather than that of a guru-chela relationship. Though so spiritual friend attitude is-- comes first.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1091.0,1164.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the next one we have is the guru principle. And before we get to the guru principle we have to go to further, deeper into the spiritual friend and relationship that goes on with it. That spiritual friend is-- at the beginning, relating with such spiritual friend at the beginning is quite bewildering. That we think we have related with ideal person, that we think we have communicated with this person ideally. That whole thing goes well, there's no problems. As far as situation goes, it is ideal. It's perfect. But there's some kind of suspicion in back of your mind. \"Is this really true? Is this actually happening?\" No one can answer that. It's maybe happening you, but on the other hand it may not be happening at all.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1164.0,1237.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But nevertheless we have to work on our fantasies -- that's what we have, that's our precious possession, is our fantasy. Use fantasy as reality. So that's how you get through. So fantasy from this point of view is extremely important and valuable. So doesn't matter, don't question about it, just work on the fantasy. But with intelligently, not blind faith. We receive some teaching from your spiritual friend, and all sounds sensible. As well as it is quite impressive. There is occasional touch of mysteriousness, incomprehensible of something. But we just don't take notice of that. We are more impressed by the sensibility and the solidness of your spiritual friend, the friendliness quality of your spiritual friend, at the beginning.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1237.0,1319.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then some state, that the all the logic of-- basic logic of the spiritual friend and his style of thinking, his philosophic ideas, spiritual knowledge, and his basic style of dealing with people, his basic style becomes familiar to us. And we got used to it, at last. And the whole thing becomes easy to understand, easy to work out, because we begin to learn the idiom of that person -- the terminology of that person, the style of that person, begin to pick up.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1319.0,1356.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then next problem is those mysteriously we suppressed before, we overlooked before, begin to become more and more irritating. Perhaps logically speaking that \"I have understood my spiritual friend, and I relate with that person, ideally. But maybe there's something else I'm missing. Something else I'm not particularly getting completely, properly. There must be some catch in somewhere. This can't be true, this must be-- this can't be the only truth that this famous spiritual friend teaches us. There must be something more than this.\" Well, from that point of view, there isn't anything more, in terms of the mysteriousness. But it is the too much self-consciousness still that continues in our aspect, in our way of relating with that person. Which becomes the-- subtlety of this teaching becomes self-secret to us, because we are so much involved ourselves, learning and adapting to the situation, becoming familiar with the programs and lecture and whatever have you. That we are more concerned of ourselves adapting to the situation rather than learning anything, really, fundamentally speaking.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1356.0,1472.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Those mysteriousness of the-- or the depth that we didn't-- we thought that we couldn't get through, is not really depth in a sense, in ordinary sense, in a conventional sense. But it is our superficial quality of ourselves which made something else as deeper. The superficiality of our way of looking at relating with such spiritual friend, that we are fascinated by the discoveries and then we are surprised that our skillful way of adapting ourselves to the environment made ourselves very self-conscious. That we become more and more superficial, that point. Begin to relax more. And therefore we become more and more superficial, therefore the other area becomes much deeper and deeper, related with ourselves.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1472.0,1541.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There's some kind of irritation that comes up on the process of related with spiritual friend is extremely meaningful one. That basically we communicate with our spiritual friend ideally, ideal relationship. But there's occasional glimpse of possibilities of rejection, and possibilities not included, possibilities we are-- we may be missing something. As we relate with more and more our spiritual friend, those paranoia becomes greater and greater then. We begin to suspect ourselves, somehow faint understanding of the superficiality of ourselves, as well as the certain sense of the depth. That mysteriousness becomes more and more acute, the sense of mysteriousness becomes more and more acute. That finally that person begin to find even talking to your spiritual friend as you used to do is almost painful to do it. Immediately when you are presence of your spiritual friend you become self-conscious. And extremely irritating, some stage. And then that level there is-- there should be some way of relating with that spiritual friend, personally. And you need-- up to that point what happened is that you have-- in a sense you have admitted to the hospital, and you have been examined, X-rays and blood test, and whatever have you. And you have been examined, admitted to the family-- to the hospital, so to speak. And now this point is you have been accepted as a suitable patient that doctor could work with you. But there is some silence, but the doctor wouldn't tell you what the actual treatment consist of. The actual treatment is operation that you need to remove your face, so to speak. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Unknown gesture or incident;\r\n\r\n\r\nlaughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1541.0,1742.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The painful operation is just about to begin from that point of view. And at that point one begin to lose the-- begin to wonder, student begin to wonder if there is any kind of magic involved with this operation, mysterious quality, actual performance of miracles. It's not this-- not the student is satisfied with-- not satisfied with the style of learning and relating with your spiritual friend, but we don't want to go through the pain. You trust this surgeon, this doctor, physician. \"No doubt that operation is going to be ideal one, but at same time I don't want to go through the ordeal of it.\" Frantically hoping that you'll get anesthetics. [Laughter] That you'll be wheeled into the-- your operation room and the minute when-- and you be put into sleep, and when you woke up whole operation is done. That's the ideal thing, because we don't want to go through this painful thing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1742.0,1834.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There is some sense of embarrassment to show your agonies and pain, front of your well-communicated friend at the same time. In other word there is still sense of that you wanted to impress this friend, constantly all the time, that you want to keep your good facade. And you don't want to cop out in any way at all. As far as you're concerned the communication is ideally-- ideal one, a very smooth one. You don't want to frighten our friend anymore, or possible rejections.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1834.0,1883.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So at that point the operation is necessary, but operation had to be a mutual operation, other word. The operator and that the person to be operated should be consciously going through the painful process together, so therefore you can't have anesthetics. That both person should go through the presence of the pain and presence of the agony together. And removing of your facade or your face is extremely painful one. After all, a face is that only way of expressing politeness, or seductive, or all kinds of sorts of communications, we only one face. That if we are going to remove that one face we think we could cheat or put facade on new dimension, would be very unkind in some sense. That lastly that somebody is going to remove your tentacles, your last resources of self-deception, last refuge, last nest, home, that you have -- whenever that you feel unable to deal with situation you come back to your face. And trying to throw out camouflaged face. So there's constantly something to come back is this mask, this face. The operation of removing of mask is actually not bad idea at all. It is a way of final discovery of the actual face, the real face, the real expression, beyond self-deception.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=1883.0,2048.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This kind of removal of self-deception is process of intense confrontation with your spiritual friend. Actually acknowledging the fear of rejection, actually acknowledging the fear of security. That in order to see the-- in order to walk on the spiritual path, that you have to willing to give up something, finally. And at that point it seems that you don't have to have much choice. The situation takes over altogether. Even you can't run away at all, you are trapped in there. And your friend of course will keep keen eye on you constantly all the time, make sure that you don't run away. And you have no possible way of running away at all. If you run away that is another operation as well, so there's no point in running away.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2048.0,2129.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Having related with irritations and self-consciousness that exist between your friend and yourself had been removed, and then after that situation, a new kind of relationship begin to happen. It's much more than friend, it's more like lover. That the friend has seen your unpleasant parts and he actually operated on you, he saw the cancer in you, he saw the blood in you, he saw the all kinds of unpleasant things in you. And he very carefully removed them out, and he put you back together. And still that he's willing to remain as friend is exquisite discovery. That somebody could be really good friend, in spite of your hang-ups. It's the ideal. Therefore the relationship is either that of a parental one or that of a friendship one, or that of lover one, maybe.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2129.0,2207.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And at that point that somehow that mysteriousness is gone, this point, and your lover or spiritual friend doesn't have to finish his sentence, that you immediately pick up what he meant to say. We become extremely expert in communicating with the spiritual friend. And you begin to see beyond jargons and philosophical expressions, but you begin to really know the teachings -- seem to be you are almost identical with this person. The understanding of the communication and the joy of living is-- seem to be such beautiful thing. There is such pleasures involved. In a sense that situation might say it is kind of honeymoon period. That you know that finally you got engaged and each other's accept each other, your spiritual friend and yourself, and relationship is secure, there's no sense of rejection. Not only that but communication, understanding becomes so fantastic. And one also begin to develop the confident as well at same time. So this is ideal situation from this point of view.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2207.0,2314.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But there's something still not quite complete. And that is that, since relationship is so profound and so beautiful, so blissful in some sense, that one forgets of dealing with the phenomenal world that exist before we found friend. That irritating world still exist as it is, nevertheless. But our pleasurable situation is taking indoor situation alone, we haven't come outdoors. So much introverted situation. As far as you are concerned there is no other world but you and your spiritual friend, that is your whole world. But that's not true, there is another world as well -- world of passion, world of aggression, world of unpleasant, world of chaos, and everything does exist outside, still. And we haven't actually made a relationship with the world, we have made relationship with one person and that person's teaching, alone. So in order to relate with such situation, that one might have to leave your spiritual friend, because that usually what happens is that your spiritual friend communicated something so you don't have to work out by yourself anymore at this point, because communication is so, almost in a sense psychic level. You don't need a word anymore. It's too simple, too luxurious.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2314.0,2430.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the general tradition, pattern-- like study of life of Milarepa for instance, and Naropa, that life stories contains that having union with guru, then you have to leave. You have to go back to your homeland, in Milarepa's case. And same as Naropa's case, that he had to leave. So finally that situation forces us or direct recommendation from your spiritual friend is that we have to abandon the relationship. It becomes almost level of addictive. So we have to abandon that situation and be ourselves again, return to home, go back to your-- relate with your mother and father, go back to your home, go back to your old job, return to the world. That point as well there is no choice, it usually happens automatically. That we have to return to the world we rejected, that we have to return to the situations we hated. We also have to give up that we thought we have changed our lives-- [GAP IN AUDIO] --and see the discovery of the guru. But the guru is, in this case, much more symbolical one than actual master or savior, in the ordinary sense. And we begin to change the relationship from kalyanamitra, spiritual friend, to guru. And your living situation becomes guru, that point. And you say goodbye to your spiritual friend, and you walk away, and you return to your homeland. Familiarity of your homeland begin to gone through you. But at the same time the memories of what you have studied with the spiritual friend, the appropriate quotations or perfect incidents or memories, begin to flashes in our mind, which act as a kind of strength in some sense at the beginning. So we continue with our work then, ourselves. So that's the real situation of guru.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2430.0,2578.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So guru, from this point, is-- it's more of cosmic situation. It is often described as the relative guru and the absolute guru. The relative guru is the spiritual friend; the absolute guru is the life situation, the situational qualities of guru, cosmic aspect of it. The interesting point is at that point you don't feel that you have been rejected, you forgot all about that paranoia you had at the beginning. Whereas at the early stage if you be sent away that way, you feel that you have lost your whole world. So at that point there is some sense of continuity of the learning process takes place, because you have gain enough insight. But you haven't still practiced yet. I wouldn't say this is particular highest spiritual developed situation at all spiritually, but it is just starting point, dealing with the guru, the situational type of guru, the inner guru, what you like to call it, the cosmic guru, universal guru.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2578.0,2665.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Sanskrit word \"uttara\", which is translated in the Tibetan word as \"lama\", which means that which carries heaviest burden -- this is more of spiritual friend. But the ultimate sense of guru is all-pervading guru, that you don't see the presence of guru but you only see his smile -- that continues with you all the time. Somehow practice seem to begin from that level. We could go back to the, if you don't mind, again, and go through the practice aspect of it. That at the beginning when we made friend with our spiritual friend, that your learning process might take in terms of informations and intellectual aspect of it, as well as practice of meditation and things like that. And then the intellectual study becomes a part of your experiential situation, after the operation is begun-- have completed. So from that point of view the intellect and intuition, understanding, are become one at that point, that level. And then that's the learning process.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2665.0,2775.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And now we-- you-- we have to reach the situation of practice. And practice begin to develop, ultimate practice begin to develop, when we are alone by ourselves by our inner guru, more application, dealing with the everyday situation. As well as that you might develop another-- you might have become another spiritual friend to somebody else, as you work by yourself, that situation. And usually what happens is that at the beginning we feel that we are inadequate still, that we have lots to learn, lot to go through. But somebody forces us to open, somebody want to make a friend with you. So you can't refuse it, so you have to just accept that friendship. And as you relate with that person constantly, then you begin to hear your own voice. That you are saying things that which you've never thought or studied yourself. But you begin to be surprised to yourself, that you have actually said such thing, which you have no clue. But you begin to learn from your own teaching. So you become student from that point of view by relating with your other spiritual friend. So the learning situation gradually takes place by teaching as well, by dealing with other situation, because learning situation cannot take place purely by internal contemplation alone. But learning process have to take place with externalizing the practice, or extrovert practice, dealing with other people, dealing with the world, dealing with one's own conflict and everything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2775.0,2895.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Then general attitude of helping other people, there seem to be continual dangers. That you may possess the-- all the informations and all the certain experiences, but it is quite possible that you might go beyond your level of understanding and try to teach something more than that you have experienced yourself, which is generally quality of charlatans. In this case when we talk about charlatans it is not that... in hundred-percent situation suddenly a bank robber, or mafia, trying to become a guru. But charlatan from this point is that person had already some information, some inspirations at the beginning, and then wanted to go do more than that, wanted to live in an expectation of what you'd like to be. And you overextend yourself, from that point of view. And there's immediate paranoia with the charlatan. That one fears that person you-- to whom you are communicating to will be quite possibly more intelligent than you, might discover that-- your inadequacy.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=2895.0,3014.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And also that person that you are studying, you are teaching to, from charlatan's point of view, that you might lose your congregation, so to speak. Because you regard these people come to you as an ideal treat. That at last you managed to become what you wanted to become -- a guru. And somewhat since dream come true, you can't be ideal guru yourself because you are not-- you are incomplete. But you become complete guru by surrounded by these other people who regard yourself as guru. And whenever there's a doubt of \"whether I am true, I am-- or I am false, I am,\" that you lay your trips on other people and ask them to confirm that your validity, as there's a continual sense of tremendous dependency on the audience. Through the audience your ego is boosted, or bloated.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3014.0,3096.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So that's the general pattern of charlatans, which pay more attention on the being extremely careful with your student rather than willing to take chance with your student. I mean, for instance, from that point of view, the idea of an operation, charlatans wouldn't dream of taking such chance, at all. It's personal threat that you might lose your ground. Since you are surviving or thriving on your audience, if you decide to mention such ideas to them they might leave you completely, so you can't raise such question. So the relationship of charlatan and charlatan's audience are purely level of mask or the superficial that we've been discussing about that. Therefore the-- generally, actually charlatans have more personality than the true spiritual friend, because they try to cultivate personality. That's their way of maintaining their existence.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3096.0,3186.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And I think we have covered quite a lot of ground, this talk. I should stop there. We could go on more, in next week, when we talk about introduction of meditation. The-- what I have mentioned already today is the just purely physical situation or social situation of guru-and-student relationship, the general outline. But in terms of practice of meditation and its details of thing, we could get into it. I'm sure that this question of guru relationship begin to rise more as we discuss more about meditation in the future courses. Any questions now?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3186.0,3238.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: What you said about the guru relationship, the spiritual friend relationship, when you were speaking of it, it brought to mind [INAUDIBLE] were in this shabby little place, like in my first guru, doing just that, being a guru, only in a very different way that I'm sure you're familiar with. That, in the truest the sense of the term, he was a guru, he did energize or catalyze several people into making realizations that benefited them in their life and understanding of what was going on. And I think that relationship will evolve in any culture that you have, no matter where it is, and how mechanistic it might be, you will still end up with that, evolving at some point.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Do you mean the spiritual friend situation?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think so, yes. It's question of how much we relate with the learning situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: It never dies, it's co-continuous.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Continuous, yes. It's like learning to ride bicycle. And you can never forget. You're-- the innate tendency of that you have possibilities of capability of riding bicycle. It's not learning to how to ride a bicycle but your innate nature of that capability of riding bicycle is awakened, having started already so you never forget it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: It's sort of like conservation of relationship.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3238.0,3358.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: You talk about the [INAUDIBLE] operation as sometimes taking something out and putting it back in again. It's very [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: I mean, that seems to not sit well with other aspects of the relationship I see. You know it seems a lot more active than [INAUDIBLE] if the guru was doing something specific [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it's-- you see what happens is the usually that there is a tendency to use the rational mind constantly. And that rational mind, having actually made relationship to the intuitive mind. So in order to relate from the rational mind to the intuitive mind, you do need to have some kind of freaking process, you have to freak out, somehow or other, whatever it may be. So that operation is to provoking the person to freak out, out of the rational mind to the intuitive mind. I mean which we-- all the time we are feared of freaking out, all the time, constantly, so we have to face that truth. Therefore we can't have anesthetics for that. It had to be mutual work together. You can't freak out unconsciously, you have to freak out consciously. [Laughs; laughter] So therefore we could say the first relationship is just dealing with the conventional situation, and from that conventional situation we have to be unconventional, some sense, in order to really get into it. So that change of situation is very irritating. And we have to create that situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3358.0,3530.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: You mean that you have to-- what's the relationship between a very good friend and the-- well the difference between a very good friend and spiritual friend?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well spiritual friend is that you relate with this person extremely personally. And a good friend might have something in common, but certain other areas that you may not get to-- may not get along together but you don't talk about it. Whereas in the case of spiritual friend it is a total situation, that there is no thing that you don't talk about it. It is complete and thorough. There's no hidden corners anymore. Which is the basic meaning of spirituality. Spirituality is total existence of consciousness, total openness of the consciousness is spirituality, so if you relate with the total openness of consciousness with somebody else there had to be no hidden corners.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: How do you define-- for instance you talked about the charlatan a little bit -- what about a person who is-- you are open with, open with each other, fully open, and there's a trace of the dharma teachings coming out of the relationship. What would be the difference between this person and the spiritual friend? In other words, if I had a very good friend, we're very open to each other, and we open up Gampopa and talk about it, you know, in depth, that kind of thing. Is he a spiritual friend?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's more like a companion, spiritual companion, than a spiritual friend. And from this point of view your spiritual friend is rather heavy-handed person, who minds your business constantly. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3530.0,3673.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: The original question he asked was how is the terms of a very good friend and spiritual friend, and there's-- you could take it from the viewpoint of what is the spiritual or what is a very good friend? A *very* good friend is also spiritual. And the ideal good friend is spiritual.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well ideal good friend is the-- what's known as \"sangha\" in Sanskrit word, which means those who work together on the same goal, so to speak. That you are amongst friends -- companions, in this case, more likely -- who has almost identical goal and aim and way of thinking, way of looking at situation, and beautiful be with them. And almost you could communicate anything to them, relate with it, but there is no sense of surrendering involved this case. That in the case of spiritual friend, that you surrender completely to everything, to this person. In the case of sangha that you try to maintain the openness together, which is very good friend, very, very good friend. It's the sense of common understanding is very good friend, companion, and rather than spiritual friend, who actually has extraordinary personal relationship with you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3673.0,3801.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: I didn't understand why at a certain point in your relationship with your spiritual friend an irritation develops.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Because that up to that point your relationship are very superficial in some sense. Although you might like each other, but at the same time that certain unresolved problems of you haven't been brought out on the surface, so therefore there's some sense of guilt conscience, or what you like to call it, is underneath of it. As far as superficial situation is concerned, everything is ideal relationship, but there's something else, something much deeper than that, is your own personal depressions and personal aggressions. And as you begin to become more and more comfortable to the living with spiritual friend or learning with the spiritual friend, more luxurious situation there is, that much irritation of that you have something underneath you which you haven't been able to resolve it. That begin to irritate you more and more. It's the-- in other word the afraid of freaking out is there constantly -- distrustfulness to oneself is there all the time. And that is unresolved thing. And more the superficial situation becomes ideal, that much the other things begin to bother you more.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=3801.0,3930.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: If you look hard, will you find the spiritual friend? And if you don't-- or spiritual companions, what do you do if not?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it's not question of really looking hard. If you look extremely hard you might come across with a charlatan. [Laughter] But it's not question of finding one, but it is kin-- it's more of question of discovering one, in a sense of one's own learning situation becomes more and more towards the teaching. 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In the process of operation it is extremely irritating. That one begin to feel that you be deprived from something, tremendous resentment, and feeling of anger -- quite possible to your spiritual friend, as well as the whole thing connected with spiritual friend. There's tremendous conflict of exposing. Somebody exposed to you is much more irritating than-- just if you happen to lose your self-deception. 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You see, from that point of view, that not losing your mind is that you have some sense of self-deception, that you can either manipulate yourself or you can manipulate others, from the point of view of trying to be centered into one's deceptions, constantly. In a sense everybody has that tendency. From that point of view everybody is insane in some way. There's a tendency of losing the game, losing the gimmicks of the game, your abilities to play the game, constantly. So when that is exposed completely, then it is terrifying because you are losing your ground altogether of self-deception, your manipulative mind, finally, altogether. And then sudden panic which could be said is freak-out.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: That’s very important, to freak out.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: From that point of view, yeah, it is important.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: [UNCLEAR: In a purer way?].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: In the ideal situation, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: Then you just step on the path?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you have no choice. 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I mean the knowing that you're going to be cured is the concept, idea, but actually when you're going through it personally, it is quite different. It's very painful, very personal. It's too naked. There's no security, there's no suit of armor that you can put around to protect yourself anymore.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Also, it's like, doesn't seem that you can always be sure you're going to get through the operation. Like in any operation there's always this chance that you don’t-- is that true? Well in a physical operation some people don't make it. I assume that's true in a spiritual operation [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's-- again, you see, it's very important point, that before the operation there was no promises at all. So possibilities of making it, possibilities of not making it -- that's the nature of the operation itself. You see what I mean? 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Up to that it has been knowledge as external thing, and after the freak-out and after the operation, that knowledge becomes wisdom, which is part of your makeup so you don't regard knowledge as external information anymore. It is personal experience. So total involvement.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=4475.0,4532.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/47","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 12]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: What's [INAUDIBLE], you know after you go through this freak-out, or when you develop a relationship with a spiritual friend to a point where-- do you understand each other almost psychically? And what is going on there, you know, how are you communicating?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well your sense of perception has become more sensitive, and for one thing you don't have to try to maintain your self-deception, which interrupts the frequence, so to speak, before. Since there's no interruption from that point of view, that one begin to perceive in terms of just feeling the situation, and in also in terms of-- actually, one doesn't think terms of words or concepts anymore, it's organic experience. Whole thing becomes very obvious in some sense. It's kind of highest form of common sense begin to develop.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=4532.0,4613.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/48","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 13]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Well, could the intuitive mind be vipashyana, in it being in a state of achieved unity where you can sense spirit energy levels, spirit energy is a view that you live upon, it's [INAUDIBLE]. And you become tuned in to where you can see that, recognize it. And that's when you begin to communicate [INAUDIBLE]--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's right, yes.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: --it's not necessarily waiting [INAUDIBLE], might not even have to do with space, might not even take time to communicate, might be completely beyond that. It’s something that probably couldn't be measured by individual [INAUDIBLE]. There's not [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well there's no need to measure it, in that sense. It's just-- it is so.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: It's a thing of [UNCLEAR: experience?], that is the measure of it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=4613.0,4676.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85008/annotation/49","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We might have to stop at that point. And I think everybody has got the sheet of next week’s reading. Everybody? Discussion groups [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551#t=4676.0,4706.69061"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85009","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19720217VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/3467/collection_resources/161702/file/293551/transcript/85009/annotation/50","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa Rinpoche, 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