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Warriorship as having the bravery to look at oneself and one's fears, instead of relying on an external savior. A fundamental obstacle to achieving enlightenment is deceiving ourselves about who we are; therefore, we need to honestly look at all parts of ourself. We do this through meditation practice and also discover that we are intrinsically good and awake, which is our buddha nature (tathagatagarbha).\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Smile at Fear"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: SMILE AT FEAR:\u003cbr\u003eChapter 1: Facing Yourself\u003cbr\u003eChapter 3: The Moon in Your Heart\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/smile-at-fear-1377.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 09 (in contained book SMILE AT FEAR)\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-volume-9-15031.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eOct 22 2021 to Jan 30 2026 Transcribing: Jessyca Goldstein Checking: Final Proof: Ella Milligan Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1978"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eAbout warriorship, buddha nature, and meditation. Warriorship as having the bravery to look at oneself and one's fears, instead of relying on an external savior. A fundamental obstacle to achieving enlightenment is deceiving ourselves about who we are; therefore, we need to honestly look at all parts of ourself. We do this through meditation practice and also discover that we are intrinsically good and awake, which is our buddha nature (tathagatagarbha).\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. 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Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled Warriorship in the Three Yanas held at Rocky Mountain Dharma Center at Red Feather Lakes in Colorado. This is talk number one, August 22nd, 1978. This is an ARP digital remaster made October 2007.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=0.0,25.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Welcome, ladies and gentlemen, once more. It is quite remarkable that you're willing to hear the same thing all over again. [Laughter] Is there anybody who hasn't been to any of I.T.S. [Intensive Training Session] before? In that case, [laughter; laughs] the subject matter is the discussing the warriorship in the three yana principles. And maybe we should discuss the idea of three yana principles as basic situation, and also the idea of warriorship this point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=25.0,86.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Anyone who is interested in hearing the dharma; and anyone who is interested in finding out from oneself; and anyone who is interested in practicing meditation is basically warrior. That is to say, the general theistic approach to spirituality and life in general is somewhat based on a cowardice approach. That you want tremendous external help, either from the sky or from the earth. And you're afraid of seeing yourself, therefore you use spirituality or religion as another way of seeing yourself without looking at yourself at all. Basically those people are so embarrassed with themselves, so there's no fearlessness involved at all from that point of view. So therefore, anybody who are interested in looking at oneself, finding out oneself, and practicing on the spot, could be regarded as warrior, basically speaking.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=86.0,183.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then there of course various other categories of warriorship, which are the notion of dealing with cowardness and dealing with some sense of woundedness. That is to say, you feel fundamentally wounded, and so you are afraid whether somebody will go and put a stitch on you to heal your wound. Or maybe you have already had stitches put on you, but you dare not let them take out. So there are all sorts of categories of cowardness, and the warrior approach is to face all of those. The basic fundamental warriorship we will be discussing during this session together. So we could get into details later on, but the just general glimpse of idea of warriorship is connected with no fear.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=183.0,269.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well, tonight particularly, we could discuss the notion of why is it possible for us to attain enlightenment in this life. You might regard that as a tall order, but on the other hand you might regard as good news. I leave it up to you which way you take it. But please take it with whatever, however, with some sense of humor. You don't have to pull your long faces at that particular two themes.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=269.0,319.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Maybe we should start with the first-- the obstacles, problems that involved, that our habitual patterns that allowed us to deceive ourselves. And usually we never let ourselves to be experiencing ourselves. That is to say, that some kind of fear of facing ourselves. There is some kind of obstacle, some kind of problem, that experiencing your innermost core of your existence is very embarrassing to a lot of people. That's why lot of people turn into a different way that we don't have to face ourselves, but we could still liberate ourselves from ourselves. And in *this* way it is impossible, in our way of looking at that is not possible at all. We can't do that. We have to be honest with ourselves. We got to see our gut, our shit, our most undesirable part -- we have to see them. That's the foundation of warriorship, basically speaking. We have to face it, we have to look at, study it, and work with it, and practice meditation *with it*.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=319.0,427.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We also have to give up the notion of a divine savior. In fact that becomes almost number one step. We have to be with ourselves, we have to be real people, real person. There's no way of beating the bush and hoping for the best. And you can't actually lead double life that way, if you are really interested in working with yourselves, ourselves. People try to borrow ideas, techniques, concepts of all kinds, simply in order to get away with ourselves. And that's what we call spiritual materialism: hoping that you could have a nice sleep under anesthetics and by the time you wake up everything's sewn up. Everything's healed. So you don't have to go through any of the pain and problems.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=427.0,509.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In spiritual discipline we can't do that. Maybe in religious discipline maybe you can do so. You can pass out into spiritual ecstasy by humming and pumping, [laughter] rolling your eyes, thinking that this world doesn't exist but only the spiritual world exist, the religious world exist. But later on something bounce back on us because we can't cheat basic notion, what's known as \"karma\", \"law of cause and effect\". We can't cheat that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=509.0,569.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Ladies and gentlemen, we have to face a lot. We have to give up a lot, if you're interested. We have to really give up a lot. Maybe you don't want to... but still you have to, if you want to be kind to yourselves. It boils down as simple as that. Well on the other hand, if you want to hurt yourself, I suppose your business is nobody's business and nobody can push you. Then go ahead. But you'll be sorry later on, profoundly sorry. And by then you have collected too much garbage already, you can't even undo them. Which would be very wretched place to end up.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=569.0,640.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Isn't that shocking? Often we prefer to hurt ourselves, which is seem to be feel better than *help* ourselves. Of course you heard in your schools, saying, \"If you study hard it's good for you. If you eat your food in your high school on your plate, it's good for you. There be a lot of people starving in all over the world, and you are fortunate in have this meal, square meal, in front of you. Eat it up.\" Maybe those people were right. There is element of truth in them -- somewhat. Their approach and their skillful means is probably nonexistent [laughter] in relating with your particular state of mind at the time, but maybe they had some ideas. I'm afraid I always believe in orthodoxy. \"Discipline\" is my favorite word. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=640.0,714.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Once we begin to decide to look at ourselves, experience ourselves, in the most wretched and profoundly degraded situation -- or maybe some of us might have a brilliant and good situation happening too. But whatever we looked at ourselves, either based on hope or fear, whatever that may be, and looking at ourselves, finding out ourselves, and facing ourselves, and giving up our privacy, that's important point -- *inhibition*. Once we have done that, *then* now we turn into the good side of the whole thing, is that we begin to realize that we have something in ourselves which is fundamentally, basically good, and very good. It actually transcends the notion of good or bad. But something that is worthwhile and wholesome and healthy exist in ourselves. But don't jump the gun and try and get a hold of that first, but let's look at the previous one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=714.0,808.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"First, if you've actually face ourselves, properly, fully, then we find something else exist there, beyond facing ourselves. You don't have to face that particularly, but there is something existing in ourselves which is basically awake, opposed to sleep. Something intrinsically cheerful. Something fundamentally proud-worthy. That is to say, without conning ourselves into that, a genuine hundred percent gold, not even twenty-four carat. That is, according to the Buddhist tradition, is what's known as the \"buddha nature,\" or often it is referred as \"tathagatagarbha\" in Sanskrit, which means that essence of those who have already gone through exist in us.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=808.0,892.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So taking that attitude, that we are fundamentally awake ourselves, we are good ourselves already. Not even potential, but *more* than potential. Again and again, of course we will have hesitations in believing that. Lots of problems of that nature. You might think this is just old myth, or this is another trick to cheer us up. Oh no! Of course not. It is real and good. The buddha nature exist in ourselves, and because of that, you're here. Your basic buddha nature brought you here. You drove all the way, including the dirt road, and you're willing to sleep in your tents, and you're willing to eat our food, [laughter] and everything is counted. That every effort you put into this direction is inspired by something somewhere. And I'm a hundred percent certain that none of you are all that crazy to come here. You're relatively sane, reasonable people. Sure. [Laughter] At least you can sit up straight on your zafus, which is good.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=892.0,1009.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well, that seem to be the starting point. And once we begin to realize, actually acknowledge that there is that kind of goodness exist in ourselves, ladies and gentlemen, it is necessary to take some kind of arrogant attitude to that even, positively speaking. And some sense of feeling of upliftedness that we are worthy people and we *have* something going in us. We are not all that totally wretched. Although, however, we do have that other aspect of it which we have to face and looked at, which is absolutely necessary in order to realize the other part of the whole thing. But they don't actually play as counterpart necessarily. They are just simply that you go through your clouds and then you see your sun. So that seem to be the basic approach, basic idea, of the worthiness of our existence. Which is, by the way, is concept of warrior's philosophy of looking at ourselves.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1009.0,1097.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"How we look at ourselves, how we discover what we have, who we are, is big question, which involves technique of doing that -- discovering ourselves. Rediscovering ourselves, in both ways, the negative and the positive, both. How we could do that? In what way we could do it? Could we put our mind in machine, microscope, study ourselves? Could we do that by doing Outward Bound or swimming in the ocean or laying in the dirt in the beach? [Laughter] Could we take EST training? [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1097.0,1167.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There all sorts of possibilities obviously. But it seems, if you don't mind saying so, is that there's only one way to do that -- *the* one way. That is to be with yourself for a long period of time; spending lots of minutes, seconds, hours, with yourself. And if you begin to be with yourself, live with yourself -- which actually we have never done properly and fully at all. We try to be with ourselves by reading TIME magazine, watching television, drinking all sorts of things, or smoking all sorts of things, popping pills of all kinds of things, having chat with a friend, or taking a rest in bed. But we always haven't been with ourselves fully, properly. We always try to do something else with ourselves, rather than being *with* ourselves, properly and fully.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1167.0,1244.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And if you don't be with yourself, you don't find who you are, what you are, where you are; the essence of what you are is impossible to find. And there's further thing than that, is also to find out that how you are not, why you are not, where you are not, not. Essence of discovery is you are actually non-existent. So it seems that it's very interesting situation that we have here. [Laughs] Quite possibly by trying to find out who you are, the possibilities are that you might find you are not anything at all. That's strange -- don't you think so? [Laughter] But then when you find you are not, you find there is still some kind of glowing brilliance exist *with* notion of non-existence.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1244.0,1331.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So without extending too much chit-chat we could get to the right to the heart of the matter, altogether, is that technique, that way, seem to be the only way, and that is the sitting practice of meditation. Purely sitting practice of meditation. Which we are trying to provide to all of you who take part in this. Either you are newcoming or oldcomer, so to speak. That sitting practice of meditation is the key to it. And I hope you could use this facility that we have -- which we are quite proud of, but still need to be fixing up all sorts of things, but still it is functional and good and healthy, wholesome, and the rest of it. And if you could use this facility in the sitting practice of meditation, this period might be quite short, short period, but nevertheless still necessary for you to do that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1331.0,1410.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the sitting practice of meditation is the only key to see yourselves, as well as to see *beyond* yourselves. See yourselves is the negative aspect maybe of discovering all sorts of terrible things going on in you. And facing that particular possibilities and particular realities of it which is not all that bad. If you begin to do that, you'll be receiving gold medal, being honest person -- which is highest in human existence is honesty. And then beyond honesty, you have to have vision to realize your honesty bring you about in realizing that your goodness, you do possess Buddha in your heart, which is greater and even that goes beyond gold medal. You actually don't receive any medals that point. [Laughter] So the situation here is very simple: what we are doing is we are trying to work, everyone of you here, to practice sitting form of meditation, and to look at yourselves and take delight with humor. That's it.\r\n\r\n\r\nWell, we could start with that at least tonight, and we have more themes coming up tomorrow no doubt. If you have any questions you are more than welcome.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1410.0,1514.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Rinpoche, when you use the terms \"wholesome\" and \"healthy\" and \"sanity\", it seems that you're using them not exactly in the way we usually mean them. You talked about \"good\" but not necessarily in the sense of \"good versus bad\". Could you say more about that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well obviously we are not talking in terms of the logic they use by 3HO [Healthy, Happy, Holy] people. [Laughter] But we are talking about wholesomeness is just general sense of healthiness exist which does not need any reference point. That seems to be the key word for it -- that it is unconditional. That you have good and bad conditional level obviously. And you're trying to stick with the goodness, sometimes; and sometimes you feel naughty and trying to stick with badness and you feel you might get goodness out of that. And who knows, sort of teenager approach of experimentation of all kinds, things, taking place. But fundamentally speaking, if there's any sense of-- if you put hundred percent heart into the situation then you find unconditional goodness; whereas if you put fifty percent heart into the situation then you have a bargain level. That you might win one or the other. So the idea seem to be is how much you could be actually genuine in the fullest sense. When you really become genuine in the fullest sense, very fullest sense, that you don't need conditional judgment, but you actually *are* rather than you *become*. So that seem to be whole idea. Which is connected with the notion of realization and planting bodhichitta in your heart and everything is included that way.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1514.0,1648.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: I still want to talk more about feeling wretched. Even though you may discover your basic goodness inside, as you said earlier that we still feel wretched and we shouldn't push that away. But you emphasize cheerfulness so often and sometimes I just feel so wretched. You know, I mean, to feel cheerful would be, you know, putting on a face, so--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Well--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: --so do you look at your wretchedness with cheerfulness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, sure you do. [Laughter] That's good one. You do that, you do that, definitely. But the question is honesty rather than that you should condemn yourself -- being bad boy and feel bad about the whole thing, or if you find something good and you sort of trying to uplift yourself unnecessarily. But the idea is actually facing the facts rather than living on some kind of credential. You see, honesty plays a lot of important part there. When you see you are terrible and wretched, degraded and terribly, a downfall possible, and you don't feel any goodness in you at all, whole thing's completely pitch black, hole of Calcutta. And it's fact rather than propaganda on samsara; just simple, straightforward fact, that there is whole thing is terrible, unspeakable, absolutely worst of the worst -- right?\r\n\r\n\r\nWhen you begin to be so honest with you and genuine with you, completely at that level, then you begin to develop your guts level situation. That because you've been so genuine with you, so direct with you, not necessarily cutting down or not necessarily condemning yourself by the consequence of discovering of that, but just simply seeing that -- and then stop there, look at yourself. Rotten. [Laughter] Absolutely rotten to the core. Look at that, just look at that. Doesn't say-- you don't have to say, \"That's terrible\" or \"That's suicidal-worthy.\" But just look at that level. Just look at and you find out and you see it as fullest in its way. Then you are begin to become warrior at that point. You begin to see it that way. That doesn't mean to say you should condemn yourself. It doesn't matter in the after the fact, but just actual fact itself, on the spot.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Well what do you mean then sometimes when you say \"be cheerful\"? It seems like you're saying right now, you know, you can--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you can be cheerful by seeing yourself fully you are so wretched, that you are at least being wholesome person, you see? And usually you don't do that. Usually you have some kind of twist somewhere. That, you know, you think you can cheat the universe. And-- or you begin to develop all sorts of criminal or naughty potentialities, and we are not have to-- we don't have to look into that situation. Just if you are there, if you see actual darkness, that would inspire light or sunrise, and then you begin to find that you are *real* person, and you begin to feel good, solid. And beyond that you feel more than solid, more than real, and you do have guts of some kind of buddha nature in you already because you're so true to yourself. True in the sense of the unconditional in the fullest level.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Well what's the difference between real and solid? I mean, there is a difference between discovering your solid self and your real self.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: There's no such thing as real self or solid self. That when you begin to see yourself you begin to find that concept of \"realness\" disappear. You find very large space there, which is unconditional. And tremendous ventilation and tremendous breathing space. And then you take on beyond that. By then you have seen yourself fully so much that you begin to feel actually unconditionally good. Try it.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Try it right now -- or tonight. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Pardon?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Try it right now or tonight.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1648.0,1964.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED TERRY: Rinpoche, I'm wondering about-- I personally have some kind of conflict in terms of sitting practice, in terms of wanting to go into that really deeply and completely and just sit a lot; and some sense of wanting to, at the same time, be out in the world and work with people. And it's not exactly a contradiction, but there's some sense of trying to find a balance there.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: There's no problem. Do you see any problem?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED TERRY: Well the only problem seems to be that at times I just want to get out of town, so to speak, and go sit.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED TERRY: And I don't know exactly when to come back.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Maybe you should work in a factory.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED TERRY: [Laughs] I just got a job, so you know... [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: And sit before you go to the factory.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED TERRY: Okay, thank you. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=1964.0,2038.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Rinpoche--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes, indeed. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Good. I have almost exactly the same question actually.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: You said something about completely giving up privacy, and then also learning how to be with yourself.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: And I too, like Terry, get a little bit muddled there.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. Completely giving up yourself and...\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: And giving up privacy.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Giving up privacy.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: And also learning how to be with yourself--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: --seem often to be very different things, sometimes.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yes, well naturally there is semantic problems, of course, [laughs] as far as English language goes. But interesting point here is that when you give up privacy, that's the only time you could be with yourself. You see, the situation is privacy is not really privacy, it's just a hooha. It just bluff. \"I need privacy.\" It doesn't mean anything. It's hooha. So once you begin to give up privacy and open your heart and your whole existence to rest of the world, including your lover, including your whatever you have, and you find greater privacy. Which we shouldn't talk about too much, necessarily, but you find some sense of actual discovery of oneself takes place there. You see, if you are bottling yourself up, that you find yourself is in your own way-- in the way. So there's no privacy. That privacy doesn't exist. And you feel completely bombarded with all sorts of situations which takes away your chance to be with yourself and relax with yourself completely. The only way to relax yourselves is idea of opening up one's heart. And then you have a chance to see who you are at that level. It's like a parachute. You know, you have a personal journey is taking place by jumping out airplane, but at the same time you are there by yourself. Sometimes it's very frightening, but on the other hand, whole thing makes sense. It's a long story, but we have to actually do it. When we begin to do it, we properly find out. Not so much of a process of education and logic, but on the spot, by doing so.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You're welcome.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=2038.0,2258.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Stanley.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: Rinpoche, my question is somewhat along the same line.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Oh yeah. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: Yeah. You said in giving up privacy, also used the phrase give up inhibition. And it seems that when you beg--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: When you begin to face yourself, one of the things you find are your inhibitions. I think these are some of the wretched discoveries, is to discover that you have inhibitions, that you are inhibition-- you are inhibited. And I can't quite follow the logic beyond that, of giving up inhibition.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Giving up inhibition brings what?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: Well I can follow the logic theoretically. Giving up inhibition gives exhibition, in the sense that you show what you are.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not necessarily. Aha, we caught you. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: Yeah, it's about time.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Just-- well that's give up inhibition. That's all. It doesn't have to become exhibition. You could remain true to yourself if you give up inhibition.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: If you give up inhibition that you give up the privacy of your inhibition which is--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, you just--\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: --you remain inhibited. Is that--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, you just give up your privacy and sense of shyness and sense of longing to have personal trip cookie. And when you give that up, that doesn't mean to say you have to become exhibitionist. Of course not. But you could be a real person. Say if you give up smoking cigarette, that doesn't necessarily mean to say that you have to proclaim that. Maybe nobody will know that you have give up smoking cigarettes. You just don't smoke yourself. It might be too bad that nobody can appreciate your virtue, that you have actually given up smoking cigarettes, but on the other hand, so what? You have lost your inhibition rather than given up. You still walk on your two feet, you just look at universe with two eyes, and it's okay; fine. You've just become for the first time a decent human being, but even we don't have to proclaim that. You stop at the red light, you drive when it's green. [Laughs] It's boring world. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: That's understood. What--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Really?\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: If I could clarify one aspect of that is, you say give up shyness -- does that go away, does that dissolve? Is that what you're saying? That you've given up--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Maybe not. Maybe not. But one has to take first step in doing so. Just... you still maintain the same old Stanley, which is sometimes terrible and sometimes good, but still Stanley is Stanley. [Laughs] It's very humorous. [Laughter] Maybe painfully. Maybe not. [Laughs] In any case, welcome to the warrior world.\r\n\r\n\r\nUNCONFIRMED STANLEY: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=2258.0,2524.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [laughs] Well one more question. Gentleman in blue.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: When you talk about doing things fully with your heart or things like that, when you talk about heart, do you talk about-- does that have anything to do with feelings that you get here? Or is that psychosomatic?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's psychosomatic. But when we talk about heart which means hundred percent -- rather than just purely emotionally speaking, that you have big meaning, you have a big deal taking place -- but just simply doing fully rather than emotionally speaking. And that has problem with theism. When we talk about too much doing things with heart, has a problem with theism -- implication of theism maybe. But when we talk about doing properly with your heart, we are talking about non-theistic version. That you simply do it as fullest as you can do so. Just direct and real.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: So it has nothing-- I'm not talking about emotional heart--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: --but just something that comes from--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We are talking about brilliance. In fact if we might use term, what's known as the Great Eastern Sun vision. The sun just blares, shines on you in the early morning. Not even rising sun, but just sun shines on you, and it's so bright and so youthful, and you are on the spot, but still you feel so full of it, of the morning sun.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Well somehow, sometimes that feeling feels like, you know, feeling from inside with warmth.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, not necessarily emotionalism, particularly, just it's sort of disciplined, good garishness of some kind, you know, taking place. It's bright and beautiful, but at the same time it's not all that dimmed with heartache, necessarily.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: So this part of body has nothing to do with that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well maybe so, because body always goes with mind, and we always have psychosomatic problems as well with our body and mind put together. But it's question of actually some kind of heroism. That's why the warrior concept is very useful, very helpful to look at that way. That we are not talking about either the body or the physical experience or psychosomatic experience, but just some kind of actual sense of being real on the spot. Which that experience can only come out of sitting practice of meditation.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Sure. Okay, thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: All right?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=2524.0,2728.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90220/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, maybe we should end this point. And thank you ladies and gentlemen, taking part in this. And I would very much like to emphasize the need for sitting practice in order to realize what we are trying to discuss, in order to experience what we are trying to discuss, in order to actualize what we're trying to discuss, when you go home and so forth. And being here seem to be quite good, nice, lovely, but still we have to face what happens after this, and also we have to experience what happens right now with ourselves. So I don't want you to have a jolly good time here and bad time at home, and bad time when you have to face the rest of the universe. So this is what's known as training ground, a military almost training ground. That you have some kind of practice and some kind of real experience, where you have an experience of how to treat yourself and how to treat your world, or *our* world, whatever is the case may be. So please keep that in mind and hopefully you can practice lot.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd Rocky Mountain Dharma Center has suffered a lot in the past. People appreciating too much of the scenery and the walkways and the mountains and the pine trees and rocks and everything, and regarding as some kind of comic relief situation and not putting enough practice situation. And hopefully we're trying to change that particular gearshift this very year, this very month, this very day actually. That you came in right time. So you could help us a lot in so that this doesn't become the Big Sur [laughter] or summer camp of any kind, and simply concentrating ourselves in good discipline. Obviously you're welcome to share the pine trees and the rocks and everything, which is at your disposal. We have it, we are proud of every one of them, but still please be careful. And thank you very much.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=2728.0,2901.08081"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19780822VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa Rinpoche,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=0.35,4.04"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"seminar entitled Warriorship\nin the Three Yanas","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=4.04,6.42"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"held at Rocky Mountain\nDharma Center at Red\nFeather Lakes in Colorado.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=6.42,10.36"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number one,\nAugust 22nd, 1978.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=10.36,15.12"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is an ARP digital remaster\nmade October 2007.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=15.12,21.39"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Welcome, ladies\nand gentlemen, once more.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=25.14,29.11"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It is quite remarkable\nthat you're willing to hear\nthe same thing all over again.\n[Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=29.11,40.13"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Is there anybody who hasn't\nbeen to any of I.T.S.\n[Intensive Training Session]\nbefore?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=40.13,48.66"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In that case,\n[laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=48.66,54.05"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"the subject matter\nis the discussing\nthe warriorship","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=57.69,63.43"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"in the three yana\nprinciples.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=63.43,67.49"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And maybe we should discuss\nthe idea of three yana\nprinciples as basic situation,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=67.49,76.74"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and also the idea\nof warriorship this point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=76.74,82.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Anyone who is interested\nin hearing the dharma;","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=86.05,92.2"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and anyone who is interested\nin finding out from 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warrior.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=110.76,116.06"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That is to say,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975#t=116.06,119.68"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/166482/file/302975/transcript/90221/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"the general theistic approach\nto spirituality\nand life in 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