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Conventional notion of giving as conditional, expecting something in return, or following rules of decorum. Involves give and take; not a pure level of giving. Generosity in Buddhism is a complete letting go, with nothing to prove about yourself. Ultimate is \"giving the giver,\" including what we find security in such as anger or attachment, which confirm that we exist. Devotion allows us to give completely, opens up space for awakening, enlightenment to happen. Without complete surrender, one can't fully connect with teacher, receive teachings. The sadhana as connected with developing those qualities, which require great subtlety of mind. In Q\u0026amp;A, further details about connection between devotion, giving, heroism, and seeing everything as one in charnel ground; and practical aspects of doing the sadhana.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Devotion and Crazy Wisdom"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: DEVOTION AND CRAZY WISDOM: Chapter 9: Surrendering\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.nalandatranslation.org/publications/new-publications/devotion-crazy-wisdom/\"\u003eNalanda Translation Committee\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eVIDEODVD: DEVOTION AND CRAZY WISDOM (out-of-print)\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eJan 31 2023 to Aug 03 2023 Transcribing: Julia McKaig Checking: Blaire Martin Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1975"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eHow development of devotion leads to new ways of acting marked by freedom, surrender, giving. Conventional notion of giving as conditional, expecting something in return, or following rules of decorum. Involves give and take; not a pure level of giving. Generosity in Buddhism is a complete letting go, with nothing to prove about yourself. Ultimate is \"giving the giver,\" including what we find security in such as anger or attachment, which confirm that we exist. Devotion allows us to give completely, opens up space for awakening, enlightenment to happen. Without complete surrender, one can't fully connect with teacher, receive teachings. The sadhana as connected with developing those qualities, which require great subtlety of mind. In Q\u0026amp;A, further details about connection between devotion, giving, heroism, and seeing everything as one in charnel ground; and practical aspects of doing the sadhana.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. 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Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=0.0,40.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: In continuing what we discussed last night, that notion of devotion brings a further sense of actions, actions that are appropriate in connection with devotion. A sense of longingness and a sense of absence of arrogance begin to provide general background in which that we could operate quite freely, with a sense of devotion. That particular activity which is connected with expressing devotion is what's known as offering, surrendering.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=40.0,153.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I think it would be helpful to just let you hear the part of the offering, which is a next procedure seemingly. Having already inspired oneself to surrender and open, have devotion, then that doesn't become just simply paying lip service, so to speak, and there's some actions that followed after that. [INAUDIBLE]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=153.0,185.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"DAVID ROME: [reading] To the crazy wisdom form of the Buddhas of the three times, the unified mandala of all the siddhas, Dorje Trolo Karma Pakshi, I make this supplication. Desire, hatred, and other hindrances are self-liberated. To the boundless rainbow body of wisdom, Padmakara Karma Pakshi, the all-pervading heruka who exists independent of people's beliefs, I make this supplication.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=185.0,221.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Whatever is seen with the eyes is vividly unreal in emptiness, yet there is still form. This is the true image of Tusum Khyenpa, whom now I supplicate. Whatever is heard with the ears is the echo of emptiness, yet real. It is the clear and distinct utterance of Mikyo Dorje, whom now I supplicate. Good and bad, happy and sad, all thoughts vanish into emptiness like the imprint of a bird in the sky. This is the vivid mind of Rangjung Dorje, whom now I supplicate. The animate and the inanimate are the mandala of the glorious mahasiddha, which no one can change. It always remains impressive and colorful. This mandala now I supplicate.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=221.0,274.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The hope of attaining buddhahood, and the fear of continuing to wander in samsara, doubt as to whether wisdom exists within one, and other dualistic thoughts to act as hindrances -- all these are my feast offering. Food, wealth, companionship, fame, and sensual attachments -- all these I offer for the elaborate arrangement of the mandala. Wantingness, desire and passion I offer as the great ocean of blood which comes from the killing of samsara. Thoughts of anger and hatred I offer as the amrita which intoxicates extreme beliefs and renders them inoperative. All that arises within -- wandering thoughts, carelessness, and all that is subject to ignorance -- I offer as the great mountain of torma ornamented with the eight kinds of consciousness. Whatever arises is merely the play of the mind. All this I offer, filling the whole universe. I offer knowing that giver and receiver are one. I offer without expecting anything in return and without hope of gaining merit. I make these offerings with transcendental generosity in the mahamudra.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=274.0,357.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Now that I have made these offerings, please grant your blessings so that my mind may follow the dharma. Grant your blessings so that my dharma practice may win success on the path. Grant your blessings so that in following the path, confusion may be clarified. Grant your blessings so that confusion may be transformed into wisdom. [holds \"m\" sound; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=357.0,407.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [makes gesture of crossing himself; laughs] I think it's a question of that: do we know how to give? Sometimes we think we know, sometimes we wonder. The notion of giving itself is an interesting point, that you don't just give things for sake of giving, unless you want to get rid of something. Which would be-- which wouldn't be regarded as a particular gift; it's just throwing in the garbage pail. And unfortunately we have a time to give things, usually. We have our birthdays, Christmas, what else do you have -- all kinds of baby showers, and house warming parties and whatever you have. You don't just give things like that. We always would like to coincide our gift. When we return home, if we are generous enough we bring a gift to our spouse, or children, parents. That's entirely different kind of tradition there is, that the gift doesn't have to be coincide with a certain social norm alone, but a gift can be made in *any* time. And that seems to be the basic idea.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=407.0,532.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The question is, when we give, what kind of motives do we have-- motivation we have? We tend to express some kind of appreciation, that the other person has given you enough love, education, support, whatever, that you think I should make a gift to this person, to pay such people back. And the other gift we usually make is that in order to win somebody over, which is a kind of a subtle blackmail. That by making a gift, hopefully that person will be favorable to you. But on the *whole*, we don't make any kind of gifts without purpose to give, without scheme-izing the gift, the time and situation that gift could be made properly.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=532.0,663.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well the interesting definition about generosity, and even bodhisattva level, that generosity or discipline is regarded as act of letting go. And the purpose of the gift, or practicing such paramita, is to learn from your life and experience -- or vision rather -- that you're not expecting anything in return. Which is very hard for us to do, because we are brought up in a social norm. Some people are embarrassed, that you don't want to be put in the situation that you have to make a gift to somebody, and you have to express some kind of statement, and you don't want to do that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=663.0,764.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The idea of giving something purely, it is absence of arrogance, and it is longing. Doesn't seem to be particularly good in the ordinary business point of view, point of view of social norm, that you are throwing your money down the drain. If you feel already absence of arrogant, and already feel humble, why don't we just maintain that virtue and hold it to closest to our heart? And make best of wealth out of it rather than make *further* gift with the inspiration of that? Which could be regarded as completely impractical. In fact we could go as far as to say it is *insane* to do such thing, in the ordinary conventional world.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=764.0,850.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In this case, idea of giving, offering, is not to prove how wealthy you are, how artistic you are, how visionary you are, but just giving everything there is all about. That you are giving your body, your speech, your mind; you are giving the giver, in other word, completely. So it cease to become even a gift, it's just letting go.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=850.0,892.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Unfortunately we would like to watch the receiver of the gift appreciating what be received, and say, \"Thank you very much. It was very sweet of you to give me yourself.\" [laughs] You are asking for confirmation again. And at the minute when person supposedly-- is supposing -- hypothetical situation -- supposing that when you give your whole being, your giver to somebody, somebody thanks you back, and you haven't actually given it, you got it back.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=892.0,982.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You are giving your anger, which is not so much you're giving up, like you're giving up smoking cigarettes, but in this case you are giving your anger. There is this tremendous sense of giving the *security* of anger, and the security of passion. Not that anger is regarded as a nuisance to you so you decide to give up, like giving up smoking cigarettes -- get rid of. We usually experience some sense of security in our even hangups, our problems so-called problems.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=982.0,1035.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We might feel that we are somewhat inadequate, that you keep on losing your temper most inappropriate times; feel bad about oneself. But on the other hand, when each time you-- reason why you lose temper is because you are not so much angry on the cause and effects that presented on the spot, but you would like to reaffirm yourself, your existence. You would like to *express* yourself, make a statement that \"I do exist.\" It might be painful to lose temper, discomforting, but at the same time it is part of the game that we play ourselves-- play to ourselves, that we would like to confirm our existence. We are dying to have confirmations here and there, right and left, all the time. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1035.0,1115.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"When we hear something that we-- when we heard something that we don't like, you get angry, pissed off. It's not only so much that you're pissed off at that thing that you heard wasn't good for you, or in agreement with you, alone, but it is also because you have to keep on affirming yourself all the time. Some cases people go to the extreme of attempting to commit suicide, ceremoniously. So hoping somebody will prevent you to do so, so that in turn you get more attention, more confirmation; somebody will feel sorry for you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1115.0,1200.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We often say \"I don't like this, I want to get rid of.\" \"I want to a see therapist.\" \"I want to take a downer,\" or upper, whatever, it depends on the case. \"I want to see a guru.\" \"If only if I could get rid of these problems, I will be happy. I'd be very happy.\" But actually we don't mean that. We *cherish* so much of our neurosis. We don't want to *give*; we want to be *improved*.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1200.0,1260.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We usually are great scheming person. We-- there's so much scheme-izing taking place, that finally we lose track of who's doing what, which is which. We are-- we find ourselves completely lost track of our successive schemes, that we begin to catch tail end of the one particular scheme, and before we begin other scheme, so that we are completely caught up in that kind of confusion. But still nevertheless we would like to maintain ourselves; we don't want to *give* those things. You could say, \"It would be nice if I could give my anger-- give up my anger, give you up. Here's my anger, you have it. And this is my gift.\" But you don't really mean it. Probably you are proud of you have a fantastic gift, and it's purely chauvinistic gesture, than *real* giving, surrendering, free from expectations. Realization of the giver and receiver are one never takes place.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1260.0,1379.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"If there is an immense sense of devotion, that you can actually give the background, the giver. Then, person is ready to receive blessings, or adhishthana. That seem to be our usual problem, that we don't want to give. Maybe we will like to *pay* for something, if it comes along with something else that you can get, but we don't really want to just give, even not knowing whether you are going to get reward out of it. Or not knowing even *you* actually have it, have yourself with you, having given -- that's a terrible thought. If you have to give the *whole* thing, and nothing is back -- you can't even watch the process of giving, you can't even take part in that particular ritual.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1379.0,1461.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You might say \"this is asking too much.\" Definitely it is asking too much. It is-- that's why it is important, asking a *lot*. That's why it is very special kind of giving process: asking a lot, absolutely everything, including the giving the giver. Which is very hard for us to do.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1461.0,1546.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Giving process is preparing there is enough room, space, so that what known as the enlightenment, awakened state of experience, can be felt. And that can't take place if the receiver is already a conditional one, based on a conditionality, based on a sense of reference point and sense of a business mentality. So it had to be absence of business mentality basically; otherwise it couldn't take place. So in other word, when you begin to receive the teachings, nobody's receiving it, but teachings become part of *you*, your particular basic being. Rather than you receive the teaching as gift, package deal, that you are now \"possessor of the dharma, the teachings.\" And you can't insure that, you can't put that in the safe, you can't deposit that in the bank.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1546.0,1643.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the receiving teaching is not so much regarded as adornment, which has been part of the spiritual materialistic tendency. Is you would say, \"I went to such and such teacher, such and such guru, such and such lama, and I receive millions of thousands of initiations, and I be ordained in trillions of sanghahood and I'm fully ordained and fully initiated. I'm completely soaked in these blessings.\" Which will be the most decadent way of viewing teachings; you'll be collecting. And that particular style could be regarded as committing sin, actually. That your ego-- ego's lavish indulgences are regarded as-- in order to develop ego's lavishment, that you are using teachings and teachers as part of the conspiracy. Which will bring down and down, rather than open up to anything going toward awake; falling deeper and deeper into sleep.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1643.0,1765.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So from that point of view, spiritual discipline is obviously quite different from collecting credentials, PhD's and professorial credentials, academicians and all kinds of things, that you can do with educational world, because still you're trying to become greatest scholar of the world. But in terms of spiritual discipline, it is impossible to do that. And the heavier that you collect the credentials, that much you *lose* your credentials. That whole thing is based on not giving, of purely collecting. You become a mystical egomaniac beggar who keep on begging, keep on getting things. Become more and more and more mystical, in the wrong end of the stick, in one's own ego.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1765.0,1853.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Every minute is whole thing's becomes more and more gross level, or rather than anything refinement, anything prajna, wakeful, absolutely nothing; it's whole thing is heavier, dirtier, more sloppy, further collections of credentials. Which is based on not giving, giving the giver.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1853.0,1887.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"When the giver is given, you are completely committed, and you are not running away for the next closest master; if you'd get slightly discomfited with the previous master, previous teacher, then you use that as credentials before you completely blow up the whole thing. And when it's convenient you take leave and you go to next one, and use previous job as your passport. It sounds very unreasonable and very sad but there are such people who do that. [Laughs] In fact I know quite a lot of them. [Laughter] They are very sweet and nice, and rugged and homey, but there are definitely problems with them, in spite of exterior.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1887.0,1966.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Whole thing seem to be idea of giving. This is not particularly supposed to be fundraising pitch as such [laughs; laughter]. But notion of giving the giver is the key point. That seem to be the only way that the teacher can relate with you, and open up and meeting of the two minds can take place. We could almost quite safely say that up to certain extent, that the *real* teachings can only be received when nobody's at home. As long as somebody's at home, it's very difficult to receive teachings. Because that person at home would like to possess, own it, is homeowner, possess the teachings as well, they're going to turn into merchandise. So only way to receive real teachings that somebody who actually are not there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=1966.0,2076.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"There are a lot of demands been made of the practitioners of this particular sadhana. It is a high level demand which based on higher vajrayana teachings. I suppose it could be practiced in a lower level too, but the basic philosophy behind it based on very subtle and very... unreachable by ordinary mind's level.\r\n\r\n\r\nIf you have any questions you are welcome.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2076.0,2135.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mr. Kohn?\r\n\r\n\r\nSHERAB CHODZIN MICHAEL KOHN: I was wondering if you could review the flow of-- that you developed the other night when you were describing the charnel ground, the rock of sanity, the triangle of the feminine principle -- and then I didn't understand the movement of the sadhana after that. I didn't understand how Karma Pakshi fit into that description, into that landscape particularly, Karma-- Dorje Trolo Karma Pakshi. And how the other things followed particularly either: the offering and what came before the offering, I can't remember what you call it. [laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, it seems that idea is that there is general ground in which that we all believe we all live in it, and out of that that you provide... extraordinary landscape. And out of that also further extraordinary imagery, which is not only just basic sanity alone but basic wakefulness, within sanity. Sanity could be reasonable, but there's have to be something very wakeful about the whole thing, and that is embodied in the crazy wisdom principle, who is not necessarily a native of that particular landscape -- or for that matter he is not *not*-native, either. Just... there. And since that situation exists, then there is possibilities of feeling and being threatened in some sense, because of the environment is very spooky in some sense; that you have to give up your arrogance and everything, which is connected with devotion, that thing we talked last night. And also having related with absence of arrogant and longing, one has to completely surrender at the same time. That in other word everything is taking place in the charnel ground. It's place to-- place of birth and place of death. Is there any problem?\r\n\r\n\r\nSHERAB CHODZIN MICHAEL KOHN: [laughs] No, it'll take me a while to put it together.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well... imagine you are in the charnel ground, real vivid one. Then you figure out everything [laughter], including the giving.\r\n\r\n\r\nSHERAB CHODZIN MICHAEL KOHN: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2135.0,2348.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Max?\r\n\r\n\r\nMAX KING: Rinpoche, could you comment on how giving up in a sense without confirmation, or giving up without any kind of affirmation as an ongoing process, as an ongoing practice?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I wouldn't say it would be just completely twenty-four hours job, around-the-clock, necessarily. [Laughs] But I think it is-- it's comes in a rhythm, that whenever there is a stumbling block is taking place, that could be you know, surrendered, given up; background of that even given up. Whenever there is sense of interesting play, of wanted to hold back, it takes place.\r\n\r\n\r\nMAX KING: I guess what about in the sense that-- I get into this very stubborn feeling like -- what you call it -- blind heroism. Because you feel resistance, and you get heroic or you say, \"Oh, let's jump in, or push.\" Is that sort of too dualistic?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, well I think obviously that's not the case. That's the whole idea of before you give, you have to be devoted. And the thing we discussed last night about two type of devotions, plays very important part -- both of them are very intelligent move. And if you don't understand if you feel like you got to be doing something, then the basic practice would bring you down, make you... solid. The whole thing is based on the basic sitting practice of meditation, plays a very important part, obviously.\r\n\r\n\r\nMAX KING: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2348.0,2511.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Rinpoche, why is the sadhana read on the full moon and the new moon?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We talk about that tomorrow.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: Okay. [laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We could say that because it's most craziest time. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2511.0,2541.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nKERRY MACLEAN: Could you speak about the connection between the first talk-- or not the first talk, but the talk on the charnel ground and the talks on devotion?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Connect them? Well, the charnel ground seem to be general environment, where you are; that you are put on the spot. And the devotion is part of that, that you be put on the spot. And the idea of accepting everything exist in one. But at the same time, because of that you're willing to give.\r\n\r\n\r\nKERRY MACLEAN: Accepting everything exists, what? Exists what?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Accepting everything in one.\r\n\r\n\r\nKERRY MACLEAN: In one?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [whispering; pointing to her] In one. Not trying to sort out, or trying to find a little... clean garden, but being in the charnel ground.\r\n\r\n\r\nKERRY MACLEAN: Thank you. [Trungpa Rinpoche laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2541.0,2622.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: Rinpoche, isn't-- is there a certain kind of outrageousness connected with this aspect of giving? Or is even that-- and also if there is -- I'm not too clear about this, I'm a little confused -- but I'm just wondering about the relationship between giving that which is not expected to be given.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Are you saying is that outrageous?\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: Yeah. And is this kind of giving that you're talking about, is there--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: --a sort of aspect of outrageousness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, I suppose you could say that, but it's not all that outrageous if you know the whole scheme.\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: In other words, it's not shoving it down somebody's throat?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It's a regular thing. It might hurt you a little bit but it's not all that painful, if you mean that.\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: Oh no, I don't mean painful by outrageous, no, on the contrary. [laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It's interesting discussion. [laughs; laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: Yes. I don't exactly feel satisfied but--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well... [laughs; laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: --but maybe I'm looking for confirmation.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, if I say too much it's going to be painful. [Laughter; laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: Maybe you should risk it. [laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well... [laughs; laughter] I think I should leave your imagination. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nPETER GOLDFARB: Okay. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2622.0,2723.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL LEVIN: The sadhana, the part you just read says, \"Now that I have made these offerings, please grant your blessings.\" Isn't it-- to me it sounds a little bit like a bargain or spiritual materialism, right at that point. It's always bothered me, to recite it at that point. Can you tell me how you intend that or hear it?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well I don't think-- it's not so much that “now I have done it, therefore please give me.\" [Laughter] But, \"Having done it already, I am prepared enough to do it.\" There have to be some time situations, time-space accuracy somewhere, otherwise there wouldn't be any language.\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL LEVIN: Yeah, okay. But it comes-- right after it says \"I make these--\" how, I think, \"I make these offerings without expecting any reward.\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL LEVIN: And then immediately, \"Now that I have made these offerings...\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. Well that's inadequacy of language.\r\n\r\n\r\nMICHAEL LEVIN: Okay.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Actually.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2723.0,2830.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Does this kind of giving necessarily imply a receiver, an object of the gift?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think so. There is some kind of vision taking place. You know, the receiver is more of a vision, an ideal, rather than a particular person that you're going to give this.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: It's somehow not just a giving up, just...?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Just plain giving?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: --that means that, that's it, you know now you're not just abandoning. It's-- I mean the difference is between worshiping the mountains and having some sense of respect to the teachings are different. If you want to worship mountains, you jump off the cliff. If you want to respect the teachings, you prostrate to it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2830.0,2922.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nTERENCE TIGHE: What are symbolic offerings about?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sorry?\r\n\r\n\r\nTERENCE TIGHE: What are symbolic offerings, what are they about? Mandala offerings, rice, uh...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Same thing, offering of world. Giving the globe, this earth, sun and moon.\r\n\r\n\r\nTERENCE TIGHE: Don't we have enough to work with, in our lives and giving up neuroses, whatever? Don't we have enough there to work with? Why do we have to--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well--\r\n\r\n\r\nTERENCE TIGHE: --mess around with rice?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Saying the same thing. Saying the same thing. That's part of the constituents, of we have enough of it, but not all that much.\r\n\r\n\r\nTERENCE TIGHE: Excuse me, I didn't hear.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not all that much. We have enough of it. Enough for what?\r\n\r\n\r\nTERENCE TIGHE: Enough to take up our time giving it up [laughter], that we don't have to go looking for...\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not quite enough. We usually not very precise, so we have to find some kind of alphabet.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=2922.0,3017.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: I don't know if this is a linguistic problem, but it seems that we're talking about giving up everything in order to receive the teachings. So I feel a sense of expectation there, that as I intellectually ponder the idea of giving up myself, it's still in order to receive the teachings.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah. There could be problem. But I think it necessary prerequisite for that is understanding that you can't receive teaching unless you give up.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: The process of giving up is achieved just through the sitting practice and you come to that point?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, and all kinds of little push that comes up there, you know, life situations.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: And until that point you haven't received the teachings?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah...that's why I call the teachings self-secret.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=3017.0,3105.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: In terms of like surrendering, would you say that it would be helpful on the path in some sense to present-- or put yourself in threatening situations -- not necessarily foolish, but threatening situations, in order to kind of surrender yourself?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well we can't have just a staged situation.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: But if there was--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: If you like, we could organize that. [Laughter] But you might freak out.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: I feel a little bit like I already am. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's it. [Laughs; laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Thank you very much. [Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=3105.0,3160.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48762/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, friends, I think we have to [UNCLEAR: bent? abandon?] here at this point, in order to continue the next programs happening tonight here. There may be some announcement that's coming up, I understand. Okay!\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056#t=3160.0,3245.09867"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48763","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19751129VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/103919/file/204056/transcript/48763/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: In continuing\nwhat we discussed last 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