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The rhinoceros (solo retreat practitioners) and parrot (group practitioners) experiences are two forms of this loneliness. The source of samsaric experience is the attempt to escape this fundamental aloneness, to attempt to entertain \"this\", while the practice of meditation is learning to relate to the fundamental problem of aloneness. Shunyata experience is the epitome of loneliness, while in tantra, advaita (not two) indicates the nondual nature of loneliness. Trying to escape it is duality, by definition. Vipashyana (insight or lhakthong) is described as deliberateness, of which there are three types, including deliberate awkwardness.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Mindfulness in Action","BOOK: Collected Works Vol 10"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: MINDFULNESS IN ACTION: Chapter 7: Rhinoceros and Parrot (excerpts)\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/mindfulness-in-action-3551.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 10 (in contained book MINDFULNESS IN ACTION)\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-volume-10-15032.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eDec 08 2019 to Jan 06 2021 Transcribing: Al SanValentin Checking: Sophie Perks Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Terminology Review: Matilda Perks Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1974"]}},{"label":{"en":["Release"]},"value":{"en":["2026-R6"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eAloneness, or loneliness, is the fundamental, non-dual experience encountered in practice. The rhinoceros (solo retreat practitioners) and parrot (group practitioners) experiences are two forms of this loneliness. The source of samsaric experience is the attempt to escape this fundamental aloneness, to attempt to entertain \"this\", while the practice of meditation is learning to relate to the fundamental problem of aloneness. Shunyata experience is the epitome of loneliness, while in tantra, advaita (not two) indicates the nondual nature of loneliness. Trying to escape it is duality, by definition. Vipashyana (insight or lhakthong) is described as deliberateness, of which there are three types, including deliberate awkwardness.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. 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Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled Dhyana and Samadhi, held in Berkeley, California at an unknown location. This is talk number two, March 2nd, 1974. This is an ARP digital remaster made May 2007.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=0.0,19.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What we have discussed yesterday in the question of \"dhyana\"... [beeping sound; laughter] The sense of precision, and the sense of accuracy, that a person could develop by undergoing such training. There are various stages in which a person could relate with the world. Traditionally, that there are two types of people who are involved with the practice: there is the person who want work on the spiritual path by himself; and there is the person who would like to work with the groups. And those who want to work with himself are known as the rhinoceros type. [Laughs; laughter] And those who wanted to work with the groups are known as parrot type. [Softly] Parakeet. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=19.0,150.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"According to the traditions that had developed already, that the style of living situation is being both. That person should follow both styles. Sometimes they could be a rhinoceros, sometimes they could be parakeet, working with the flocks and groups together. And the Tibetan tradition particularly, that person going into a retreat by given length of time, is very much recommended. At the same time, working with a fellow sangha, your brothers and sisters in the spiritual path, had to be related with. So it seems it is very necessary to follow both situations in one’s living situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=150.0,231.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That when you have more time to yourself, that you generate energy. And also you generate your sense of loneliness. And retreat is very important from that point of view. That nobody has organized your life, programmed your life, but you have to improvise yourself. The sense of being in the solitude is another kind of love affair. That being by yourself, being alone -- sometimes you don’t like it, sometimes you do like it. But nevertheless, the constant echoes of aloneness is always there; that you have no opportunity, none whatsoever, to indulge yourself into anything. There are no candy stores, no cinema halls. Just being by yourself, constantly. Not exactly by being yourself, but just by being *your*self, just simply being you, at that point.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=231.0,341.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"According to the Buddhist tradition, that you cannot develop sense of community or sangha, *unless* you felt sense of loneliness, aloneness at the beginning. Which we usually reject constantly. That we don’t want to be alone. We want to be secured, and we want to have someone to call. We always would like to install a telephone if we are-- have enough money. So that our friends could call us, we could call them, if we feel cut off.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=341.0,384.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The sense of loneliness is not so much of appreciating the beauties of sunrise and sunset and chirping birds, and leaves and trees and the rocks and the brooks. But sense of loneliness is to be *alone*, completely alone. You came to this world alone, and you go away from this world alone. You function yourself *alone*. The only reference point you find is the other people also alone. They do the same thing. But nevertheless that doesn’t make any-- that doesn’t help, particularly. For the rare fact you’re alone. You are completely one individual experiencing this world, and sharing opinions, and sharing attitudes, and sharing your practices or disciplines, are not regarded as security. The group of lonely people are still working on the same situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=384.0,452.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So sense of aloneness, sense of being alone, is one of the promise as well as one of the problems that we have. That we usually feel alone, and then we begin to recruit other people to work with our loneliness, so we could forget our loneliness. That we invite friends, that we try to fall in love, that we try to recruit sympathizers. That we read books. That we listen to music. And we trying to cook better meal next day. More entertaining, more securing, constantly. And those are the expressions of rejecting loneliness, which is the source of-- the *very* source of samsaric spinning. That trying to escape from ourselves produces these problems. Not accepting loneliness, aloneness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=452.0,568.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, basically, practice of meditation is to relate with that *big* problem. Aloneness is related with not-two, or nondual. And trying to escape from the aloneness is regarded as duality, producing the \"other\", trying to manufacture the other, so that the other could improvise, or entertain \"this\", constantly. That has become the problem.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=568.0,614.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And the going to retreat is not so much of that you should prove something to yourself, or to the others. Or that you should make some mark of commitment to the teachings, that, \"Now I’m finally secured, that I could join the others, because I did this and that. I went on retreat for ten days. Twenty days. Three months. Whole *year*. Three years, four years,\" whatever.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=614.0,655.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That, finally, ultimately, that we are alone, including our feedbacks, our echo of our loneliness. So we can-- we cannot impress anybody at all. There’s no one to be impressed, the-- you get a good report about your vigor, and so forth, is your own report coming back to you. Your development is coming back to you, as expression of loneliness still.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=655.0,692.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So realizing that the basic premise is extremely important, that knowing that we are alone, lonely, that there is no other way to handle that particular situation. And that notion of loneliness is sounds very simple and very ordinary, but that tradition goes back from the hinayana, mahayana, and vajrayana level. That hinayana level, that loneliness is referred as a discipline and \"pratimoksha\", which means \"self-liberation\". And in the mahayana tradition that loneliness is related with that you’re working with fellow sentient beings, by yourself. And the realization of shunyata principle, which is the epitome of loneliness, or shunyata is referred as emptiness, epitome of loneliness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=692.0,766.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In the shunyata tradition, or shunyata philosophy, if you like to call it, that there is not even \"you\" to realize your loneliness. Not even *you* exist, let alone the even loneliness itself. Which is absolutely desolate thing; it’s horrifying. If you are feel fearful of your loneliness, you have some company at least. But even if you are-- you can’t be fearful of your loneliness then that’s really empty heart. There’s nothing there at all. Absolutely completely hollow, and spacious. And that is also meaning of what is known as the egolessness, is the sense of loneliness which pervades constantly. There is no one to hang onto, not a *thing* to hang onto, so therefore that’s the meaning of egolessness, is that the ultimate loneliness is egolessness, which is a true experience.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=766.0,847.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Then there is the notion of tantric tradition, that the loneliness is expresses in a differently, as \"advaita\"; \"not-two.\" Often loneliness is described as union, strange enoughly. In this case, the notion of loneliness as union has nothing to do with \"that\" and \"this\" united, therefore happy ever after. But union is more of indivisibility than union. So if situations are indivisible, then you can’t separate, you can’t name it, \"This is this aspect, that is that aspect,\" at all. Whole thing is one. Even not one, it’s just zero.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=847.0,923.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So, the notion of aloneness and loneliness is extremely important, to-- at least to realize the glimpse of dhyana meditation experience. The meditation approach towards meditation is realization of loneliness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=923.0,951.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Within the understanding of loneliness, aloneness, the desolateness, then you begin to appreciate space. And when we generally talk about the notion of space, we think in terms of the space, and there is observer of the space, which is non-space, which watching the rest of the thing, is a relative reference that exist there. But this case we are talking about not experience of space, but space itself. And then person will be able to relate with other lonely people. Some lonely people are very confused, because they do not know that they’re lonely and they’re still looking for the other, which actually doesn’t exist. Which is called samsaric nature. That you are able to help them, to assure them their loneliness is the innate nature in them, and which is what’s called bodhisattva’s activity. And also then you begin to develop group of lonely people getting together. [Laughs; laughter] Which is called sangha. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=951.0,1054.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Loneliness is connected with the virtue in the Buddhist tradition. Tibetan word for sangha is \"gendun\". \"Ge\" means \"virtue\" -- \"gewa\" is \"virtue\"; \"dun pa\" means \"attitude\", that a person who believes in the same kind of virtue. So virtue in this case is the notion of loneliness, which is very pure and very clean. And there is no atmosphere, so therefore there could not be any germs.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1054.0,1096.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So the notion of loneliness and individuality, from some sense, or non-individuality, whatever you like to call it, which is the notion of sangha, group community. And it is sometimes necessary to take the attitude of parrot flock -- the other type of individual’s attitude. We have already discussed the notion of rhinoceros. The parrot flock type individuals, are necessary because that friends in the sangha does not lend their help, or give false security against loneliness. That making friends with another sister and brother in the dharma, reminds you original loneliness, constantly. So therefore there’s something in common. And individuals who are alone, lonely, working together with each other, creates enormous energy at that point. Enormous *vigor*. Because that such vigor is unconditioned vigor. It has nothing to do with the security, and establishing ground as such.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1096.0,1207.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Unless a person is involved with both situations simultaneously, the loneliness, and being in a group, which is also expression of loneliness, that you cannot develop dhyana. And the loneliness could become a very romantic notion, extremely romantic notion. Heroic, in some sense. You could find a lot of references to that particular approach in THE HUNDRED THOUSAND SONGS OF MILAREPA, that he is praising constantly the beauty of being in solitude.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1207.0,1267.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Dhyana practice at this point, consist of working with \"this\" and working with the \"other\", which is still false notion but there is seemingly \"other\". And willing to work with the both brings spark, energy. And then review the whole thing, and then one begin to realize the notion of loneliness, that the \"other\" and \"this\" doesn’t exist. That actually that it is *you* in any case. The notion of oneness begin to takes place.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1267.0,1329.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"At this point we are still a long way from samadhi. [Laughter] We have just almost, we could say quite safely, we have just learned the vocabulary, or the logic, of notion of dhyana. You might ask how to grow up, having learned the language. The growing up process in the dhyana practice is what’s known as awareness. Practice of \"vipashyana\" practice, which is translated as \"insight\" practice. Tibetan word \"lhakthong,\" which means \"clear seeing,\" \"super vision.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1329.0,1393.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In order to see clearly in the sitting practice of meditation, as well as in the everyday life situations, that one has to have some sense of deliberateness. That deliberateness could become very tricky. That we talk about being careful, being deliberate. It has two meanings, being deliberateness. The one is that being deliberate because you are afraid of you might spill your overfilled cup; that one has to be paranoid in order to be deliberate. You might do something wrong, something terrible, you might run into accident. And another type of deliberateness is self-righteousness. That you are being *great*. That you are *so* deliberate that you are always aware of what’s happening around you, and nobody can pick hole in you. That everybody-- you are completely faultless, no fault in it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1393.0,1479.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The third type of deliberateness is-- could be said as awkward spontaneity. It is awkward because it is-- you are always there. It is spontaneous because you have trust in the whole situation. So, this kind of deliberateness is awkward spontaneity, which seem to be the best deliberateness. You take great interest in every aspect of your life. Level of sense perception, to the level of psychological-- basic psychological framework. That everything’s watched, looked at very directly, very definitely, but being *here* right now, being here. Definitely being here. The spark of being here, the energy of being here, is delightful. But at the same time it takes the shape of awkwardness, at the same time takes the shape of spontaneity. Spontaneity is the confident. The awkwardness is the dignity, from that point of view.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1479.0,1603.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It is been said that Buddha walks like elephant. That’s one of his attribute. [Laughs] Whatever you do in your life, whether you have audience, or whether you are by yourself, that we are making statement. That we are involved in some kind of energy. That these energies are very sacred -- unique. So the deliberateness, deliberate awkwardness, with a notion of spontaneity, brings the balance. Which is the description of awareness. You are not just purely being aware, and hanging on to it. But you be aware, because awareness comes to you. You just acknowledge that awareness is-- *does* exist, such awareness does exist. And that is the epitome of final state of dhyana, is that whole life becomes part of the whole process. At that level there is no distinction between profane and sacred. That everything *is*. Whatever you do in life, it has very interesting, very beautiful, humor in it. That you burped very loudly during the sitting practice, where everybody's quiet. That is also part of the awareness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1603.0,1807.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This particular approach of looking at the dhyana tradition is what’s known as, in according to Buddhist philosophy, is the notion of yogachara school. That whenever there is a deliberate and awkward spontaneity, there is a notion of art involved. And the contrast is not particularly art, but the very place you put your emphasis provides some humor in it.\r\n\r\n\r\nMaybe we could have a discussion period.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1807.0,1873.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: You said that you have to have the loneliness experience when you're by yourself, and the loneliness experience when you're in a group, in order to fully experience dhyana. And then-- and, like how does this tie in with going off for a long retreat of six months or a year, where you’re actually only experiencing the loneliness with yourself during that period? But they don’t have to be at the same time, they could be at different time?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, loneliness you experience is all the time. That you are dealing with a particular aspect of loneliness, that by being yourself you feel, \"I am alone,\" which is dealing with your attitude of loneliness. And now, if you are among friends, \"I’m going back to the city. And I have lots of entertainment, and a lot of company and help.\" Which is another expression of loneliness. It’s dealing with a different attitude, and seeing a different attitude that you shifts around back and forth is a very interesting one.\r\n\r\n\r\nSo the whole point is you can’t solve your basic problem of loneliness at all. It is always there -- in fact it is the seed of wisdom, enlightenment. So loneliness *is* enlightenment from that point of view. 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[Unknown gesture or incident] [Laughter; clapping]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=1965.0,2031.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Do you think boredom is one experience of loneliness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, we have a semantic problem there. [Laughter] I don’t know what the dictionary would say, definition of boredom, exactly. But it seems that boredom is usually referred as the whole thing is very *flat*. There’s no spark. And nothing is percolating. But at the same time, boredom could be a vanguard of realization of loneliness, at the same time. Because there’s no one-- no playmates, there’s no entertainment. I would say that the real pejorative word for boredom is \"speed.\" That you are bored with your life, that you’re trying to do a hundred things at once, in order to occupy. So speed is more of boredom, than actually get bored you have nothing to do, which is a realization-- potential realization of your loneliness. I mean epitome of boredom that we-- the expression of boredom that we have created this country is Disneyland. [Laughter] That is the final thing, the ultimate thing, that we could ever dream. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=2031.0,2166.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: You said that the best deliberateness is awkward spontaneity. 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Yeah, I think that is very close.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=2187.0,2229.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Does the spark come as a result of having desire to fill up the loneliness, and yet the realization that the loneliness can’t be filled, it just has to be experienced?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The spark comes before that. That when you begin to realize that you have the other, and this, and then you begin to click. And spark comes much before that. I mean, the loneliness comes much later. So you have the realization of the world, and you. And somehow you have to make friends with your and your world, and the spark begin to arrive. 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That even nobody experience loneliness because there’s nobody-- no one to experience it. So it’s completely… AH.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Well, why is it horrifying?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Why what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Why is it horrifying?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Hard to find? Horrifying?\r\n\r\n\r\nAUDIENCE: Horrifying.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Why is horrifying? Well because that, you want to witness. [Laughter] That you want to keep up. And that how old are you, and looking forward to next birthday celebration. And you want to know, you want to keep a record of the whole thing. It’s kind of neurotic mathematician.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=2305.0,2403.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: You said something about we're born alone and we live alone and we die alone. But if a baby was alone, it would die right away. So how does the need for people and love and nurturing tie in with this aloneness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That is also expression of loneliness. Because baby is alone and helpless. And there is only one baby at the time, maybe five, but still every one of them are lonely. And feeding them, changing their diapers, are expression of their individuality, their loneliness, because you can’t have prefabricated process there. It’s the same thing, that you give love and nurturing, and nourishment, care for your baby, but at the same time that this is expression of loneliness, as far as the baby is concerned.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: How does the baby inside of *me* get those needs met and still be alone?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Baby inside you? SPEAKER8: Yeah. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Same thing. Waiting to be born. Which you don’t experience, but baby experiences. That the same way you die in the hospital. You have all these doctors around, and your relatives, and people visiting you, and afraid of telling you that you are going to die. Or someone-- somebody might have decided to tell you that it is-- you are in bad shape. That you might die. That is also same thing as birth -- is expression of loneliness.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: But I’m not speaking about a real baby. I mean, I’m speaking about that part of me that feels like a baby.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I mean that’s precisely the same thing. That you feel like a baby who is alone, *with* the parents, even. Still the parents are further expression of loneliness. There is echo of space when your children says, \"Daddy, Mommy.\" There is a tone of aloneness in them. And at the same time, there’s a tone of warmth of course, but a tone-- there is a tone of looking upward -- \"Daddy, Mommy.\" Which is a very powerful, you know, voice. And that very powerful voice is *filled* with loneliness.\r\n\r\n\r\nAnd it seem to be that first time that children learn to say \"no\", rather than learn to say \"yes\", is trying to insert their power over the other, so that the others are challenged. Which is another expression of loneliness. That you want to find out what is-- what the outcome is when you say \"no\". And then somebody said \"yes\", you have to do it, which is a further expressions of loneliness.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=2403.0,2626.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: How do you see a relationship between a feeling of hopeless, or helplessness, and loneliness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Same thing.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Precisely, the same word. 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[Laughter] But one just *be* lonely, rather than *experience*, and regard loneliness as something special. But just one should *be* lonely, should be alone. Willing to get into it. No tricks involved.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=2649.0,2714.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93884/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Friends, probably we should stop our... [unknown incident; laughter] There are some announcement that need to be made, tonight.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=2714.0,2733.08735"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93885","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19740302VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93885/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa 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location.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=6.57,9.6"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93885/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number two,\nMarch 2nd, 1974.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196#t=9.6,14.56"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/170315/file/309196/transcript/93885/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is an ARP digital remaster\nmade May 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