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We expect the teachings or teacher to solve our problems, but we discover there is no miracle or savior; we have to work with our problems ourselves. Disappointment is necessary because spiritual search requires some sacrifice, some act of generosity to get beyond ego's ambition. We realize that to experience awakened state of mind we must give our ego away, surrendering sense of ownership -- my achievement, my attainment. When we give up expectations we are grounded in reality and there is tremendous openness, which provides room for inspiration. Published in THE MYTH OF FREEDOM.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["BOOK: Myth of Freedom","BOOK: Collected Works Vol 03"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication Details"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eBOOK: THE MYTH OF FREEDOM: Part 1: The Myth of Freedom: Disappointment\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-myth-of-freedom-and-the-way-of-meditation-1073.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBOOK: COLLECTED WORKS VOL 3 (in contained book MYTH OF FREEDOM)\u003cbr\u003e-- from \u003ca href=\"https://www.shambhala.com/the-collected-works-of-chogyam-trungpa-384.html\"\u003eShambhala Publications\u003c/a\u003e\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eApr 07 2024 to Feb 19 2026 Transcribing: Ella Milligan Checking: Jessyca Goldstein Final Proof: Ruth Veleta Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1972"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eDisappointment as a necessary and integral part of path. We expect the teachings or teacher to solve our problems, but we discover there is no miracle or savior; we have to work with our problems ourselves. Disappointment is necessary because spiritual search requires some sacrifice, some act of generosity to get beyond ego's ambition. We realize that to experience awakened state of mind we must give our ego away, surrendering sense of ownership -- my achievement, my attainment. When we give up expectations we are grounded in reality and there is tremendous openness, which provides room for inspiration. Published in THE MYTH OF FREEDOM.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/288/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1769639155","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20260331-1167548-u8lxy7.mpga"]},"duration":2682.88175,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/288/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1769639155","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/306/992/original/open-uri20260331-1167548-u8lxy7.mpga?1774976184","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":2682.88175,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19720907VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19720907VCTR1 - Public Talk - New York City - Disappointment] \r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nCTI SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, single public talk entitled Disappointment, given in New York City on September 7th, 1972. This is a CTI custom remaster made April 2024.\r\n\r\n\r\nORIGINAL SLATE: Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, talk at the Universalist Church in New York, September 7th, 1972, on Disappointment.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=0.0,37.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Tonight we are discussing the necessary of disappointment as integral part of the spiritual path.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=37.0,63.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"You might think that spiritual search is related with fulfillment and happiness, accomplishment, enlightenment. But at the same time it needs some sacrifice, some kind of giving, some kind of act of generosity, some kind of training process before we get into the happiness and goodness and pleasurable situation, whatever. So therefore the sense of-- or the idea of disappointment plays a very important part.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=63.0,120.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In this case, disappointment that what we are referring is as that of fulfilling every expectations of ego is the-- or from that point of view that achieving something that you want to achieve without any giving, any openness, any kind of sharing situation. So in other word, necessary of disappointment is that you can't become a self-made buddha. One have to depend on the living situations, and one have to experience of the reality of life, as such, before we decide to proclaim ourselves as enlightened person. We have to give something, we have to open, we have to share something.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=120.0,203.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Disappointment is necessary because we begin to realize that in order to attain an awakened state of mind that we have to give our ego away. We have to get beyond the ego's ambition, which is terribly disappointing. That generally what one tend to view ourselves is that, \"I would like to watch myself attaining enlightenment, I would like to celebrate my own attainment of enlightenment, and watch my disciples celebrating, worshiping, and throwing flowers at me, and all kinds of miracles happening, earthquakes, and gods singing, and angels and so forth.\" [Laughter] This never happens, so therefore whole thing is tremendous disappointment. [Laughter] You can't watch, attend, your own funeral procession. Attainment of enlightenment from that point of view is-- from ego's point of view it is extreme death, death of self, death of ego, death of \"me\" and \"myself\", death of the watcher. It is very disappointing that we can't celebrate our attainment of enlightenment, as what we are.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=203.0,301.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Before we get into that final disappointment there is also process of disappointment that goes on all the time. That is to say that we would expect that the doctrine or the teaching would be able to solve our problems, which contain certain magic or miracles in the teaching. If you are emotional, if you are depressed, if you are aggressive person, you have sexual hangups or aggressive hangups, or whatever, expecting that the word of wisdom of the teacher or the guru will cure all these problems, everything will be smoothed out, completely. To our surprise we begin to realize that this is not so, that we have to work with them, that there is no magic or miracle. There is no word of wisdom as such, intrinsically. That we have to work on ourselves. At that point that it becomes very disappointing, of course. That if we have to work on ourselves, or rather than depend on a savior, rather than depend on that of magical power, as such, and the expectations have to be given away rather than building on a basis expectations, which becomes a very prominent part of our search, our work.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=301.0,402.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"As long as any kind of spiritual approach which involves in the promises, sense of savior, sense of promises of magic, of miracle, liberation, that we are caught in the golden chain. Which might be beautiful to wear it, with a jewel-inlaid golden chain, but at the same time it is chain that we can't free ourselves. The functional aspect of golden chain is exactly the same as that of the metal chain, whatever. Often, many cases, people prefer to wear the golden chain as purely decoration, ignoring its imprisonment aspect of it, which is a tremendous self-deception, tend to happen with all of us. But worth thinking twice.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=402.0,482.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's not so much what the chain is made out of, but the function of the chain, the delicate taste of the poison. It may be pleasurable to eat, but shouldn't we be more practical, if we want to live longer, rather than purely based on the beautiful flavor this poison is made out of, vanilla ice cream or whatever, what kind of form or taste or whatever come out. Think of the *beyond* that level. The chain is made out of gold with jewel inlaid, with all intricate designs and carvings, beautifully done -- it's beautiful workmanship, it masterpiece, museum piece. But its function is going to be exactly the same.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=482.0,556.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"On the whole, that whole process is that we should allow some space for disappointment. All the promises that been made are pure seduction. In the Buddhist tradition it talks about any kind of seduction as being that of work of the devil, or the act of \"mara\", the \"evil ones.\" And this particular seduction of inviting -- \"I am going to save you, I am going to cure your sickness, if you just purely obey me, just purely do this, without putting your ego away, but piling up on your ego\" -- is known as \"devaputra\", which literally means \"son of the gods\", devaputra. The beautiful daughters of dev-- daughters of mara, the evil one, lure you into this seemingly pleasurable situation, with all kinds of promises, all kinds of hospitality, accommodating you, trying to lure you into this.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=556.0,647.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"On the whole, the point here about disappointment is that as long as anything is based on ego's benefit, enriching the self, the ego, then that become suicidal process, rather than developing or transcending anything or attainment enlightenment or whatever. So whole thing is very much based on that of would we allow ourselves to be disappointed, which equally means surrendering of \"my\" and \"me-ness\", my achievement, my attainment. Would we willing to give that particular territory up or would we not? If you're not willing to do it then there is constant disappointment. But at the same time even if we are willing to do it, that will be also disappointment at the same time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=647.0,725.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So as long as one is trodding on the spiritual path there is no way out, of getting beyond disappointment and working on the pleasurable situation of anything. Spiritual path from this sense, according to the Buddha, is not pleasurable situation particularly, it's not blissful situation. If any of you think this is going to be an eternal honeymoon, it's not going to be happening, according to Buddha. According to the lives of great teachers in the past, siddhas and gurus, it wasn't pleasurable situation. It was constant unmasking, constant giving away, constant undressing, peeling out process, of skin after skin, layer after layer, clothes after clothes, mask after mask. It has been demonstrated and also written in the books of the teachings and their lives that whole process of trodding on the spiritual path is constant insult, insult after insult, giving up, giving away, unmasking, unclothing, layer after layer of ego's sheath.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=725.0,813.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"For the sake of the audience, better not to get into such trip. If you must, prepare for it. It's not going to be easy one. Don't expect bliss, joy, as soon as we get into it. Bliss and pleasure or joy or whatever had to come from some kind of work, some kind of sacrifice, giving in. As you give in, give out more, you get more in. But before we begin we have to give out, give in. Getting on the spiritual path is like a vehicle without reverse and brake -- once you got into it, it goes and goes and goes. Constant unmasking process involved.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=813.0,885.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Disappointment from that point of view is extremely important part of it. Once you are disappointed with something, you begin to give up, give in. You become the lowest of the lowest, grain of sand, perfectly simple, no expectations. That's beautiful. If you become grain of sand, lowest of the lowest, the smallest of smallest, grain of sand, then we may be able to build something out of it, because we related with the basic sanity of the earth. We related with the down and down and down, ultimate \"down-ness\" of the fundamental earth, ground. We are grounded somewhat, that there is no room for dreaming, expectations, no fantasies involved. So any kind of practice that we are involved becomes valid, at least workable. At least it becomes something sensible, something that is beyond impulse.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=885.0,971.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"At least we begin to learn how to make proper cup of tea, how to walk straight without tipping over, because we are grain of sand. Whole approach becomes more simple, direct, and any teachings or books that we might receive -- we might read books, we might hear teachings or whatever -- and all those process become workable. It becomes a confirmation, encouragement to work with that grain of sand, as we are, without expectation, without dream. Whole thing becomes an absolute workable situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=971.0,1045.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We heard so much promises, from the point of view of grain of sand, we heard so much alluring into all kind of territories. We heard all kinds of dramas, trips of all kinds, descriptions of them. But from the point of view of grain of sand, couldn't care less, because we begin to realize that we are just purely grain of sand, speck of dust, in the midst of universe.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1045.0,1086.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"At the same time, it's very spacious, very beautiful that it is workable -- in fact it's very inviting, inspiring. If you are grain of sand the rest of the universe, the space, all the rooms that there is, is yours, because you are not obstructing anything, you are not overcrowding anything, you have no desire to possess anything other than being grain of sand. There is tremendous room, tremendous openness. Because you are grain of sand, therefore you are the emperor of the universe; because you are grain of sand, you are the conqueror of the whole world, universe. You are \"chakravartin\", which means the \"universal monarch.\" Simply because you are grain of sand. There is no battle involved. The whole thing becomes very simple, at the same time very dignified and openness, because whole inspiration is based on that of disappointment, which is also open-minded that from-- from that point of view, without ambition of the ego is the essence of disappointment from that sense.\r\n\r\n\r\nWe could have a discussion on that. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1086.0,1186.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Rinpoche, last night you talked about un-- speak louder? Last night you talked about understanding something before you went into it so as not to commit suicide and to just-- and also [in the book] MUDRA, your poem on not trusting. And I was wondering at-- tonight, talking about even giving up your \"you-ness\", from what basis do you have to be discriminating or to even understand if you're willing to even give up your \"you-ness\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think the whole thing is based on that of giving up and not preparing your safe ground before you give up, what kind of security you have. So whole thing is being not looking for, what you call, insurance policy. If your mind is not involved with security of further things, \"If I give this up then what I'm going to get?\" then you're already doing double twist. Whereas this need a certain amount of taking chance, without mentality of insurance policy. And see what happens.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: You mean using your mind up to the point of knowing what you should do, and not using it past of what's going to--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's right, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: --happen as a result of that?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, just act on the nowness from that point of view.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: Thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1186.0,1286.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: What do you mean by preparing yourself for disappointment? You said that if you're going to get on the trip prepare yourself for disappointment.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Expect there will be disappointment, preparing for it, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: In that sense, isn't that almost a twist? In that, \"Wow, I'm feeling disappointed. This is tremendous! You know, [laughter] I must be doing--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's up to you.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: --something right.\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's up to you, how smart you are. But [laughter] you can never-- you can outsmart yourself by doing that. You'll find yourself grain of sand, being grain of sand then. If you go too far, it gets back to you. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1286.0,1339.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Is it possible to descend to a point where you're a grain of sand and egoless but yet not fully incarnated? In other words, almost closed from that point of view?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You see, when we talk about grain of sand, that doesn't necessarily mean that you are egoless, particularly, but your ego is humiliated and you are begin to accept its poverty, rather than you become completely egoless. In other word, if we expect before we embark on the spiritual path that you should become egoless, then we have no hope. We can't begin anyway. So idea is that accept the humiliation, that the battered qualities, that you have to give up and give up and give up, undo and undo, and unlearn and so on, you accept that situation. And once you begin to accept that situation you begin to open, that there will be some kind of room. That room which does not occupy any particular situation is open room, very accommodating one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1339.0,1424.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: After becoming a grain of sand, could you ever go back to being prideful again?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Go back to what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Being prideful, you know, full of pride again.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You don't *become* grain of sand from this point of view. You might *see* yourself as grain of sand, some point, which is based on an impulsive situations all the time. So you twist back to the pride situation as well as back to grain of sand. So this journey takes back and forth all the time. So there is no guarantee, even that point of view. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1424.0,1469.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: I find that when I do become humble in any way, immediately I say, \"Oh that's good.\" And it comes back and it keeps coming back because I've heard it so much, people say, \"You should become this, you should consider the universe and become a grain of sand.\" So if I start in any way seeing that happen, it comes around and around and around. It's outsmarting constantly, because I've heard that so much.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see that that point that we are involved with a sense of morality, sense of concept of conduct, good conduct, that being humble is one of the virtues that is good. And it's part of the indoctrination process that we have gone through already. And we have to give up even that indoctrination of being good conduct, accumulating good merit or whatever. One have to even see beyond that level. And otherwise there is no way out at all because you are not allowing yourself any room, because you're constantly judging yourself all the time, so you are not even not getting stepping-stones to the path at all. You are destroying your own stepping-stones from that point of view. So one have to really become absolutely, utterly hopeless from that point of view. Hopelessness is one of the very powerful thing, in fact one of the very positive thing that could only develop is hopelessness, giving up hope constantly, and realizing there is no way out, or there is no way in except just to surrender whole territory. And hopelessness or disappointment from that sense is very important. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1469.0,1582.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: What's the difference between a person who, for instance, is on a drug trip and is constantly descending into his own decadence and a person who on a spiritual path has given up hope, and how is-- how are the two minds different?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you see, the whole point is that in terms of person who lost their individual reality, in whatever way it may be, is not relating with themselves anymore. There is no journey involved. In the case of that person involved spiritually of giving up hope, hopelessness is part of the individual expression of the person himself or herself. Still, hopelessness contain some kind of dignity is involved, because hopelessness means also journey at the same time. In the case of that person who lost their individuality or their dignity, that means that there is no journey involved at all. And chaos begin to become an absolutely blank space rather than creative space.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1582.0,1668.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Isn't knowing how to make a good cup of tea an expectation also?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: If you have expectation of knowing how to make good cup of tea, quite possibly you will make bad one. [Laughter; laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1668.0,1707.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Since expectations are a sure path to hopelessness, in that they're disappointed, how should I relate to my expectations? Should I be in my expectation? Why shouldn't I indulge them fully?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well your ego is your expectations, and hopelessness is egolessness from that sense. Or the disappointment is egolessness from that sense. I mean, it seems that as we go on more and more, and further and further, we are getting more and more away from what we are trying to discuss, in fact. You see once we begin to analyze and begin to split hair, we don't get anywhere and-- because we get into so much analytical process. \"Supposing that happens, how will relate with that? If this happens how will relate with this?\" And the whole thing becomes more and more and more complicated. I think whole point is here, idea of disappointment is more like practical disappointment rather than philosophical disappointment. And we should simplify into practical one.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: What about practical expectations? How do I relate to them? When I think I don't have any expectations--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well you have your own confusions. That's disappointing enough thing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1707.0,1813.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Is it not possible to become too disappointed?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What did you say?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Is it not possible to become too disappointed?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Too?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: Too much so disappointed.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's always what ego says. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1813.0,1841.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: Do you believe within every being there is the whole perfect spirit?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Whole perfect spirit -- what kind of spirit are you talking about? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: The potential to become the grain of sand.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: The potential to become the grain of sand, or--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't think any potentials. If you become grain of sand you are grain of sand. There's no potentials. You can't give birth to grain of sand, you have to become one. As simple as that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1841.0,1884.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: In light of this discussion of expectations, could you clarify your analogy of the golden chain as binding?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's what we call spiritual materialism, in which that all the promises, all the messages of glory and promises of enlightenment, or promises of perfect yogi or whatever, is been made a source of expectations. Because of source of expectations, expectations are based on relating \"me\" and receiving instructions from \"them.\" So it is directly way of enriching one's ego rather than giving up anything, because that doesn't involve any kind of surrendering anymore, giving up, or disappointment anymore. And that automatically then becomes a binding factor rather than freedom. Because you begin to relate with the teachings as promises or the stepping-stones or ladders or crutches of somewhat. That one thing that begin to develop, wrong sense of freedom.\r\n\r\n\r\nIn other word, that person begin to feel that freedom is free, without giving anything away, giving anything up. It's a free gift, that \"I could develop my ego as what I am, and I could adorn myself with that kind of particular medallion or gift.\" The attitude of king is en-crowned-- enthroned or crowned with his crown. In other word, the teaching becomes the crown, the king is being ego. So without giving up, sacrificing anything, the king could become-- working for anything, king could become a king, by purely receiving free gift from somewhere, which doesn't seem to work. If he does become, then he become dictator.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: Is there any fear involved in becoming a grain of sand?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Tremendous lot, yeah, humiliation more than fear. But that's necessary part of it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=1884.0,2051.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 12]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: Isn't the impulse to \"object love\", or you know what I would think would be behind making expectations, and what would carry one along any--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Impulse?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: --path?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Impulse?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: An impulse to love an object outside oneself or to desire.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's part of the spiritual materialism.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: But isn't this what would be behind what would cause one to enter upon the path in the first place?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: At the beginning, yeah, but at the same time that one begin to realize that's not the ultimate message. One-- as you practice further, you begin to unmask what you have learned in the beginning. So you begin to change your--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: But the energy behind expectation would remain.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well the inspiration would remain, sure. That's what we call the buddha nature, or whatever you like to call it, agitation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2051.0,2113.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 13]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: I live in New York City and I find it harder to become a grain of sand here than in almost any other place. Do you have any suggestions on how to minimize this negative effect of the city?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Any what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER13: [quietly] The negative effects, minimize the negative effect of the city.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well that's seem to be depends on how you regard negative situations. In many cases that relating with the city is based on the idea of too much aggression and too much speed. And one can transmute that speed and aggression. In other word, that there is no such thing as abstract in New York City. Everybody here in this hall have created their own mutual New York Citys. So it is depend on individuals, related with *your* version of New York City. It's purely up to you, whether you would like to become nuisance for the New York City or whether you would like to use that New York City as a way of developing. It's up to you and there is possibilities of doing that as well. It's not so cut and dry. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2113.0,2226.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 14]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER14: Thinking about realizing the grain of sand, and I was wondering if there's a possibility [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nAUDIENCE: Could you speak up?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Can you say that again, please?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER14: Yeah. Thinking about recognizing what a grain of sand, you know, in relation with a human, and I was wondering whether you were saying that [INAUDIBLE]. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Human is...?\r\n\r\n\r\nAUDIENCE: What human is--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Human is a grain of sand.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER13: [softly] Yeah, that man relies on [INAUDIBLE] grain of sand. Yeah, right.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I'm sorry, I didn't exactly catch your question, but I could guess [laughter] enough to answer your questions, or at least do some doubt. [Laughter] When we talk about grain of sand, that is not necessarily purely grain of sand as sand. But we are talking about that which could relate with individuality in which there is no defensive mechanism, in which that they fight for their territory like-- as *like* grain of sand, grain-of-sand-like situation rather than being literally grain of sand, which is impossible for us to become one, of course. It's grain-of-sand-like attitude, which means very human attitude of opening and accepting, accommodating, at the same time very simple. So, all these metaphors that we use necessarily does not mean that you have to accept as literally. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2226.0,2378.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 15]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER15: If you live without hope and without expectation, how do you avoid drifting? Or do you want to?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You don't drift anymore. Hope and fear will drift you. They are the wind or gale. If there is no such thing then remains definite. I don't see any problems, at all. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2378.0,2408.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 16]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You going to say something?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER16: Yes. What's the difference between someone who wants to commit--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Can you raise your voice a little?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER16: What's the difference between someone who wants to commit suicide and someone who is a grain of sand?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well somebody who want to commit suicide would like to watch themselves dying and doing final job. And in case of grain of sand, doesn't care less, just to be.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2408.0,2445.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 17]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Does the grain of sand still consider himself individual and apart from everything else?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Of course. It's a grain of sand. [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: But he still has the notion of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Himself.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: --of a center, of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sure, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: --of a being.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sure, well it has ego, so...\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Isn't that his problem right from the start?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Not at all. We have to use ego as part of our development. Without ego there is no working basis, and we don't have to make perfect job of it, you know, at the beginning at all. Ego is a working basis, that's fine. And one doesn't have to negate altogether to begin with. But maybe in a less heavy-handed way, like grain of sand.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: But isn't this notion of a separate being, of an entity, the root cause of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Sure, it is.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: --all of the problems of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: But it is also source of the teaching as well. Like the four noble truths, for instance, begins with \"suffering\", \"duhkha\", \"pain.\" Pain comes from separation and so forth. That you can also work from those basis as well. So it doesn't become anti-spiritual at all, or--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Well like, are you talking then that this grain of sand is then the beginning from which one starts the spiritual path?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Precisely, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Is the ultimate trip really the transcending of the notion of \"I\" and \"me\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: But working on \"I\" and \"me\" to begin with, \"my pain\" and \"my suffering\" as well at the beginning.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: I didn't catch that.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: To begin with you relate with your own pain, your own suffering.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: So it doesn't contradict anymore. I mean, to begin with you relate with your own situation, that's your starting point, stepping-stone, so to speak. And one doesn't have to become egoless at all, necessarily. But that has suggestion of egoless in the beginning, somewhat.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2445.0,2583.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 18]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER18: What's your teacher's role in becoming a grain of sand?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: To tell you that you are grain of sand. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2583.0,2598.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 19]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER19: Could you possibly just make a dist--\r\n\r\n\r\n[GAP IN AUDIO - MISSING CONTENT]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2598.0,2606.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 20]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER20: So far I've attended a couple of lectures and I've read some books. And everything seems to be very, sort of something that I'm trying to comprehend and that I might comprehend a little bit. Would you say that the path, so to speak, is one of comprehension or is it one of action? Do I have to find a thing to do or am I trying to understand a concept?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: According to Buddhist way of presenting the teaching, that you have to come to your own conclusion to begin with. To begin with. And then books becomes more of confirmation than doctrine to convert you into it. Good luck. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2606.0,2653.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 21]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER21: Are you-- may I ask, please? Are you saying that the person must ultimately rely on their own insight, their own intuition--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Of course, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER21: --and no advisor?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No advisor, no advice. To begin, your end. Then teachers to confirm your beginning is good beginning. They confirm you, they work with you, and the teachers make journey along with you rather than that they lead you, so to speak.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER21: Oh, thank you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2653.0,2684.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92458/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: From that point we might have to stop our meeting.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=2684.0,2682.88175"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92459","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19720907VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92459/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"CTI SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa 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1972.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=8.27,13.45"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92459/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is a CTI custom\nremaster made April 2024.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=13.45,20.09"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92459/annotation/43","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ORIGINAL SLATE: Chogyam Trungpa\nRinpoche,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=20.09,22.74"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92459/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"talk at the Universalist\nChurch in New York,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992#t=22.74,26.21"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2288/collection_resources/168771/file/306992/transcript/92459/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"September 7th, 1972,\non 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