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Talk raises essential questions -- about what it means to be alive, what individuals really consist of, how the “three marks of existence” – suffering, impermanence, and egolessness – arise from denying reality of death, and attempting to grasp onto anything solid. In the Q\u0026amp;A, questioners ask probing questions about the ego, actual and moment-to-moment death, and what the alternatives are to causes suffering.\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Publication"]},"value":{"en":["UNPUBLISHED"]}},{"label":{"en":["Transcription Credits"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eJan 02 2020 to Mar 04 2020 Transcribing: Leandra Ziegler Checking: Ella Milligan Final Proof: Anne Seidlitz Terminology Review: Matilda Perks Other Contributors: Lynn Friedman, Warner Dick\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Rights Statement"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e© Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},{"label":{"en":["Year"]},"value":{"en":["1973"]}}],"summary":{"en":["\u003cp\u003eOpening talk introduces one of core principles of Buddhism, that death is intrinsic to life, that we die and are reborn every moment, and trying to secure sense of ground and \u0026ldquo;I\u0026rdquo; in light of that are sources of suffering. Talk raises essential questions -- about what it means to be alive, what individuals really consist of, how the \u0026ldquo;three marks of existence\u0026rdquo; \u0026ndash; suffering, impermanence, and egolessness \u0026ndash; arise from denying reality of death, and attempting to grasp onto anything solid. In the Q\u0026amp;A, questioners ask probing questions about the ego, actual and moment-to-moment death, and what the alternatives are to causes suffering.\u003c/p\u003e"]},"requiredStatement":{"label":{"en":["Attribution"]},"value":{"en":["\u003cp\u003e\u0026copy; Diana J. Mukpo - All rights reserved -\u0026nbsp;Not to be Distributed or Reproduced\u003c/p\u003e"]}},"provider":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/aboutus","type":"Agent","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"homepage":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/","type":"Text","label":{"en":["Chogyam Trungpa Digital Library"]},"format":"text/html"}],"logo":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/organizations/logo_images/000/000/209/original/cti-library-logo-blue-text.png?1672724952","type":"Image"}]}],"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366","type":"Canvas","label":{"en":["Media File 1 of 1 - open-uri20260407-876-tpaw0t.mpga"]},"duration":3155.6702,"width":640,"height":360,"thumbnail":[{"id":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/collections/default_thumbs/000/002/230/small/Logo-Audio-Red.png?1766080315","type":"Image","format":"image/png"}],"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/content/1","type":"AnnotationPage","items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/content/1/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"painting","body":{"id":"https://aviary-p-cti.s3.wasabisys.com/collection_resource_files/resource_files/000/307/366/original/open-uri20260407-876-tpaw0t.mpga?1775598431","type":"Audio","format":"audio/mpeg","duration":3155.6702,"width":640,"height":360},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366","metadata":[]}]}],"annotations":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19730323VCTR1-Transcript [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/1","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[19730323VCTR1 - Public Seminar - Karme Choling - The Meaning of Death - Talk 1]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]\r\n\r\n\r\nARP SLATE: This is the Venerable Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, seminar entitled The Meaning of Death, held at Tail of the Tiger, Vermont. This is talk number one, March 23rd, 1973.\r\n\r\n\r\nCTI SLATE: This is a CTI custom remaster made August 2025.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=0.0,24.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: MAIN TALK]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Seem that we never discuss or talk about how to die. And strangely enough, the idea of death is not just once in a lifetime, but it seem to happen constantly while we trying to survive. In order to survive, that we seem to have experience perpetual death.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=24.0,69.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The basic background to this is, we have a sense of identification, seemingly. We have our names, we have our age, we have homes, we have our parents, we have our ID cards, checkbooks. If somebody is alive and has its credentials of living, then you are not accepted in the organization, you can't cash checks, you can't enter into a organization. Now the question is, what actually does mean by \"existence\"? Obviously the idea is being that when we do-- before we talk about death, we have to discuss about life. And what we're trying to concern ourselves in terms of living situation, what does really mean by, \"I am alive\"?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=69.0,169.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well, there's several considerations. \"Physically I exist, I been born. I'm so and such such years old. That I have gone through my life experience. I am a child of somebody, or parents of somebody.\" But those things seem to be a purely hypothetical situation, in fact. That what really does mean by life-- alive? What's behind the whole thing, what is actually alive, what's the process that goes on living constantly?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=169.0,235.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well it seems that we *think* we're alive. That's the starting point, and then we confirm our thought process that we are alive. Why do we think that we are alive? Because we experience things. How come we experience things? Well, let's talk about what are the experiences? Experience of being happy. Upset. Fear. Sense of lost. Sense of solidness, and all kinds of things. Those perpetual experiences confirms that we are alive. \"I feel sick, and I need attention -- help.\" \"I feel happy, I would like to celebrate my happiness, achievement,\" so forth. Those experience come from, seemingly, come from, one point of view, which create the reference point to the others. That \"I\" feel good. So we start with \"I.\" *I* feel upset. Start on the \"me.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=235.0,403.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And we can go further, exploring. Know what is \"me\", what is \"I.\" Well, \"I\" -- don't you know what \"I\" is? Just \"I\". It's *me*. It's *this*. Or, we could go on expanding saying that that which feels identity, that which feels there's some standpoint in which that discrimination could have derived from. The sense of individuality. Without that you can't discriminate things, you can't feed yourself, you can't lead your life. You can't discriminate what's good, what's bad. That's where whole thing starts from, is \"this\" -- ego. And moreover that we often heard, that we've been told, \"You should have your ego. That's very respectable thing to have. Without that you are dreamer.\" Some basic fundamentality. Make sure that world is not going to destroy you. In order to do that you have to have *this* -- ego -- to defend yourself. That, \"I'm not something that should be trampled on, ignored.\" That, \"I do exist.\" \"I\".","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=403.0,542.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Well still, no matter how many attributes of existence of ego is worthwhile situation, we could go on talking about it. But still, we haven't solved actually problem of who actually I am. \"What is this 'I'? Who am I? What is actually 'this'?\" Which should have responsibility and should have all kinds of intelligence, should have all kinds of creative energies should derived from \"I\", \"me.\"","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=542.0,594.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"According to Buddhist approach, this \"I\" or \"me\" -- ego -- is consist of perpetual death, which brings birth. Perpetual dissatisfaction, pain, which brings pleasure. Perpetual continuity, which brings transitoriness. Or, you could say that basically \"I\" is not knowing \"who am I\" actually. Literally, experientially. It's just statement, it's just expression of bewilderment. Like when you are frightened you just suddenly go -- [gasps]. That's a statement of \"I\" -- just that. [Laughing] We could say that as well. It's-- \"I\" is onomatopoeic term of bewilderment. It lives but it dies; its death consist of its being alive, but its life consist of death. It's perpetual alternation, subtle alternation of being born and dead at the same time.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=594.0,760.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"If we are willing to be more realistic, and really decide to be frank, that this \"I\" is expression of death. Which people don't like to buy. It sounds terrible and haunting. If husbands think their wife is existing on the continual death, or the wives think their husband are living in-- is consist of a continual death, they feel very spooky. That you are living with a ghost. But if they consider *themselves* as one of the ghosties as well, then there's another story, possibly. And their children, their friends -- ghost, non-existent entity, heavily existing on non-existence. By employing the term \"I\" as onomatopoeic word of shock, bewilderment -- well as if, \"That word, we don't what we're call it. Shall we call it something? We'll call it 'I'.\" That's convenient, very convenient.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=760.0,908.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So [laughing] from that point of view, that [laughs] the whole environment, or the whole thing is nothing but death. [Laughs] Realistically, scientifically, phenomenologically, that we are expression of death, that life itself is expression of death. Feeding death. Only thing seem to be alive is because we have to feed the death, to be dead. Therefore things seem to be alive, takes tremendous occupation, administration, to feed the death, to confirm as death. So it seem to be very lifeful [sic] thing to do.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=908.0,998.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"But fundamentally, non-existence of \"I\" brings, not exactly sense of *lost*, but a sense of concrete death. From this point of view the death become very concrete one, very positive one actually. It's very strange logic, but nevertheless it seem to be true.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=998.0,1045.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Trying to keep up the death is confirming life. We could use another term for death is \"transitoriness,\" \"impermanence.\" Or, further if you like doctrinal euphemism, you could call it, \"egolessness,\" or the \"shunyata,\" whatever that involve with the techniques, involve with the terms, ideas. Which makes it feel slightly better, because at least it's logical, in terms of that we have something to relate with philosophically.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1045.0,1111.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The basically, the Buddhist approach of three marks of existence -- which consist of impermanence, pain and egolessness -- that seem to be the substance of death, substance of life, are all included in fundamental death. Basic death. Well you might say that, \"Then how about the inspirations? How about the energies? How about the dance? How about the light?\" [laughs] How about it? [Laughs; laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1111.0,1192.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"That whole thing *is* inspiration. The energy or the inspiration is also expression of death. For that matter, the very idea of enlightenment is expression of death. That is why that whole thing is fantastically vibrating, energetic. Since we have reconciled with lost of life, we have nothing to lose. And that logic could be said as like a bottle with a nipple to keep the children happy. On the other hand, it's possibly true. But, still, we can't make our ground on that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1192.0,1304.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So at this point, the fundamental approach to life is understanding the death, completely. If you don't understand the death... we can't dance. Dance could be said as expression of death because it is consist of all kinds of movement, to dance with life or actually physically dance. One movement dies, next movement be born. It is expression of impermanence.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1304.0,1386.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So as a starting point of introductory seminar today [laughs], we seem that we have just barely begun to understand the death, the fundamentality of death. We could discuss further. The whole thing seems to be some kind of myth that we be built myth of eternity, myth of life, that we could hang onto our life. But by hanging onto life in itself is expression of death because hanging on means that keeping up, by keeping up to that living situation means automatically changing situations to try to grasps the one grasp to next grasp. So it's expression of death from that point of view.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1386.0,1471.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"We could begin our seminar understanding the real meaning of death, which is something more than purely physical death, but perpetual death that's happening constantly, which consist of pain, centerless or egoless, and impermanence. Those three principles seem to be our topic to be discussed in seminar to come, talk to come.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1471.0,1537.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And on the whole, that seem to be nothing to be gray [laughing] about the whole thing. [Laughs] We are not losing anything at this seminar, if you haven't lost already. [Laughter; laughs] We are not dying at this point, if you're not dead already. [Laughs] That's part of the cosmic joke.\r\n\r\n\r\nWe could have discussions on this. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1537.0,1572.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 1]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: You said that the \"I\" of bewilderment -- the bewilderedness is from what? From knowing we will become impermanent, so to speak?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Knowing that we may not exist, and we want to exist. I mean that's like when you get shocked. If you saw a spooky figure, when you say [gasps]. That is the statement of both. That, \"I may not exist, but I am existing,\" and there's conflict of spark comes out of that. [Laughs]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER1: It's funny though.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [Laughing] Yeah. If you say so. [Laughs; laughter].","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1572.0,1623.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 2]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER2: That seems almost instinctual though, rather than psychological determined. When it's that fast.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah it's experiential, yeah. I mean, you can't die philosophically. You die personally [laughter], experientially. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1623.0,1650.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 3]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: It seems that-- it seems like the word \"god\" has the same problem with it, you know?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You mean God is dead? [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER3: Well, the bewilderment, whether it does exist or not; whether, you know, it's just a stamp there.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Possibility, yeah. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1650.0,1685.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 4]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: How does the extent to which we cling or don't cling to what we call or think life, or think is the \"I\", affect our dying, or our rate of dying, or our extent of having died?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think it affects enormously. By holding onto something, and then you begin to realize that you are losing grip, of holding onto something. And then you feel defeat. Or else if you realize by holding onto is in itself is defeat, then it would be entirely different story altogether.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: How does that affect the rate, or the extent of our death?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: The physical death?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Well what you have defined as impermanence and egolessness?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: You mean like--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: When you say they totally exist in terms of--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Totally what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Your definition of death as impermanence and pain and egolessness.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER4: Is this something that is progressively true through the course of a person's life? Or is it simply a given at the beginning?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I think it's constantly happening. That person's life consist of death, all the time, of those three categories. It's part of our breath. We breathe out, we breathe in, and both are expression of death and life, pulsation and everything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1685.0,1805.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 5]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER5: I don't understand the idea of the continuity. You seem to be saying-- you seem to be defining death as impermanent, but you talk about there always being this continuity of... like in a dance, one gesture ends but the other one begins. Whereas conventionally-- or actually, I think of death as something that is not continuity-ous [sic], something that ends. And if-- my question is sort of if it's-- if there's that continuity, then where does the pain come in? Seems that the reason there's that pain is that there's *not* the continuity. And with the continuity then you know, you say, \"Well, I lost this one apple but I know that I'm going to get a pear tomorrow, so therefore there's no pain.\"\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I think that that's the whole point. That's the crack of the matter. You lost one apple today and you feel hurt. But at the same time you going to get another apple tomorrow. But you are not so sure about that either. And you are suspended in the between nowhere. There's a slight sense of boredom, happens all the time as well. So the continuity of pain is not predictable; the whole thing is not predictable, that's why there's pain. You have nothing to hang onto, nothing to trust. That, \"I have lost this but I might get something next. But I'm not so sure.\" That you're suspended in-- you could reassure yourself, but even that is in itself become just kind of expression of sadness, or desolation. So pain comes between those situations, usually. That somewhat you know, but somewhat you don't know, that you going to get it back.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1805.0,1945.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 6]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: It seems that in that rhythm of death and rebirth continuously, there's a certain kind of hope though. But where's the hope in final death? Release?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What you mean by final death?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Well, physical death I suppose.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: Is it release from the whole process?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, but you still would like to hang onto, and you leave your will behind, and you care for your people. So in some sense, you continuously exist. So there's no release particularly at all.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER6: So there's no hope at the time of physical death?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Absolutely not, yeah. I mean that's why the whole thing is the-- suicidal does not, you know, imply the deliverance. That you have to actually make sure that you are dead, when you suicide yourself, you know. Which means, you know, [laughs] very paranoid situation. [Laughter]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=1945.0,2012.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 7]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: If there's any hope at all, isn't that hope in the egolessness of the pain, and the continuous transition? Because that's how you keep dancing.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I mean, there will be hope, I suppose you could say. As objective point of view, there's some kind of hope. But it's from subjective point of view.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER7: You'd like to keep dancing--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, point is that if you want to keep your continuity, then there's no hope. But from the point of view of a general plan, there may be some continuity, by not trying to continue. [Laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2012.0,2083.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 8]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: Is-- the notion of continuity seems to be tied up somehow with memory, but how does memory carry these successive existences? This thing can seem to be continuous because I can remember what's happened before and you see existences. I assume that I'll remember this later on. This would seem [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I suppose memory is trying to repeat solid ground that you had, even to the extent of that you feel-- you felt once threatened. You were terrified at the time, but you felt good because you were reassured of your existence of that terror. So when you feel at lost, totally, that you would like to repeat that terror, that fear, which actually did some solid thing for you, and you want to repeat again and again.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER8: So in some sense one might say that there's that process of repeating old solid ground is going on all the time. Is that in each successive existence, each successive moment of existence, that a whole lot of old ground can be repeated somehow containing creation of [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Mhmm. Which is kind of perpetually *renewing*, rather than actually repeating-- you can't repeat your past. But it's a hypothetical possibility that you can re-invite what *was*, in the form of what *is* in present situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2083.0,2229.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 9]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER9: In that feeling of death that you mentioned, very often I find myself lost and I just don't know which way I'm going. I don't know whether I'm escaping from death or retreating into death. And I don't know if it's both that's happening, or if I'm confused as to which one it's really--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, it seem to be both. That you are confused and at the time that you are either-- you are uncertain as to whether you are actually running away from it or going towards it. It's sweet and sour at the same time. That's what really definitely means \"bewilderment.\" That what tend to happen always. I mean you don't like yourself, but you like yourself enormously, at the same time [laughs].","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2229.0,2282.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 10]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: Is there any other meaning of the-- is there *any* meaning of the word \"life\" and \"death\", other than this illusion of ego? I mean do they have any meaning then, the words? Or--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, that seem to be--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: [INAUDIBLE] --\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's up to you.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: Then they are a creation of my ego, or your ego--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's up to you, yeah.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER10: Oh.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: [Laughing] Well, I mean there's no fixed logic that we could get together yourself-- ourselves and decide, make a decision whether there is an invalid situation or not. But it's haphazard situation. So largely depends on you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2282.0,2335.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 11]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: Well, what about awareness without a sense of \"I?\" If-- wouldn't there still be reaction? But not necessarily from an \"I\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Awareness?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: Just awareness. If you were driving down the highway and a car was coming at you and you just awareness perceived that, not operating from a sense of \"I,\" still wouldn't there be some kind of reaction to get out of the way? Or inner response?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, that seem to be associated with a sense of security of some kind.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER11: So are you saying that whenever there's any response or reaction, it's coming from sense of \"I\"?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well... yes, it's both. You can't really distinguish whether it's come from sense of \"I\" or sense of there's general precision. So you can't disregard the whole thing, you can't help looking at the whole thing. But it's a mixed situation.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2335.0,2421.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 12]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: Rinpoche, if you avoid-- if you're going on a highway and you avoid an auto accident--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: If you what?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: If you're going down a highway, and you avoid an auto accident. Isn't that avoidance a skillful means thing instead of a acting out of self-preservation thing?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: It could be both. That's what I mean, you can't just destroy yourself in order to destroy ego.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: Right, so it's not important how you analyze--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: But it doesn't seem--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER12: --or you avoid the accident, right? [Laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it seem to be both. So you can't really destroy yourself at the same time preserve yourself. But it's both. Simultaneously. So, from that point of view action doesn't help. The action of you know, suicidal doesn't help.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2421.0,2501.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 13]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER13: But does it still all come from ego?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: What?\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER13: Does it still all come from the ego?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: That's what we are discussing.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER13: I mean--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I don't--\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER13: I mean, avoiding the action or going into the action. I mean, either aspect of it, does it still [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, it comes from both a sense of intelligence, which you realize that things are impermanent, so there's no point of suicidal. As well as there-- it comes from notion of preservation oneself as well. So it's both. I mean we can't really pin down, and which would be best way to destroy ego, which would be best way to preserve the intelligence. If there were such sharp decision then seem to be quite simple. But seeming that there isn't one.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2501.0,2570.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 14]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER14: Is there anything beyond the context of what seems, seemingly there isn't a [INAUDIBLE].\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, it seems that they-- there is all kinds of things. Possibility for all kinds of things.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2570.0,2601.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 15]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER15: Could you say that the intelligence spontaneously comes beside from the ego? I mean that--\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it-- the very idea of realizing the whole thing is impermanent and death comes from something other than the ego's territory. But trying to preserve and make that into security for ourselves is ego's notion. So it's both at the same time.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER15: Trying to avoid the action, let's say, would you say that's coming from an intelligence other than from the ego?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: I would say both.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER15: From both?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Both.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2601.0,2657.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 16]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER16: What we're-- so far you were speaking about [INAUDIBLE] both point toward the same action. There conceivably be situations where ego tends to point in one direction and basic intelligence in another, and what happens?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Up to you. [Laughter] Depends on wherever-- wherever you want to go. Like in THE TIBETAN BOOK OF THE DEAD it talks about the bright and colorful peaceful deities comes to you. At the same time, less intense light, but more seductive light approaches to you. And there's those both which comes together at you. It's the same kind of situation. That always there is the reality and the unreality, both being-- seemingly both being reality at the same time.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER16: Where's the leverage to discriminate?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, I suppose the discrimination comes from sort of giving in, letting go. Letting go of the security, rather than scientifically working which is safer and which is not safer.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2657.0,2757.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 17]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Let's say we stumble upon a state of mind that we like. Like [laughter], we like the way that we are seeing things at the moment and we say to ourselves, \"I feel aware, I feel like that I like the way I'm seeing things right now.\" And then we have a reaction that tries to preserve that state of mind. You know, to try and figure out how we got there, to be able to recreate it when we want to. We want to hold onto it, to something which we like.\r\n\r\n\r\nIn meditation then, are we to-- is there an approach to this problem in meditation? Are we trying to cultivate just letting things happen, you know, accepting that no matter what we do we cannot get back to where we were, that things are always going to be different over and over and over again? There's nothing to do. Is that what we are doing in meditation, what we're supposed to be doing?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, it seem that there is-- it's not exactly giving up hope, but taking tremendous interest in what's happening in that given situation. But not trying to recreate past pleasant experiences, which you can't, in fact.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Taking tremendous interest in the fact that first of all there was something pleasant, then there was a reaction to try to preserve it?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: No, that is past already. The taking interest in what is there, rather than trying to preserve anything.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: Well any time you try to say, you know, \"I know what's-- I know what's here right now,\" then you're into something else immediately.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well then that becomes past.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: So you can't do anything else but that, really.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well as long you begin to comment on it that becomes the past. That when you begin to comment, you are commenting on what happened already. Otherwise you can't comment at the same it's happening.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER17: So we're trying to let go of our tendency to comment?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Yeah, something like that [laughter].","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2757.0,2933.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 18]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER18: This taking a tremendous interest in whatever is happening to make [INAUDIBLE] upon dying, wouldn't it?.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Precisely. Yeah, yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2933.0,2946.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 19]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER19: If a physician told me I was going to die in six months, I think I would find every moment precious, every day would be special. How can we-- since there would be very little room for fear or guilt, anxiety and so on. So how can we cultivate that state of mind, in which we know that we're going to die very soon? Or something equivalent to that, which would produce that effect.\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well it's not question of that you have to realize you're going to physically die. But it's a question of if you're going to be a hundred years-- you going to live a hundred years from now, *still* that whatever life situation consist during that lifetime is expression of a perpetual death, in any case. I mean, you can't be pushed into a situation by the value of life. That seem to be you are purely comparing the death as once in a lifetime, whereas the death happens in the millions lifetime. In other word, you can't captivate anything in this lifetime to preserve for you. Once you feel that you begin to get hold of something, you lost it immediately. So the only way to relate with the whole thing is that experience and don't captivate. Let go -- experience the death, perpetual death.\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER19: Yeah that's true, but how can you-- [laughter]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well, just do it. [Laughter] I mean whenever we begin to discuss *how* to do it, then it is question of that you are given a glove, or mask so you don't actually have to experience the true reality. You can only experience it through your wearing mask or glove, which is slightly impersonal.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=2946.0,3091.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: QUESTION 20]\r\n\r\n\r\nSPEAKER20: Is there anything more significant about physical death-- about our physical death than about the perpetual deaths involved with the momentary? Is there a different quality than physical death?\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Well physical death is that seem to be real statement, that actually this does exist, death does exist. If you are not able to learn from your life situations then finally, you know, comes to you. Apart from that, whole thing seem to be same thing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=3091.0,3132.0"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92678/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"[BOOKMARK: CLOSING REMARKS]\r\n\r\n\r\nTRUNGPA RINPOCHE: We might should close this point. Schedules for tomorrow, is there discussion? Listening to tapes? Set up? Okay, thank you.\r\n\r\n\r\n[Chogyam Trungpa Institute - Unedited Verbatim Transcript]\r\n\r\n\r\n[Copyright Diana J. Mukpo All Rights Reserved - Not to be Distributed or Reproduced]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=3132.0,3155.6702"}]},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["19730323VCTR1-Captions [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"ARP SLATE: This is the\nVenerable Chogyam\nTrungpa Rinpoche,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=0.51,4.36"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"seminar entitled\nThe Meaning of Death,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=4.36,7.33"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"held at Tail of the Tiger,\nVermont.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=7.33,9.16"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/43","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"This is talk number one,\nMarch 23rd, 1973.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=9.16,14.24"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"CTI SLATE: This is a CTI custom\nremaster made August 2025.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=14.24,20.88"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"TRUNGPA RINPOCHE: Seem that we\nnever discuss or talk\nabout how to die.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=24.19,32.76"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/46","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And strangely enough,\nthe idea of 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survive.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=46.71,52.89"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/49","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"In order to survive,\nthat we seem to have\nexperience perpetual death.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366#t=52.89,62.04"},{"id":"https://cti.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2230/collection_resources/168966/file/307366/transcript/92679/annotation/50","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"The basic background to this 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